I loved reading this story, I love how it reminds me how easy and good feeling it would be to just sit for a time and feel out how I want to feel. How you described taking time out to imagine feeling how your new job will feel. Love it. and I love how you recognized that convo with your friend was a...

Everyone thank you!!!! some really GREAT, kinda new feeling, points to consider in these responses and comments. I really like how you broke down the emotional scale into 'in the vortex' or 'out of the vortex' I think some of my question was hinged on that. Yes the vortex is more varied than I was t...

Where I will be taking this, is if the energy isn’t flowing back from her- why her? I agree on what you say, AllieCat... just not in this sentence! I wanna make a point that she IS flowing the energy (well, it's not really her doing that she "is flowing", but it feels like that to him) th...

Hi paradise on Earth! Thanks for replying! (oh Paradise I really feel you understand where Im coming from here and I thank you so much) I really am feeling how you are giving light to how the energies (good and 'bad') can feel intense and then also can somehow be higher AND calmer, I have gotten tas...

Hi SpiritualCookie! Thanks for replying. :) I think.. you've hit something on frustration/impatience being wrapped up in that intensity, when it comes to bringing up subjects (probably especially with the SO). I think thats a really good point for me to let in. I Also want to say I think some of wha...

Maybe it’s not the intensity, maybe it’s how I feel ABOUT the intensity afterward?

But maybe I put too much ‘force’ into the intensity too? Or maybe sometimes I let it slide into anger?

Hi Ghosted! I know it may not be the time Right now, but maybe soon- your post made me feel that this subject, at some point maybe in next couple months?- should be gone at head on. (Again maybe not today) but when you are ready- WHY her specifically? She’s got a funky past boyfriend she Might be st...

Hi good people, Lately the question of building intensity verse calm conversation- when it comes to bringing up topics with significant other, has been confusing me. I am ready for more clarity on this. How do I explain/ask this. Sometimes I get very firey when a topic is utterly important to me, an...

The whole time I just did that food rampage, I was taking in how I was feeling. at the beginning I was aware I felt crappy today. I was aware I wanted to feel better but I wasn't finding happy thoughts at all. On a whim that felt slightly 'interesting' I thought Id pop on here and see any responses/...

Paradise Im loving what you are posting. I also struggle at times with this circle. You words are helping me feel a little lighter today (which is what I want) :) :) :) :) (is their anything better than something that tastes delicious when you are hungry?! If I lose faith (for a moment) in everythin...