I have been so inspired by Jenny Lee’s writing sprints! I’ve been trying to get some of my own in! I’ve also been inspired by the Flower Crew show. I’ve loved shouting at my screen, “You are so stupidly in love with this person!” I was telling A about the tiny moments which are laden with meaning and where the unspoken says so much, and I realize I want to prolong that feeling so I started incorporating that feeling into my own scene! And it has been so much fun! And I love the feeling of romance it ignited between a & me. Just saying that, and then realizing, hey I want to experience this! With you! And it was so funny, within few minutes, I was in that space with this partner of over 20 yrs!
I loved loved loved loved how it totally rekindled that feeling of oh, I see you! Oh THIS is how I felt about you right when we started, when we got together. Tis buzz, this sheer ALIVENESS between the two of us!
I love that just before this we had had the conversation about my realization of my gaze—and how the gaze I had for him wasn’t there anymore, that gaze that had been transferred to our precious kiddo. . . it was almost as if acknowledging that important realization made space for this moment where suddenly. . . oh, suddenly I was small and safe and cherished and loved again. I felt as if a part of me was re-tethered inside him and a part of him was re-tethered inside me. A & me, me & A, we are really, really really lucky. We have the fire, the desire, and everything that brought us together, and that made us each other’s best friends. I still love talking with him. He still loves talking with me. He is the one person I want to share all my insights with. He is the one person I cannot talk enough to. He is the water to my fire. And I am the fire to his water. And I can bring my fire into balance with the water within me. And he can bring his water into balance with the fire within him.
Oh! What a wonderful day it is shaping up to be. My attention matters. My focus matters. YES, Abraham! I shall give 90% of my attention to that which thrills me!
Oh! I love the session I had with P yesterday, and the one I had with myself before that! It is amazing to me how I keep doing this deep processing all on my own! I have the wound AND I have the capacity to bring healing to myself! And then talking with P yesterday, some more pieces of it came together!
Oh, I love this feeling of well-being-ness within me, and I love coaxing it and making it stronger. I also acknowledge the feeling of “the other shoe dropping—” but here’s what—I am open to not fearing this part of me anymore. I acknowledge you brain, and the grooves we have built over a lifetime of living, but. . . here, I surround you my brain and my nervous system with this—this feeling of being safe and cherished and loved which was a felt, visceral knowing within my bones. This too is possible. This too is us.
I am celebrating the soup which I will eat with the mix of brown-red-black rice! And that is a sentence I did not think of writing but yes why not! I can sense how this lemongrass and tamarind insused soup of turnips, and kohlrabi, and tofu and carrots, and pak choi, cooked in my homemade broth will go so so well with the nutty flavors of the whole rice!
Oh, I love how realized that maybe *I* didn’t have space to scream/cry/say/grow when I was a kid, and so at times it is difficult for me to give n that space. I love. . . love breaking the cycle with me. I love bringing up this kiddo the way we are—he knows to his core that who he is, matters. He loves himself. That will never cease to fill me with wonder. He actually loves who he is. He is proud of himself. . . I did that. Yes, to all the ways in which I am a shitty mom but also hell yes to the many many many many many more ways in which I am fully present as a human being, and in which I am committed to being aware of when my own defenses get triggered with this joyful ball of human being.
I am pretty awesome. I am deeply sensitive. I am incredibly smart. I am full of integrity. I love playfulness. I love being lighthearted. I am highly empathic. I am a cauldron full of gifts. I am excellent. I am thriving. I am easily pleasable. I love taking pleasure in my life. I love all the gifts that make me who I am. All of them—even the ones that I would rather hide in the dark.
Hell, yeah. And so, it is.
Appreciatings
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CoreEssence
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I am enjoying this forum so much. I especially appreciate Tara’s feeling place thread. I like the focused desire in it!
So! Let’s go! I came here to be a master creator and a master appreciator! Everything I want is because I think the having of it will make me feel good. Ergo, they are kinda sorta all matching in frequency anyway. Hence, doesn’t really matter WHAT I focus on. If I get a hold on one frequency, it’s easy to access everything else since they are all in easy vicinity of each other!
Ok! I’ve had a lovely morning. It was perfect that n wasn’t feeling that well cus it’s given me this . . . totally unstructured cozy ball of a morning that I’ve enjoyed so much! The warmth of the cudding—the feeling warm in my body, the feelong of being satisfied, the feeling of holding this precious being who is a piece of my heart in my lap and playing tigers. The feeling of being stuffed inside the comforter—warm and cozy and safe and precious. The feeling of letting myself just sleep some more and sleep some more and sleep some more! Oh, absolutely delicious!
Then to have the blue skies reflect this feeling of well-being! It’s like having the whole world tell me I am building my foundations for all the changes that might occur in our world! Yes! Yes! Yes!
And to the sky—on the right is altocumulus. Midlevel clouds which I read as “medieval”—how delightful! Medieval, mid-level clouds arranged in “cloudlets.” “It’s a cloud that likes to be neat and tidy.” What a sentence! Thank you Cloudspotting for Beginners! And then on my left are the feather-shaped cirrus! Or as Cloudspotting for Beginners says, “it looks like locks of wild white hair combed out across hundreds of miles.” YES! Thank you dear writers for delighting me so! And farther back in the horizon are the cumulonimbus aka “the rockstar of the cloud world.”
I have a deep love for the naming of the things. I wonder why.
I love having this book which tells all about the different kinds of clouds!
And now honoring the shift within me—I’d like to focus. How do I want to feel?
Laser-focused
Alive
Grounded
Inspired
Weaving the form of who I am seamlessly from one moment to the next and enjoying this process of weaving myself enormously
HELL YEAH
So! Let’s go! I came here to be a master creator and a master appreciator! Everything I want is because I think the having of it will make me feel good. Ergo, they are kinda sorta all matching in frequency anyway. Hence, doesn’t really matter WHAT I focus on. If I get a hold on one frequency, it’s easy to access everything else since they are all in easy vicinity of each other!
Ok! I’ve had a lovely morning. It was perfect that n wasn’t feeling that well cus it’s given me this . . . totally unstructured cozy ball of a morning that I’ve enjoyed so much! The warmth of the cudding—the feeling warm in my body, the feelong of being satisfied, the feeling of holding this precious being who is a piece of my heart in my lap and playing tigers. The feeling of being stuffed inside the comforter—warm and cozy and safe and precious. The feeling of letting myself just sleep some more and sleep some more and sleep some more! Oh, absolutely delicious!
Then to have the blue skies reflect this feeling of well-being! It’s like having the whole world tell me I am building my foundations for all the changes that might occur in our world! Yes! Yes! Yes!
And to the sky—on the right is altocumulus. Midlevel clouds which I read as “medieval”—how delightful! Medieval, mid-level clouds arranged in “cloudlets.” “It’s a cloud that likes to be neat and tidy.” What a sentence! Thank you Cloudspotting for Beginners! And then on my left are the feather-shaped cirrus! Or as Cloudspotting for Beginners says, “it looks like locks of wild white hair combed out across hundreds of miles.” YES! Thank you dear writers for delighting me so! And farther back in the horizon are the cumulonimbus aka “the rockstar of the cloud world.”
I have a deep love for the naming of the things. I wonder why.
I love having this book which tells all about the different kinds of clouds!
And now honoring the shift within me—I’d like to focus. How do I want to feel?
Laser-focused
Alive
Grounded
Inspired
Weaving the form of who I am seamlessly from one moment to the next and enjoying this process of weaving myself enormously
HELL YEAH
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CoreEssence
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Game 1: Being really general—that’s what I feel like right now!
The ease and the well-being which ensues as I get up from a deep sleep. A nap or a whole night’s sleep. It feels so good, so full of well-being, so FULL. My heart overflows and I want to cuddle with n & a. I feel like my happiness can overflow and fill up every thing and every being in my vicinity. I feel that my heart is full.
Putting on classical music this morning. But music in general. Having access to amazing, incredible music. Being able to enjoy different kids of music depending on what feels right in the moment. Being rich and abundant in music of all kinds. Loving most of all how I find incredibly satisfying tracks all the time. Also loving how I have come to appreciate music I couldn’t before. It is fun to feel an opening and an expansion in the way I perceive music, in the way I appreciate music. How I have always been able to tune in to the layers of instruments coming together to create a moment in the harmony. How well I hum and how musically in tune I am. How I have tunes/and snatches of music come to me in the moment—cocreating and HSP-ing at its finest. Oh, and dance music—though that of course deserves a category of its own. But music—waking up and catching a snippet of A singing to himself with his earphones on. Then listening to a mix of rock and classical in the morning. How music always shifts the vibe. How music always sets the vibe. Thank you sounds and instruments and creators and everything that is music!
And then dance music! Oh, the sensuality! The physicality! The movement of energy! The filling up with energy! Slowly curating a whole playlist of music over the years to dance to! How it immediately shifts how I am feeling. How it immediately expands my energy field. How it immediately grounds me in my body. How it helps me feel fully connected with all parts of myself. I love moving my body in this specific way. And I am deeply grateful to be blessed with a kid who loves dancing too and makes it seem so easy and effortless and fun!
Ok, time to shift gears NOW! Game 2: let’s do actual feeling-in-my-body-good stuff about things I am meh-ing and feeling split about! Let’s go!
House:
Oh, the love in this house! How different people over the years have come in and remarked at the vibe of our home. That it feels peaceful. That it feels relaxing, that there is something here!
I love the natural light we get here. Oh, I love love love love the way every room fills up with light on a sunny clear day. And I love how my desire in the last house was for vast expansive skies and boy does this house fulfill it! Vast, sweeping views of the sky. The sky in all its inherent glorious display! The blues, the grays, the silvers and then the visual delight that is the clouds—puffy and columnar and floaty and stretched-out! How MUCH do I love you sky! I love you with all my being! You make me happy, sky! Thank you thank you thank you Mother Earth for having a beauteous, magnificent dome for us human beings to live under. Thank you!
And then the vast space! Especially the kitchen space—oh my heart’s delight! Indeed, the whole kitchen space is my utter heart’s delight. The slabs are gorgeous. The back-wall-support behind the stove with its stone-ish finish of natural sand colored brown and gray is perfect. As are the slabs! The perfect sand color! And the open layout which has made it so wonderful over all these years to cook there while talking with a or n or the various friends who walk in and out of our house. And of course sometimes just plonking down on the floor in the kitchen—because it does have such SPLENDID lighting—and sitting there to eat and read, sometimes on my own, sometimes with N, and sometimes with both a & n. Ok kitchen, thank you for these years of happiness!
Ok I am done with house—I feel full.
What next!!!
Hmm. . . writing!!!!!
I have loved the fire in me, the. . . this weird, feeling of having pins and needles inside me which doesn’t go away till I actually sit and write! Nope. Let’s start again!
Ok, I love the movies that come to me. The stories that march up and down my mind’s eyes, behind closed eyes. Ok, no, this topic needs to be general for now!
. . .
I love my love for words. I love my love for reading. I love to read. I was a child who loved books. I am a human being who has the capacity to leave my body and sit inside the pages of the life unfolding inside the pages of a book. I am human being who has a. . . who doesn’t do very well if she goes long stretches of time without writing. I need to write—even if it is appreciation stuff, or journaling, or finishing my assignments. The act of writing feels like a part of who I am. WHEW—ALL TRUE! NOW we are talking!
I adore how I ALWAYS find the EXACT RIGHT WORDS to express myself. I adore how words have always come to me. Mellifluous, strong, light, deep, soft, slight—whatever I needed/need—there they are. I have the capacity to tune in to exactly what needs to be said in exactly the way it needs to be said. I love using words as an instrument to play with. Holy moly—that is true. I love using words as a way to delight in my experience of this world. Words give a fullness and a depth to my pleasure of this world. This is why I have loved writing appreciati(on/ing) lists for more than two decades now. Because words when they mingle with my loves, transform my loves and transmute it into something that become greater than the sum of the words and the loves on their own.
HELL YEAH!
Words are round. Words are sharp. Words are straight. Words are fun! Language is fun. The ability to reach for and find the perfect word is fun.
*I* am fun! *I* am fun!
*I AM FUN*
HECK YES!!!!
And so, it is!!!!
Post-script: I love being a deeply feeling human being.
The ease and the well-being which ensues as I get up from a deep sleep. A nap or a whole night’s sleep. It feels so good, so full of well-being, so FULL. My heart overflows and I want to cuddle with n & a. I feel like my happiness can overflow and fill up every thing and every being in my vicinity. I feel that my heart is full.
Putting on classical music this morning. But music in general. Having access to amazing, incredible music. Being able to enjoy different kids of music depending on what feels right in the moment. Being rich and abundant in music of all kinds. Loving most of all how I find incredibly satisfying tracks all the time. Also loving how I have come to appreciate music I couldn’t before. It is fun to feel an opening and an expansion in the way I perceive music, in the way I appreciate music. How I have always been able to tune in to the layers of instruments coming together to create a moment in the harmony. How well I hum and how musically in tune I am. How I have tunes/and snatches of music come to me in the moment—cocreating and HSP-ing at its finest. Oh, and dance music—though that of course deserves a category of its own. But music—waking up and catching a snippet of A singing to himself with his earphones on. Then listening to a mix of rock and classical in the morning. How music always shifts the vibe. How music always sets the vibe. Thank you sounds and instruments and creators and everything that is music!
And then dance music! Oh, the sensuality! The physicality! The movement of energy! The filling up with energy! Slowly curating a whole playlist of music over the years to dance to! How it immediately shifts how I am feeling. How it immediately expands my energy field. How it immediately grounds me in my body. How it helps me feel fully connected with all parts of myself. I love moving my body in this specific way. And I am deeply grateful to be blessed with a kid who loves dancing too and makes it seem so easy and effortless and fun!
Ok, time to shift gears NOW! Game 2: let’s do actual feeling-in-my-body-good stuff about things I am meh-ing and feeling split about! Let’s go!
House:
Oh, the love in this house! How different people over the years have come in and remarked at the vibe of our home. That it feels peaceful. That it feels relaxing, that there is something here!
I love the natural light we get here. Oh, I love love love love the way every room fills up with light on a sunny clear day. And I love how my desire in the last house was for vast expansive skies and boy does this house fulfill it! Vast, sweeping views of the sky. The sky in all its inherent glorious display! The blues, the grays, the silvers and then the visual delight that is the clouds—puffy and columnar and floaty and stretched-out! How MUCH do I love you sky! I love you with all my being! You make me happy, sky! Thank you thank you thank you Mother Earth for having a beauteous, magnificent dome for us human beings to live under. Thank you!
And then the vast space! Especially the kitchen space—oh my heart’s delight! Indeed, the whole kitchen space is my utter heart’s delight. The slabs are gorgeous. The back-wall-support behind the stove with its stone-ish finish of natural sand colored brown and gray is perfect. As are the slabs! The perfect sand color! And the open layout which has made it so wonderful over all these years to cook there while talking with a or n or the various friends who walk in and out of our house. And of course sometimes just plonking down on the floor in the kitchen—because it does have such SPLENDID lighting—and sitting there to eat and read, sometimes on my own, sometimes with N, and sometimes with both a & n. Ok kitchen, thank you for these years of happiness!
Ok I am done with house—I feel full.
What next!!!
Hmm. . . writing!!!!!
I have loved the fire in me, the. . . this weird, feeling of having pins and needles inside me which doesn’t go away till I actually sit and write! Nope. Let’s start again!
Ok, I love the movies that come to me. The stories that march up and down my mind’s eyes, behind closed eyes. Ok, no, this topic needs to be general for now!
. . .
I love my love for words. I love my love for reading. I love to read. I was a child who loved books. I am a human being who has the capacity to leave my body and sit inside the pages of the life unfolding inside the pages of a book. I am human being who has a. . . who doesn’t do very well if she goes long stretches of time without writing. I need to write—even if it is appreciation stuff, or journaling, or finishing my assignments. The act of writing feels like a part of who I am. WHEW—ALL TRUE! NOW we are talking!
I adore how I ALWAYS find the EXACT RIGHT WORDS to express myself. I adore how words have always come to me. Mellifluous, strong, light, deep, soft, slight—whatever I needed/need—there they are. I have the capacity to tune in to exactly what needs to be said in exactly the way it needs to be said. I love using words as an instrument to play with. Holy moly—that is true. I love using words as a way to delight in my experience of this world. Words give a fullness and a depth to my pleasure of this world. This is why I have loved writing appreciati(on/ing) lists for more than two decades now. Because words when they mingle with my loves, transform my loves and transmute it into something that become greater than the sum of the words and the loves on their own.
HELL YEAH!
Words are round. Words are sharp. Words are straight. Words are fun! Language is fun. The ability to reach for and find the perfect word is fun.
*I* am fun! *I* am fun!
*I AM FUN*
HECK YES!!!!
And so, it is!!!!
Post-script: I love being a deeply feeling human being.
CoreEssence wrote: Thu Jan 30, 2025 5:44 pm I am enjoying this forum so much. I especially appreciate Tara’s feeling place thread. I like the focused desire in it!
And now honoring the shift within me—I’d like to focus. How do I want to feel?
Laser-focused
Alive
Grounded
Inspired
Weaving the form of who I am seamlessly from one moment to the next and enjoying this process of weaving myself enormously
HELL YEAH
The most recent AbrahamNow workshop was very much about “the feeling place”. Abraham teaches to tune in the frequency to manifest, in one of my yoga classes they said instead of memorising all details of a pleasant experience, isolate the “states you felt” so you are not attached to specific conditions.
This seems it all comes to the “frequency”, “vibration”
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CoreEssence
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I like this decision to focus on reading only one book at a time and seeing how it goes. I like that I end up finishing stories that way rather than having half-finished stories lying around. I like mixing it up as well. I am looking forward to finishing both An Immense World and the Rosamund Pilcher book.
I like doing the kryon circle of twelve meditations. I love how visceral they feel to me. I love how easily the energy shifts within me.
I love focusing. I love the explanation that came to me about quieting the mind and how that leads to easier focusing.
I like acknowledging the knot in my stomach about today evening. . . I don’t want them to come. I don’t want changes. I don’t like changes! Sigh. I don’t like uncertainty. – Go Deeper. I don’t like the way uncertainty makes me feel. –Go deeper. I feel like I can be tossed and turned in uncertainty. ---Ahh, can I though? CAN I be tossed and turned about?
I have my own center.
I have my own stillness.
I have my own deep wellness.
I have my own roots, going deep into the space-time of well-being. I let myself feel this deep wellness. I eat from this bounty of wellness. I drink from this ocean of wellness. I allow this wellness to feed me and nurture me.
And so, it is.
I like doing the kryon circle of twelve meditations. I love how visceral they feel to me. I love how easily the energy shifts within me.
I love focusing. I love the explanation that came to me about quieting the mind and how that leads to easier focusing.
I like acknowledging the knot in my stomach about today evening. . . I don’t want them to come. I don’t want changes. I don’t like changes! Sigh. I don’t like uncertainty. – Go Deeper. I don’t like the way uncertainty makes me feel. –Go deeper. I feel like I can be tossed and turned in uncertainty. ---Ahh, can I though? CAN I be tossed and turned about?
I have my own center.
I have my own stillness.
I have my own deep wellness.
I have my own roots, going deep into the space-time of well-being. I let myself feel this deep wellness. I eat from this bounty of wellness. I drink from this ocean of wellness. I allow this wellness to feed me and nurture me.
And so, it is.
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CoreEssence
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the feeling place has always made total sense to me. because if I can feel that specific way right now (though allowing myself to harmonize with that state of feeling) why would I not do that right in this minute rather than waiting for whatever it is that I want to arrive. (not arguing against the having of the thing, just that I can totally choose wellness right now, so why the heck not!!)Tara wrote: Sun Feb 02, 2025 12:01 am
The most recent AbrahamNow workshop was very much about “the feeling place”. Abraham teaches to tune in the frequency to manifest, in one of my yoga classes they said instead of memorising all details of a pleasant experience, isolate the “states you felt” so you are not attached to specific conditions.
This seems it all comes to the “frequency”, “vibration”
thank you for sharing about the abrahamnow workshop! a friend forwarded some quotes from a few recent ones so I might very well have picked it up from there!
also thanks for sharing about mahadvidya in spiritual cookie's thread. it neatly ties in to something that had come to me a while ago (some "random" names that I associated with feminine divine. they felt to me aspects of Durga and Kali. there's stuff here for me to explore--just thoughts/experiences/feelings that have come to me, so it was fun to run into your explanation!)
Wow! So nice it comes so naturally to you. Yes, Kali has many nuances she is the energy of time, transformation, sensuality/sexual energy, kundalini, death, fierce etc. they are all linked when you go into deeper understanding.CoreEssence wrote: Mon Feb 03, 2025 4:47 pm also thanks for sharing about mahadvidya in spiritual cookie's thread. it neatly ties in to something that had come to me a while ago (some "random" names that I associated with feminine divine. they felt to me aspects of Durga and Kali. there's stuff here for me to explore--just thoughts/experiences/feelings that have come to me, so it was fun to run into your explanation!)
If you find good teacher, she/he can guide you in a very beautiful connection/ harmony with this energy which is part of the creation and affects as all
P.s. it was Sri Ramakrishna who worshipped Kali (in cookies thread I put a wrong person
)Also, if you are interested I came across this delicious video - one singers interview (it’s about Kali but for me it’s also very much about Abraham teachings and strong expectation: https://youtu.be/PsuxlQN01g0)
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CoreEssence
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There is nothing better than adding new books to my ever tottering TBR pile. I love coming across the names that feel like “ooh, shiny!” and then reading up some more to see if it is something I might possibly like. And then click! Add it to my tbr if it indeed beckons!
I am also enjoying closely reading the latest installment of wrexford and Sloane—it isn’t my *favorite* series in the world but is interesting enough that I kinda sort want to continue and then at the same time also do a close-text reading to see what jumps out at me in terms of writing. It was fun to see all the verbs used instead of “said,” and to also notice the short fragments which signal the feeling state of the character concerned so well. Plus, the way the character’s body movements segue in and out of the dialogue portion of the text. It is interesting to notice these things.
I really enjoyed the thought that came to me as I started Winter Solstice yesterday—Pilcher is so good at sucking the reader right in within two pages. I am still pondering how she did it. I would like to have greater clarity on that please, peeps!
I love the cumulus-es puffed up all over the sky right now. The blue is pastel-y, not the clear depth that it sometimes has. It is sunny, and supposed to get colder—all facets of the day that I like!
I also want to appreciate how A & I have been connecting and having so much fun these past few days. Something’s shifted since that realization of the gaze, and the settling in, to the feeling of being precious and loved. . . there is playfulness and ___ and a light-heartedness in the way we connect with each other. I love it.
I also appreciate yesterday’s visit. I’d like to continue having this deep rooted sense of wellness and well-being as my unwelt please!
Focused appreciating
The way the Kryon meditatin pulls me in deep. And my intention to connect the mental energies to the physical. I really like my specific intention and desire to bridge the mental and the deeply felt, the grounded. I really, really like settling into my body while simultaneously holding the awareness of the higher vibrations and consciousness. I’d like to keep practicing this more and more.
My textbooks and the workbook I have to read—how that too pulls me in deep once I start reading it. How I light up with all sorts of Ah-ha-s as I read it
Feeling the earth support me as I do my daily commute.
Enjoy the words flow through me as I write what I see
Be fully present and give space to N as we talk
Feel the spaciousness as I bring the meal together
Be here, and now, and see what arises.
I am also enjoying closely reading the latest installment of wrexford and Sloane—it isn’t my *favorite* series in the world but is interesting enough that I kinda sort want to continue and then at the same time also do a close-text reading to see what jumps out at me in terms of writing. It was fun to see all the verbs used instead of “said,” and to also notice the short fragments which signal the feeling state of the character concerned so well. Plus, the way the character’s body movements segue in and out of the dialogue portion of the text. It is interesting to notice these things.
I really enjoyed the thought that came to me as I started Winter Solstice yesterday—Pilcher is so good at sucking the reader right in within two pages. I am still pondering how she did it. I would like to have greater clarity on that please, peeps!
I love the cumulus-es puffed up all over the sky right now. The blue is pastel-y, not the clear depth that it sometimes has. It is sunny, and supposed to get colder—all facets of the day that I like!
I also want to appreciate how A & I have been connecting and having so much fun these past few days. Something’s shifted since that realization of the gaze, and the settling in, to the feeling of being precious and loved. . . there is playfulness and ___ and a light-heartedness in the way we connect with each other. I love it.
I also appreciate yesterday’s visit. I’d like to continue having this deep rooted sense of wellness and well-being as my unwelt please!
Focused appreciating
The way the Kryon meditatin pulls me in deep. And my intention to connect the mental energies to the physical. I really like my specific intention and desire to bridge the mental and the deeply felt, the grounded. I really, really like settling into my body while simultaneously holding the awareness of the higher vibrations and consciousness. I’d like to keep practicing this more and more.
My textbooks and the workbook I have to read—how that too pulls me in deep once I start reading it. How I light up with all sorts of Ah-ha-s as I read it
Feeling the earth support me as I do my daily commute.
Enjoy the words flow through me as I write what I see
Be fully present and give space to N as we talk
Feel the spaciousness as I bring the meal together
Be here, and now, and see what arises.
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CoreEssence
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thank you! I will check it out!Tara wrote: Mon Feb 03, 2025 11:49 pm
Wow! So nice it comes so naturally to you. Yes, Kali has many nuances she is the energy of time, transformation, sensuality/sexual energy, kundalini, death, fierce etc. they are all linked when you go into deeper understanding.
If you find good teacher, she/he can guide you in a very beautiful connection/ harmony with this energy which is part of the creation and affects as all
P.s. it was Sri Ramakrishna who worshipped Kali (in cookies thread I put a wrong person
Also, if you are interested I came across this delicious video - one singers interview (it’s about Kali but for me it’s also very much about Abraham teachings and strong expectation: https://youtu.be/PsuxlQN01g0)
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CoreEssence
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I am appreciating my home brewed tea with lots of black pepper and long black pepper and a bit of star anise and ginger. I like how it always soothes my throat right away. I enjoyed adding a bit of candied elecampane root to it—I instantly felt warmth spread inside my body. I also loved taking Vitaminc c and the probitioc capsule yesterday. I love how all of this is helping me. I haven’t once felt the ache in the throat since last night. Oh, and I also love how I could feel the sticky mass that had to be cleared on the 4th level in the throat chakra. I think that helped too. I really like feeling good in my body. I am looking forward to doing some steam too to loosen up any remaining stuff.
I like using all the herbs and spices I do. I love how they all help and work in tandem with my cells to ensure that I have a healthy and vibrant body. I really do enjoy having a healthy and vibrant body. I really did enjoy that instant sensation of warmth that hit me as I sipped my tea. I am going to keep drinking it at intervals throughout the day today. I also love my homeopathy remedies that help me. I love having ALL the assistance to help my body—from direct chemicals to all the vaccines to all these homeopathy and herbal and natural assistances that make it easy for us to enjoy the physicality of our beings. Oh, and I also really enjoy having the skill to work on the energetic bodies to further buttress and enhance my cells.
I’ve also been thinking of and enjoying the “easy matches” concept. Today’s easy match was the light changing at the exact right moment that we stepped onto the pavement to cross the road. N having so many thoughts for his weekend writing. Oh!!!! And a momentous one—playing with the idea of fear purified is desire, and then thinking of the big-hairy aspect that has fear tangled up in it, and then using this powerful thought that came to me (fear purified is desire) and that it is the battle between my lower self (fear) and the higher self (unitive compassion), and sort of surrendering to that bigger self by asking for help from it and by being open to receiving its help, and then today morning while talking to m & h, receiving the news of things moving forward in the case!!! This is so super cool. I am going to explore this more—especially as the world around seems to be geared towards all kinds of fear. I am willing to reach for that inner peace and sense of safety within myself. And I am willing to be open to the awareness of the bigger non-physical love and support that surrounds me right now, and in every now there is.
And so, it is!
I like using all the herbs and spices I do. I love how they all help and work in tandem with my cells to ensure that I have a healthy and vibrant body. I really do enjoy having a healthy and vibrant body. I really did enjoy that instant sensation of warmth that hit me as I sipped my tea. I am going to keep drinking it at intervals throughout the day today. I also love my homeopathy remedies that help me. I love having ALL the assistance to help my body—from direct chemicals to all the vaccines to all these homeopathy and herbal and natural assistances that make it easy for us to enjoy the physicality of our beings. Oh, and I also really enjoy having the skill to work on the energetic bodies to further buttress and enhance my cells.
I’ve also been thinking of and enjoying the “easy matches” concept. Today’s easy match was the light changing at the exact right moment that we stepped onto the pavement to cross the road. N having so many thoughts for his weekend writing. Oh!!!! And a momentous one—playing with the idea of fear purified is desire, and then thinking of the big-hairy aspect that has fear tangled up in it, and then using this powerful thought that came to me (fear purified is desire) and that it is the battle between my lower self (fear) and the higher self (unitive compassion), and sort of surrendering to that bigger self by asking for help from it and by being open to receiving its help, and then today morning while talking to m & h, receiving the news of things moving forward in the case!!! This is so super cool. I am going to explore this more—especially as the world around seems to be geared towards all kinds of fear. I am willing to reach for that inner peace and sense of safety within myself. And I am willing to be open to the awareness of the bigger non-physical love and support that surrounds me right now, and in every now there is.
And so, it is!
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