I love to be satisfied. And I love to be eager for more!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

The birds are singing outside of my window, and the sun is shining...
the sunlight is so uplifting!

Nice work! I love it and that sunny bird scene sure does FEEL satisfying even just imagining it

Awww, thank you!
And, so nice to "see" you again!!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."(Abe)
...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 12

I decided to have FUN:
And I have it!!! I feel soooo eager!!
I just finished my last rampage about New Zealand, and I realized that so many desires about travel are located THERE. I did not know!! I sooo love the fun of exploring the globe- until now,stillmostly virtually, but that is sooo fascinating already!!!
Some years ago, I realllly was not big about travel.I had so much other things to do that had me eager and passionate and intensely focused.And now, this is shifting, and I explore life in a totally different way, now! It is sooooo much fun!!

My oldest son is here to fix his car, with his brother, and the both boys have so much mischief and teasing in mind. I laugh all day. SO MUCH FUN!! I feel so thankful. i feel so blessed. I am so satisfied-oh, and EAGER for more!!

THANK YOU, THANK YOU LIFE!!!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."(Abe)
...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 13

I decided to have FUN:
And I get this concept so much deeper every day!
I just wrote a post about inspiration and motivation. The misunderstanding about motivation and "leaving the comfort zone" (!!!) is such a deep running one! It is as if we all had been poisoned!

We got thought that what feels bad is our best path: working hard, paying with blood sweat and tears for success would be virtuous.
The term "Comfort Zone" became a cussword.
Paddling upstream would be right, and flowing downstream would be lazy and ignorant.
And feeling good would be lazy and probably belong to the devil...

I am soooo proud of me to have realized it (with Abes help!!) And I'm even prouder to have walked my talk, since all my life... (well, mostly)

I so enjoy having fun! It took me some time, but I learned to be gloriously lazy, and to no longer club me over the head for never wanting to leave my comfort zone!!

Thank you, thank you Abe!!


If we would stand in your physical shoes...we would be LAZY.

Abe

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."(Abe)
...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 14

I decided to have FUN:
And I SO enjoy my plans for an AWESOME dream-vacation in next year!
I had so much fun with looking at the clip of the vacation, and pulling out photos, and researching the cities and places, the history and the food, the traditions and the things we have to work out.

I was thrilled to book the flights (and even somehow enjoyed the contrast when they wrote DH's name wrong and I had to care for getting a new accurate ticket, puh!!). I am thrilled to search the perfect hotel for the first station, and I am also thrilled to organize all timelines. I am in awe about the lodge that the flying-school picked (it is a hanggliding-vacation!) SO beautiful! So amazing in it's location!! I must tweak myself when I think about what we will experience!

Oh, and I had SO much fun 2 days ago when the sun came out (for a very short visit) and all our landscapes were glowing in gold and orange and dark red! I so love autumn! I LOVE to have fun!!!

I so love to cook dinner for my son and my man, and that we always eat it while we have such beautiful, fun, fascinating conversations!
I so love that my daughter came by and helped me clean, and we had so much fun, and laughter!
FUN. I only want to have fun!! Fun is so lively, so light, so wonderful! THANK YOU, FUN!!!









Pictures from my surrounding landscapes

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."(Abe)
...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 14

I decided to have FUN:
And I have it! I laughed out loud when I just now saw the typo of "Abraham Hick" on the left quote!
I have so much fun in all the intense and sometimes scared time of pulling together our amazing dream-vacation- and I enjoy even more to straighten out my energy about it all, again and again.
I have so much fun in KNOWING that I have all the money that it takes in my bank account!
I have so much fun in feeling RICH.
I have so much fun, to share my joy with my family! I have SO much fun with bathing in their love and shared joyful expectation!!
I have joyful bolts of expactation. I expect SO MUCH AWESOME GOODNESS!

And, I also know (to speak with Abes words) : "Moving-in-day never feels as good!!"
In the expecting of a big dream, as soon I drop my doubts, lies the GREATEST FUN OF ALL.
It is soooo delicious to dream without doubt!
It is soo wonderful to have a pure, joyful vibe towards something that you want so much.
Relief, the moment where your resistance falls by the wayside, there is this amazing rush of JOY.

I LOVE feeling it!!
I LOVE dropping the resistances and realizing it completely aware and consciously! I "just" enjoy LIVING. I "just" enjoy this pure, easy, not yearning Fun.
I FEEL SO BLESSED!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."(Abe)
...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 15

I decided to have FUN.
I experience fun in ideas that come to me: Yesterday, my son shared his desire to drive really old, classic cars as everyday-drivers. This sounds as FUN to me! It feels special. It feels interesting. It feels outside of the box! It feels adventurous. It feels cool! It feels like a very special lifestyle... and it gives me (and I know that, as I already have driven many iconic classic cars) special experiences that are so... unique. lively. INTERESTING. Tangible. Worth doing it!!!

I am thankful for this experiences that I have under my belt! I am thankful to have come so far. I am yearning and ipatient,sometimes-when I focus in the wrong direction: I GET IT! It was SO worth it to try that out to simply KNOW, now!! Now, I almost feel invincible. I know the answers to all questions as it simply breaks down to Abes 1 answer: GET HAPPY. I feel wise.And, I also feel very human, and that is a beautiful thing. I came here to live Paradise down to Earth, and to embrace Earth as such a beloved, incredibly beautiful playing field: Nothing serious is going on, when I look from the right angle.And also, my heart is glowing in love and appreciation!

As Abe say, ITV in a physical body: This is the best of all worlds. And when I'm within a cabriolet- it's even better!
I am so satisfied with what life has given me in so many ways. And, I am sooo eager for more! I am eager for fulfillment beyond my wildest dreams. I am eager for FUN, joy, fulfillment, satisfaction and FUN- have I said FUN? FUN, FUN!!!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."(Abe)
...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 16

I decided to have FUN.
I realize, when I'm having fun, little issues dissolve instantly! "Making fun" in the right way, without ill intent, is HEALING. It is soothing. It shows us "the other side". Really the Universe "works FAST" with fun!!

I so love knowing this! I love to have observed this, over and over and over- and I learned to use it, mostly pretty well! I am proud about it!
I enjoy so much to know how to pull it off. I love how secure this makes me feel. I love how souvereign this feels. I am thankful to have trained since I was a child! I am thankful for all the comedians in my life. To all those who KNOW and are lighthearted! I LOVE all those who cleared the way and gave me such awesome examples by their own examples! I SO LOVE to be an Enneagram -7!

I so love that this 7'ens are so plentiful in my family and in my surrounding. What's not to love in a 7?
I feel so satisfied!! And I am EAGER for more!!!!! THANK YOU, THANK YOU LIFE and fun and joy and happyness!!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."(Abe)
...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 17

I decided to have FUN.
I ordered a program yesterday- it felt sooo "reasonable". Today I canceled it (never before did I do that!). BECAUSE IT WAS NO FUN.
The more I read about what I would do there (which was not clear when I ordered), the more I gathered green dots in my face (so to speak!). I LOVE that not only my "hell yes-es" become clearer and more often, my "hell no's" become clearer, as well!!

NO,I did not come to "eat bowls of worms" as Abe once have put it!!! Neither do I need to eat tons of rice or beans or even seitan. I HATE THEM ALL!!! Nor, sprinkle LOADS of intense spices over my food. Yuck. I KNOW what I like, in this regard, too! I am open to new things, but after having tried them, I KNOW what I do NOT like, and no matter how long proven it might be, how healthy, how "necessary" to get what I want in the end- I feel in every bone when I do not want it. And, it is such pleasure to treasure my bodies impulses and decisions!!

It feels sooo good to treasure my body. To embrace it's wisdom.To follow it's guidance, and TRUST it!
I never had thought about it that taking the path of MY unique least resistance (or even better: MY unique path of most fun!) is so much more -FUN!!!- than not choosing it. Again, it is about the small steps. Finding my path, by feeling out what is relief, or even fun- NOW NOW NOW.



I cancelled a specific youtube channel yesterday night. It was so INTERESTING. It was about psychics who had such interesting "insider informations" that sheeples don't get.It was a bit about... feeling boosted. But, really, it did NOT feel good, in it's core. AT ALL. I guess, conspiracy theories would be the best description... Again, I am open to think the new. But after having thought and felt it I KNOW HOW I WANT TO FEEL!!! And that knot in my stomach is not it!!

...But, when I don't follow the warnings, that might bite me??
...When I don't do what the warners would advice, I might suffer from the consequences??? BUT WHEN IT DOESN'T FEEL GOOD OR AS FUN- I am having misery for sure!! ...NOW!

It is not that easy to choose joy and lighthearted fun over bracing myself and digging into fear!
It feels as turning my back to the shadow-wolves of panic.
But as soon I trust my joy, the fear dissolves.
As soon I choose (!) Fun and Ease and sweet Trust, I am out of all danger zones. And THAT is what all the warners miss.

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."(Abe)
...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 18

I decided to have FUN.
I enjoyed today applying for a severly handicapped license.
It was fun to stop holding back the blessing, that could be mine! I could park in better parking spots and gain back some freedom!
It was fun to feel adventurous.
It was fun to stop carrying it all by myself!
It was fun to let fall my resistances by the wayside and ask for this really helpful opportunities.
It was fun to finally feel worthy of it!
It was fun to draw some soothing conditions from this!
It IS fun to stop doubting!
It is fun to look forwards to it all being very very easy!
It is FUN- joyful, delightful respect towards myself. HONORING what is my "reality", instead of playing small. Now, it feels so easy! Now, instead of feeling as a loser, or even a conwoman, I am proud on how far I came!!
It feels as really joyful, and very satisfied to see, how incredibly I helped myself already, when nobody did other than DH.

I turned the "room around", tonight. I KNEW there was this opportunity. I KNEW, it was almost a certainty: And that felt soooo good. It was fun to do it, ALL the time!! I am darn good at this! I live step 5, so much,so often. I had no doubt at all. I KNEW. I am proud!!

I may be PROUD. I am satisfied, and eager for more of this!!
I may ENJOY my contrast!!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."(Abe)
...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 19

I decided to have FUN.
I had sooo much fun yesterday, bragging!!
An old "friend" dropped by (as she always does)- popping in as a bouncing off the walls love-tank, asking all sorts of how we are, what we've done in the ("how LONG it has been!!") last decade, drawing deep musings... and then after you gave it your "all" to her, she pops out without any sort of feedback or revealing even the slightest thing of herself- and then is gone for the next years. Which is fine in it's own way, but I wouldn't call that friendship... well, and this time, I decided to use her to MY advantage!

I pulled off a bragging session, that served me soooo well! I answered in a way of "my car, my house, my spouse"... or better said, I rampaged about our wonderful family, and what we do together and how incredibly I enjoy it, and where we have been in Europe and in all of the world, and what kind of adventures we enjoyed, and how much I love my life. It felt AWESOME!!! I knew it was a hair-blowing-back experience for her, no playing small even the slightest, no bushel over my light at all... and I DID NOT CARE!!!

I felt SO BLESSED in speaking it out loud, and hearing and feeling and sorting it into awesome piles... literally, counting my blessings.
I should do that more often! I should NEVER care if others can deal with my greatness, and are envious about my achievements. I should expect them to enjoy my joy, and wish me even more! And if they don't do that- good riddance!!

Being bold and light and intense and not holding back feels so good. IT IS SO MUCH FUN! Thank you, thank you "friend"! THANK YOU; LIFE!!!!