I love to be satisfied. And I love to be eager for more!

[Tara]

Beautiful

This reminded my friend, she met her ex just a few months ago and he asked how she is doing, she said not sure what hit her but she started bragging and making everything look even in more brighter colours. We work together, the way she presented our work even I felt in awe

I still have tendency to speak more down than brag up… somehow it’s very cultural and embedded in me, even thought in my mind I work on better feeling stories.

In reality, I did meet people who were always exaggerating things and truly they ended up with the better things in life… a skill to learn and well done on you POE. One day it will not feel like bragging but the most natural thing to say like I went to buy a coffee and you will be surprised for people taking you for bragging

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Beautiful

This reminded my friend, she met her ex just a few months ago and he asked how she is doing, she said not sure what hit her but she started bragging and making everything look even in more brighter colours. We work together, the way she presented our work even I felt in awe

I still have tendency to speak more down than brag up… somehow it’s very cultural and embedded in me, even thought in my mind I work on better feeling stories.

In reality, I did meet people who were always exaggerating things and truly they ended up with the better things in life… a skill to learn and well done on you POE. One day it will not feel like bragging but the most natural thing to say like I went to buy a coffee and you will be surprised for people taking you for bragging

...oh THANK YOU!! This feels so good, as well!
YES, this is me, also. In the beginning, it was even hard for me to rampage here, on Forum, as I had a long training from envious people who always accused me of bragging... doing my work here openly helped me so much already to get over it! I don't mean "lying", or zooming stuff up-but just enjoying- and making words about what-is! It's crazy, isn't it!? Let's get over this!! ...To be true, I didn't come across envy a LONG time. Maybe I'm doing better in this regard than I thought!?

Thank you a ton!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."(Abe)
...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 20

I decided to have FUN.
I had fun... well, maybe not really FUN, but joyful thankfulness, when the woman I wrote about yesterday, ANSWERED my explanation why we are not in closer friendship!

-It made me feel a bit meek. She excused for not having been aware! She understood, and excused also for having disappointing me in the past... and she asked if I would be interested in a deeper connection. Wow. And she shared about her life... I feel thankful. I feel that I now feel compassion. I look a bit through her eyes now, and I feel relief. As I really liked her. I would love to be friendly with her, no matter if we are a great match for longer stretches of life... but wouldn't it be fun, to connect in some years and really "touch"-and then also feel free to not touch in years again? I have this exact relationship with another woman who I call fullheartedly my FRIEND! Yes, FUN can come through several doors! It belongs into freedom and also openness and a happy heart, no matter what... understanding this deeper, and letting go of my resistances, feels as TRUE fun!

I am having such happy, eager fun by pondering to fly into Madrid, the capital of Spain, at my birthday, for a weekend with DH!

It feels RICH. It feels awesome!! It feels calling. It feels sweet! It feels adventurous. It feels bold!
But I am not really sure, yet. It is FUN to have such amazing options, being fully able to have it all!!
It is FUN to feel this freedom.
It is FUN, to feel so rich that it is solely a matter of choosing if I like going there better, than staying here, now, at this time!
That really feels amazing!

I am thankful. I feel so aware. I feel blessed. I feel curious. I feel thankful.I feel grown up! I feel so capable. I feel eager for MORE- while I'm soooooo satisfied, peaceful and relaxed, cozy and lazy here!

THANK YOU, LIFE.






Madrid/ Spain....

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."
(Abe)

...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 21

I decided to have FUN.
I decide to drop what I can't change, here and now, and simply TRUST that it all will level itself out, as soon I step out of the way!
Someone sent a parcel to me (so the carrier said) and it was delivered (so they say) but nothing is here. And the automatic messenger drives me crazy. AI is a dumb as the ones that programmed it!!

I decide to drop it, as this is no fun.
I care for having a good time, and I allow the stream to carry me. I decide to trust. I decide that everything is well! I decide that, when God needs me stepping in, I will be clearly invited. I decide this will be FUN! I decide that I drop everything that feels off, as I am not of service, in this case. I float on my stream, joyfully carried, in the perfect timing, and the perfect way. ALL IS WELL!

I just wanna have fun! I just wanna have fun. Easy, loving, happy, joyful, sweet, light wonderful, healing FUN!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."
(Abe)

...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 22

I decided to have FUN.
I decide to drop what I feel as arrogance and respectlessness! I CAN DROP IT, and I do!
That feels awesome. It feels free! Just because people are disaligned, I do not need to share them. May they choose misery, and may they mock the happy ones: I don't need to share their pity party.

It feels soooo free, to have tried to soothe or empower them, and not having succeeded, to TURN AROUND.
It feels liberating to remember Abe's stories of people on different discs NOT UNDERSTANDING EACH OTHER. It just doesn't work.
All my life I tried to help, to explain and to reach out my hands... and it rarely worked. Now I know, when I don't feel inspired, it is not my pie.

I relax and let it go!
I LOVE MY LIFE where I usually "reside", in love and peace and freedom. I embrace my love and peace and freedom! I enjoy my love and peace and freedom-and my power, my clarity, my FUN!

I "worked for it" harder than for everything else and I cherish them more than anything else.So precious.So wonderful.So light.So meaningful! So clarifying. SO HAPPY! SUCH FUN!!!

Thank you, life!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."
(Abe)

...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 23

I decided to have FUN! And today, the sun is shining!!!! ...since 10 days we only had high fog, an incredibly WHITE sky, all the time... and now, it's all golden and red and sunny. SUNNY!!! Even while driving through a forest. It feels as magic. It feels as an incredible gift! It feels soooo good!!! After our breakfast-picnic, we stayed outside and did some work in the front garden on the south-side of the house... oh, the sun.The LIGHT.The smell of moist soil. the tiny white clouds in the sky... I am so happy!!!



And then, I DECIDED, on purpose (!!), to allow a good feeling vibe about my grandsons....
Because, the 3 little rascals had tried to open a sun-roof in one of our cars, without knowing how to do it. BUT they where strong. And then, they pulled the keys of 4 cars of our sons, that where stored in the cars because they all have disconnected batteries, as they all need restauration and are stored all over our property. WITH the keys... so that they can easily be pushed to another place. SIGH. At least, my son thought that would be a great idea- until the boys decided they could hide the keys under rocks, or drown them in the rain-barrel...

I never before had heard my husband yell so loud! And I was close to doing the same. ...The boys needed to check all the dry leaves (as they had claimed one key would be in there, too), push over the barrel and dig the key up from the wet debris on the bottom, and turn around ALL rocks until the last key was found... and they also missed their Halloween sweets. We all where mad as hell. BUT... that's no fun.

"Forgive- not necessarily because the other one deserves forgiveness, but because YOU deserve it!"

-Abe

Well, it anyways is a better idea, imo, to pull the keys and lock the doors of the cars! That's fun! (At least, I think so)
I WANT to think that they will turn out wonderfully, instead of worrying about them- and what might happen next. :that is much more fun, than not!
Their punishment helped us to get a nice and clean front yard that's REALLY fun!!!
In ten years, we will all laugh about that. Just like when we remember that their uncle buttered the dog, seasoned him with LOTS of curry powder and lovingly decorated the whole creation with thousands of accurately ripped apart pieces of aluminium foil. WHAT FUN that was!!! (after bathing the dog!!)

[spiritualcookie]

oh my! Children do the funniest things sometimes! I'm sure it made perfect sense to them at the time while they were playing, until you helped them to see that longer term consequences to actions are important to think about too! It sounds like you helped them expand a little today! And perhaps they helped you expand too in some way!

I'm glad you found all the keys. That must have felt like wonderful relief

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."
(Abe)

...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 24

oh my! Children do the funniest things sometimes! I'm sure it made perfect sense to them at the time while they were playing, until you helped them to see that longer term consequences to actions are important to think about too! It sounds like you helped them expand a little today! And perhaps they helped you expand too in some way!

I'm glad you found all the keys. That must have felt like wonderful relief

It was HUGE relief!!

...We all hope they found expansion, and also understood something about bringing pain to others, when we just blunder into the day and miss to be aware and consciouss... and, about the consequences brought by LoA...
I guess, almost all parents would prefer, if we could follow just what Pestalozzi said: "Education is love and example, and that is it."

But children are closer to who they really are and follow their guidance: They might be the biggest adventurers that are to find, and they WANT contrast. Insight doesn't come from lectures! "Words don't teach, only life experience does". If they don't find enough contrast for their expansion, they create it! And THEN, they need love and example of ITV- people, to find their own way to deal with this contrast. And all is perfectly well, within this.

I can see so much deeper now (with your help here, Cookie, it was even more fun to SEE!) Such joy that you are back!

Children (and I guess, all of us) don't misbehave. We Co-create with our soul and what it needs and wants, and the souls of others, what we ALL came into the contrast to understand better. Their parents certainly wanted more own boldness, more authentic inner authority, more awareness. My son needed more clarity about respecting others things, and himself, deeply caring for it. DH needed more deliberate leadership in things regarding family, even if that means to become VERY clear. And I needed more trust in it all, working out perfectly, and dropping worry. Now I understand step 5 even deeper: It brings mastery. It propells us higher, beyond this weak, conditional, sugarcoat- love, over this contrast-avoiding enabling, this toothless, desire-abandoning spineless weakness- as it demands to master UNCONDITIONAL, unwavering TRUE love that embraces the so blamed contrast, as well.

Wow. What a POWERFUL sort of fun!!


(I so love to use my own photos to decorate Abes words!! SUCH fun!)

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."
(Abe)

...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 25

I decided to have FUN!
And within this FUN that I want to have, DH and I decided to not do a weekend- trip at my birthday.
It feels so much sweeter and cozy and nice to stay home, in this moment, at least!
That is a new stance for me, also. Not scooping in all that I can, but being so relaxed and satisfied and peaceful, that I don't NEED adventure, for a bit. It feels so wonderfully relaxed!

I am eager for more! And, I am so heavenly heavenly SATISFIED here and now!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

...I decide to enjoy the wanted sides of what-is, and CREATE what I like even better.

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."
(Abe)

...I give up to care what others think, and instead: Care for my ALIGNMENT.
Everything else will fall into place.

Day 26

I decided to have FUN!
I decide- again and again, to stop my attempts to "fix" stuff. It feels sooooooooooo much lighter!
I want to substitute "fixing" (and with it, judging, trying, working hard, rescuing, explaining -when it doesn't REALLY feel fun, REALLY feel as a "hell yes!!", a certainty of WANTING to do something) with trusting source, and savouring the other side of the topic.

I savour his deep goodness. I savour his love. I savour his wisdom, and his awesome potential. I feel his souvereignty. I savour his sweetness! I savour his huge potential, and I ask for living long so that I can witness and see it, unfolding. I see hom so self-secure. I see him, wantig to never hurt someonye. I see his beauty, and I so enjoy it!