The Abe Forum

So the woman I hugged texted me that I was very radiant yesterday. I guess some momentum of deliberate feeling better picked up and caught me like a wave in the ocean does I want more of this please !

Feeling place:
- I would like to feel in the flow.
- I would like to feel like I have “perfect timing”
- I would like to feel inspired (and receive impulses)

- Today I woke up at 05:05 after a dream where I kept winning lottery in lottery machines.
- I would like to feel abundance approaching me.
- I would like to feel the ease and fun in living an abundant life.
- Abundance feels like:
- Expansion
- Inner comfort
- Groundedness and resourcefulness
- Steadiness
- A good basis to have
- Freeing and easing and light-!hearted
- More choices
- More refined taste
- More satisfaction
- More excitement
- More fun
- Expansive
- Confidence
- Good life

How would I prefer to feel?
- Connected.
- Very good.
- Present.
- Focused and in the flow.
- Opened hearted.
- Having a capacity to feel Wellbeing that surrounds me.
- I like those moments where I am feeling the richness of the present moment. It’s like my physical mind and my Inner Being are aligned in the present moment focused on the same experience and it feels amazingly good. It’s like those moments where you are feeling mesmerised by beauty of nature and you are fully present with an opened heart filled of love and deep deep satisfaction and bliss in your heart…
- These moments are so good, so satisfying.
- I have experienced them before. And I know it’s not a “a thing”. One time I was just walking by a tree (and I did some appreciation the other day for that tree), and then maybe I would stumble to my appreciation or what but I would walk and suddenly stop and “feeeeel” without effort this feeling of beauty of love of bliss for this tree… the other time I would be just home an sun rays would go through the window and all of the sudden I have this state of divine peace in my beingness as if everything stops and I am clearly focus on the now… the birds chirping the sun giving this energy/light in my room me being here and now.. connected …the heart feeling unconditional love , the freshness of the moment, feeling somehow “actively peaceful” like with “awareness peaceful” like “blissfully peaceful”
- I love those moments

I took my MacBook Air to write here...

I was writing how I feel like going out, and not being in. Spending time outside, and not working near the desk...

While I was writing how I feel, at the same time my MacBook Air processor was making this load sound (really load). I thought oh well it is almost 10 years old. I wanted to write something to soothe the slight annoyance I caught myself feeling because of the sound...The decision on it's own and the idea that sometimes this sound could be used for meditation, gave me a thought to restart the laptop, and when it was restarting the sound started going lower and lower and lower... and once it has completed restarted. It got silent....

- Silence
- Feels like relief
- Feels like peace
- Feels like absence ot pushing against
- Feels like calm
- Centred
- Back to balance
- Focus

Feeling Place:
- Ease and flow. Ease and Flow.
- Being in the flow.
- Feeling like doing things.
- Inspired.

- Space
- Spacious
- open heartedness
- clarity
- Connected
- Comfort

- Grace
- Appreciation
- Ease
- feeling blessed
- all is well

Feeling Place:
- At ease
- Absence from resistance
- Pushing against nothing
- Free flowing
- Being in the present
- Feeling Vitality
- Clarity
- Answered
- Hopeful
- In the flow

How do I prefer to feel ?
- Ease
- Trusting all is well
- Loved
- Opened and loving
- Attractive
- Proud
- Eager for more
- Fun
- Ready

So feeling beautiful is not something I have innately in me but something I would love to feel more often. Since now I am connecting with the cosmic power who represents beauty, love and harmony… I thought I’ll try to tune a little bit on this direction

- Sometimes when I buy new clothes, the way they land on me or the colour they have makes me feel more sensual, beautiful.
- Like this dress my friend gave me, when I tried it on, it landed on me so beautifully and had such a nice shape… it’s a black dress and with my blondish hair it looked nice:
Made me feel…
- Sensual
- Enriched from within
- Confident
- Feeling good about myself
- Feeling good in my own skin

Sometimes make up makes me feel beautiful. I recall once I took from my friend a blue mascara. My eyes are greenish, and somehow it was such a nice playfulness between blue and green colour of my eyes… it made my eyes look more expressive, more wider, more beautiful
- Flirting with the eyes and the colours
- Playfulness
- Liking what I see
- Being satisfied, uplifted

Once I had a dream. In that dream there was a beautiful woman but I could not see clearly how she looked but I FELT the energy of beauty:
- It was pure bliss
- It was enriching
- It was heart touching
- It was heart opening
- It was blissful
- It was radiant
- It was energy
- It was absence of resistance
- It was pure
- It was heart-beautiful
- It was divine
- It was a feeling… it was a feeling in the heart