Shore up some thoughts:
I just easily say no to any suggestion that is not a match to me. I like making my own decisions and following them persistently. I like generally labelling others' words as "misaligned" and quickly letting them go as quickly as I can. I like training myself to bring myself back to what benefit me from digging in. Again and again. I like knowing that one who is in alignment is more powerful than millions who are not. I like knowing that any misaligned words or actions are weak, not influencial. And my key work is to keep aligned as much as I can. Alignment trumps all.
So, letting all others' opinions aside, what do I truly and purely desire? Just focus upon there, weather they happened before, are present in what-is, or stay in my Vortex.
I like hanging around with my nephew from time to time. I like seeing his cute and happy face. I like noticing that he naturally enjoys his life. Wellbeing dominates in his life. He feels good most of the time. He just intuitively follows what feels best to him.
I like opening up. I like being extremely flexible. I like zeroing in on the best feeling objects in the present frame, not bringing any worrisome thought about future into the picture. At this moment, they are static, permanent and statisfying. And the Universe is responding to them and makes the good-feeling vibes stronger. The stories I am reading are like a warm breeze in the winter, healing, soothing and uplifting. The characters are genuine and heart-warming. I am glad that most people in my life are respectful, allowing and lovely. I am hanging around with my lovely brother, sister-in-law and nephew. I like quietly lying on the bed and deliberately focusing upon certain life subjects to see weather I can add positive momentum to them. This is a powerful practice for me. I like walking along the river, with beautiful songs playing and different natural views showing up in my vision. The combination feels poetic to me. I am satisfied with what-is. I feel no lack. I am clear-minded, healthy, robust and comfortable. I do what I like. I listen to beautiful songs. I think and write. I explore interesting subjects in my life. I read lovely novels. I purposefully tranform my belief systems. I visualize to get greater clarity of what I truly desire now and to activate the desired feelings now. I sip hot delicious coffee. I browse and smile reading cute information of the actors I like.
Appreciation of My Life
Re: Appreciation of My Life
Zero in on the best-feeling frame now, now and now.
I enjoy my solitude now. I choose my favorite songs. My mind is clear. I am focused upon in searching and vibing. I like doing what I love regardless of what others say. I sip coffee at this bright, comfy, convenient space. I browse on weibo, and smile reading some updates about my favorite couple. Their interactions are creative and the fans demonstrate their love, talents and originality constantly. This is a group full of passion. I enjoy beautiful fanart and fanfiction. I have abundant time to appreciate, read and favorite them.
I like stubbornly, persistently holding onto my own decisions. I like remembering and imagining that the whole Universe is supporting every decision I make and all cooperative components have already amassed to le them carry out smoothly. I deliberately remembering and enhancing thoughts/beliefs that are a match to what I truly desire on and on: I am healthy. I can easily recover from any discomfort or dis-ease quickly on my own. My body is the most powerful and magical medicine producer and I don't need outside pills. The key is always to feel as good as I can, using any reason. My body easily adapts to new conditions in positive ways. I myself can be a great healer like Jesus. All things are possible for my body. For me, all croaking is one's PoLR which is alrigh, good. I like knowing that I can directly connect to Inner Beings of all non-physical beings I care about or revere. Relationships are eternal and I can reactivate and enjoy them if I want to. I also can put them in a very general place if I want to. I like being honest and I may not deal with certain subjects or people for the rest of my life--that's alright for me. And I would like certain people to be so also--it's alright for them to hold revenge for certain people for the rest of their lives, for that may be their best choice. I like getting better and better at self-soothing and self-supporting...
Zero in on components in the now that represent abundance. Novels about my favorite characters update constantly on three websites/apps. I get to enjoy them on a daily basis. I have abundant time to do vibrational work in the form of thinking in my mind and in the form of thinking and writing. I like coffee. I enjoy music every day. My body resonates with the rhythm. I always stay in bright, spacious, comfy, convenient, gently sounding physical spaces where I can eaisly focus my mind. All my electronic products: my computers, laptops, pad, smartphone, earphones, mobile discs and the portable charger work extremely well for me. Most things I love doing are being done on them. I appreciate them. I like youtube, tiktok, reddit, tumblr and twitter because I wander on them in a lighthearted mood, collecting some interesting data. I am a selective sifter and so I often have clear keywords. I watch shorts of a certain subject and would favorite every one of them just to enhance the momentum of the topic I care about. I like walking in the open space along the river. The river doesn't change much, but it always please me with its feelings, with its waving or calm water surface, the birds, the trees, the reeds, the fishing boats, the waterside pavilion and its eave bells, and the soft breeze...
My Inner Being would see all facades and let me know weather the object of my attention now is a match to Who I Really Am and What I Truly Desire, if I am in alignment. My Inner Being would see down the path and let me know weather it's a good idea to continue the relationship or not. I like knowing what kinds of elements I like in a relationship. Respect, allow, understand, appreciate and trust. Wish the best. Harmony. Love. Willingness to soothe, support, encourage, help and uplift. Fun. Aligned teaching and learning. Aligned asking and answering. Co-create effectively and seamlessly. Examples:
I love my nephew. I like taking him out for fun. I like offering him the phone for him to play his favorite game. He is happy. He likes sharing what feels good to him with me, in great passion. Watching the movie, he would turn right and look at me to see weather I find that scene funny too. He just follows what interest him.
The baristas enjoy their work. They make the space neat and beautiful. They smile often. They like seeing customers. They like exploring the coffee machines. The experienced ones like guding the green hands, explaining details to them. They are mindful of every hand moves int the process. They make wonderful coffee for customers. They make friends with the kids visiting often. They listen to stories happily told by these kids.
Shortly after I thought about my nephew, my brother called me and asked weather I wanted to watch a movie with my nephew. He and my sister-in-law had watched it and wanted to watch another one. Of course I'd go, because I was just eager about meeting my nephew again. My brother prepared everything for us, including buying the tickets and bubble tea. I got popcorn and candy for my nephew. And all of us had a good time in the theater.
Actually most people in my life are quite polite, respectful and soft speaking. We respect each other's privacy. We are willing to support each other. We don't interfere the others' hobbies and preferences. We have great harmony in the same space doing different things. Or we have lighthearted conversations...
My brother and sister-in-law sometimes would tell funny stories about my nephew and I like that. One day, I asked aobut his deskmate, and he said a name, obviously a girl. But my sister-in-law interrupted immediately, "She is not your deskmate anymore. You are now sitting alone." The girl asked for sitting elsewhere because my nephew kept on dropping his eraser at her foot, and she had to pick that up again and again which strongly irritated her. She didn't want to sit next to him anymore.
I am glad that there are so many wonderful teachters and uplifters who share the Universal laws with us with such clarity and consistency, not holding back, not comprising a bit to please the audience. They are such powerful guiding lights. They exist in my consciousness often. I love their alignment, wisdom and absolute trust in me. They keep on sharing amazing, powerful processes for us to live our lives as fully as possible. And I like knowing that in every life area, there are a lot of aligned uplifters. There are aligned, responsible, confident, skiful doctors. There are amazingly talented musicians. There are marvelous storytellers...
I enjoy my solitude now. I choose my favorite songs. My mind is clear. I am focused upon in searching and vibing. I like doing what I love regardless of what others say. I sip coffee at this bright, comfy, convenient space. I browse on weibo, and smile reading some updates about my favorite couple. Their interactions are creative and the fans demonstrate their love, talents and originality constantly. This is a group full of passion. I enjoy beautiful fanart and fanfiction. I have abundant time to appreciate, read and favorite them.
I like stubbornly, persistently holding onto my own decisions. I like remembering and imagining that the whole Universe is supporting every decision I make and all cooperative components have already amassed to le them carry out smoothly. I deliberately remembering and enhancing thoughts/beliefs that are a match to what I truly desire on and on: I am healthy. I can easily recover from any discomfort or dis-ease quickly on my own. My body is the most powerful and magical medicine producer and I don't need outside pills. The key is always to feel as good as I can, using any reason. My body easily adapts to new conditions in positive ways. I myself can be a great healer like Jesus. All things are possible for my body. For me, all croaking is one's PoLR which is alrigh, good. I like knowing that I can directly connect to Inner Beings of all non-physical beings I care about or revere. Relationships are eternal and I can reactivate and enjoy them if I want to. I also can put them in a very general place if I want to. I like being honest and I may not deal with certain subjects or people for the rest of my life--that's alright for me. And I would like certain people to be so also--it's alright for them to hold revenge for certain people for the rest of their lives, for that may be their best choice. I like getting better and better at self-soothing and self-supporting...
Zero in on components in the now that represent abundance. Novels about my favorite characters update constantly on three websites/apps. I get to enjoy them on a daily basis. I have abundant time to do vibrational work in the form of thinking in my mind and in the form of thinking and writing. I like coffee. I enjoy music every day. My body resonates with the rhythm. I always stay in bright, spacious, comfy, convenient, gently sounding physical spaces where I can eaisly focus my mind. All my electronic products: my computers, laptops, pad, smartphone, earphones, mobile discs and the portable charger work extremely well for me. Most things I love doing are being done on them. I appreciate them. I like youtube, tiktok, reddit, tumblr and twitter because I wander on them in a lighthearted mood, collecting some interesting data. I am a selective sifter and so I often have clear keywords. I watch shorts of a certain subject and would favorite every one of them just to enhance the momentum of the topic I care about. I like walking in the open space along the river. The river doesn't change much, but it always please me with its feelings, with its waving or calm water surface, the birds, the trees, the reeds, the fishing boats, the waterside pavilion and its eave bells, and the soft breeze...
My Inner Being would see all facades and let me know weather the object of my attention now is a match to Who I Really Am and What I Truly Desire, if I am in alignment. My Inner Being would see down the path and let me know weather it's a good idea to continue the relationship or not. I like knowing what kinds of elements I like in a relationship. Respect, allow, understand, appreciate and trust. Wish the best. Harmony. Love. Willingness to soothe, support, encourage, help and uplift. Fun. Aligned teaching and learning. Aligned asking and answering. Co-create effectively and seamlessly. Examples:
I love my nephew. I like taking him out for fun. I like offering him the phone for him to play his favorite game. He is happy. He likes sharing what feels good to him with me, in great passion. Watching the movie, he would turn right and look at me to see weather I find that scene funny too. He just follows what interest him.
The baristas enjoy their work. They make the space neat and beautiful. They smile often. They like seeing customers. They like exploring the coffee machines. The experienced ones like guding the green hands, explaining details to them. They are mindful of every hand moves int the process. They make wonderful coffee for customers. They make friends with the kids visiting often. They listen to stories happily told by these kids.
Shortly after I thought about my nephew, my brother called me and asked weather I wanted to watch a movie with my nephew. He and my sister-in-law had watched it and wanted to watch another one. Of course I'd go, because I was just eager about meeting my nephew again. My brother prepared everything for us, including buying the tickets and bubble tea. I got popcorn and candy for my nephew. And all of us had a good time in the theater.
Actually most people in my life are quite polite, respectful and soft speaking. We respect each other's privacy. We are willing to support each other. We don't interfere the others' hobbies and preferences. We have great harmony in the same space doing different things. Or we have lighthearted conversations...
My brother and sister-in-law sometimes would tell funny stories about my nephew and I like that. One day, I asked aobut his deskmate, and he said a name, obviously a girl. But my sister-in-law interrupted immediately, "She is not your deskmate anymore. You are now sitting alone." The girl asked for sitting elsewhere because my nephew kept on dropping his eraser at her foot, and she had to pick that up again and again which strongly irritated her. She didn't want to sit next to him anymore.
I am glad that there are so many wonderful teachters and uplifters who share the Universal laws with us with such clarity and consistency, not holding back, not comprising a bit to please the audience. They are such powerful guiding lights. They exist in my consciousness often. I love their alignment, wisdom and absolute trust in me. They keep on sharing amazing, powerful processes for us to live our lives as fully as possible. And I like knowing that in every life area, there are a lot of aligned uplifters. There are aligned, responsible, confident, skiful doctors. There are amazingly talented musicians. There are marvelous storytellers...
Re: Appreciation of My Life
When I thought of my parents, I considered the subject of personal attraction. I was thinking obviously I was not that attractive and positive to my parents. I extended that a bit, telling myself that there are just people so attractive that people just want to do things for them just because of their presence. Think about people like Jesus and Buddha.
After supper, I was walking to the cafe and stopped at the red light. Then, a car stopped there for a while until I realized that the man was speaking something to me. I took off my earphones and asked him, "What's the matter?" He answered, "Where are you going?" The moment he said that, I immediately felt uncomfortable and walked away with "not anywhere." That's a knee-jerk response. Then I calmed down, realizing that he must find something attrative in me. I didn't know the details and I didn't need to know. Nothing bad had happended. Maybe he really just wanted to do me a favor though I wouldn't get onto a stranger's car only if I am sure there is a hell yes from my aignment. I remembered that I often stopped the relationships as they started because I thought they would only waste my time. I just showed that I had no interest and cut the conversation short. Recently, I have shifted a bit, thinking that maybe in a future point, I can have a relationship, so it's beneficial for me to deliberately cultivate some new beneficial thoughts on this subject. And the key is to clarify what kinds of personality traits and other positive aspects I wanna see in the other. And the most important key is to get aglined and in my alignment my Inner Being would let me know weather to proceed with a relationship or not. I don't need to guess or consider pros and cons.
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After supper, I was walking to the cafe and stopped at the red light. Then, a car stopped there for a while until I realized that the man was speaking something to me. I took off my earphones and asked him, "What's the matter?" He answered, "Where are you going?" The moment he said that, I immediately felt uncomfortable and walked away with "not anywhere." That's a knee-jerk response. Then I calmed down, realizing that he must find something attrative in me. I didn't know the details and I didn't need to know. Nothing bad had happended. Maybe he really just wanted to do me a favor though I wouldn't get onto a stranger's car only if I am sure there is a hell yes from my aignment. I remembered that I often stopped the relationships as they started because I thought they would only waste my time. I just showed that I had no interest and cut the conversation short. Recently, I have shifted a bit, thinking that maybe in a future point, I can have a relationship, so it's beneficial for me to deliberately cultivate some new beneficial thoughts on this subject. And the key is to clarify what kinds of personality traits and other positive aspects I wanna see in the other. And the most important key is to get aglined and in my alignment my Inner Being would let me know weather to proceed with a relationship or not. I don't need to guess or consider pros and cons.
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Re: Appreciation of My Life
The basics:
When I mainly focus upon even just one good-feeling subject, all other subejcts in my life would start getting well.
A belief is a thought I keep thinking.
Big changes can happen quickly.
Change my now, and I change my past and future.
I think I will feel better when I manifest any of my desires. That's why I want what I want.
There is only law of attraction, no law of assertain. I attract everything including others' response to me, by what I vibrate/think.
Zero in on a chosen, good-feeling frame, be it a memory, what-is or imagination, without any regret, worry or fear. Make it as pure as I can. Activate the according feeling tones now:
Every part of my body is asking for more and better every day. Every part of my body gets better. All parts get more healthy, robust, energetic, efficient, multi-functional, positively adaptive. They get more sensitve to beauty and subtle sensations, feelings and inspirations. They are youthful. They function extremely well. They support each other extremely well. Without certain parts, the body still works extremely well because they are multi-functional, they can easily assume new functions. My body can EASILY and QUICKLY reocver from any discomfort or dis-ease. All things are possible for my body. My body is extremely cooperative. My mind and brains are working faster and faster now. And there are no limites in terms of the speeds I watch/listen/read and understand and move. I enjoy the clarity of my mind. I like the spaciousness of my consciousness. I like the colorful, vivid worlds perceived by my senses. My body vibrates with the musical beats perceived by my ears. I enjoy the gentle touch the breeze brings to my skin. I enjoy the smooth cappuccino in the Costa coffee of perfect sweetness...
I was just attracted by an interesting scene: As the boy was serving the customers at the table, a mouse ran from the outdoors to the restaurant. He noticed that from the corner of his eye, and in a flash, he just moved his foot and caught the mouse, while his hands were still pouring drinking water for the customer. As another colleague came with a black plastic bag, he turned around and quickly put the mouse into it and the customers didn't see that at all. I like that people in differnet positions handle things elegantly, stably and efficiently. I like seeing that they enjoy their work. They love what they do. They and their jobs are perfect matches and the recipients of their serve definitely benefit from their existence. I like seeing more and more alignment in working places: respect, allowance, willingness to teach, serve, communicate and uplift, enjoyment of the work contents, etc.
I am worthy of all goodies. Ask and it is given immediately. There is no lack of any kind for any body. I have abundant free consecutive time to do what I love. Beautiful songs support me well as bgm when I do what I like. When I walk outdoors and think in my mind. When I think and write. When I visualize. I enjoy hot cappuccino of hazel nut flavor. I enjoy spaghetti with smoky chicken, bacon, cucumber, corn niblets and pickles seasoned with thousand island sauce--it's really delicious to my taste buds. I purposefully visualize in my mind's eye and activate desired feelings. I feel safe and comfortable where I am. I smile a big smile when watching cute shorts and mvs about couples I like. I favorite them. A detective story excited my minds and I liked the guessing game. I freely wander on youtube, tiktok, reddit, twitter, etc. I enjoy the process of deliberate thinking and molding the clay of my thought. I purposefully remembering and imagining aligned people and their words and behaviors. I see Jerry as a wonderful example of a leader or colleague. Stable, allowing, willing to guide and inspire, wise, visionary, trusting/holding the Vortex version, lighthearted, humorous, etc. I remember people in my life who respect me and like connecting to me. I remember the shopkeeper who changed the position of the toy in order for my niece to successfully get it. The baristas and the cute little girl always interact with each other happily... I choose to purely focus upon aligned giving and taking. I know how it works in my life. I give in my alingment often. I receive in my alignment often.
Remember a practice and immediately practice it. Appreciation of beauty. I appreciate how C looks. He looks like the perfect scuplture created by the mastery sculptor. He has curly hair, dimples, and moles at perfect places. He can be both described as beautiful and handsome. His appearance is like a piece of art worth appreciating. He can be sharp and gently exquisite depending upon his styles and facial expressions. He can play different roles now that he is not obssesed with being handsome or beautiful all the time. He doesn't mind being a soldier with chapped skin. He can be an elegant prince and brave warrior. He can be a sunburnt fisherman. I wish him the best. I expect him to continually enjoy the acting journey and create wonderful characters for us. Pre-pave/Cultivate new beneficial thoughts or remembering and shoring up dormant benefcial thoughts. I just easily say no to any suggestion that is not a match to who I really am. Source and all universal forces are supporting every decision of mine. I am always procted, guided, inspired, loved and supported, wherever, whenever, whomever I am with, in whatever group. Things are always working out for me. I don't push against because I know pushing against would only attract more of what I don't want. The less I push against anyone or anything, the quicker I would be guided to wherever I want to be; I am sure of this. I like practicing dreaming my dreams/focusing upon better feeling subjects in my mind while going through the motions and therefore I could push against much less, which is extremely beneficial to me. I like activating more demonstrations of human alignment in my consciousness to attract more aligned, desired relationships and interactions. I see that we mutually respect. I see that we are lighthearted, allowing and independent. We see that we prefer that matching people do matching things instead of imposing stuff on people who don't wanna do them. We all attract aligned cooperative components such as people, events, animals, etc.
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When I mainly focus upon even just one good-feeling subject, all other subejcts in my life would start getting well.
A belief is a thought I keep thinking.
Big changes can happen quickly.
Change my now, and I change my past and future.
I think I will feel better when I manifest any of my desires. That's why I want what I want.
There is only law of attraction, no law of assertain. I attract everything including others' response to me, by what I vibrate/think.
Zero in on a chosen, good-feeling frame, be it a memory, what-is or imagination, without any regret, worry or fear. Make it as pure as I can. Activate the according feeling tones now:
Every part of my body is asking for more and better every day. Every part of my body gets better. All parts get more healthy, robust, energetic, efficient, multi-functional, positively adaptive. They get more sensitve to beauty and subtle sensations, feelings and inspirations. They are youthful. They function extremely well. They support each other extremely well. Without certain parts, the body still works extremely well because they are multi-functional, they can easily assume new functions. My body can EASILY and QUICKLY reocver from any discomfort or dis-ease. All things are possible for my body. My body is extremely cooperative. My mind and brains are working faster and faster now. And there are no limites in terms of the speeds I watch/listen/read and understand and move. I enjoy the clarity of my mind. I like the spaciousness of my consciousness. I like the colorful, vivid worlds perceived by my senses. My body vibrates with the musical beats perceived by my ears. I enjoy the gentle touch the breeze brings to my skin. I enjoy the smooth cappuccino in the Costa coffee of perfect sweetness...
I was just attracted by an interesting scene: As the boy was serving the customers at the table, a mouse ran from the outdoors to the restaurant. He noticed that from the corner of his eye, and in a flash, he just moved his foot and caught the mouse, while his hands were still pouring drinking water for the customer. As another colleague came with a black plastic bag, he turned around and quickly put the mouse into it and the customers didn't see that at all. I like that people in differnet positions handle things elegantly, stably and efficiently. I like seeing that they enjoy their work. They love what they do. They and their jobs are perfect matches and the recipients of their serve definitely benefit from their existence. I like seeing more and more alignment in working places: respect, allowance, willingness to teach, serve, communicate and uplift, enjoyment of the work contents, etc.
I am worthy of all goodies. Ask and it is given immediately. There is no lack of any kind for any body. I have abundant free consecutive time to do what I love. Beautiful songs support me well as bgm when I do what I like. When I walk outdoors and think in my mind. When I think and write. When I visualize. I enjoy hot cappuccino of hazel nut flavor. I enjoy spaghetti with smoky chicken, bacon, cucumber, corn niblets and pickles seasoned with thousand island sauce--it's really delicious to my taste buds. I purposefully visualize in my mind's eye and activate desired feelings. I feel safe and comfortable where I am. I smile a big smile when watching cute shorts and mvs about couples I like. I favorite them. A detective story excited my minds and I liked the guessing game. I freely wander on youtube, tiktok, reddit, twitter, etc. I enjoy the process of deliberate thinking and molding the clay of my thought. I purposefully remembering and imagining aligned people and their words and behaviors. I see Jerry as a wonderful example of a leader or colleague. Stable, allowing, willing to guide and inspire, wise, visionary, trusting/holding the Vortex version, lighthearted, humorous, etc. I remember people in my life who respect me and like connecting to me. I remember the shopkeeper who changed the position of the toy in order for my niece to successfully get it. The baristas and the cute little girl always interact with each other happily... I choose to purely focus upon aligned giving and taking. I know how it works in my life. I give in my alingment often. I receive in my alignment often.
Remember a practice and immediately practice it. Appreciation of beauty. I appreciate how C looks. He looks like the perfect scuplture created by the mastery sculptor. He has curly hair, dimples, and moles at perfect places. He can be both described as beautiful and handsome. His appearance is like a piece of art worth appreciating. He can be sharp and gently exquisite depending upon his styles and facial expressions. He can play different roles now that he is not obssesed with being handsome or beautiful all the time. He doesn't mind being a soldier with chapped skin. He can be an elegant prince and brave warrior. He can be a sunburnt fisherman. I wish him the best. I expect him to continually enjoy the acting journey and create wonderful characters for us. Pre-pave/Cultivate new beneficial thoughts or remembering and shoring up dormant benefcial thoughts. I just easily say no to any suggestion that is not a match to who I really am. Source and all universal forces are supporting every decision of mine. I am always procted, guided, inspired, loved and supported, wherever, whenever, whomever I am with, in whatever group. Things are always working out for me. I don't push against because I know pushing against would only attract more of what I don't want. The less I push against anyone or anything, the quicker I would be guided to wherever I want to be; I am sure of this. I like practicing dreaming my dreams/focusing upon better feeling subjects in my mind while going through the motions and therefore I could push against much less, which is extremely beneficial to me. I like activating more demonstrations of human alignment in my consciousness to attract more aligned, desired relationships and interactions. I see that we mutually respect. I see that we are lighthearted, allowing and independent. We see that we prefer that matching people do matching things instead of imposing stuff on people who don't wanna do them. We all attract aligned cooperative components such as people, events, animals, etc.
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Re: Appreciation of My Life
Look forward and move forward:
Body. Wellness. My body makes the best of whatever I put into my mouth, turning them into purely beneficial elements for every cell of my body. I can vibrationally shift the food and drinks into the purely benficial. My bowels and stomach work extremely well for me. I am clear-minded. I am refreshed, energetic, and flexible. I am efficient. I can freely and efficiently move my limbs. I am good at multitasking. My brains are working faster and faster for me. I am nimble and intuitive. My sense perceptions are becoming more sensitive to beauty and deliciousness. Every day, every part of my body is asking more and better. Every day, wonderful improvements of my body awaits me. I ONLY focus upon positive aspects and improvements of my body. My body is powerful and cooperative. My body easily and quickly adapts to new conditions in positive ways. Every time I feel good, regardless of the reason, every part of my body benefits. Quickly quitting habits/addictions is possible, and the key is to always put alignment first. Let go of bogus thoughts such as: It's hard. Look at those people. There are no or few successful examples about this...
Relationships. Interactions. Co-creations. We are free flowing. We respect each other and have harmony with each other. We don't interfere with others' preferences and hobbies. We are eager to ask, learn and co-create, knowing the others are perfect matches for us, because they are eager to answer, teach and co-create. We make up a perfect duo. @ Abe's workshops, sessions of asking and answering. We have fun together. We watch movies together with happy moods. We co-create as at team, not minding who take the credit. We are good at what we do and we love what we do. We smile to each other. We openly express our apprecition, not holding back. We laugh easily because we often find life interesting and funny. Our laughter is contagious. We are Source-like, allowing, loving and trusting. We always with others the best. We feel so happy for their happiness and successes. We like being the step 2 to each other. We are lighthearted, knowing that nothing serious is going on. We energize and uplift each other.
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Body. Wellness. My body makes the best of whatever I put into my mouth, turning them into purely beneficial elements for every cell of my body. I can vibrationally shift the food and drinks into the purely benficial. My bowels and stomach work extremely well for me. I am clear-minded. I am refreshed, energetic, and flexible. I am efficient. I can freely and efficiently move my limbs. I am good at multitasking. My brains are working faster and faster for me. I am nimble and intuitive. My sense perceptions are becoming more sensitive to beauty and deliciousness. Every day, every part of my body is asking more and better. Every day, wonderful improvements of my body awaits me. I ONLY focus upon positive aspects and improvements of my body. My body is powerful and cooperative. My body easily and quickly adapts to new conditions in positive ways. Every time I feel good, regardless of the reason, every part of my body benefits. Quickly quitting habits/addictions is possible, and the key is to always put alignment first. Let go of bogus thoughts such as: It's hard. Look at those people. There are no or few successful examples about this...
Relationships. Interactions. Co-creations. We are free flowing. We respect each other and have harmony with each other. We don't interfere with others' preferences and hobbies. We are eager to ask, learn and co-create, knowing the others are perfect matches for us, because they are eager to answer, teach and co-create. We make up a perfect duo. @ Abe's workshops, sessions of asking and answering. We have fun together. We watch movies together with happy moods. We co-create as at team, not minding who take the credit. We are good at what we do and we love what we do. We smile to each other. We openly express our apprecition, not holding back. We laugh easily because we often find life interesting and funny. Our laughter is contagious. We are Source-like, allowing, loving and trusting. We always with others the best. We feel so happy for their happiness and successes. We like being the step 2 to each other. We are lighthearted, knowing that nothing serious is going on. We energize and uplift each other.
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Re: Appreciation of My Life
My body makes the best of everything I eat and drink, turning them into purely beneficial elements. My stomach and bowels work extremely well for me, healthy, efficient and comfortable. I get to fully savor and enjoy gourmet food and yummy beverages. Today, I enjoyed congee, dumplings, hot cappuccino of hazelnut flavor, coconut smooth latte, fried chicken, two drumsticks, sausages and a bowl of instant noodles. I am abundant in delicious food and drinks and I feel free to eat and drink, opening up to unlimited options...
I explored two movies today and especially liked one of them. Why? Because the characters and plots are thoroughly designed and displayed. What the lead, crazy as he is, behaves is logical, understandable and relatable. This multi-faceted being had an unhinged yet attractive life journey. He kills a lot of people. He saves people. He loves his grandma. He wants recognition from the outside.
Based upon the shorts and eidts I saw, I liked the couple, this pair of actors, because of their apperances and chemistry in the drama. I am not their fan, but I want them to thrive in their acting career. I purely appreciate them. When I watch their shorts, edits and fan-made mvs, I favorite almost all of them with the intention of adding the positive momentum of their wellbeing of abundant kinds. I feel good doing so. And today, I am glad seeing them have more working opportunities.
I appreciate where I am. I notice how much the governments have been doing for the wellbeing of all. I again and again remind myself to focus upon positive asepcts and the Vortex version, on all fronts. I am stubborn about this, though it's easy to push against. But I've already known the futility of pushing against. I can safely walk around day and night here. I like taking night walks. I often arrive at home after 9 pm. And the nearby supermarket is still open and I like going there to buy my night snacks. I can easily go to different places efficiently because of the reliable transportation system. I don't need to drive in order to live conveniently...
My parents care about and support each other on a daily basis. They are in harmony. My father drives my mom to work or go to the hospital. My mom willingly cooks and my father is good at cleaning up the house and making things in order. They are loving grandparents. They like, they want to take care of the baby from the bottom of their hearts. They don't see it as a burden at all. They are matching, loving caretakers of kids. They have hobbies. They feel good following their interests and they get to do so easily on a daily basis. They like stories. They like music. They like singing. They like making snacks and are inspired in cooking. They have wonderful relationships with relatives and friends. They rest well and get replenished every day by the sound sleep. They are LOVING grandparents and therefore they benefit by this love, hugely.
I feel happy seeing people get up again and continue their passion after going through life challenges. I like noticing that either the Universe opens up new channels for them or things have shifted so that they can embark on their joyful journey again. I like knowing that there is never too late. I like knowing that we are always loved, supported, protected, inspired and guided, to enjoy our lives as much as we can.
I explored two movies today and especially liked one of them. Why? Because the characters and plots are thoroughly designed and displayed. What the lead, crazy as he is, behaves is logical, understandable and relatable. This multi-faceted being had an unhinged yet attractive life journey. He kills a lot of people. He saves people. He loves his grandma. He wants recognition from the outside.
Based upon the shorts and eidts I saw, I liked the couple, this pair of actors, because of their apperances and chemistry in the drama. I am not their fan, but I want them to thrive in their acting career. I purely appreciate them. When I watch their shorts, edits and fan-made mvs, I favorite almost all of them with the intention of adding the positive momentum of their wellbeing of abundant kinds. I feel good doing so. And today, I am glad seeing them have more working opportunities.
I appreciate where I am. I notice how much the governments have been doing for the wellbeing of all. I again and again remind myself to focus upon positive asepcts and the Vortex version, on all fronts. I am stubborn about this, though it's easy to push against. But I've already known the futility of pushing against. I can safely walk around day and night here. I like taking night walks. I often arrive at home after 9 pm. And the nearby supermarket is still open and I like going there to buy my night snacks. I can easily go to different places efficiently because of the reliable transportation system. I don't need to drive in order to live conveniently...
My parents care about and support each other on a daily basis. They are in harmony. My father drives my mom to work or go to the hospital. My mom willingly cooks and my father is good at cleaning up the house and making things in order. They are loving grandparents. They like, they want to take care of the baby from the bottom of their hearts. They don't see it as a burden at all. They are matching, loving caretakers of kids. They have hobbies. They feel good following their interests and they get to do so easily on a daily basis. They like stories. They like music. They like singing. They like making snacks and are inspired in cooking. They have wonderful relationships with relatives and friends. They rest well and get replenished every day by the sound sleep. They are LOVING grandparents and therefore they benefit by this love, hugely.
I feel happy seeing people get up again and continue their passion after going through life challenges. I like noticing that either the Universe opens up new channels for them or things have shifted so that they can embark on their joyful journey again. I like knowing that there is never too late. I like knowing that we are always loved, supported, protected, inspired and guided, to enjoy our lives as much as we can.
Re: Appreciation of My Life
Nothing is more important than that I feel good.
This is a totally fresh new moment/now/frame.
When I mainly focus upon even just one good-feeling subject, all other subjects in my life would start getting well.
Ask and it is immediately given no matter what it is. My body IS ALWAYS making the best of whatever I eat and drink. My body processes food and drinks amazingly. My body turns them into PURELY BENEFICIAL elements/nutrients for every cell of my body. My stomach and bowels are extremely healthy, comfortable and efficient. I have unlimited choices in terms of gourmet food, snacks and beverages. I like coffee. I like bubble tea. I like spaghetti with smoky chicken and abundant vegetables, seasoned by thousands island sauce. I like a little spicy drumsticks. I like instant noodles of certain flavors.
I like listening to interesting stories. This morning, I listened to detective stories/crime stories with my eyes closed. The uploader is very good at telling stories. Stories feel so vivid and exicting from his mouth. These stories are werid, unbelivable, crazy, full of mystery, and suspenseful. When I feel bored, they can easily bring me out of boredom. I don't need to dig in, thinking too much about them. I can just use them to refresh my mind.
I like opening up more. Of course I have my unique preferences. I don't need to change them. Previously, when I saw somebody who might be extremely handsome/beautiful to others' eyes, I wanna sorta justify and explain my preferences by saying in my mind: But he is not attractive to my eyes. I just don't wanna watch his movies/dramas... And now I choose to cut the inner dialogue short, noticing that still he is not attractive and that's enough, let me immediatly shift to other good feeling subjects. Just out of this domain. Let people who love him love him. I love what and who I love. How free that we just let others be and mind our own business!
Genuinely and purely appreciating actors can feel really good, when you don't get involve in any rumors, others' negative opinions of them or fan wars. Based upon the positive momentum I've already built aobut them, I can spend some time as I like, searching and enjoying their prefomances and/or cute fan-made edits and/or creative fanfiction with pure happiness. I feel good expecting them to thrive more and more, and to enjoy their acting journey. I appreciate their beauty and talents. I appreciate their genuine attitudes.
It's beneficial to deliberately remember most beneficial for me thoughts, attitudes and processes/practices:
My Inner Being only loves, not hates. My Inner Being never pushes against. My Inner Being ONLY focuses upon the Vortex version. My Inner Being appreciates step1. Wellbeing always dominates in our lives. We are all eternal beings. Croaking is re-emerging into Pure Positive Energy, which is good for the so-called coraked. I am never lonely. I am always protected, supported, loved, guided and inspired by Source, by all non-physical beings who I care about and who care about me. I am directly connected to Infinite Intelligence and Unlimited Abundance on every life subject. I am ALWAYS SAFE wherever, whenever, whomever I am with, in whatever group/party/etc.
Every part of my body is asking for more and better every day. I like noticing that my mind works faster and more efficiently. I can shift my bodily habits easily and quickly. My body easily and efficiently adapts to new conditions in positive ways. Every part of my body is multi-functional and ready to assume new functions. With or without certain parts, our bodies can still work wonderfully. The key to have a healthy body is to feel as good as we can in more of our time. Doesn't matter what excuse we use to feel good.
We respect each other. We are understanding, patient, allowing and loving. In our alignment, leaders are not needed, and we just co-create perfectly and intuitively, and no one feels the need to take the credit. We have fun. We give and receive in alignment. We ask and answer in alignment. We enhance each other's clarity in aligned conversations. We inspire each other. We create on our own and then enjoy, benefit by and appreciate each other's marvelous creations. We are willing and ready to help, assist, soothe, encourage, appreciate, guide, inspire and give. We are lighthearted. We are humorous. We laugh easily. We are inerested in a lot of things. We feel worthy. We are worthy of ALL GOODIES. We don't give a rip about what any other thinks of us. We persistently pursue what interest us.
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This is a totally fresh new moment/now/frame.
When I mainly focus upon even just one good-feeling subject, all other subjects in my life would start getting well.
Ask and it is immediately given no matter what it is. My body IS ALWAYS making the best of whatever I eat and drink. My body processes food and drinks amazingly. My body turns them into PURELY BENEFICIAL elements/nutrients for every cell of my body. My stomach and bowels are extremely healthy, comfortable and efficient. I have unlimited choices in terms of gourmet food, snacks and beverages. I like coffee. I like bubble tea. I like spaghetti with smoky chicken and abundant vegetables, seasoned by thousands island sauce. I like a little spicy drumsticks. I like instant noodles of certain flavors.
I like listening to interesting stories. This morning, I listened to detective stories/crime stories with my eyes closed. The uploader is very good at telling stories. Stories feel so vivid and exicting from his mouth. These stories are werid, unbelivable, crazy, full of mystery, and suspenseful. When I feel bored, they can easily bring me out of boredom. I don't need to dig in, thinking too much about them. I can just use them to refresh my mind.
I like opening up more. Of course I have my unique preferences. I don't need to change them. Previously, when I saw somebody who might be extremely handsome/beautiful to others' eyes, I wanna sorta justify and explain my preferences by saying in my mind: But he is not attractive to my eyes. I just don't wanna watch his movies/dramas... And now I choose to cut the inner dialogue short, noticing that still he is not attractive and that's enough, let me immediatly shift to other good feeling subjects. Just out of this domain. Let people who love him love him. I love what and who I love. How free that we just let others be and mind our own business!
Genuinely and purely appreciating actors can feel really good, when you don't get involve in any rumors, others' negative opinions of them or fan wars. Based upon the positive momentum I've already built aobut them, I can spend some time as I like, searching and enjoying their prefomances and/or cute fan-made edits and/or creative fanfiction with pure happiness. I feel good expecting them to thrive more and more, and to enjoy their acting journey. I appreciate their beauty and talents. I appreciate their genuine attitudes.
It's beneficial to deliberately remember most beneficial for me thoughts, attitudes and processes/practices:
My Inner Being only loves, not hates. My Inner Being never pushes against. My Inner Being ONLY focuses upon the Vortex version. My Inner Being appreciates step1. Wellbeing always dominates in our lives. We are all eternal beings. Croaking is re-emerging into Pure Positive Energy, which is good for the so-called coraked. I am never lonely. I am always protected, supported, loved, guided and inspired by Source, by all non-physical beings who I care about and who care about me. I am directly connected to Infinite Intelligence and Unlimited Abundance on every life subject. I am ALWAYS SAFE wherever, whenever, whomever I am with, in whatever group/party/etc.
Every part of my body is asking for more and better every day. I like noticing that my mind works faster and more efficiently. I can shift my bodily habits easily and quickly. My body easily and efficiently adapts to new conditions in positive ways. Every part of my body is multi-functional and ready to assume new functions. With or without certain parts, our bodies can still work wonderfully. The key to have a healthy body is to feel as good as we can in more of our time. Doesn't matter what excuse we use to feel good.
We respect each other. We are understanding, patient, allowing and loving. In our alignment, leaders are not needed, and we just co-create perfectly and intuitively, and no one feels the need to take the credit. We have fun. We give and receive in alignment. We ask and answer in alignment. We enhance each other's clarity in aligned conversations. We inspire each other. We create on our own and then enjoy, benefit by and appreciate each other's marvelous creations. We are willing and ready to help, assist, soothe, encourage, appreciate, guide, inspire and give. We are lighthearted. We are humorous. We laugh easily. We are inerested in a lot of things. We feel worthy. We are worthy of ALL GOODIES. We don't give a rip about what any other thinks of us. We persistently pursue what interest us.
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Re: Appreciation of My Life
Nothing is more important than that I feel good.
When I mainly focus upon even just one good-feeling subject, all other subjects in my life would start getting well.
Instead of insisting on certain outcome of certain actions, be more allowing and let the Universe surprise and delight me.
Remember often the importance of unconditional alignment and appreciating step 1/being in step 5.
I discover delicious latte of a new flavor in the Luckin, while I am still in love with coconut smooth latte. It gives a fresh feeling because of the tea in it. Glad to have abundant choices of eating and drinking. Glad that I don't need to cook myself. All kinds of gourmet foods and beverages are easily available to me. I can just walk to buy. Or I can order on meituan. Glad that: My body makes the best of EVERYTHING coming into my mouth, turning them into PURELY BENEFICIAL ELEMENTS for every cell. My stomach and bowels are healthy, robust and comfortable. Now just zero in on some of my favorite food and drinks: crusty drumsticks seasoned by rattan pepper, coconut smooth latte and tea-flavored latte in the Luckin, spaghetti with smoky chicken, bacon and abundant vegetable seasoned by thousands island sauce, beef dumplings, cumin-flavored chicken cutlets, instant noodles, etc.
Zero in on the chosen frame now and activate desired feeling tones:
I was reading new chapters of a novel. It's not at all blunt and straightforward. It's a different style. They show affections implicitly. It is a bit like a push pull relationship, but not exactly. Not much angst involved. The "mundane" activities in their lives ooze warmth, lightheartedness, and cuteness. So for me it's a happy reading. While the movie I watched the day before yesterday was a totally different style, dark, crazy, complicated, thoughts triggering, violently cool. Both make me feel better when I choose to focus upon them.
I enjoyed walking in the open air while listening to Bashar talk about parallel realities. I like combining Abe teachings and Bashar teachings. So it would a really practice as follows: At every moment, pick the activity with the highest excitement/with the best feeling available to me now, act upon it until I can take it no further/the excitement wanes, but I would immediately stop it and act upon the aligned inspiration/impulse when that happens, without any insistance on what the outcome of the activity should be. Repeat this process. Plus, always remember the importance of unconditional alignment, not being knee-jerk to what-is.
Now, just zero in an imagined frame PURELY and activate the feeling tone, and then drop the picture without insistance or assumption. Start the above process about the highest excitement again and again. I have harmony with my parents. We are busy with our own things. We don't interfere with each other's life. We zig and zag. We have harmony sharing the same space.
When I mainly focus upon even just one good-feeling subject, all other subjects in my life would start getting well.
Instead of insisting on certain outcome of certain actions, be more allowing and let the Universe surprise and delight me.
Remember often the importance of unconditional alignment and appreciating step 1/being in step 5.
I discover delicious latte of a new flavor in the Luckin, while I am still in love with coconut smooth latte. It gives a fresh feeling because of the tea in it. Glad to have abundant choices of eating and drinking. Glad that I don't need to cook myself. All kinds of gourmet foods and beverages are easily available to me. I can just walk to buy. Or I can order on meituan. Glad that: My body makes the best of EVERYTHING coming into my mouth, turning them into PURELY BENEFICIAL ELEMENTS for every cell. My stomach and bowels are healthy, robust and comfortable. Now just zero in on some of my favorite food and drinks: crusty drumsticks seasoned by rattan pepper, coconut smooth latte and tea-flavored latte in the Luckin, spaghetti with smoky chicken, bacon and abundant vegetable seasoned by thousands island sauce, beef dumplings, cumin-flavored chicken cutlets, instant noodles, etc.
Zero in on the chosen frame now and activate desired feeling tones:
I was reading new chapters of a novel. It's not at all blunt and straightforward. It's a different style. They show affections implicitly. It is a bit like a push pull relationship, but not exactly. Not much angst involved. The "mundane" activities in their lives ooze warmth, lightheartedness, and cuteness. So for me it's a happy reading. While the movie I watched the day before yesterday was a totally different style, dark, crazy, complicated, thoughts triggering, violently cool. Both make me feel better when I choose to focus upon them.
I enjoyed walking in the open air while listening to Bashar talk about parallel realities. I like combining Abe teachings and Bashar teachings. So it would a really practice as follows: At every moment, pick the activity with the highest excitement/with the best feeling available to me now, act upon it until I can take it no further/the excitement wanes, but I would immediately stop it and act upon the aligned inspiration/impulse when that happens, without any insistance on what the outcome of the activity should be. Repeat this process. Plus, always remember the importance of unconditional alignment, not being knee-jerk to what-is.
Now, just zero in an imagined frame PURELY and activate the feeling tone, and then drop the picture without insistance or assumption. Start the above process about the highest excitement again and again. I have harmony with my parents. We are busy with our own things. We don't interfere with each other's life. We zig and zag. We have harmony sharing the same space.
Re: Appreciation of My Life
Solidify some thoughts:
My body works extremely well for me. My body makes the best of everything coming into my mouth, turning them into PURELY beneficial elements for every part of my body. My stomach and bowels are comfortable, healthy, robust and efficient. My body is getting better and better. My mind works faster and faster the way I like it to be. My body is more sensitive to beauty and subtle good-feeling sensations. I am clear-minded, flexible and energetic. I walk and move fast. I feel comfortable from head to toe. All things are possible for my body. My body is very cooperative. My body can easily and quickly from any discomfort or dis-ease. Every part of my body is multi-functional and ready to assume new functions. Alignment trumps all. My body is the most magical medicine produer and I don't need outside pills. That being said, when I put alignment first, all other elements like medicine could be purely beneficial and then we can easily let them go. Alignment is the most important thing in our having a healthy body.
Zero in on my abundance. I feel so abundant walking in the open air, caressing by the spring breeze and enjoying the perfect songs sent to me by the music app, while my body is so robust and energetic. I enjoy the long walk on the street and then along the river. I feel free flowing, lighthearted, laid-back and sweet. I found a wonderful drama and I had enough time to watch every bit of it in a lovely environment. So I sat comfortably and got my mind interested and excited by the watching. I like this experience. I just discovered that I can savor hot, tea-flavored coffee. They taste fresh and delicious to me, and are my wonderful companions. Today is Valentine day, the girl in the cafe tells me. And she gives me a piece of chocolate. Good, my "unexpected" abundance.
Things are always working out for me. I have total control of my life by what I vibrate. There is no law of assertion. I am never a victim. When I make a decision and line up with it, the whole Universe supports me. I am extremely powerful and influential. And all is good for me. I am always lovingly guided to enjoy my journey and get my desired successes, on and on. I don't care what any other thinks of me; the more I do so, the more efficient I create what I desire by spending less and less time feeling bad--worry, angry, fear, etc.--because of what others say. There is no lack of ANYTHING for ANYBODY. I remind myself this every day, again and again. I let what others are doing out of my mind, knowing that I can be or do or have anything I desire. It's only about personal alignment or not.
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My body works extremely well for me. My body makes the best of everything coming into my mouth, turning them into PURELY beneficial elements for every part of my body. My stomach and bowels are comfortable, healthy, robust and efficient. My body is getting better and better. My mind works faster and faster the way I like it to be. My body is more sensitive to beauty and subtle good-feeling sensations. I am clear-minded, flexible and energetic. I walk and move fast. I feel comfortable from head to toe. All things are possible for my body. My body is very cooperative. My body can easily and quickly from any discomfort or dis-ease. Every part of my body is multi-functional and ready to assume new functions. Alignment trumps all. My body is the most magical medicine produer and I don't need outside pills. That being said, when I put alignment first, all other elements like medicine could be purely beneficial and then we can easily let them go. Alignment is the most important thing in our having a healthy body.
Zero in on my abundance. I feel so abundant walking in the open air, caressing by the spring breeze and enjoying the perfect songs sent to me by the music app, while my body is so robust and energetic. I enjoy the long walk on the street and then along the river. I feel free flowing, lighthearted, laid-back and sweet. I found a wonderful drama and I had enough time to watch every bit of it in a lovely environment. So I sat comfortably and got my mind interested and excited by the watching. I like this experience. I just discovered that I can savor hot, tea-flavored coffee. They taste fresh and delicious to me, and are my wonderful companions. Today is Valentine day, the girl in the cafe tells me. And she gives me a piece of chocolate. Good, my "unexpected" abundance.
Things are always working out for me. I have total control of my life by what I vibrate. There is no law of assertion. I am never a victim. When I make a decision and line up with it, the whole Universe supports me. I am extremely powerful and influential. And all is good for me. I am always lovingly guided to enjoy my journey and get my desired successes, on and on. I don't care what any other thinks of me; the more I do so, the more efficient I create what I desire by spending less and less time feeling bad--worry, angry, fear, etc.--because of what others say. There is no lack of ANYTHING for ANYBODY. I remind myself this every day, again and again. I let what others are doing out of my mind, knowing that I can be or do or have anything I desire. It's only about personal alignment or not.
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Re: Appreciation of My Life
Unknown and the other shoe
My cousin added me in the wechat. It was too late for our conversation and I felt uneasy. This feeling comes when someone I hadn't connected to for a long time interacts with me. A knee-jerk response. They may ask me to do what I don't like. I have to say no or do it out of sorta responsibility.
At that moment, knowledge about the Universal laws is gone. It's like no matter how well things went before that moment, I immediately feel bad when things like this happen. I forget that if I am mainly feeling good, then very dramatic stuff wouldn't happen to me. This doesn't abide by the Laws. This thought trend, this attitude of waiting for the other shoe to drop, is not what I want any more.
So I thougt to myself: If the asking is not a match to what I truly desire, I can just say no. Yes, just say no. And then, it's done. However, nothing new is there. No new experiences. So, how about: Things work well for me. Good comes from it. Maybe it can be an interesting experience. All things are possible...
This morning, I chose to initiate the conversation, asking him what's the matter. And he asked me weather I could write stories or not. Interesting. This was something interesting to me. And I had a thorough conversation with him, saying I might write it, but I would not vividly describe parts that don't feel good to me. It's just not my type of writing. And he said, then the story was not a match to me. This time, I didn't hold back, speaking to him generally about emotional states. And I also said that actually writing stories was quite easy and he could do it himself and I did belive in this weather he belived it or not.
And therefore, this interaction did turn out to be something new and good for me.
My cousin added me in the wechat. It was too late for our conversation and I felt uneasy. This feeling comes when someone I hadn't connected to for a long time interacts with me. A knee-jerk response. They may ask me to do what I don't like. I have to say no or do it out of sorta responsibility.
At that moment, knowledge about the Universal laws is gone. It's like no matter how well things went before that moment, I immediately feel bad when things like this happen. I forget that if I am mainly feeling good, then very dramatic stuff wouldn't happen to me. This doesn't abide by the Laws. This thought trend, this attitude of waiting for the other shoe to drop, is not what I want any more.
So I thougt to myself: If the asking is not a match to what I truly desire, I can just say no. Yes, just say no. And then, it's done. However, nothing new is there. No new experiences. So, how about: Things work well for me. Good comes from it. Maybe it can be an interesting experience. All things are possible...
This morning, I chose to initiate the conversation, asking him what's the matter. And he asked me weather I could write stories or not. Interesting. This was something interesting to me. And I had a thorough conversation with him, saying I might write it, but I would not vividly describe parts that don't feel good to me. It's just not my type of writing. And he said, then the story was not a match to me. This time, I didn't hold back, speaking to him generally about emotional states. And I also said that actually writing stories was quite easy and he could do it himself and I did belive in this weather he belived it or not.
And therefore, this interaction did turn out to be something new and good for me.