I have realised that I launched a strong rocket of desire to feel truly adored by my lover as a woman. I sent an email to the Universe Manager (to myself on what rocket of desires I have launched).
Then I thought let me read something from the old abeforum notifications emails (where 1 message is normally visible).
And this is what I read (originally written by Gigglefritz)
I expect to see you looking back at me and feel how connected you are with love... I expect to KNOW that we are in love at the same time... I expect to be aware of your connection to me.. I expect to feel you... I expect to feel you loving me.. I expect things are always working out for me.. I expect that life supports me.. I expect my thoughts and beliefs to match my manifestations and feelings.. I expect to hold your hand... to kiss your lips... to dance with you.. to look at the sky with you.. to laugh often with you.. to feel a sense of accomplishment .. with you .. to watch romantic movies with you... to find my home with you .. to feel at home with you always.. to travel with you.. to work it out and discuss it with you.. to feel supported with you.. to feel deeply, passionately about you... to know that you do as well.. I expect things are turning out the way that I would love them to.. I expect to dream and love the way it is all coming true... I expect to live my desires.. I expect to love you often.. to have my breath be taken away at how beautiful you are to me.. I expect to enjoy similar things with you and always be enchanted by the way you view life.... I expect to celebrate the contrast sometimes.. I expect that life is for me.. I expect that I am loved and I expect to feel that love embrace me every day .... all day... I expect to be loved and to have my desires fulfilled in even more expansive ways than I originally thought could be... I expect you to be marvelous, and enjoyable in ways that move me and feel sooo good to feel! I expect to be creative and able to bring those ideas to life through my hands... and mind and heart ... I expect to sing songs that feel like connection to source... I expect to see the source in others... I expect to feel love.. I expect to feel love! I expect my senses to know you... to greet you and to cheer you! every chance we get! I expect to explore with a feeling of freedom and assuredness.. I expect to be happy ! I expect things to turn out for me.. I expect that all the np's that I know and some that I don't know are working their magic for me and aligning things for me... I expect that all of this is already done!
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