spiritualcookie's Meditation Diary: Journey to Receiving my own Abraham

[Paradise-on-Earth]

(is it just me who every time tries to "catch" the woohoo-guy, before remembering that I just need to click on it SOMEWHERE to post it??)

Ohhh I so hear you!! I love it!!!

...but I wanted to be sure.

[Paradise-on-Earth]

it would feel like if no-one's reading then I might as well just continue on in private

Yah, agreed... but I also enjoy the bolder momentum that is on an open Forum. The energy is mightily enhanced, don't you think? I feel this so much. Even if all the bots and crawlers and the few real people just are silently lurking!

[spiritualcookie]

(is it just me who every time tries to "catch" the woohoo-guy, before remembering that I just need to click on it SOMEWHERE to post it??)

This made me laugh! I've chased him once or twice myself!

I also enjoy the bolder momentum that is on an open Forum. The energy is mightily enhanced, don't you think? I feel this so much. Even if all the bots and crawlers and the few real people just are silently lurking!

I wonder what makes the energy more enhanced.
For me, I think there is a lively energy in the *potential* to help / touch others in a positive, helpful way when it's public
With forums, you never know - even if someone isn't reading what you posted the second you posted it, maybe they'll find your post months or years down the line and find it helpful - I like the thought of that

[Paradise-on-Earth]

This made me laugh! I've chased him once or twice myself!

I wonder what makes the energy more enhanced.
For me, I think there is a lively energy in the *potential* to help / touch others in a positive, helpful way when it's public
With forums, you never know - even if someone isn't reading what you posted the second you posted it, maybe they'll find your post months or years down the line and find it helpful - I like the thought of that

Yes, I think so, too!

Everyone who chimes in even in the slightest, adds to the momentum of the whole, right?

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Yes, and what you say about "the future" applies as well. Time is not linear (so the masters keep saying, even I have a hard time understanding... but I can accept it.) Kryon often refers to those that will listen to his words in the future, and that he knows them already... And Abe said, there is depth in the information, that we will become able in the future to understand. We will get into the perceiving mode of it in the future, but the answer is already given WITHIN the answer of the Now.

I love this pondering with you!

[spiritualcookie]

the answer is already given WITHIN the answer of the Now.

Yes! Depending on our vibrational state we hear different aspects each time!

Time is not linear (so the masters keep saying)

Yes! It's so interesting how the time thing works if it's not linear! Hard to imagine what it must be like!

I was reading in the book "Opening to Channel" that for Source, there is no gap between conversations. So if I talk to Source one day, and wait 24 hours to talk to them again, to them it's as if no time has passed at all. I guess they don't need "breaks" from things - that's probably a human thing!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Yes! It's so interesting how the time thing works if it's not linear! Hard to imagine what it must be like!

I was reading in the book "Opening to Channel" that for Source, there is no gap between conversations. So if I talk to Source one day, and wait 24 hours to talk to them again, to them it's as if no time has passed at all. I guess they don't need "breaks" from things - that's probably a human thing!

oh, that thought is thrilling! I don't "get it" fully, but it feels so good!

Abe once talked about "being there" in all ways all the time- which is not an option for humans. And they somehow brought in the analogy of looking through a flie's eye: ALL this hundreds and thousand of facets, and how awesome it is to look through this eyes!

[spiritualcookie]

oo the fly's eyes is a good analogy!

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Day 54

I wanted to share more insights from today's meditation / communication with Source


Me: I want to move FAST in my spiritual development - is that ok?
CAN I move fast? Or is it important to move slowly?

Source:
Slow and steady allows a gentle energetic transition so that it will be comfortable for you.
(...) Go slow - be patient

Me: I thought patience was just when you have resistance to things...

Source:
But you DO have resistance to your spiritual development!

Me: oh..
So if I didnt have resistance, I could progress more quickly?

Source: Of course.

Me: But I am wanting to let go of this resistance...
I want to release the resistance quickly!
How can I release my resistance quickly?

Source:
Relaxation exercises.
Positive thinking
Practice consciously more
air time to positive things more (...)
Just be you
be beautiful, loving, kind, you
You are light
You are love
You are beautiful
You are joy
You ARE joy!
Feeling the strong joy is just being more of your true self
It is letting down more of the walls
It is letting down - shedding the coats of resistance - and underneath it, there is the joy
It is there in full force all the time
You just have to shed the layers to feel it more
To let it shine!

There are visualizations you can do that would help.

Me (feeling ideas arriving, inspired from Source): I can be creative and think of visualizations that show me taking off my coats of resistance to reveal my light underneath - Thank you source - that's a wonderful idea!
It's like taking off layers of shade-cloth off my light - to let it shine!
Are you ready to SHINE?
Yes I AM!!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Hello dearest friend! I hope you are not AI as well!!

Are you ready to SHINE?

...you are listening to Mike Sandler's "Inspire Nation", right? Ohh, I am SO ready!!

Me: I thought patience was just when you have resistance to things...

Source:
But you DO have resistance to your spiritual development!

Me: oh..
So if I didnt have resistance, I could progress more quickly?

Source: Of course.

I LOVE source for their straightforwardness... oh, my.

I soooo hear that. It was a bitter pill to swallow *for me* to let go of impatience! I enjoy speed, and am SUCH a fire-bird (and recently realized that I have ADD). Everything needs to be NOW!!! And, I realized that in this way, I miss the JOY of the journey. I don't enjoy my growing, all the small moments of delightful insight, of celebrating my building- and more and more understanding. I want the result, but the TRUE fun is in the becoming. This sounds like the embroidery on an old German sofa-pillow... but there's so much wisdom in old German sofa-pillows!

To "progress more quickly" betrays you of the scenic ride! Of the pleasure that is within DEEPLY feeeeeling the newness in all it's beauty... and then more, and more and more...

I didn't know, as you said, too, if the word "patience" is the right one. So I looked up the word just NOW while I write this, and found: From late 15c., as "awaiting or expecting an outcome calmly and without discontent." That sounds solidly ITV, to me!

Than I looked up "Geduld", the German word for patience, which goes back to ancient Germanic and means "holding, bringing and even more, carrying", which includes "standing something", I would translate this with "unconditionally" holding, bringing and carrying. Doing what it takes, to hold and bring what is wanted...? It came with this copperplate:



...I'd say, this picture describes the Focus on the good and wanted that we care for, with disregard to what we don't want.

WOW. I feel I have a completely new idea of "patience", now! so much for inspiring this within me!

[spiritualcookie]

Hello dearest friend! I hope you are not AI as well!!

Nope I certainly am human

Are you ready to SHINE?

...you are listening to Mike Sandler's "Inspire Nation", right? Ohh, I am SO ready!!

haha! yes! When he says that it always makes me laugh!
I understood this catchphrase a lot better after last night's meditation! It's essentially saying "be your true Inner-Being self"!

I soooo hear that. It was a bitter pill to swallow *for me* to let go of impatience! I enjoy speed, and am SUCH a fire-bird (and recently realized that I have ADD). Everything needs to be NOW!!! And, I realized that in this way, I miss the JOY of the journey. I don't enjoy my growing, all the small moments of delightful insight, of celebrating my building- and more and more understanding.
To "progress more quickly" betrays you of the scenic ride! Of the pleasure that is within DEEPLY feeeeeling the newness in all it's beauty... and then more, and more and more...

This sounds familiar!

It is something I want to improve in: to appreciate the little tiny joys of the journey more.
In yesterday's meditation in another section of the conversation, Source encouraged me to do a rampage on Joy which let me see that a lot of it are things I normally would't think of as "joy" because they are so small and everyday, like for example the joy of "finding the right words to describe exactly what I mean" or "the joy of feeling helpful" eg when helping my mum chop the vegetables for a meal

the TRUE fun is in the becoming. This sounds like the embroidery on an old German sofa-pillow... but there's so much wisdom in old German sofa-pillows!

I didn't know, as you said, too, if the word "patience" is the right one. So I looked up the word just NOW while I write this, and found: From late 15c., as "awaiting or expecting an outcome calmly and without discontent." That sounds solidly ITV, to me!

oh! I like this definition! Thank you for sharing it! It feels so much batter than "be patient"

Than I looked up "Geduld", the German word for patience, which goes back to ancient Germanic and means "holding, bringing and even more, carrying", which includes "standing something", I would translate this with "unconditionally" holding, bringing and carrying. Doing what it takes, to hold and bring what is wanted...?
...I'd say, this picture describes the Focus on the good and wanted that we care for, with disregard to what we don't want.

So in German, the word for patience is "unconditionally hold your focus on the wanted". Wow that is very Abe-ish too! I love it!