I love to be satisfied. And I love to be eager for more!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Satisfied and eager for more-
in my daily Vacation-Mode!


Day 19

"Vacation-mode", today:
I am so thankful for my TIME.
I feel so incredibly satisfied in not having appointments! I LIVE. I take my time. I listen to the sound of the rain on the leaves. I listen to the song of the blackbird. I watch nature be bathed in soft, steady, soothing rain... and I feel the relief in it. I love the cooler temperature. I love that it, still, is so comfortable: T-Shirt, and short pants, and that is it.
It feels soooo free!
It feels so cozy. It is so relaxed. It is so SATISFIED.

I have removed my beautiful beautiful wall-clock from the wall in my bath... it always got stuck for some reason. Now, I am "timeless" when I take care of my body. And, this really feels more relaxed! I like to know the time. Also, I like to not care about it, but just BE!

Life is a flow. Life is so abundant. Life is a treasure chest. I like to NOT measure it, all the time. Being relaxed about time... it feels so much more free. It feels light. It feels sweet. It feels as trusting my guidance to tell me when I want to go somewhere. It feels as... deliberately unplugging and relaxing into trust. That is SO satisfying.

And, I am eager to have more and more and more of that, in my life.

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Satisfied and eager for more-
in my daily Vacation-Mode!


Day 20

"Vacation-mode", today:
It is very early in my morning. After having shuttled DH to the trainstation, I went the extra mile so to speak, to get me a slice of pizza and a Danish from my favourite bakery, that- after their vacation are open again! And as I had no coins or small bill any more, I even went to the cash machine to get some smaller bills than my 5o Euro-banknote, that would have driven the girl on the counter crazy at 5AM!

Because... I WANTED it. Because it felt so luxurious to make a big fuzz about my desire to have some fresh baked goods for my breakfast. I was "really nice to myself"... and that was such fun!

I am so satisfied in "being nice to myself"! My son visited his girlfriend yesterday night and so we chose to cook something he can't eat (he's intolerant to pork), but we like it so much. So we used the opportunity to fry some Cordon Bleus, while he wasn't here! Ohh, I so love them! It was a spontanous choice while we went shopping, and we wondered what side dish we might like with it... and DH remembered the yummy "mushy peas" that spiritualcookie once had described

United Kingdom:
(...)
Mushy Peas

Whilst mushy peas don't look that enticing... they are so delicious! Served traditionally as a side dish to fish and chips, they are made by mushing peas with heavy cream, butter, (sometimes garlic), salt and pepper. Simple, creamy and oh so tasty! It is said that using marrowfat peas will give you a smoother, creamier consistency.

...It was such fun, to have the Swiss recipe of Cordon Bleus, the British recipe of mushy peas, Italian Spaghetti (leftovers from the day before) with freshly picked Chanterelles from Poland assembled, on our German plates. It all went sooo well together! It was SO SO SO good! It is so rich and satisfying to celebrate European friendship- with such total ease!

I am so satisfied with my wildly blooming garden, and my beautiful roses, and the wonderfully colorful ditches in this time of the year, where there are red poppies and white Marguerites and Chamomille, and stunningly blue Chickory and cornflowers and violette wild sweet peas...

I am soooo satisfied to live in this time of the great Shift, and see and FEEL the change each day a bit more. WOW. What a time! What a life! Thank you, thank you life.

[spiritualcookie]

we wondered what side dish we might like with it... and DH remembered the yummy "mushy peas" that spiritualcookie once had described

...It was such fun, to have the Swiss recipe of Cordon Bleus, the British recipe of mushy peas, Italian Spaghetti (leftovers from the day before) with freshly picked Chanterelles from Poland assembled, on our German plates. It all went sooo well together! It was SO SO SO good! It is so rich and satisfying to celebrate European friendship- with such total ease!

aw I'm happy if my recommendation was to your taste! It all looks very delicious!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

we wondered what side dish we might like with it... and DH remembered the yummy "mushy peas" that spiritualcookie once had described

...It was such fun, to have the Swiss recipe of Cordon Bleus, the British recipe of mushy peas, Italian Spaghetti (leftovers from the day before) with freshly picked Chanterelles from Poland assembled, on our German plates. It all went sooo well together! It was SO SO SO good! It is so rich and satisfying to celebrate European friendship- with such total ease!

aw I'm happy if my recommendation was to your taste! It all looks very delicious!

It WAS delicious!! This recipe will certainly become a family staple, and remind us about you for the next generations!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Satisfied and eager for more-
in my daily Vacation-Mode!


Day 21

"Vacation-mode", today:
I learned to be "lazy".
There is just a little bit guilt left within me! I learned to drop SO MUCH shame and tenseness.
I am so much more able to relax and simply enjoy life to it's fullest- when I am not inspired in other ways!

I know how breathless I have been almost all my life.
It feels to me, that life has put me into my "dis-ability" that denies me the capability to "work hard", solely for this reason- to relax into it and enjoy the goodness within it. I had to have a full burn out to- slowly- understand!

I always gave "my best". Today I see, this was the old paradigm, and "my best" is not what I thought it was. My best is me, being who I really am. I AM SO SATISFIED with having understood!
I am so satisfied with my journey, my LIFE, that has taught me what I came to understand. I came to understand what really matters, and to shed what doesn't. It took me ALL my life. 60 years. Maybe I'm a slow learner! But, who cares. When we are eternal- who counts hours or days!

I am satisfied to feel as the owner of my time, now!
I am satisfied to be so relaxed, now!
I am satisfied to not feel hunted and torn anymore.
I am satisfied to see- all this goodness is often the opposite of what we where taught.
I am turning around MY understanding! This is so liberating!
It takes a lot of time. And I really don't care. I embrace what has been... and I embrace what is, and I am EAGER for what is coming!
I am so satisfied in feeling safe and secure, in my TRUST in divine guidance!
I am so satisfied about my calm, peaceful life.

And I am eager for so much more.
I am eager for the awesome celebrations of abundance!
I am eager for feeling even more high in life!
I am eager to celebrate my life fully and wholly, every hour!
I am eager to love myself thoroughly- and all that is, within that!
I am eager to feel fulfilled, again and again and again!
I am eager for amazing, stunning, wowing, wonderful "orgasms" of life, EVERY DAY.

I am so eager and so happy and so expectant, and so THANKFUL!!! Thank you, thank you life!



Beautiful rain-wet flowers, 5AM, at the train station

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Satisfied and eager for more-
in my daily Vacation-Mode!


Day 22

"Vacation-mode", today:
I will have my daughter over, today! We always have sooo much fun, together. And she will do the harder work in the household... I appreciate it SO much!

I appreciate where I am!! Where I am is loving and friendly and happy and generous and beautiful!
Where I am is SO SATISFYING. Where I am is wonderful, and the only way I want to ever leave it, is for MORE!

I LOVE having had Abe explain to me LoA. That, whatever we are focused upon must become more. Our Focus is our steeringwheel. That is SO satisfying to know, and it makes so much sense. Nothing else satisfies me! I realize this in discussion with people who are scared and mixed up... they feel vulnerable, because they have no clue what they are doing, and of course, they think they "must" control life in all this uncomfortable ways. Where it would be so easy: Focus is my steeringwheel. Where I look, there I go.

I can't describe the satisfaction that is in there. It feels empowering. It feels CLEAR. It feels logical. It feels wonderful! It feels so powerful!
Now, we all have to overcome being hypnotized by what we fear... And to RELAX into "what is already done"... our Vortex is energy. And our focus on it makes it "real". I am sooo satisfied with pondering this. And practicing this. Thank you, thank you life!

I am so eager to see specifically where I go... to unwrap surprise and delight. Once I feared "surprise". No more! I KNOW the surprises are FOR me, because- I am for me. What can come from that, other than more good!



(view from my property)

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Satisfied and eager for more-
in my daily Vacation-Mode!


Day 23

"Vacation-mode", today:
It's Friday. We will have the house for ourselfs, on the weekend! We will meet up with Janas family at Sunday for a picnic on a classik-car exhibition... It all feels like starting out into vacation!

The rain slowly stops raining, and the sun comes out more and more. Right now, there is such a rain-pause-sun-peeping-out moment. The leaves glow in the back light... the magpies are screeching, and it feels as if I would own all the time of the world. It might not be "perfect". But, IT IS SO SATISFYING!!!

When my daughter and I cleaned up my wardrobe yesterday, I found some old jeans of mine from when I had been 18. I was slim like a willow then, and my son, who just had strolled by when we found them, was shocked that he wouldn't be able to fit one leg into the waist of this pants... It all gave me a strange boost. I CAN have this body back, if I just could believe it! It reminded me, that THIS really feels as my "mission". I came to explore and to master the power of my mind. I TOTALLY believe what Abe teach... all this "you can be or do or have whatever life causes you to desire".

And I taught a lot of this to at least 1 of my children. And I really performed a row of magical miracles! AND, I want more of this. I want to MASTER this. I want the triumph to fit into this pants, again. I am EAGER for the triumph of getting out of the wheelchair! I am eager for the triumph of REALLY having my multimillions in my bank-account. I am EAGER!!! I AM. I am eager to manage to GET this- in a way that it always works. I wanted to perform magic as Jesus had done. I was so hooked when I heard this stories! I KNEW it works!!!

I am satisfied to be now on the bouncing-off-point.
I am satisfied to be SO happy.
I am satisfied to be SO loved, and to have so much fun and joy and love and belonging, around me.
I am so. SO satisfied about the beauty and abundance and goodness of my life!! And, I am eager for more!! SO eager for more!

[spiritualcookie]

I really performed a row of magical miracles! AND, I want more of this. I want to MASTER this. I want the triumph to fit into this pants, again. I am EAGER for the triumph of getting out of the wheelchair! I am eager for the triumph of REALLY having my multimillions in my bank-account. I am EAGER!!! I AM. I am eager to manage to GET this- in a way that it always works. I wanted to perform magic as Jesus had done. I was so hooked when I heard this stories! I KNEW it works!!!

A few weeks ago when I was doing my communication with Source, I asked to win the big Euro millions jackpot, and I asked to receive a song from Source about my request, the chance of it happening and what I must to do help it happen. The answer I got was the song "When you wish upon a star". When I checked the lyrics, these were what they were:

"When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you.
If your heart is in your dream
No request is too extreme (...)

Fate is kind
She brings to those who love
The sweet fulfillment of
Their secret longing (...)
Faith steps in and sees you through
When you wish upon a star
Your dreams come true."

Isn't that beautiful?
Your post reminded me of this answer that "no request is too extreme" - It felt very encouraging to me to receive this - I thought it might be encouraging for you too!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

I really performed a row of magical miracles! AND, I want more of this. I want to MASTER this. I want the triumph to fit into this pants, again. I am EAGER for the triumph of getting out of the wheelchair! I am eager for the triumph of REALLY having my multimillions in my bank-account. I am EAGER!!! I AM. I am eager to manage to GET this- in a way that it always works. I wanted to perform magic as Jesus had done. I was so hooked when I heard this stories! I KNEW it works!!!

A few weeks ago when I was doing my communication with Source, I asked to win the big Euro millions jackpot, and I asked to receive a song from Source about my request, the chance of it happening and what I must to do help it happen. The answer I got was the song "When you wish upon a star". When I checked the lyrics, these were what they were:

"When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you.
If your heart is in your dream
No request is too extreme (...)

Fate is kind
She brings to those who love
The sweet fulfillment of
Their secret longing (...)
Faith steps in and sees you through
When you wish upon a star
Your dreams come true."

Isn't that beautiful?
Your post reminded me of this answer that "no request is too extreme" - It felt very encouraging to me to receive this - I thought it might be encouraging for you too!

oh my, this brought tears to my eyes! What a wonderful token of love from YOU, dearest cookie!
And what an awesome message of source. WOW.

As a German, the "wish upon a star"-idea and all movies that tie into it, is not really a tradition we'r used to, but I learned about it, and it thrilled me in the second I listened to this song, years ago! Thank you soooo much for reminding me!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

It is the RESONANCE that we feel when we read/listen to this, yes? THAT is the guidance. It makes perfect logical sense to me today what the lyrics say, but that always wasn't the case. But, the RESONATING, this shiver, this inner remembering... that is how we get BELIEVE.

In pondering all this, I remembered suddenly (oh oh, the angels are working! ) how much I loved ABBA's song "I have a dream" from the moment it came out, 1979. I was 16 at that time, and I transcribed it from the record I had managed to buy from my pocket money (even I was terrible in English at that time).
...Oh man, in that time there was no internet, no computers, no online translator... just a big vocabulary-book! And to transcribe from a record, you had to stop the record between two fingers
Anyways. This song resonated sooo deeply. I just KNEW this was true. It gave me so much hope and soothing!

I Have a Dream, a song to sing
To help me cope, with anything
If you see the wonder, of a fairy tale
You can take the future, even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream, I Have a Dream

I Have a Dream, a fantasy
To help me through, reality
And my destination, makes it worth the while
Pushin' through the darkness, still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream, I Have a Dream
I'll cross the stream, I Have a Dream

I Have a Dream, a song to sing
To help me cope, with anything
If you see the wonder, of a fairy tale
You can take the future, even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream, I Have a Dream
I'll cross the stream, I Have a Dream

(I have a Dream, Abba)