I love to be satisfied. And I love to be eager for more!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."
(Abe)

...I drop what feels less than good, and enjoy my life to the fullest. NO MATTER WHAT!

Day 3

I decided to ENJOY my time, no matter if my "big stuff" is there or not, yet!
I felt highly inspired to again think about flying into a big European City for my Birthday. It was SUCH FUN to ponder, which city might be the most fun! I LOVED the idea (that I already shared) to dip my toes into Madrid/Spain. But to be true, it wasn't SO calling, after pondering it a few days. I looked through several destination (not only European ones) just for fun! And I started to be hooked on the thought that London/UK might be such joy! And I learned, that- really- London is deemed as THE destination for a most beautiful Advent-szenerie. And I tend to agree!

Ohhh WOW. A new rocket of desire popped up within me, the more I looked up where was what on the map, where I WANTED to go, where I WANTED to stay, Hotel-wise, what I WANTED to see... and then I found those travel sites where they offer you a flight + hotel... it became more and more fascinating. And more and more "possible". And in the end- I felt that I REALLY would like to stay at home, cozy and lazy. And just have a great Michelin-Star dinner, on my Birthday!

But the "journey" was SUCH joy!!!


Advent in London...


Awesome Advent in London!


London, I MUST visit you in Advent!!

...It also was such joy to look at all the other cities... and another rocket of desire got born: I want, from this year on, do a city-trip each year to see the big cities in Christmas- decoration!


Advent in Minsk/Belarus and New York City/USA


Advent in Dubai/UAE and Paris/France


Advent in Hongkong/China and Vienna/Austria


Advent in Bethlehem/Israel


Advent in Berchtesgaden, Bavaria, Germany

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And in the end- I felt that I REALLY would like to stay at home, cozy and lazy. And just have a great Michelin-Star dinner, on my Birthday!

Sometimes, there's no place like home!
I'm glad you're following your heart and what feels best in this moment

I like your idea of visiting different places to see the Christmas decorations around the world. I did that virtually last year on the internet - and that too was fun

[Paradise-on-Earth]

And in the end- I felt that I REALLY would like to stay at home, cozy and lazy. And just have a great Michelin-Star dinner, on my Birthday!

Sometimes, there's no place like home!
I'm glad you're following your heart and what feels best in this moment

I like your idea of visiting different place to see the Christmas decorations around the world. I did that virtually last year on the internet - and that too was fun

(So nice to "see" you!)

[Paradise-on-Earth]

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."
(Abe)

...I drop what feels less than good, and enjoy my life to the fullest. NO MATTER WHAT!

Day 4

I decided to ENJOY my time, no matter if my "big stuff" is there or not, yet!
I so enjoy the freedom, that I do not "NEED" to have any uncomfortable thoughts!
I have even fun about the fact that I seemed to have attracted all sorts of stuff that I would love to not think about.
And now, I will practice that, even more:

I RELAX into all the pains.
I relax. I hand it over to God.
I give up.
I will not bang it into place, and not even try!
I RELAX. I relax! I relax! I ask God to make me aware of all the solutions,
and I will not worry a second longer.
ALL IS WELL. Everything is always turning out for me!

I relax into this NOW. I trust it. I rely on it. I let go. This feels so much better!



...and when I slip AGAIN... who cares!!? I will no further wallow in it!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."
(Abe)

...I drop what feels less than good, and enjoy my life to the fullest. NO MATTER WHAT!

Day 5

I decided to ENJOY my time, no matter if my "big stuff" is there or not, yet!
I feel so overwhelmed.
It's nothing big bad or awful. It's just... somehow, much.
I want to sleep. I want to give up. I want help. And really, I do that and get it.
It is all... "small". And it sums up- the wanted and the unwanted.

I give in. I give up. I LOVE. I relax into the pains. I relax into the questions. I embrace all the answers.
I am thankful that answers come- even that they are not at all what I expected!
I embrace them. I trust that it is all FOR me. I trust the Goodness, and I don't care that I can't see the "end". (there is no end...)
And that's a VERY GOOD THING!!!!

Ah, I feel better already! Actually, I am doing realllly good! And now, even more relaxation and even more being nice to myself! Even more eagerness for what is unfolding: Surprise and delight! All is so well!

I relax. I trust. I soothe myself. I care for my beloved "me". So, so! All is well. All is well! All is really really well. Hmmmm. I like it. So sweet. So deep. I trust. I trust. I trust, and I love. And see just now, the day after tomorrow is Penance-Day... A day to be calm, look inwards, feel if there is a path where I would want to turn around... and indeed. I want to stop thinking, that I would not be allowed to take on help. I WANT help!
I WANt it to be easier. I WANT it to be good for all- even for me!

Ohh, this sounds good: Getting more help. It getting easier. I, not being on my own in this and that and the other. YES, please!!! Ohh, this sounds so good!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."
(Abe)

...I drop what feels less than good, and enjoy my life to the fullest. NO MATTER WHAT!

Day 6

I decided to ENJOY my time, no matter if my "big stuff" is there or not, yet!
I have so much fun with my own weird clothes. I have so much fun looking at other weirdos! I so enjoy to see people shine, in extraordinary compositions, colors and cuts! I SO ENJOY excentrics, and I am close to being one myself. Not giving a damn about what one "should" do! ENJOYING beautiful patterns and bold color-combinations, and awesome, beautiful, lively accessoires!

I adore how special shoes and make-up, and hair-dos look on people. I adore to see the unique beauty. I adore to feel this freemindedness, this wildness, boldness and liveliness. I ENJOY! I LOVE! I take it in and am uplifted!
Thank you, thank you, life!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."
(Abe)

...I Imagine my life as I want it to be!

Day 7

I decided to ENJOY my time, no matter if my "big stuff" is there or not, yet!
I want my life to be sunny and joyful! I want it friendly. Friendly, humerous and whimsically unique. I want it lovely. I want it playful. I want it lovable. I want it loyal and sturdy. I want it to be really, deeply joyful. I want to smile a LOT! I want to feel like facing the sun. I want to be inspired and eager to follow the awesome, fascinating, fulfilling, so calling lead of source!

I want to feel loved and as a deep deep lover. I want to embrace all the beauty and goodness, and understand, soothe and heal the sad and shady. I want to embrace it all, in the perfect right way, with respect and common sense.
I want to be on top of the world, with deep understanding. I want to feel rich and fulfilled and awesomely FREE! I want to be HAPPY. I want to be in the sweetspot of life. I so love my life!!! Thank you, thank you LIFE!