30 Days of Becoming a POINTER:
Pointing at- and Updating WHAT I WANT.
-carving out and getting clear about what I REALLY "care about",
-getting clear about where I point at- and probably activate the Absence of what I want.
-setting a Grid about the Essence of what I do want!
Day 30, last day of this challenge.
HOW do I really "care about" being outrageously abundant, today?
I care about it in the way that I "don't know", and so I let it go. I give up. I let source carry me, I allow what happens and relax.
WHY do I care about that?
Because I feel pain in all other ways that I feel into. I MUST let go.
-Where do I point at (and probably activate the Absence of what I want)?
I point at sadness, and hope that I feel for the long run.
What do I want to point at, instead?
I want to point at Certainty. I want to feel my full clarity and certainty.
Telling the New Story, and Setting wanted Grids about the Essences of what I do want, in it
I am on my way to mastership. I am on my way to bigness, to being a fully enlightened teacher. I know that this is "no masters degree" and that I will always human as long as I am in physical form
and that is ok. I know I am NOT held to "perfection"! And that feels so good. I love to know this! (It wasn't always the case!)
And in the same time, I am eager for the next step. I am eager to MASTER this. To ace it fully. I am good on my way, and still, there is a gap between me and what I KNOW that I want! And really, that gap makes me eager. It fires me up. I am curious for the solutions. I am eager for getting there.
And I know, when I'm there, "it will make me happy for the afternoon". I will have a jolly time with playing with my new toys, and then, life will go on on this higher, even more beautiful "normal". It is EASY to be satisfied here! And this satisfaction, I want for the next level as well!
It will be higher. And I still want SATISFACTION on my basis! So, I will just continue doing what I do already- enjoying life as fully as I can and not let conditions throw me, as best as I can. I like having "given up" on the pushing and needing. I LET THAT GO.
I am free to thrive, NOW. I am feel to feel abundant NOW. I am free to love fullheartedly, NOW! AND I DO. I do! THIS IS NICE!
Thank you Abe, for teaching me- in this case also about the 30-day-challenges!
Thank you source for leading me!
Thank you me, who I am sooo willing and eager.
Thank you world for playing with me all the time!
Thank you LIFE, for being my playing field!! Thank you, THANK YOU. I feel so blessed.
is this better?? Not if I was in disappointment, but yes, when I was in deep sadness. Well, I leave it all. 
