spiritualcookie's Meditation Diary: Journey to Receiving my own Abraham

[Paradise-on-Earth]

It feels like there's some difference between a "sign" such as a reflection of your point of attraction,
and a "communication" that is an answer from Source to a question.
I suppose it's the difference between creating by default and deliberate creation

You are right, there are different levels of feeling (or acknowledging?) the depth of connection. What I tried to say was, it ALL feels like communication, to me. Like a short wink of the eye- or a long, detailed, emotion-loaded deep talk. The meaningfulness is ALWAYS given, as God is in everything... just, sometimes, we are not in receptivity to get it. Pondering this makes me feel awe and elation!

oh! I love feeling like my writing helped you in some way!

CERTAINLY!!!

I've been hearing the song "A Spaceman Came Travelling" by Chris de Burgh in my head all evening (not in response to any specific question) and it does feel a lot like you describe - as a hug from Source, a nudge for upliftment or a dance with Source, just confirming that hearing lovely music can be part of the journey to peace, goodwill and awakening.

"Then the stranger spoke, he said, do not fear
I come from a planet a long way from here
And I bring a message for mankind to hear
And suddenly the sweetest music filled the air
And it went la lala la lala la la la (...)
Peace and goodwill to all. (...)
This lovely music went trembling through the ground
And many were awakened on hearing that sound"

I love Chris de Burgh! And I love THIS lyric, and I love how music moves us so intensely!
Imagining the connection, the love, the wisdom, the depth, the GOODNESS... ohhhh my.... Thank you once more for sharing!!!!

[spiritualcookie]

Day 42: BLESS ME method

I tried something new today during meditation, encouraged by a suggestion in the book Opening to Channel where they recommend changing things up with your meditation. So I tried typing what I received as I received it (I can type with my eyes closed so it works well during closed-eye meditation : ) ). It felt like a good way to keep track of everything without having to try to remember it afterwards (coz sometimes things fade in the memory quite quickly I find!). I like this method - I'm definitely keeping a better record this way!

Highlights of Experiences during the meditation:

- I imagined a conversation with Source, me asking questions and I imagined receiving the answers.
I asked for a loved one who is wanting to raise her vibration what she must do to raise it, and received some helpful suggestions - though it was all things I could have suggested myself too which makes it harder to confirm if it was received from me or from Source.

- I asked the question:
"Is there any message you can give me that would be helpful to me right now?"
In response, after a few minutes I heard my inner voice saying "I love you"
And then I heard the song Baby it's You by the Shirelles.
I later looked at the lyrics - It's a love song about a woman who doesn't want to give up on her man, no matter what bad things he's done or what the rumours are spoken about him - she's loyal and convinced and determined to stick by him. Maybe it's a message that my Inner Being / Source etc are sticking loyally by my side, no matter what I do That feels like a nice, feel-good, light, bright thought so maybe that's it!

[spiritualcookie]

Day 43: Bless me method + writing

I'm experimenting with the "typing while I get into a meditative state" thing, and with imagining a conversation with Source where I ask questions and imagine receiving answers.

As an example, I asked if Source can send me the winning lottery numbers to the Euro millions

Here is that bit of the transcript:

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Me: Are you allowed to give me the winning lottery numbers for the next draw? Is it possible?
Answer: Yes it is possible.
If you allow it.
Me: How can I allow it?
Answer: Be easy, light, "like a unicorn" ( )
[EDIT: At first I thought it was a funny thing to say, to be easy and light like a unicorn! I chuckled softly when that phrase popped into my head during the meditation. But then afterwards I thought about it: Unicorns are special, and are beings associated with positivity, light, and very high vibrations. Perhaps being "like a unicorn" is being high vibration and exuding out positivity and light, which is quite a special trait in our times.]

Me: Can you send me the winning numbers for the Euro millions jackpot for the next draw now?
(I noticed i was holding my breath in anticipation of the answer haha - side note: I guess this means I am not yet easy and light about it )
Answer: Be ready to list
(I received 3 numbers* and then silence - I waited a few minutes)
Me: why did the list stop?
I think i lost the connection
Source, why did the list stop?
Why would I not allow receiving the full lottery numbers?
(I saw an image of the skull which is my symbol for fear)
What am I afraid of?
Answer: Change
Me: So in order to receive all the numbers... how can i stop fearing change?
Answer: Relax
Convince yourself that all will be well
You must believe it.
with all your heart.
a knowing

we love you very much.

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aw! I was so wanting to receive the lottery numbers
Getting to a place of believing and KNOWING that all will be well.. being easy and light about it all - well, it's a good goal to have!

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Is it me giving the answers? Is it really Source answering? I don't know
But the answers felt right to me, for me.. and I'm enjoying playing around with different methods : )

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* Update: In case you're curious if these numbers ended up coming up in the next lottery like I was, well, only 1/3 came up In the book "Opening to Channel" they explain this as:

"Many guides will not give predictions.
The future is only probable. (...)
Any time you release a belief, change a goal or develop different expectations, you will automatically change your future."

Bashar teaches that the lottery numbers don't matter. All that matters is that whatever numbers you pick, YOU align with them. You align with the vibration of winning - and then if you succeed in aligning your vibration in that way, you will enter a reality where you win. The numbers manifest according to your vibration. So Source can't give you the winning numbers. YOU have to align with winning. I asked Source what I need to do to align with winning:

Source: You know you have some small fears and concerns about what will happen if you win.
Just keep soothing yourself about them - all is well. (...)

Me: What else can I do to help align with winning?

Source:
Relax.
Be easy and light about it
Have fun with the idea of it
Imagine the fun of it
Relax
Breathe
Don't want it TOO much - that introduces resistance
Want it with light fun energy - "wouldn't it be nice"

(me: I saw a vision of flames)

Me: What do these flames represent?

Source: Burning desire.
Soothe it.

Me: (I visualized caressing the flames so they got smaller and rounder - shrinking)
Should i put out the flames entirely or keep them burning small? what is the most beneficial for successful manifestation?

Source: You need desire.
But light, fun desire
easy desire
joyous desire

just be easy and relaxed - it is that simple.
There is no more to it than that.

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Day 44:
I am continuing my meditation journey - but I'm asking very specific, personal questions during my meditation to help myself and loved ones - so for now, I will be continuing in private

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Is it me giving the answers? Is it really Source answering? I don't know
But the answers felt right to me, for me.. and I'm enjoying playing around with different methods : )

That feels like a nice, feel-good, light, bright thought so maybe that's it!

...that is "all we ever have"- and it is enough, isn't it!?
In the time of Corona, when every "expert" had a different opinion, and all sorts of dramatic consequences where announced... I finally learned to not care for all the doubts and worries, but ONLY for what FEELS GOOD, here and now, to *me*. "To calibrate to the Source within me", as Abe put it...

By the way, it feels soooo good to read what your bunch of nonphysical musicians, helpers, God, Source (whatever!) answer you, to *me*, as well! THANK YOU for sharing it, once more! So uplifting.

[spiritualcookie]

In the time of Corona, when every "expert" had a different opinion, and all sorts of dramatic consequences where announced... I finally learned to not care for all the doubts and worries, but ONLY for what FEELS GOOD, here and now, to *me*. "To calibrate to the Source within me", as Abe put it...

This is such a useful learning for living an aligned, higher vibration life!

By the way, it feels soooo good to read what your bunch of nonphysical musicians, helpers, God, Source (whatever!) answer you, to *me*, as well! THANK YOU for sharing it, once more! So uplifting.

[spiritualcookie]

Day 45-47

I wanted to share some stories from my last few days of meditating & communicating with Source:

Health-Symbolism
During my meditative state, I was asking Source about why certain loved ones experience particular health challenges and how they can heal from them. There seemed to be a theme that the health challenges I asked about, the message I received from Source is that they are symbols for certain limiting beliefs and resistances we hold on to.

For example:

- A friend was wondering why she developed a wheat intolerance where she got unpleasant health symptoms every time she ate wheat. When I asked Source, the answer I received was that it is not a "wheat intolerance" - it is "resistance". And more accurately in her case, it is a "common-grain resistance" because her issue was a resistance to "being common", and a resistance to "common people". She wanted to feel special and resisted the idea that anyone would think she was ordinary. The people she regarded as "common" were those that were more superficial and shallow, and she had a huge resistance and intolerance to them as well. Source said that when she will learn to have love for "the common", love for "the ordinary", and love for these "common" people, accepting them with whole-hearted love and without judgement, her intolerance to "common grain", wheat, will also go away.

- A loved one was wondering why his hair got greasy like 5 minutes after washing his hair! So I asked Source. The answer I received was that it is a symbol for "sweating the small stuff". And once he will learn to relax, be easier about things and stop sweating the small stuff, his physical issue will subside as well.

I thought this idea of symbolism was very interesting!

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Other Source Communications

I've been playing with trying to tune into Source for several small things throughout the day.

The other day, I had my up-until-now-indoor-reared vegetable plants outside to get them used to living outdoors. I put them in the sun to get them used to it but was deliberating how long I should leave them in direct sunlight for at the height of the sun's power (because in the past, doing so caused "plant sunburn"). So I asked Source, "Will they be ok if I leave them outside in this strong direct sunlight for the next hour?" In response, a feeling of intense calm and peace swept over me, which I interpreted as "They'll be fine " This gave me the confidence to leave them, and they *were* fine

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I was anticipating the arrival of an email - but I didn't know when it would arrive. I was away from my computer for several hours. As I was going about my business I had the thought, "Source, has that email I'm waiting for arrived yet?" In response, I felt an eager wave of enthusiasm sweep over me, that felt like "yes! yes!" - So I went to the computer and checked - and the email had indeed arrived!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

awww, I LOVE it all!! Wow, so many thoughts to ponder, and several confirmations of what I had thought some times... (I love when that happens!!)

You are a treasure trove, dear Cookie!!

[spiritualcookie]

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Day 51:

I've been continuing my daily meditations and have passed the 50 day mark!

I had an interesting talk today with Source which helped me better understand something about the nature of Co-Creation which I hadn't understood so clearly up until now. I thought it may be interesting for others too so I'm sharing it here

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Spiritualcookie: Source, was it ME who caused the whole of my reality to shift to the covid reality a few years back or was it bigger than just me and my thoughts?

Source: It is your reality. It is affected by thought.

Spiritualcookie: Is my reality affected by other people's thoughts too?

Source: To a degree.
They are co-creators of your physical time space reality.
All others are aspects of you, too - All is one.
Each aspect of Source is powerful.
And the nature of reality is complex, so that each part of Source creates a branch / shoot of reality.
That part of Source goes into that branch taking all the other aspects of Source [people] along with it.
But source can exist in many places at once.
And each physical being hosts one *version* of that Source blob within it.
Meanwhile the same source blob is simultaneously living different realities too.
It is simultanneous.
Right now, there is another Source blob of you, in a different reality - in infinite realities - you are limitless - it is all happening now
Your covid reality was one of many possible options.
Your thoughts took you down that route together with all the other blobs of Source that were aligned with this reality.
Together, you were all creating that reality as a co-creation, so it was not just you alone - but you were part of it - otherwise you would have been in a different reality with other versions of the others who created a different branch. of reality.

Spiritualcookie: That makes sense - thank you Source

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Cookie, this is wonderful! MASTERFUL, to be true! thank you once more for sharing!

...I had the inkling that you could feel less free in this thread, by -mostly my own- steady interactions we have attempted. I understand that interaction can mightily disturb our inner work. Please just simply tell us, when you want to be left alone, or if you feel inspired by it and enjoy it?!

[spiritualcookie]

I had the inkling that you could feel less free in this thread, by -mostly my own- steady interactions we have attempted. Please just simply tell us, when you want to be left alone, or if you feel inspired by it and enjoy it?!

It is certainly the "I feel inspired by it and enjoy it" option

Your inputs are most appreciated! It makes me feel like I'm not alone in this journey!
Without your imputs encouraging me - to be true, I think I may not be sharing on this forum at this stage because it would feel like if no-one's reading then I might as well just continue on in private