Morning Appreciation:
6, July
~ Anything that interests me is beneficial. Being interested feels much better than feeling boredom. Yesterday, I listened to several long stories, including detective stories and stories about Akashic Records. I listened to Abe talk about aliens and voodoo. Detective stories immediately excite my mind for I am interested in what had happened, who did that, is this first suspect reallly did that, etc. While stories about aliens and other planets are often giving me a lot of new elements which can excite my mind too. How do they look? What are they doing on a daily basis? How do they communicate? Where do they live? What do they like or dislike or fear? I like hearing stories about masters who tapped into Infinite Intelligence, such as Tesla and Ramanujan.
~ I have milked Guo Jing's personality and his relationship with Huang Rong for some time, and so I can easily remember them when I want to. I have been learning some of his behaviors, such as expressing appreciation with words from the bottom of my heart. I said thank you to my sister several times yesterday. It's cute.
~ My little niece gets happier and happier. She now can stay at home longer with pleasure. She is so soft and resilient and I can hold her in different postures. She just had two little teeth and started eating new food. She has beautifully shaped big eyes like her mom. Her bright eyes vividly express her emotions: curious, confused, excited, happy and annoyed. For now, she is still easy to get amused by the same toys. She can please herself with their sounds on the big bed. She loves playing with water. She would bathe in a big basin full of warm water and herbs. My parents bathe her everyday for the purpose of enhancing her skin condition, but for her, it's only about fun. She jumps and sprays water. She likes going out, and all things on the roads including car honking, attract her. She has been sifting and sorting and expanding her Vortex, though she couldn't speak yet.
~ I remember old days when I were in the village. There is a river, maybe a creek, flowing at the foot of the mountains, where I swim and play with water every summer day. We three, my sister, brother and I walk for about 10 minutes there, passing the main street in the village, and then get together with our playmates. We just moved home to a three-storey house with a small backyard while before we lived much near the creek. In the water, I can easily give my friend a piggyback. We would compete to see who can stay in the water the longest. I like diving to look for beautiful pebbles. We often forget time so my mom has to come and take us back home. The backyard is cool in the summer, and we grow grapes and other small trees there. From time to time, we would eat supper in the backyard. We have four bedrooms on the second floor, but when we were little, I and my sister slept together and when my parents were not at home, my little brother was fear of sleeping on his own, so we would sleep together. It's interesting to see again in my mind's eye that before our house, there was a large field growing vegetables. This field belonged to the housedhold living on the opposite, and their daugther was my sister's classmate, and we could pay a visit at any time. And one day, we had a shocking experience there. Their pressure cooker exploded, fell down and jumped around for a while. And all of us screamed like there was no tomorrow...
~ My sister made stir-fried potato seasonded by chili powder and my father made a bowl of tofu and century egg seasoned by soy sauce and sesame oil. The potato was fried with coriander and sent out a unique flavor. I enjoyed them. I am glad that my sister is willing to cook and I am willing to wash dishes. We co-create wonderfully.
~ There were on the horse. This precious creature was treading through a creek in the forest, and took them to a river. They sat down at the riverside, while the horse was grazing. The sunset dyed the river red-orange. She quietly put her head on his shoulder with a big smile. They were eager to adventure in Jianghu together. Of course with the ferghana horse.
~ My mind likes being excited. Obviously, the right hairstyle and clothes can immediately enhance one's appearance. When Guo Jing pulled back all his hair instead of having bangs, he immediately looked more handsome and mature. When he wore armor as a soildier, he became more attractive. When I was observing his armor, some interesting thoughts popped in my mind: It does look cool, but it seems too soft. I wonder if it could really protect him. I knew why these thoughts came up, because I had subsicribed to a vlogger who is a professional of armors and ofen makes experiments about the functions of armor. So based upon my observation, the armor in the drama was not functional at all. And if they really use functional armor for all the soldiers, the budget would be shocking.
Appreciation of My Life
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Appreciation
7, July
~ I like co-creation at its best. My sister is at home and she is so willing to cook for us, while I am very willing to wash dishes. So we make a wonderful duo. I said I have been learning Guo Jing, so I thank her a lot for her cooking. We shared a coke, no waste at all, because I myself cannot finish a coke.
~ After the breakfast, I sit by the window through which I can see that tall and lush southern magnolia. Their green leaves glitter in the sunlight and wave at me. In my world, when I lisen to music, the waving of tree leaves would be a perfect match to the rhythm. I remembered that etremely tall tree in the stadium who would excitedly wave hello to me when I went there for walking.
~ Things are always working out for me. I become more living in the now on some fronts, not needing plan B or spare to feel secure. I trust that ins and outs of my abundance is in great balance. Here and now, I can easily do what ring my bells in lovely physical spaces. All kinds of supportives elements are present now. I have abundant free time. I am healthy with a clear and refreshed and easy to focus mind. I have lots of interests. My electronic products work well for me. I have my own space and no one bothers me. The space is bright, comfy, and cool in the summer. I have access to unlimited desired Internet resources. I enjoy visualizing and jumping into those beautiful scenes in my mind's eye. I enjoy doing vibrational work in the form of thinking and writing on my laptop or computer. I eat well, drink well, rest well and sleep well...
~ I appreciate Cisha so much. I read his "essay" about exploring the role of Guo Jing. The exploration was deep and detailed. He read the novel and became Guo Jing. In reality, he is often a soft and cute person with gentle and compassionate eyes, but when he acts, he can immediately become a half killing machine with sharp eyes like Li Dongfang. Acting is ineteresting, actors can tap into different characters and become different people and experience different life journeys. And if they are stable in their alignment, they can get out of the roles as quickly as possible, remembering Who They Are, and so their wellbeing wouldn't be negatively influenced very much by what they play.
7, July
~ I like co-creation at its best. My sister is at home and she is so willing to cook for us, while I am very willing to wash dishes. So we make a wonderful duo. I said I have been learning Guo Jing, so I thank her a lot for her cooking. We shared a coke, no waste at all, because I myself cannot finish a coke.
~ After the breakfast, I sit by the window through which I can see that tall and lush southern magnolia. Their green leaves glitter in the sunlight and wave at me. In my world, when I lisen to music, the waving of tree leaves would be a perfect match to the rhythm. I remembered that etremely tall tree in the stadium who would excitedly wave hello to me when I went there for walking.
~ Things are always working out for me. I become more living in the now on some fronts, not needing plan B or spare to feel secure. I trust that ins and outs of my abundance is in great balance. Here and now, I can easily do what ring my bells in lovely physical spaces. All kinds of supportives elements are present now. I have abundant free time. I am healthy with a clear and refreshed and easy to focus mind. I have lots of interests. My electronic products work well for me. I have my own space and no one bothers me. The space is bright, comfy, and cool in the summer. I have access to unlimited desired Internet resources. I enjoy visualizing and jumping into those beautiful scenes in my mind's eye. I enjoy doing vibrational work in the form of thinking and writing on my laptop or computer. I eat well, drink well, rest well and sleep well...
~ I appreciate Cisha so much. I read his "essay" about exploring the role of Guo Jing. The exploration was deep and detailed. He read the novel and became Guo Jing. In reality, he is often a soft and cute person with gentle and compassionate eyes, but when he acts, he can immediately become a half killing machine with sharp eyes like Li Dongfang. Acting is ineteresting, actors can tap into different characters and become different people and experience different life journeys. And if they are stable in their alignment, they can get out of the roles as quickly as possible, remembering Who They Are, and so their wellbeing wouldn't be negatively influenced very much by what they play.
Re: Appreciation of My Life
Things ARE always working out for me.
Day 23
~ I AM always loved, supported, guided and inspired. Every desire of mine is already manifested in my Reality and I just need to line up with them. The only work I need to do is quite simple, feeling as good as I can, or feeling a little better at a time. I have already known a lot of methods to feel as good as I can. I don't need to focus upon the specific desire that I want to manifest in order for it to manifest. When I mainly focus upon even just one good-feeling subject, all other subjects in my life would start feeling better. When I was in depression, I went out of it by mainly watching TV series in the hospital. I filled my mind with neutral and sometimes interesting stories which enhanced my whole vibe then. Stories like this are all over the world. People get healed from so-called incurable diseases by feeling good.
~ My body is working well for me. I feel comfortable from head to toe every day. No pain. No sourness. My mind is fresh and clear, and when I decide to do something, I can focus upon it with high quality. My mind works faster and faster. I watch and listen to contents at 1.5 or 1.75 times speed now most of the time. My eyes see clearly. My ears hear clearly. I breathe smoothly. All parts of my body--my heart, lungs, kidneys, muscles, blood vessels, blood, stomach, bowels, brains, vocal chords, thyroids, ligaments, tendons, etc.--are working extremely well for me. New cute hair grows every day. I had very little white hair. My hair is black and smooth. I walk fast. I am good at mutlti-tasking. I can freely move around. I like knowing that every part of my body is asking for better and more. All things are possible for my body. Either my body automatically becomes the way I want it to be. Or matching solutions would be inspired in my alignment. In a word, Source, my Inner Being, and all universal forces are in on the fulfillment of every desire related to my physical body.
~ It's great to come together with my sister. She is healthy and happy and living a fulfilling life. We share housework in great harmony. We respect and appreciate each other. She is a kindhearted, caring, independent person. She has a lot of hobbies. She does what ring her bells regardless of what others say. She has a very different personality and lifestyles than me, which opens up my mind. I like focusing upon her Vortex. I like seeing her happiness, wellness and abundance. I like knowing like very body else, she is always loved, supported, guided and inspired. Wellbeing dominates in her life. Wellbeing rains down upon her. ALL Things ARE always working out for her.
~ I am a music lover and I can easily find songs that resonate with my whole being. Recently, I have been looping Dai Quan's songs; most of his songs are stories while some of them depict mainly natural beauty. Today, I enjoyed Ba Jie. The lyrics ooze compassion toward this famous figure in one of the most famous novels.
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Day 23
~ I AM always loved, supported, guided and inspired. Every desire of mine is already manifested in my Reality and I just need to line up with them. The only work I need to do is quite simple, feeling as good as I can, or feeling a little better at a time. I have already known a lot of methods to feel as good as I can. I don't need to focus upon the specific desire that I want to manifest in order for it to manifest. When I mainly focus upon even just one good-feeling subject, all other subjects in my life would start feeling better. When I was in depression, I went out of it by mainly watching TV series in the hospital. I filled my mind with neutral and sometimes interesting stories which enhanced my whole vibe then. Stories like this are all over the world. People get healed from so-called incurable diseases by feeling good.
~ My body is working well for me. I feel comfortable from head to toe every day. No pain. No sourness. My mind is fresh and clear, and when I decide to do something, I can focus upon it with high quality. My mind works faster and faster. I watch and listen to contents at 1.5 or 1.75 times speed now most of the time. My eyes see clearly. My ears hear clearly. I breathe smoothly. All parts of my body--my heart, lungs, kidneys, muscles, blood vessels, blood, stomach, bowels, brains, vocal chords, thyroids, ligaments, tendons, etc.--are working extremely well for me. New cute hair grows every day. I had very little white hair. My hair is black and smooth. I walk fast. I am good at mutlti-tasking. I can freely move around. I like knowing that every part of my body is asking for better and more. All things are possible for my body. Either my body automatically becomes the way I want it to be. Or matching solutions would be inspired in my alignment. In a word, Source, my Inner Being, and all universal forces are in on the fulfillment of every desire related to my physical body.
~ It's great to come together with my sister. She is healthy and happy and living a fulfilling life. We share housework in great harmony. We respect and appreciate each other. She is a kindhearted, caring, independent person. She has a lot of hobbies. She does what ring her bells regardless of what others say. She has a very different personality and lifestyles than me, which opens up my mind. I like focusing upon her Vortex. I like seeing her happiness, wellness and abundance. I like knowing like very body else, she is always loved, supported, guided and inspired. Wellbeing dominates in her life. Wellbeing rains down upon her. ALL Things ARE always working out for her.
~ I am a music lover and I can easily find songs that resonate with my whole being. Recently, I have been looping Dai Quan's songs; most of his songs are stories while some of them depict mainly natural beauty. Today, I enjoyed Ba Jie. The lyrics ooze compassion toward this famous figure in one of the most famous novels.
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Re: Appreciation of My Life
Morning Appreciation:
8, July
~ My power is now. Here and now, I am in my own space, before my computer. The air-conditioner is on and the air is cool. Taking off my earphones, I can hear cicadas chirping outside the window. At any time, I can go to the nearby shopping mall and get myself an iced coconut latte or I can order it on the food delivery app. I can not live without music and so I put on my earphones again and start looping a cute and sweet song. I am free to roam around in the world of imagination, no matter how wild it seems to be.
~ I feel blessed to live in world full of beautiful human voices. I am sure of my preferences about timbres of human voices. I like some bass-like low voices. I like soft, mellow vocies. I like crystal but mature voices. I like most the combination of a beautiful voice and superb acting skills showing in audio dramas. Sometimes, when I watch dramas, I would also pay attention to the voices of the characters. Lots of actors having a pleasing voice too...
Whoa! An audio drama I love very much just updated a new episode after four years. And it's perfect timing to enjoy it. Who knows, this morning I just wanted to re-activate my love for the beauty of human voices and audio dramas. Bravo!
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8, July
~ My power is now. Here and now, I am in my own space, before my computer. The air-conditioner is on and the air is cool. Taking off my earphones, I can hear cicadas chirping outside the window. At any time, I can go to the nearby shopping mall and get myself an iced coconut latte or I can order it on the food delivery app. I can not live without music and so I put on my earphones again and start looping a cute and sweet song. I am free to roam around in the world of imagination, no matter how wild it seems to be.
~ I feel blessed to live in world full of beautiful human voices. I am sure of my preferences about timbres of human voices. I like some bass-like low voices. I like soft, mellow vocies. I like crystal but mature voices. I like most the combination of a beautiful voice and superb acting skills showing in audio dramas. Sometimes, when I watch dramas, I would also pay attention to the voices of the characters. Lots of actors having a pleasing voice too...
Whoa! An audio drama I love very much just updated a new episode after four years. And it's perfect timing to enjoy it. Who knows, this morning I just wanted to re-activate my love for the beauty of human voices and audio dramas. Bravo!
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Re: Appreciation of My Life
Things ARE always working out for me.
Day 24
~ I feel energized and fulfilled today. I was immersed in an adventurous story in which I discovered another wonderful character, a quiet, smart, compassionate master of exploring mountains/treasure hunting. He is someone who would cover people with quilts at night though he just met them the day before. They couldnot be called as friends yet. There were abundant interesting elements in this story: adventure, treasure hunting, friendship, romance, mastery of unique skills of treasure hunting, very real villages, mountains and valleys different from city views, etc.
~ In feeling good, I will be naturally guided to do other things that seem not related to the thing bringing me happiness minutes ago. And that's how my Inner Being guides me--based upon the emotional essense. I felt like listening to Abe talk about friendship again and so I searched and listened and greatly resonated. I picked four clips and listened to every one at least twice.
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Day 24
~ I feel energized and fulfilled today. I was immersed in an adventurous story in which I discovered another wonderful character, a quiet, smart, compassionate master of exploring mountains/treasure hunting. He is someone who would cover people with quilts at night though he just met them the day before. They couldnot be called as friends yet. There were abundant interesting elements in this story: adventure, treasure hunting, friendship, romance, mastery of unique skills of treasure hunting, very real villages, mountains and valleys different from city views, etc.
~ In feeling good, I will be naturally guided to do other things that seem not related to the thing bringing me happiness minutes ago. And that's how my Inner Being guides me--based upon the emotional essense. I felt like listening to Abe talk about friendship again and so I searched and listened and greatly resonated. I picked four clips and listened to every one at least twice.
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Apprecation
9, July
I like being a happy bargain hunter. Actually I was not deliberately thinking about it; it's just in many cases, it becomes so. Yesterday afternoon, I got onto the eleme app, got a discount and then a cup of iced coconut lattee only needed 8.9 yuan. So cheap! I enjoyed it slowly by sipping when I was doing things ringing my bells on my computer.
I purposefully re-activated my appreciation of human voices and audio dramas. And soon after that, I discovered that the audio drama first coming out 8 years ago just uploaded a new episode last month. And the last episode appeared four years ago. How "lucky" I am!
In many cases, the mantra, "This is not in my Vortex. It's not possible I/my Inner Being would focus upon it." works wonderfully for me. It can let me easily and quickly divert my attention away from undesired what-is. And then, I can more easily focus upon desired what-is and what are in my Vortex.
I like hanging around with wonderful co-creators, like my little niece and my sister. My little niece is so happy seeing me. And I am so good at teasing her and making her giggle. She is so cute, innocent, beautiful, curious and happy. She easily lights up the whole space. I and my sister don't talk much, but we care about and support each other. She has been my aligned co-operative component in many scenarios. I like visiting the group of people who share the same taste. I would naturally favorite a lot of posts there. I like knowing by doing so, I am also adding positive momentum to a subject that feels good to me. Those group memembers write novels and edits video shorts out of love and so continually create high-quality, inspired artistic pieces. I love them very much. They fulfill my life. Hanging around with people getting together mainly based upon appreciation and love, happiness is easy to achieve.
I appreciate people who let me know more clearly what I truly desire by showing me what I don't desire...
9, July
I like being a happy bargain hunter. Actually I was not deliberately thinking about it; it's just in many cases, it becomes so. Yesterday afternoon, I got onto the eleme app, got a discount and then a cup of iced coconut lattee only needed 8.9 yuan. So cheap! I enjoyed it slowly by sipping when I was doing things ringing my bells on my computer.
I purposefully re-activated my appreciation of human voices and audio dramas. And soon after that, I discovered that the audio drama first coming out 8 years ago just uploaded a new episode last month. And the last episode appeared four years ago. How "lucky" I am!
In many cases, the mantra, "This is not in my Vortex. It's not possible I/my Inner Being would focus upon it." works wonderfully for me. It can let me easily and quickly divert my attention away from undesired what-is. And then, I can more easily focus upon desired what-is and what are in my Vortex.
I like hanging around with wonderful co-creators, like my little niece and my sister. My little niece is so happy seeing me. And I am so good at teasing her and making her giggle. She is so cute, innocent, beautiful, curious and happy. She easily lights up the whole space. I and my sister don't talk much, but we care about and support each other. She has been my aligned co-operative component in many scenarios. I like visiting the group of people who share the same taste. I would naturally favorite a lot of posts there. I like knowing by doing so, I am also adding positive momentum to a subject that feels good to me. Those group memembers write novels and edits video shorts out of love and so continually create high-quality, inspired artistic pieces. I love them very much. They fulfill my life. Hanging around with people getting together mainly based upon appreciation and love, happiness is easy to achieve.
I appreciate people who let me know more clearly what I truly desire by showing me what I don't desire...
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Appreciation
10, July
My nephew came to eat supper and I was glad to talk to him. I like asking him, "What are the most fun things you have experienced these days?" After a short while of searching in his mind, his face brightened up and he began listing one after another these things. He was so happy. And I felt happy because of his happiness.
My little niece was a funny girl. She was not meant to be funny for us, but her behaviors were often making us laugh loudly. She had watched us use the mic. So when we put the blue mic before her, she immediately breaks the quietness, and begins to sing/howl often with a serious face, like she was performing onstage. The whole room is then filled with our laughter.
I appreciate the novel, the Wuxia drama and Abe for letting me know what kind of relationships attract me. I am so clear that when I read other materials, no matter how accepted certain relationship or interaction or behavior is by the mass, it just doesn't feel right to me. And of course I am clever enough to not push against those who see it as romantic or acceptable. Pushing against brings me no good. Generally speaking, alignment of both parts is the basis. And then naturally wanting to be together and co-create together by both parts is another key element. Abe express these very clearly. The couples in the novel and the drama are quite matching these. And because of the unique personalities they have, their interactions are often very pure, cute and sweet.
I like opening up. When I was reading a piece of news about how a company thrived in a foreign market, I got new thoughts. I like doing what ring my bells and knowing that all other desires related to them can manifest in my life. Because ask and it is given, no matter what it is. I don't need to explore what others like or not, what the market likes or not. However, when I open up, I understand that I just need to adjust a little, those so-called others' desires, preferences and likes can also feel good to me, so sometimes, I can deliberately explore what others like and make them aligned in my life. And actually I have been doing so for a long time. For example, I have no interest in the game my nephew likes, but I could still happily listening to him talk about them. And if needed, I would be willing to explore it in a deeper way in a certain time period. This kind of attitudinal shifts naturally happen when I think about my family members and they don't cause resistance within me. So of course I can spend some time, not very much time, exploring others' desires, preferences and likes in alignment. Why not? Of course, I would still spend the majority of my time on those ringing my bells most.
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10, July
My nephew came to eat supper and I was glad to talk to him. I like asking him, "What are the most fun things you have experienced these days?" After a short while of searching in his mind, his face brightened up and he began listing one after another these things. He was so happy. And I felt happy because of his happiness.
My little niece was a funny girl. She was not meant to be funny for us, but her behaviors were often making us laugh loudly. She had watched us use the mic. So when we put the blue mic before her, she immediately breaks the quietness, and begins to sing/howl often with a serious face, like she was performing onstage. The whole room is then filled with our laughter.
I appreciate the novel, the Wuxia drama and Abe for letting me know what kind of relationships attract me. I am so clear that when I read other materials, no matter how accepted certain relationship or interaction or behavior is by the mass, it just doesn't feel right to me. And of course I am clever enough to not push against those who see it as romantic or acceptable. Pushing against brings me no good. Generally speaking, alignment of both parts is the basis. And then naturally wanting to be together and co-create together by both parts is another key element. Abe express these very clearly. The couples in the novel and the drama are quite matching these. And because of the unique personalities they have, their interactions are often very pure, cute and sweet.
I like opening up. When I was reading a piece of news about how a company thrived in a foreign market, I got new thoughts. I like doing what ring my bells and knowing that all other desires related to them can manifest in my life. Because ask and it is given, no matter what it is. I don't need to explore what others like or not, what the market likes or not. However, when I open up, I understand that I just need to adjust a little, those so-called others' desires, preferences and likes can also feel good to me, so sometimes, I can deliberately explore what others like and make them aligned in my life. And actually I have been doing so for a long time. For example, I have no interest in the game my nephew likes, but I could still happily listening to him talk about them. And if needed, I would be willing to explore it in a deeper way in a certain time period. This kind of attitudinal shifts naturally happen when I think about my family members and they don't cause resistance within me. So of course I can spend some time, not very much time, exploring others' desires, preferences and likes in alignment. Why not? Of course, I would still spend the majority of my time on those ringing my bells most.
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Appreciation
12, July
I was wondering about how to pay for the monthly vip card of iqiyi. I tried using the bank card, it failed and so I decided to use wechat. And then, I discovered a discount popped up just at that moment. How interesting and "surprising!" There was a detective story coming soon, I watched the first season and got amazed by it and so I felt happy and eager to watch those two ancient detectives solve cases.
I appreciate step 1 moments for the newness it will definitely bring to my life. Sometimes, it's hard for me to appreciate and love though I want to. Then I remember: My Inner Being purely loves. And my Inner Being and all universal forces ARE helping me to fulfill this desire of loving. So there must be ways for me to re-ignite the love and I need to be patient. And also I can do experiments to see which way can work. Then I noticed that he would immediately say thank you and express appreciation when others give him something or help him in some way. Good, I find one and it can be enough for me to cultivate the appreciation until it becomes stronger and stronger.
I appreciate that I have abundant free time, lovely physical environments and the mood to pre-pave and enjoy the pre-paving. Today I listened to Abe talk about writing, acting, building and selling houses, and co-creation at a new level. I had listened to them many times before, but it's always beneficial to review them from time to time. After that, I also spent some time remembering the gist of these conversations, and reminding myself points as follows:
Nothing is more important than that I feel good now. And I want to apply this attitude towards everything, so-called big stuff and so-called trivial/small stuff. It's not possible for me to follow every detail of a trend in the society and feel good at the same time. I just need to know what ring my bells and enjoy them while knowing all related desires are well attended by my Inner Being and the Universe. When I positively expect them, they must become true; I don't need to worry, let alone fear. I don't need to follow the trend others are pursuing which I don't like. When facing two or more choices, it can be very beneficial for us to make a decision and line up with it or make it a right decision for us...
12, July
I was wondering about how to pay for the monthly vip card of iqiyi. I tried using the bank card, it failed and so I decided to use wechat. And then, I discovered a discount popped up just at that moment. How interesting and "surprising!" There was a detective story coming soon, I watched the first season and got amazed by it and so I felt happy and eager to watch those two ancient detectives solve cases.
I appreciate step 1 moments for the newness it will definitely bring to my life. Sometimes, it's hard for me to appreciate and love though I want to. Then I remember: My Inner Being purely loves. And my Inner Being and all universal forces ARE helping me to fulfill this desire of loving. So there must be ways for me to re-ignite the love and I need to be patient. And also I can do experiments to see which way can work. Then I noticed that he would immediately say thank you and express appreciation when others give him something or help him in some way. Good, I find one and it can be enough for me to cultivate the appreciation until it becomes stronger and stronger.
I appreciate that I have abundant free time, lovely physical environments and the mood to pre-pave and enjoy the pre-paving. Today I listened to Abe talk about writing, acting, building and selling houses, and co-creation at a new level. I had listened to them many times before, but it's always beneficial to review them from time to time. After that, I also spent some time remembering the gist of these conversations, and reminding myself points as follows:
Nothing is more important than that I feel good now. And I want to apply this attitude towards everything, so-called big stuff and so-called trivial/small stuff. It's not possible for me to follow every detail of a trend in the society and feel good at the same time. I just need to know what ring my bells and enjoy them while knowing all related desires are well attended by my Inner Being and the Universe. When I positively expect them, they must become true; I don't need to worry, let alone fear. I don't need to follow the trend others are pursuing which I don't like. When facing two or more choices, it can be very beneficial for us to make a decision and line up with it or make it a right decision for us...
Re: Appreciation of My Life
Appreciation
15, July
I thought some time ago, wishing that my brother sell one of his houses at a good price. Good, it just sold out at a satisfying price. So his finances immediately get better. Plus, I am glad that he is a self-made real estate agent. He learned chemistry in the university which didn't feel right when he went to work. And then he also tried to work at a bank, but 9-to-5 at desk work is not a match to his personality. He likes connecting to people. He likes making friends. He is willing to learn about houses and introducing matching houses to his customers. And he is naturally good at maintaining relationships and so people tell people tell people. His friends and old customers would bring him new customers. When I think about it, it is also a challenging job which could bring the agent the feeling of accomplishment especially when he/she successfully sells a house. One thing led to another, I remember a wonderful, interesting story that might not follow the norms about sellers:
A car seller was justing receiving a potential customer, when a street cleaner knocked at the glass door, asking for some hot water. She used hand gestures to ask him in, but he didn't--he might not understand what she meant. Looking at the customer, the girl felt a bit indecision, but then she said "excuse me," and chose her priority at that moment--she ran out, took the man in and filled his bottle with hot water. As she went back, feeling sorry that she didn't put her customer first, the customer already made the decision and bought the car from her, which made her so excited. She did what felt the most right at the moment and she also got what she wanted in the work place. Amazing!
I was reading a novel and it was so beautiful, oozing a unique vibe related to ancient times. I learned some new words which were rarely used now. I used new ways to look up them in the online dictionaries. Often they mean specific items or concepts that we would not intimately connet to now. The word can be translated into "shoes", however it is "shoes wore by specific people." Things like that. The novel consisting of many words like the above brought me to a world having existed before but still new to me--because I came into this body without memories or knowledge of that time, which is good. So the old/the past becomes new to me.
The wuxia drama has finished and still I puchased another weekly card just to enjoy the funny, lighthearted bullet screen from time to time. And then I discovered something new and beneficial: the smartphone version and computer version of the Wetv app/software work differently. And I can easily get new vip days by doing some small tasks on my phone, so I don't need to spend money continuing the vip card. Good. It's interesting to see the price difference on different platforms even though they sell the same products and services. It's so interesting that purchasing the iqiyi vip card on the phone app is much cheaper than buying it on the computer version, while they belong to the same company and offer the same results. I don't understand the mentality behind this, but I am sure to choose the cheaper one with the same quality. Why not? I can spend the extra money on other things I like. Also, for me, this kind of discoveries also feel fun to me.
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15, July
I thought some time ago, wishing that my brother sell one of his houses at a good price. Good, it just sold out at a satisfying price. So his finances immediately get better. Plus, I am glad that he is a self-made real estate agent. He learned chemistry in the university which didn't feel right when he went to work. And then he also tried to work at a bank, but 9-to-5 at desk work is not a match to his personality. He likes connecting to people. He likes making friends. He is willing to learn about houses and introducing matching houses to his customers. And he is naturally good at maintaining relationships and so people tell people tell people. His friends and old customers would bring him new customers. When I think about it, it is also a challenging job which could bring the agent the feeling of accomplishment especially when he/she successfully sells a house. One thing led to another, I remember a wonderful, interesting story that might not follow the norms about sellers:
A car seller was justing receiving a potential customer, when a street cleaner knocked at the glass door, asking for some hot water. She used hand gestures to ask him in, but he didn't--he might not understand what she meant. Looking at the customer, the girl felt a bit indecision, but then she said "excuse me," and chose her priority at that moment--she ran out, took the man in and filled his bottle with hot water. As she went back, feeling sorry that she didn't put her customer first, the customer already made the decision and bought the car from her, which made her so excited. She did what felt the most right at the moment and she also got what she wanted in the work place. Amazing!
I was reading a novel and it was so beautiful, oozing a unique vibe related to ancient times. I learned some new words which were rarely used now. I used new ways to look up them in the online dictionaries. Often they mean specific items or concepts that we would not intimately connet to now. The word can be translated into "shoes", however it is "shoes wore by specific people." Things like that. The novel consisting of many words like the above brought me to a world having existed before but still new to me--because I came into this body without memories or knowledge of that time, which is good. So the old/the past becomes new to me.
The wuxia drama has finished and still I puchased another weekly card just to enjoy the funny, lighthearted bullet screen from time to time. And then I discovered something new and beneficial: the smartphone version and computer version of the Wetv app/software work differently. And I can easily get new vip days by doing some small tasks on my phone, so I don't need to spend money continuing the vip card. Good. It's interesting to see the price difference on different platforms even though they sell the same products and services. It's so interesting that purchasing the iqiyi vip card on the phone app is much cheaper than buying it on the computer version, while they belong to the same company and offer the same results. I don't understand the mentality behind this, but I am sure to choose the cheaper one with the same quality. Why not? I can spend the extra money on other things I like. Also, for me, this kind of discoveries also feel fun to me.
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Re: Appreciation of My Life
Pre-paving
Actually repeating what I learned from abe:
My power is in the now. Life is a string of moments, and my Inner Being is guiding me step by step, moment by moment, and focusing upon my enjoying as much as I can every moment, not just the so-called desired manifestation.
When I am in alignment, in many cases, I would be naturally guided to support, help and uplift people, to be the step 2 to them, to have wonderful co-creations with them while both parts are in alignment or at least in the vicinity of alignment. When I see someone in need of help, almost always, I am not in alignment that moment, especially when I jump into "helping." My Inner Being is always purely focusing upon positive aspects and the vortex version of people I care about. When I persistently focus upon them like my Inner Being does, our co-creations would be wonderful and in some cases it would be, on the surface, that I am the giver/helper and they are the receiver, while actually we benefit from each other, because we are both in alignment or in the vicinity of alignment. It's co-creation at its best.
@Esther's story of meeting a rapper and sending him books where he might very well find the answers he was seeking. Esther was not thinking about helping specific people, but this desire is always in her Vortex. So her Inner Being guided her to receive inspiration after inspiration and then the co-creation happened. The whole process was fun.
My Inner Being ONLY focuses upon what I truly desire, what I truly like, what purely benefit me. It's that simple. The meaning of my emotinal guidance is simple too. When I feel bad, it means that my Inner Being doesn't agree with my thought now, or my Inner Being is not at all focusing upon the thing I am focusing upon now. I am focusing upon something I don't want/like while my Inner Being is focusing upon what I want/like, the desired solutions or the desired answers. Nothing is more important than that I feel good. Nothing is more important than that I feel better now, now, now. So I have the best choice: either I feel better, using any way, on this specific subject; or I focus upon other better feeling subjects. I choose to remember, that I don't need to feel good on a specific subject to manifest what I desire about it. I just can't manifest what I desire about it when I resist/push against/feel bad about it, expect that the desire is extremely strong that it makes all resistance not important. I choose to often remember that: when I MAINLY focus upon even just one good-feeling subject and feel good, all other subjects in my life would start getting well. There was such a vivid example in my life: four years ago, I was in deep depression because of certain sepcific subjects, and I got better and better and totally out of it, by mainly watching tv series which mainly felt neutral and sometimes interesting to me, for about 40 days.
Get ready to be ready to be ready. Enjoy every step on the journey no matter how trivial it seems to be. Learn to be like certain creatures such as birds who don't care about who takes the credit. As for helping/uplifting/inspiring people, feel good about what you can do and have done, no matter how subtle, knowing that you may help the people a bit in his/her earlier stage leading to alignment and that's enough. And he/she may get upliftment from a lot of uplifters along the journey. In a sense, it's a teamwork, though you may not know other uplifters. But you can appreciate this general process of people uplifting people in different stages in different manners.
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Actually repeating what I learned from abe:
My power is in the now. Life is a string of moments, and my Inner Being is guiding me step by step, moment by moment, and focusing upon my enjoying as much as I can every moment, not just the so-called desired manifestation.
When I am in alignment, in many cases, I would be naturally guided to support, help and uplift people, to be the step 2 to them, to have wonderful co-creations with them while both parts are in alignment or at least in the vicinity of alignment. When I see someone in need of help, almost always, I am not in alignment that moment, especially when I jump into "helping." My Inner Being is always purely focusing upon positive aspects and the vortex version of people I care about. When I persistently focus upon them like my Inner Being does, our co-creations would be wonderful and in some cases it would be, on the surface, that I am the giver/helper and they are the receiver, while actually we benefit from each other, because we are both in alignment or in the vicinity of alignment. It's co-creation at its best.
@Esther's story of meeting a rapper and sending him books where he might very well find the answers he was seeking. Esther was not thinking about helping specific people, but this desire is always in her Vortex. So her Inner Being guided her to receive inspiration after inspiration and then the co-creation happened. The whole process was fun.
My Inner Being ONLY focuses upon what I truly desire, what I truly like, what purely benefit me. It's that simple. The meaning of my emotinal guidance is simple too. When I feel bad, it means that my Inner Being doesn't agree with my thought now, or my Inner Being is not at all focusing upon the thing I am focusing upon now. I am focusing upon something I don't want/like while my Inner Being is focusing upon what I want/like, the desired solutions or the desired answers. Nothing is more important than that I feel good. Nothing is more important than that I feel better now, now, now. So I have the best choice: either I feel better, using any way, on this specific subject; or I focus upon other better feeling subjects. I choose to remember, that I don't need to feel good on a specific subject to manifest what I desire about it. I just can't manifest what I desire about it when I resist/push against/feel bad about it, expect that the desire is extremely strong that it makes all resistance not important. I choose to often remember that: when I MAINLY focus upon even just one good-feeling subject and feel good, all other subjects in my life would start getting well. There was such a vivid example in my life: four years ago, I was in deep depression because of certain sepcific subjects, and I got better and better and totally out of it, by mainly watching tv series which mainly felt neutral and sometimes interesting to me, for about 40 days.
Get ready to be ready to be ready. Enjoy every step on the journey no matter how trivial it seems to be. Learn to be like certain creatures such as birds who don't care about who takes the credit. As for helping/uplifting/inspiring people, feel good about what you can do and have done, no matter how subtle, knowing that you may help the people a bit in his/her earlier stage leading to alignment and that's enough. And he/she may get upliftment from a lot of uplifters along the journey. In a sense, it's a teamwork, though you may not know other uplifters. But you can appreciate this general process of people uplifting people in different stages in different manners.
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