I am beyond satisfied- and I am thrilled for awesome solutions!
We celebrated SIL's birthday and, after several month, got to see our step-grandsons, again. To find out, at least one of them is in a terrible depression, and the other not far from that. So, what an opening of the time together! Well, nothing that we hadn't seen coming... and it is harsh contrast to watch beloveds steer into a brick wall and "ONLY" being able to send light and see a good outcome. Of course we had discussion until deep in the night. Of course we did funny, and thrilling things to lift up the minds.
And still, controlling our own mood on purpose is the almost "only" power we really have, while it is EVERYTHING. It's rare that people get sick "on an island". It is the whole system that's sick, in which children get sick. And so, there are thousands of strings that all really matter... and we can not control any of those, other than our own mood. I am so satisfied to KNOW that.
The aspects of this satisfaction are...
...clarity. I feel empowered! I feel in my driver-seat. I feel powerful and clear and certain. All of that feels so happy... and POWERFUL. In charge!
I feel hopeful. Because, when SOMEONE , aka, I, trusts that there is a solution and a bright, happy, stable, invincible outcome for this boys, that can give power to others in vicinity, then this paths exists, and those that desire to walk it have more power and light and ease. And, I lovingly let go of those that don't.
My son H. who visited at the WE, had driven his car into a mud hole in the night. They just set up the roof tent and had a wonderful sleep, and in the morning I found them in the depth of the forest and pulled them out, with the Jeep- between big rocks on one side and a steep cliff just 10 cm apart from the wheels on the other side... it was so satisfying!!
It felt incredibly satisfying to have had this contrast, and turn it not into a terrible problem, but an awesome adventure! It felt soo empowered, and giddy, and thrilled, and capable, and stable, and joyful!
After we triumphed and parted our ways, as soon I was home, 5 minutes later my son and my DIL where back on the doorstep!
It had started to rain, and so they noticed that their window wiper-engine had croaked. So glad to know, in our yard are 4 more of this type of cars! So, after I cooked breakfast for all of us, my boys changed the window-wiper-segment, while we women went shopping and had so much fun with all the berries and wonderful fruit and whatnot! 
I feel soooooo satisfied with the mood of my family! I am soo happy how we ENJOY helping each other out. How we enjoy our daily adventures. How we LOVE, and uplift, and totally NORMALLY embrace-what-is and in this, create what will come. It is sooo satisfying. And the aspects of this satisfaction are:
Trust. I trust my people to be there for me, and for each other. I trust our energy. We all have shown each other thousands of time: All for one, and one for all- and that is pure JOY. I trust that, I KNOW that. I have lived it all the time! Nothing less will do!
Fun! It is so much fun to be ITV, together! It is light, it is easy, it is normal!
It is delightful. It is sweet and garnished with sillyness and laughter and jokes. LOVE. It is lived unconditional LOVE! It is authentic. It is pure. It is real. It ges deep. It is tried and true. It is absolutely RIGHT! Nothing else would be!
I am SO HAPPY. I am, within all this contrast- some of it incredibly heavy contrast, so SATISFIED. I hold the vision of more!
I hold the vision of expecting MORE satisfaction as of this, same, but in more and even bolder wonderful translations!
I am eager to explore and witness the unfoldings!
They will be divine, god-sent. They will be totally clear. They will be delicious. They will feel light and blessed and deeply thankful and as surprising delight! Thank you! Thank you, life!
It felt unhindered. Open. Free!
