YEEEESSSSS!!!
In the end, it ALWAYS works out and I am thankful for all of it! I even guess, sometimes we still might want to poke at crap with a stick, for just a little while.
But... after 60 years of drama I now am finally ready to really choose love, and so much more ease, more fun, more nice tea-times, more bright-eyed, bushy-tailed happiness...!! It's SO much more fun!