Being a match to outrageous Abundance!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

I found the Magic quotes I'd saved from your old quotes collection and am bringing them back ~ so if the style of writing feels familiar - it's because it's yours!

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! now I know why many of them felt SO familiar!
It is a beautiful thing to see them NEW. I get them even deeper, now!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Dear Universe, feel free to AMAZE me!
Abraham Hicks

30 days of letting go of doubt

Day 30

It's day 30 of the 30-day challenge to "let go of my doubt". I'm proud of me!
I am certainly not "free of doubt" once and for all, but I soooo raised the bar! I feel SO MUCH MORE CONFIDENT. I hear the call of my IB, to really give into this full whole alignment with what I truly became. Less doesn't cut it anymore, and I am so thankful for getting that. Now is the time, I am ready. I am willing. Of course, I am willing to do whatever it takes from here also... we are never complete. But now, I want to celebrate that I am here.
I am ready to live an extraordinary abundant life on MY TERMS.



I set myself up to EXPECT that things turn in my favor!
I am willing to hold this picture in my mind: EXPECTING to see mysef "tipping" after having gotten "ready to be ready to be ready" for so long. It was an amazing journey! And now, I am ready to embrace life on a higher level: Higher in joy, higher in abundance, higher in health, higher in confidence, higher in love. Higher in freedom and EXPECTANCY!



Yeah, why not a lottery win! And why not really fast healings! Why not delight and surprise at my doorstep, each day, every day! Why not awesome travel! Why not a shift of my body, that feels exactly to my liking: BECAUSE I WANT IT, and of course, it becomes! Fulfillment. Satiation. Triumph! AWE. Fascination. Unfolding! Beautiful, delightful, awesome delicious UNFOLDING INTO MORE! BAM!!!

Like that!

[spiritualcookie]

It's day 30 of the 30-day challenge to "let go of my doubt". I'm proud of me!

yay! 30 day challenge complete!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

yay! 30 day challenge complete!

Thank you for celebrating with me!!
It was GOOD to re-face my beloved 30 day-challenges. I can't advice it enough!! This stuff realllly works!

And, off to the next 30 days!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

I am preparing the components for the next 30 days.
I am highly inspired on this blessed special day (we have a 29. February, it feels so nice!)
I am highly inspired to use my beloved segment of "the Actors-Process", that I -years ago- had tried before in a 30 day-challenge, which I didn't play clear, bold enough. Now I feel so much more ready. I am eager to approach it again!

Here is the full, original segment:

The Acting-Process

HS:
As an actor sometimes I morph and I don't look at it as me, stepping outside of myself. I look at as me becoming in the moment.

Abe:
What is your preparation when you are attempting, or getting ready to receive inspiration about a character that you might express?
-Is the character placed in his mood or attitude?
-Is the character placed in his circumstance?

Because it's only once you understand those things, and you're actually able to acknowledge and emanate the mood, the MOOD of your character, that the appropriate words would then flow through.

HS:
On camera or in pictures, a lot of people say:
"That's not you!" or "that doesn't look like you at all!" and I say, "Isn't that cool? That's my job." But I look at it as frames per second on camera as same as frames per second in time-space reality. And just capturing the essence of who I am. So, if I focus that essence while it's being captured, it's logical that what you watch back on the tape may not even physically resemble Who I am now, because that was my focus but...

Abe (interrupting):
That is the best description of deliberate creation that we've ever heard!! Because everyone is an actor in the sense, that they get to project whatever vibration that they choose to project.

But if everyone who's listening in, would understand that deliberate creation is just exactly that:
-Understand the role you want to play,
-and find its vibrational emotional basis first,
-and then practice that, so that that's who you ARE.

When you are an actor with other actors around you, they're responding to who you are, because you are emanating who you are. And it would be illogical for them to not react to who you actually are. Well, this is the way the entire universe is responding to you! The universe is responding to EACH of you.

You are an actor in a role, and everything and everyone else is responding to that which you are emanating, you see! So, you just need to decide:
Am I a prosperous person, standing here in this role that the universe is reacting to?
Am I a revered and respected co-worker in this environment-
or am I someone that gets beat up and picked on?

Who am I?
Who am I now, what has life brought me to? Who am I, as I stand in this point of Attraction? Because everyone else is responding to who you are.

This is why everyone who has ever written a movie, wants a really good Cornerstone-Key Actor. Because they know, you get an actor like that- you just need one actor like that, an actor that is really in sync with who he is and what's going on! He will extract from everyone that interacts with him the exact performance or behavior.

You can set the tone in your family!
You can set the tone at your work.
You can set the tone in the part of traffic that's driving where you are!
You are the center of this universe!

HS:
I've been in a situation of, an actor- maybe he's not up to speed, will kind of like break the scene, and I'm like, how that happened? -Cuz, then I fall off the momentum and I can feel falling off the momentum...

Abe:
We would spend no time figuring out how well someone is going to respond to you. That's their job. And if you try to get in their head, then you've lost your character: You've forgotten who you are.

That's what happens to people all day every day! You get in the head of your kids, or you get in the head of your mates. Or, you get in the head of your friends! When you try to dawn the perspective of another, you've lost your point of attraction. And now, they don't know what to do, you see!

So, just stay in character, friends! Define who you are, and stay in character. If they throw you off, then they were the dominant character, weren't they? You're the lead! And everyone else is a cooperative component, who will read your script, and fill in the pieces- exactly as you have defined it, by the vibrational frequency that you offer.

Abraham Hicks,
from the clip Abraham Hicks - The Actor Process

I intend to create a frontispiece, based on this quote, that all the 30 days remind me about my chosen intention. For this, I re-wrote the quote:

Deliberate Creation is just exactly that:

-UNDERSTAND the role you want to play.
-Find it's VIBRATIONAL; EMOTIONAL BASIS-
-PRACTICE that, so that's WHO YOU ARE.

You need to decide:
Am I the prosperous, free person, standing here in
her master- role, that the Universe is reacting to?
Am I the loving, revered and respected person?
Am I enjoying my body, am healthy, flexible, strong,
emanating beauty, elegance and vitality?
Am I wise, based in deep peace and trust of God?
Am I eager, fresh, witty, beaming in joyful light?

WHO AM I? Who has life brought me to, NOW?
Who am I, as I stand in THIS point of attraction?

(freely based on Abraham Hicks)

[Paradise-on-Earth]

30 days of lining up with who I really want to be, NOW.


Day1
Wow, another 30 days, beginning at March1, 2024!
I SO look forwards to this "challenge". I am eager to see what God will bring to my doorstep, to inspire me!
I am eager to mold "who I am" into "who I REALLY am"!
I am eager to discover my resistances in molding, in ALLOWING myself to mold.
I am eager to discover why I didn't get BIG breakthroughs yet (while I absolutely celebrate my very steady and joyful "getting ready to be ready to be ready").
And, of course, I am SOOOOO eager to get "BIG" breakthroughs!! weeeeeeeeeeee!!!
Wouldn't THAT be nice!!

-I shared on my other thread, the other day, my play with the "Dolly Parton Challenge", that I used also to find more focus on "what I want". I share it here:

The "Linked-In"- Role... how I want to BE in regards to power, career, finances, official status:
-how I desire my future to be:
I eagerly dream of unfolding as an internationally revered and searched for, designer, author and filmmaker. I eagerly want to express even more, my uplifting, light-giving visions of a New Earth, of life in Paradise on Earth in fascinating and funny stories. I dream also of unfolding as designer of interior- and garden-rooms, of clothes and accessoires. I eagerly want to play even more with the beautiful materials, colors, styles and thoughts from the whole world. I want to mix them, into touching, colorful, beautiful art.

I dream of working in my home-based studios and workshops, loft-style, light filled, seemlessly mingling to serve as plant- and natural fragrance-filled living-rooms, dining rooms, elegant/eccentric gathering places for family and business-interaction as well!


The "Facebook"-Role... how I want to BE in regards to family and friends, celebrations, social life
I eagerly plan to embrace the whole world not only with my beloved mate, but often with my whole, blessed family! I dream of becoming a gathering place for all the "birds of same feather", hosting in myriads of ways for all these fascinating, loving, lively, happy people, from all generations, and all imaginable genres.

I eagerly plan fantastic celebrations for all of us, awesome mutual roadtrips, wonderful multy-generation-living-lifestyle with very good boundaries! I want my family to live on one huge property, with an unique dreamhouse for each of us. With many picturesque guesthouses, stables, barns and playgrounds. All designed into a "Paradise": Woods, a lake and a creek, where all children and pets can roam free. I see us all in true, authentic, deep respect, celebration and adoration for each other, loving and revering the unique gifts and efforts of each single one. I dream of workshops for all of us, filled with bustling life, where we can work on our own or together, and help-each other if needed. I dream of a huge collection of cars, trucks and motorbikes, that we swap with each other. I dream of breeding horses and even having a small perma-culture farm with delicious crops, a fascinating online shop and a beautiful, romantic teahouse with the most delectable foods!


The "Instagram"-Role... how I want to BE in regards to my life-style in regards to my vision, beauty, arts and spiritual life
I eagerly dream of exploring all the best that life has to offer: I see me and my man much of the year in luxury travel, in beautiful style. I dream of high quality gourmet food, awesome concerts, fantastic gatherings and awesome projects. I see us exploring the most beautiful art and -architecture. I am so eager to unfold in treating myself with luxurious clothes and -styling, as well! I eagerly envision to shop wonderful yarns, fabrics and beads for my projects. I see us explore transportation in the highest possible ways: In harmony with the environment and the elements. I unfold in the world of quality, in each sense possible: Which absolutely includes to reside on the top of the EGS, as well. I live literally "Paradise on Earth", and I serve as an example through me, living this way.


"Tinder"-Role... how I want to BE in regards of my expression as erotic woman- my style of "turn/ed on"
I see myself fearlessly, lively, eagerly "climb the highest mountains" of lustful joy. I turn on, and I am turned on, by life itself. I love my visions of regaining my full physical, bodily capacity- and to explore further and further, what ever I truly love in regards to it. I am lustfully mastering my physicality, being a truly loving, wholly understanding, completely revering intimate friend with myself. In my KNOWING my worthiness, I feel absolute free, unashamed beautiful, deeply empowered, truly unlimited... so very, very precious and contagiously happy!

This FEELS SO GOOD. And I like putting it- as a sort of headline, on "day 1". THIS ARE MY INTENTIONS.
Along this lines, I want to mold myself even more intensely, with even more joy, even more awareness, even more clarity of what I am CHOOSING, in the very moment.
Because, where I choose to look, what I chose to activate- there I go.



Bashar had recently said (and of course, Abe teach that all the time, too!) that we NEVER choose something, when it doesn't give us what we "want". What means, we don't necessarily are aware that crap is CHOSEN by us- we never would "choose" it deliberately. But still, we CHOOSE it- because in some weird way, it serves us. It serves us in the lower frequency, where we can't yet believe into our dream, being possible.

I realized, that I chose the problems with my body, to balance out a problem in a relationship, that I REALLY wanted to prolong. So, this was my true goal, and I payed a high price for that. Willingly and seeingly. I was not yet there that I BELIEVED (while of course I knew intellectually...) what Abe say: we CAN HAVE IT ALL.

I want to change that. I want to train me into believing that I can have both, the awesome healthy beautiful body AND the precious relationship. I CAN HAVE IT ALL. I don't need to know "how"! I don't need to pave the path or open the doors. All I need is the EXPECTATION that it will work. In which way ever (that's not my job to figure out).



I expect my dreams to fulfill!
I expect my body to morph and to heal. My body is my beloved friend! My body is a veritable chemical factory. It can transform EVERYTHING into everything! It can rebuild "lost" organs. It can shift it's shape. It can build new bone marrow. It can straighten out wrinkles. It can change it's intake from what I feed it- if ONLY I expect it to do so. Ohh, this feels wonderful!

This feels so totally right. This feels delightful! This feels HAPPY. This feels completely in reach. Dear body, I trust in your ability! Dear cells, I know you can and will do this. I feel such joy. I feel such expectation!!

I am a person, who completely and fully and wholly trusts in the magic capabilities of her body!

I also expect my relationship to morph and heal, unconditionally. I expect my love to embrace the whole situation, NO MATTER WHAT. I expect myself to fully wholly trust the goodness. I expect the mate in this relationship to be a cooperative match to the joy, the ease, the freedom and the FUN that we can have. I expect myself to see this shifts, to expect them more and deeper. To not waver in my expectation, my joyful, eager view on what we have and what is unfolding. I expect myself to SEE WHAT I DESIRE, to fully wholly embrace it, in deep joy, in deep unconditional love, in ease, in trust, in feeling held and guided and backed up by the Universe!

Ohh, yes. I can do this!! I will not strive from this intention and expectation. This is my job from now on: To see how it changes and morphs and becomes exactly what I want. To see what makes me feel triumphant! What makes me shiver in joy and delight! To drop all negative expectations, and only hold those that FEEL SO GOOD. Oh yes! Oh yes, this feels wonderful!!

I am a person, that completely trusts in her capability to hold her vision of what she wants!! No matter what is, in the very moment.


YESSSS!!!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

30 days of lining up with who I really want to be, NOW.


Day 2

I love my son SO DEARLY.
I feel so close to him! We are very much alike. I feel our deep deep bond, and I feel his deep insecurity regarding all that has to do with trust in the "uncontrollable". I feel his awesome goodness and beauty. I feel his deep ability to love. I FEEL HIM. I so love him! I adore him and his care, his genius, his power, his strength, his courage.
I SO love the journey, we had together!
I so love the many moments we had of extreme closeness... where he asked for deep talks, and where I know I have "held" him.
I so love the moments where we laugh together. Where we banter and tease, in a really friendly style.
I so love the moments where beauty connects us. I AM SO THANKFUL FOR HIM.






celebrating his first Porsche



There is SO MUCH GOOD in our relationship! And still, I choose to load my own self consciousness of being adorable, reverable, on him, as I see that he has trouble with this topics. I don't even know if he doesn't revere me. I just think, if he did, he would tell me more about it... but as I look at this pictures, I feel the love and trust in his heart.

So, instead of controlling what I CAN control- caring that * I * revere and dignify myself, I push it on him. What do I get from doing this?
...It is easy. It holds me in my old, easy story, where I am unworthy, disempowered and looked down at.

What would change if I would see myself as totally lovable and cherishable? No matter my age, my size, my job (or lack of)?...



...I have no idea.
I guess, I want to ask God for impulses that SHOW me. I ask for links and hints and stories and ways to understand: I AM TO BE CHERISHED.
I want to be cherished and and revered and SEEN and adored for who I am!
I want people, but mostly MYSELF, to look behind the imperfections, and see the gold!

I WANT TO BE THE PERSON WHO KNOWS HER WORTH. Who knows that she is realllllly cool! Who knows, she is really wise! I want to fully wholly grow into this cool KNOWING of my awesomeness!
God, please help me in that, in the following days!

[spiritualcookie]

I know in all your years on the forum, you have been seen & appreciated by MANY
It is very easy to see the gold when it shines so brightly!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

I know in all your years on the forum, you have been seen & appreciated by MANY
It is very easy to see the gold when it shines so brightly!

oh my, THANK YOU!
As I read this the 4. time... I see, this is such a beautiful answer to my request <----spiritualcookie

I have dealt all my life with massive insecurity when it comes to seeing "Gold within me". People are always puzzled when I tell them, because, I AM very secure, also. Just not in this topic and I have an inkling that is the case with many people, who shine (authentically!) so brightly for others- while they are chewing fingernails when it comes to themselves. I totally forget it all in any interactions. But faced with "me"... oh man. Really, I post so many pics of myself as a sort of therapy. A few years ago, seeing my mirror image or a photo of mine could send me for hours way OOTV. I still hold my breath a bit today, but it gets better.

I really want to leave this behind me!!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

30 days of lining up with who I really want to be, NOW.


Day 3

Yesterday, I asked for help in regard to me, feeling worthy enough to literally BE the souvereign person that values herself high enough to not take crap. Thank you cookie again for your input! It opened the door!

I LOOKED at what I have done. At what I know, and what I have mastered, instead of "go with the old crap-story" that is- while welltrained, THEORY! DH then mirrored to me, that I have a quite big split energy in all of this: I do and live one thing and think the other (not all the time of course, but at least, too often). WHAT A CLARITY!! ups...

I AM STOPPING THAT!
I am a person who sees the good in herself, and who is loyal to herself, from now on.
I stop telling the BS-story about myself. I tell the story of my Goodness. I tell the story of my mastership. I tell the story of my worthiness. I tell the story of my coolness. I tell the story that I REALLY like myself! (And, I do!!)




I get to dictate to the Universe!

(Say: )
I'm going to tell the story and watch what happens. And tell the story and watch what happens. And tell the story and watch what happens.
This is my new occupation! I proclaim it to the world!

I am the teller of the story of the abundance of my life.

I know that I live in a cooperative Universe that will back up every sentence and paragraph that I write or speak.
What a wonderful profession I have!

I am going to dictate to the Universe,
for the purpose of aligning my energy, the details of the fantastic life that I am now embarking upon! All is well here.

Abraham Hicks, San Francisco 8/10/08

...I did that, the whole morning!
And my beloved son ruled in, after several cute attempts of teasing all of us. He was NICE! He really was. But so much more than that: I FELT WORTHY. I didn't care anymore in any sort of pain, if he could see me. I was confident, and * I * saw me! What a difference! And, what a wonderful unfolding, in respect and ease.

I so love the orange quote, above. * I * get to dictate to the Universe. I AM THE CENTER OF MY WORLD! I get to be the "pointer" who points at what she wants, and it becomes! What an awesome awesome profession- worthy of gods, in physical form! I SEE THAT! And I want to live it fully wholly consciously, each time more. My pain, my insecurity from yesterday (and all my life before) feels GONE. I guess, I will need some more problems to train this more, to become rock-solid, but I am certain this will come in perfect timing!



Oh my, imagine... we all are "pointers"! We all are "tellers of the stories". We are the dictators-to-the Universe, regarding OUR LIVES! This feels so amazing powerful. It feels regal in the trues sense. It feels god-like. It feels awesome. It feels- FREE. It feels HUGE!!! And I embrace it. I embrace this worthiness. I embrace this awesomeness. I embrace this BIGNESS.

I get to dictate to the Universe.

I dictate to the weather, that I want it to be fascinating. And beautiful. Surprise and delight!
I dictate to the wild animals, they feel I am their friend. They feel secure with me. They understand my high energy. They feel my authority, and they respect me- and also love me. I am totally safe. And totally in reach to all kinds of surprise and delight.
I dictate to the Universe, to connect me with the most fascinating experiences and moments. I am just in time, at the perfect spot, with the perfect people for fantastic, loving, joyful, deeply meaningful moments.
I am deep friend with mother Earth and all her elements. I am in love with the air, and the fire, the water and the earth... they carry me and back me up to have the most wonderful rendezvouses.
I feel so safe. I feel so backed up. I feel so known. I feel so seen. I feel so loved. I feel revered, by the whole Universe! WOW. THIS FEELS SO RIGHT. AND SO EASY. AND SO GOOD.

Thank you, thank you thank you LIFE!!!!