Source Forcing Me To Do Things?

[FeelGood]

"-You could translate it in the sense that you are a victim (of fate, of circumstances, or of people, or of source...): "They did that to me"."
Victim of source?

Sure! Lots of people hate God, or Source- because they vibrate so low that they have no whiff of clarity what "pure Goodness" is. They feel as victims to it.

I agree poe, when we are able to move forward through the contrast with love , awareness and thankfulness we are no longer in a victim vibration. This allows us to live with happiness , joy and positive momentum.
It's easy to blame Source , God, ourselves or others when we are in the victim vibration. Blame is negative momentum and keeps us focused on lack.
I'm so glad there are so many ways to shift the feelings of lack so we can live a better life.
It's nice and essential to look at our lives and see what's going well and celebrate that. I'm so glad we learned how to do that and that anyone can learn to do that too.

[spiritualcookie]

"feeling not good" is something different than "doing it wrong".
One is guidance, the other is judgement.

This is an important distinction I needed to hear! Thank you!

there is a difference between understanding the theory, and LIVING it practically. It's not enough to understand things in our head. We must train them, physically, and while we do that, all kinds of fears might pop us and scare us, and then we need to soothe that, and maybe we need some time off the subject... and on and on it goes. There are hundreds of layers, sometimes. And they all want to be embraced with love.

sooo agreed!

it doesn't jive with the theory of "Understanding it- applying it in the right ways- getting the desired results- DONE."

I'd like to believe this short-manifestation route is also possible sometimes. Maybe for less complicated issues!

I've put together both our inputs to form this:

Not having our desires yet must mean
(a.) we have some resistance in place,
(b,) or not yet having enough positive momentum.
Both is possible.

And the only way to our desires is
a.) Learning to soothe resistances (which requires awareness, and conscious work) - or
b.) Trusting we will find a different path of least resistance to our goals, moving around the obstacles of our resistances.
c.) Strengthening our beliefs to what's possible for us
d.) Strengthening momentum of desires
e.) Raising our vibration - to get into the receptive mode, and to build positive momentum
f.) Being relaxed about it all, to get into the allowing, receptive mode and flow downstream towards our desires.

Ahh I love the better clarity you helped me get on this subject! Thank you!

as soon we don't like something, or we like something else BETTER, the new born preference goes as a "rocket of desire" into our Vortex. So, there is NO CHANCE that you are ever stuck with a 3. eye in your forehead that you like less than just having 2 eyes... no matter how much you appreciate it's good sides!

Because they've learned to love it? So why would it go away?

...Because there are things in your Vortex that you love even MORE!

I guess Source knows when we like one thing better than another so even if we find something to appreciate about an unwanted thing, Source will feel the vibrational difference between it and something you prefer more.

I was talking about this subject with my family today, and my brother suggested that perhaps if there's something unwanted, it may be best not to activate it at all. To get off the topic altogether. Not pushing against it; not giving it any focus or energy - to help it go away. I wonder if this inactivation will help it go away quicker than giving it focus and air-time during appreciation?

On the other hand.. if it feels good to appreciate something... I wouldn't want to limit any chances at feeling good ~

I guess it depends whether the positive appreciation that is wrapped up with something unwanted, triggers / activates something that is best not activated.

You know, I noticed that whenever I do my appreciation for my health, saying "I appreciate I feel stronger today" - I often accidentally activate the opposite end of the stick and feel heartburn in response to writing this appreciative statement! It just reminds me of "I feel stronger than when I feel BAD" - and it activates the heartburn. So for me, I think it's best not to appreciate feeling stronger! Because at least right now, I find that I can't do it without activating the other end of the stick!
This isn't to say that this is what happens to everyone though - I'm sure it's different depending on the person.

[Paradise-on-Earth]

I agree poe, when we are able to move forward through the contrast with love , awareness and thankfulness we are no longer in a victim vibration. This allows us to live with happiness , joy and positive momentum.
It's easy to blame Source , God, ourselves or others when we are in the victim vibration. Blame is negative momentum and keeps us focused on lack.
I'm so glad there are so many ways to shift the feelings of lack so we can live a better life.
It's nice and essential to look at our lives and see what's going well and celebrate that. I'm so glad we learned how to do that and that anyone can learn to do that too.

...so agreed!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

This is an important distinction I needed to hear! Thank you!

it doesn't jive with the theory of "Understanding it- applying it in the right ways- getting the desired results- DONE."

I'd like to believe this short-manifestation route is also possible sometimes. Maybe for less complicated issues!

Oh, that's true. You are right. It comes when you are so trained that you are certain about it, when you really "get it". Then, you are a master on the topic and even playful with it, and then it's instant!

I've put together both our inputs to form this:

Not having our desires yet must mean
(a.) we have some resistance in place,
(b,) or not yet having enough positive momentum.
Both is possible.

And the only way to our desires is
a.) Learning to soothe resistances (which requires awareness, and conscious work) - or
b.) Trusting we will find a different path of least resistance to our goals, moving around the obstacles of our resistances.
c.) Strengthening our beliefs to what's possible for us
d.) Strengthening momentum of desires
e.) Raising our vibration - to get into the receptive mode, and to build positive momentum
f.) Being relaxed about it all, to get into the allowing, receptive mode and flow downstream towards our desires.

Ahh I love the better clarity you helped me get on this subject! Thank you!

Thank YOU for drawing it from/through me... great questions are such fun!

I guess Source knows when we like one thing better than another so even if we find something to appreciate about an unwanted thing, Source will feel the vibrational difference between it and something you prefer more.

Yes, and also, "loving something" and "desiring something" are not necessarily the same thing. In your Vortex is what you DESIRE. Which, also, doesn't need to be still absent... you can desire ONGOING abundance, STEADY peace, a LONGTERM relationship where you really desire your mate each day new...

I was talking about this subject with my family today, and my brother suggested that perhaps if there's something unwanted, it may be best not to activate it at all. To get off the topic altogether. Not pushing against it; not giving it any focus or energy - to help it go away. I wonder if this inactivation will help it go away quicker than giving it focus and air-time during appreciation?

On the other hand.. if it feels good to appreciate something... I wouldn't want to limit any chances at feeling good ~

I guess it depends whether the positive appreciation that is wrapped up with something unwanted, triggers / activates something that is best not activated.

As you say yourself, each situation is different, and sometimes you are drawn to the one and sometimes to the other, while it's all good!
I am with you, I, too, don't want to "limit the chances of feeling good". But I don't need the gamble (sometimes) of unneccessarily falling off the wheel either!

You know, I noticed that whenever I do my appreciation for my health, saying "I appreciate I feel stronger today" - I often accidentally activate the opposite end of the stick and feel heartburn in response to writing this appreciative statement! It just reminds me of "I feel stronger than when I feel BAD" - and it activates the heartburn.

I hear you, I must be very careful with such sentences, as well. It's a bit as Abe said about the word "Freedom", it might activate "freedom from BONDAGE" more than the true emotion of FREEDOM... (and according to Abe, this happens to many people with the words "Money", "God", "Power" and "Love". They activate the absence in most).

It helps me to play around with the sentence: To *me*, it would feel better when I would phrase "I love strength. I love how I grow stronger. Feeling strong feels like being capable... it feels powerful. It feels lively!" (etc). I try to keep those affirmations in a very natural form, as I would talk to a friend. When the sentences become too constructed, they feel burdensome and as "work" to me.

So for me, I think it's best not to appreciate feeling stronger! Because at least right now, I find that I can't do it without activating the other end of the stick!
This isn't to say that this is what happens to everyone though - I'm sure it's different depending on the person.

Certainly! Everyone is at a different point and has different preferences and paths of least resistances... It is so very wise to really follow your unique inner emotional guidance about ALL OF THIS, and in each day new...

[FloatingBoat]

POE, do you think your example of COPD is also the result of certain vibrational things going on? a manifestation of an active resistance of some kind?

My take on things happening has shifted big times, since I really try to live by Abe's teachings.
In the beginning (or even before knowing Abe), I thought:
"When you do things right, you will get the stuff and circumstances you desire- straight and fast, and that's it."

I still think that is true to some degree (you WILL get what you are a match to) but there is sooo much more to all of this.
There is a quote about a student asking the master, what meditation gives us. The master answers: "Nothing. But it takes away the fear of illness, getting old and dying." That is, at least, what happened to me on my journey... not because I meditated. But because I took EVERYTHING that happened as a gift on my journey to what I truly want.

...Abe lead me to understand that we humans often have no clue what we REALLY want. It begins with the fact that there are myriads of tiny details in our Vortexes that we either have forgotten about or suppressed wanting... but they still match our hearts desires, and together with many many more desires, they work as ingrediences for cakes (as Abe have explained). So, we (maybe) still recall that we have desired eggs and butter and sugar and flour... but we forgot that we have put spices into our Vortex as well, and a certain love for specific form of cake or an icing. Source, though, remembers ALL our desires. The big ones and the seemingly tiny and "insignificant" ones just as well. Source knows HOW we like our "cakes" and when and with whom. And when our vibe is right, we get cakes that blow us away in their beauty and perfection and yumminess- in just the perfect setting and time.

Abe say, we have put it ALL ITV, but the mixing and preparing and the delivery is sources job. Sometimes, there are some ingrediences missing to the "cake" we really want- and so, source brings us into situations where we REALLY desire the amount of (maybe still missing) ingredient. And when we went thorugh this desire-sparking part of life, the "cake" that came from it is SO WORTH IT. ...I hope I don't lose my audience, in using the analogy...

The bottom line is: This is NOT about "doing things right or wrong". It is about source and human (as sources extension who is able to come up with new desires so much better than source itself)- CO-CREATING new things, that have never before been. It is about the joy and satisfaction of realizing new desires, the journey of becoming a match and the "orgasmic" coming-into-alignment... ALL of it is part of it! Step 1, step 2 and step 3!

So, to answer your question: OF COURSE, my COPD is an outcome of my vibration, and my specific desires and resistances. As EVERY circumstance in my life is!
It is an indicator of what I'm doing and where I am in regards to my true desires, and it is a stepping stone to teach- and train me into more of what I want. It is CERTAINLY something that I learned is FOR me.

So, to give some more insights in my personal situation, here is a big resistance that I hold:
-I was (and still am in some significant ways) deeply ingrained in the old paradigm of thinking that "my worth would depend on how useful I am for the society. So- the more and the faster I work, the more worthy I am. And, vice versa, when I am a lazy bum, when I am slow, when I am not helpful, I am not worthy of living."

My desire was (as far as I am already aware of) to explore a life of true freedom, joy and "true unique Paradise"- NO MATTER of hard or fast work, and to master this in Alignment and then, teach it to those who are interested, "by my example" (as Abe put it).

So, I lived -until I was about 45, a life with very split energy- on the one hand working extremely hard until I got a burnout, and not finding spiritual/mental satisfaction until I got depressed. WHILE I knew that life should be easier and more (self-)loving and happy. Other people's needs where always more important to me than mine: And so, I used almost all my time and capability to do what others desired me to do, and help others to fulfill their dreams. Which are beautiful things, but not to this extent. Then I found Abe, and slowly, I could release my fear that felt literally life-threatening, of not working hard enough. A major breakdown forced me to stop sitting on the fence, finally, in one fell-swoop.
= Without this breakdown, and the COPD that the doctors found out about afterwards, I might still not dare to live "slow and lazy and explore FINALLY what *I* care about first and foremost". Thank you for having knocked me out, and given me rest and TIME and all needed excuses, COPD!

I got mocked a lot for "obviously doing things wrong", (certainly a result of having believed in "needing to do things "right" for so long). While I also knew the teachings about love and joy and ease, I tried SO HARD (do you have a guess already how this might turn out?) to apply them "right". Finally I gave up trying to explain to others, and became (unconditionally) happy just being happy. And in that time, Abe "invented" step 5- where you still love yourself while you are in step 1 (what most people would call "doing things wrong"). I had figured it out BEFORE! Love and Joy rank SO much higher than "doing things right"!
= I learned to UNCONDITIONALLY love and value myself. Feels sooooo much better than not!

...Maybe I took much too much time getting happy.
Maybe I still do things completely "wrong" (otherwise I would be magically healthy, incredibly beautiful and fantastically rich, right?)
Maybe there are others who do it "right" much better and faster than me, but I don't care, as this is no race, and I can only do what I am capable of doing.
But certainly, I have a charmed awesome life, with which I am so VERY happy, since several years now... "I am eternally incomplete" (-Abe) and hope that I will have many more decades to live a life in fantastic miraculous health (and fantastic abundance), but really... if I would drop dead today, I would be so thankful for what was.
= I learned to not hunt through my life anymore, but to be UNCONDITIONALLY, solidly, peacefully "satisfied where I am and eager for more", in every moment and step on my way. This takes off the painful edge of almost everything or maybe, LITERALLY everything?

Do you think once this resistance is cleaned up the COPD will maybe magically disappear?

My doctor says, COPD is uncurable, but I don't believe that. So: I think so, yes! While probably not "magically" (while I wouldn't mind) but, more, step by step...?

I like what Lemon said:

My favorite thing I remember hearing is that things usually change in degrees rather than over night.

I have "cleaned up" so many resistances already- -each one has made my life so much better. But I don't dare any prognosis about "when I'm done". Maybe never! And that is OK!
I am VERY satisfied anyway, so I am A-OK with it lingering and reminding me about what still is to do. And, I must admit: IT IS SUCH FUN to be pushed by my sons along the aisles of the grocery-shops in a race with my daughter, who pushes a stroller! My grandsons just LOVE to sit in my lap when we drive with the electrical wheelchair through the city! And it is so wonderful lazy to not be bored to death by walking (I NEVER liked to walk or to even hike!!) or to be pushed in a cargo-bike, while all others must pedal, just enjoying the ride, the wind in my hair....

What I also know is, that in the last 10 years
-DH and I quadrupled our income (even I don't earn at all- and I don't have to!) and keep fulfilling more and more of our very dear desires.
-my doctors are in amazement that the COPD doesn't get worse as it "should"- actually, I "ought" at this time to not be able to walk on my own anymore, and be reliant on oxygen all the time- which I indeed don't need at all. I live in the 1. story of our house, climb the stairs on my own, and do most of my housework myself.

So... I want it ALL. But all in good timing- and I leave that to source, while my job is solely, to be happy!

Poe i am so thankful that you speaking about your copd. It gives hope for my own issues with diseases and mental illness Problems. I know that we Recover step by step and come back to our wonderful natural physical and psychic well-being. I realize that everything what we call disease is attracted by us with our vibrational offering and that nothing is out of our hands. We can change everything and your handling witj your copd is inspiring, you are not in a state of "go away go away", not in a state of Lack, you take all good of it, make peace with it and see yourself as healthy and observe the unfolding. You are in a state of believing, expecting, joy on your way and so your copd disappears step by step.

This inspires me so much. You are a beautiful, wonderful being. And i wish i could communicate with you about all your blessing and deep knowing about abraham and how you transform your life in that wonderful fairytale

I am on the beginning of this journey, but with the knowing that i can be in absolute alignment with my inner being makes me so happy.

[FloatingBoat]

I'd like to believe this short-manifestation route is also possible sometimes. Maybe for less complicated issues!

I think it is always when we are expecting it, and have absolute no resistance with the manifestation. So i think it is always a good idea to start with the less complicated issues.

So we realize and feel our Power and can go on with the bigger issues knowing that we just have to train our vibrational offering. Like poe and abraham said "nothing can go wrong", feeling not good is not our Fault, it is just our way to the better-feeling place, where everything we want is there. It doesn't matter how long this path is, because this path will never end. And step by step our life gets better and better and we are more in alignment with who we really are and who we have become.

Unconditional love Power

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Poe i am so thankful that you speaking about your copd. It gives hope for my own issues with diseases and mental illness Problems. I know that we Recover step by step and come back to our wonderful natural physical and psychic well-being. I realize that everything what we call disease is attracted by us with our vibrational offering and that nothing is out of our hands. We can change everything and your handling witj your copd is inspiring, you are not in a state of "go away go away", not in a state of Lack, you take all good of it, make peace with it and see yourself as healthy and observe the unfolding. You are in a state of believing, expecting, joy on your way and so your copd disappears step by step.

This inspires me so much. You are a beautiful, wonderful being. And i wish i could communicate with you about all your blessing and deep knowing about abraham and how you transform your life in that wonderful fairytale

I am on the beginning of this journey, but with the knowing that i can be in absolute alignment with my inner being makes me so happy.

I am SO glad it helps you!! What a beautiful thing, when my journey can inspire an other!!

...We have to find our own unique ways of looking at things, and of soothing, but it CERTAINLY is doable, and it ABSOLUTELY can be a fantastic ride. Actually, it is SUPPOSED to be fun! In EVERY circumstance, no matter how bad it may look on the one side, there is ALWAYS the other side where there is the joy and the ease and the glory and triumph of the WANTED!

Wishing you a ride where you can see and enjoy this more, every day. Somewhen, it will be easy and a joyful ride, and then, it is almost no issue anymore, and then, in the next steps, it will be "done".

[Paradise-on-Earth]

I think it is always when we are expecting it, and have absolute no resistance with the manifestation. So i think it is always a good idea to start with the less complicated issues.

So we realize and feel our Power and can go on with the bigger issues knowing that we just have to train our vibrational offering. Like poe and abraham said "nothing can go wrong", feeling not good is not our Fault, it is just our way to the better-feeling place, where everything we want is there. It doesn't matter how long this path is, because this path will never end. And step by step our life gets better and better and we are more in alignment with who we really are and who we have become.

Unconditional love Power

Exactly!!

[FloatingBoat]

Poe i am so thankful that you speaking about your copd. It gives hope for my own issues with diseases and mental illness Problems. I know that we Recover step by step and come back to our wonderful natural physical and psychic well-being. I realize that everything what we call disease is attracted by us with our vibrational offering and that nothing is out of our hands. We can change everything and your handling witj your copd is inspiring, you are not in a state of "go away go away", not in a state of Lack, you take all good of it, make peace with it and see yourself as healthy and observe the unfolding. You are in a state of believing, expecting, joy on your way and so your copd disappears step by step.

This inspires me so much. You are a beautiful, wonderful being. And i wish i could communicate with you about all your blessing and deep knowing about abraham and how you transform your life in that wonderful fairytale

I am on the beginning of this journey, but with the knowing that i can be in absolute alignment with my inner being makes me so happy.

I am SO glad it helps you!! What a beautiful thing, when my journey can inspire an other!!

...We have to find our own unique ways of looking at things, and of soothing, but it CERTAINLY is doable, and it ABSOLUTELY can be a fantastic ride. Actually, it is SUPPOSED to be fun! In EVERY circumstance, no matter how bad it may look on the one side, there is ALWAYS the other side where there is the joy and the ease and the glory and triumph of the WANTED!

Wishing you a ride where you can see and enjoy this more, every day. Somewhen, it will be easy and a joyful ride, and then, it is almost no issue anymore, and then, in the next steps, it will be "done".

every contrast is an opportunity. a note. a call from the source. We can relax into this lightness and let ourselves drift downstream.

thank you for your great wishes. it makes my heart happy and makes me shine. We follow the light, the lightness and the love. and wrapped in this power that creates worlds, everything we desire is available to us. Everything is there vibrationally. we just have to let it in.

And just as I have my own path, which will be joyful and exciting, your journey will be fantastic and along the way you will see everything unfold in such a way that it will be for your best.

I thank you for your existence
and your presence of joy and lightness. When I read your posts a light ignites in my heart and I start to take this joy into my day.

My healer, alternative practitioner, died and I switched from sadness to a state of openness and gratitude, death is not the end, but just the beginning and I thought of her wonderful nature with joy. There are always so many more thoughts of love and connection and sometimes a relationship can become deeper as one person makes their transition into the non-physical.

I feel your love and connection and that helps me to align myself more and more with my inner being

thank you all

[Paradise-on-Earth]

every contrast is an opportunity. a note. a call from the source. We can relax into this lightness and let ourselves drift downstream.

thank you for your great wishes. it makes my heart happy and makes me shine. We follow the light, the lightness and the love. and wrapped in this power that creates worlds, everything we desire is available to us. Everything is there vibrationally. we just have to let it in.

And just as I have my own path, which will be joyful and exciting, your journey will be fantastic and along the way you will see everything unfold in such a way that it will be for your best.

I thank you for your existence
and your presence of joy and lightness. When I read your posts a light ignites in my heart and I start to take this joy into my day.

My healer, alternative practitioner, died and I switched from sadness to a state of openness and gratitude, death is not the end, but just the beginning and I thought of her wonderful nature with joy. There are always so many more thoughts of love and connection and sometimes a relationship can become deeper as one person makes their transition into the non-physical.

I feel your love and connection and that helps me to align myself more and more with my inner being

thank you all

Thank you for your beautiful, loving acknowledgement! I appreciate it deeply!

I "translate" the fact that your former healer and practicioner has made her transition as a sign, that you are, indeed, now able to go further without her. Which doesn't mean that you would EVER "be on your own". According to Abe, we all have countless helpers, guides, "angels" and wise energy-beings with us, prepaving our paths, clearing the road so to speak, and able to "hold" and even "carry" you through especially rough patches. The question is only, are you in vibrational vicinity to "get" them and their help?

When you are emitting the vibe in which you are writing here, you certainly will be able to "get" them. Every step along your way.

I am on the beginning of this journey, but with the knowing that i can be in absolute alignment with my inner being makes me so happy.

No, you are not "at the beginning". You show all signs of a person on their path of mastery. You are willing, heart-open, eager and very wise already. This is your master-class, and while OF COURSE you are "eternally incomplete" and there will always be new challenges (without more step 1, our life would end). But this will be quite easy for you, as I see it!

Have fun, take it easy, ENJOY!!