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Re: Appreciation of My Life

Posted: Mon May 06, 2024 4:09 am
by Jenny Lee
My parents are so patient and loving toward my little niece. They are willing to do all kinds of things to make her comfortable and happy.

My little niece is so beautiful with big, round eyes resembling her mom's. She is robust with active bodily moves. She just loves exploring the outdoor spaces and my parents often fulfill her desires of enjoying her time in the neighbourhood. She is diligently absorbing interesting data through her sense perceptions. She observes, listens, smells, tastes, feels and giggles.

My 9-year-old niece came too. She had great fun with her cousins. She enjoyed the new environment. She savored gourmet meals my mom deliberately cooked for her. She is frank about her likes and dislikes. She feels worthy and deserving.

I watched a lot of funny skits and lol.

I watched some intriguing documentaries which expanded my Vortex. I feel like wanting to uplift people who have certain challenges. I acknoledge the importance of lending a hand when people are in urgent need. I watched how some people were exploiting other people with such vicious intentions which strongly led me to want people to get aligned and be understanding, allowing, respecting, appreciating and uplifting. And then, at least, I feel relieved that I am someone who respects, and wants to help, and in many cases already help other people. I am glad that I keep on noticing the loveliness and kindness and mutual care in people around me. Because I did the work and I am continually doing the work. The stories I watched online expanded my Vortex and also inspire me to more persistently hold the big picture for all people generally, and then in a more detailed way for those "strangers" I am more related to. I want to be more solution oriented on their behalf. I want to ponder and feel their Vortices. Some I can easily know, while some I am still figuring out.

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Re: Appreciation of My Life

Posted: Tue May 07, 2024 1:25 am
by Jenny Lee
My abundance:

I am healthy. I feel good from head to toe. No pain. No other discomforts. My body works extremely well for me. My mind and brains function fast. The speed at which I read, listen and watch, and understand is unlimited. I have abundant choices in terms of which speed I choose. I can multi-task and I like multi-tasking. While in part of my time, I like highly focused upon one subject and my mind and brains can easily do so for me. I am flexible and robust. I am good at fast walk. I just had a long long walk last night in this city, from the west end to the east end. Before that I just watched a mansion tour on youtube--that's a really grand and beautiful mansion with a very big garden, and it is located along a vast lake. However, the street I was walking brought more to me, because it's a energetic street with unique shops and lighthearted people wandering about. And it has more lush trees who had been with this city for many years. I love the street views containing natural beauty.

I am INTERESTED in life. A lot of things attract me. My emotional guidance lets me know this moment by moment. I held my little niece in my arms and together we observed a cat curiously playing with a hole on the ground. I found some new songs to loop, so I favorited them to easily play them on my phone. I especially like listening to them when I do my night walk. Combined with the beauty surrounding me, the whole scene becomes poetic. I keep watching fanfiction of my favorite cp. The vibes of the artwork are often romantic, funny and unexpected creative. I watch a lot of documentaries. I am interested in the variety in the human world, in human stories. And my experiences with documentaries also expand my Vortex and at the same time enhance my apprecation of where I am. After knowing the extreme lack of water in Pakistan, I started appreciating that I have always been living in places full of clean water. The water supply is always sufficient and 24/7. I enjoy hilarious skits online... Generally speaking, what interest me most are often mind content, not that touchable like ornaments, jewlery, etc. I love music and stories of abundant kinds. I like exploring and expanding my mental world.

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Re: Appreciation of My Life

Posted: Thu May 09, 2024 3:20 am
by Jenny Lee
My parents show such love and patience toward my little niece. 隔辈亲 is so real. I'd say it's because as time goes by, they actually get better and better at (grand)parenting. They have more time and less pressure to pay attention to details. When we got to adulthood, I discovered that my father liked kids and liked taking care of kids. He would willingly take care of friends' kids and so it became so natural that he would do a better job in taking care of his grandchildren. In their cases, at least most of the time, they want to take care of babies, not just out of responsibility. Now my nephew is 9 years old, but still my mom would massage his belly when he said he felt uncomfortly there. It's a lovely seen for my eyes.

I feel blessed to have these kids in my life. It's perfect because I can have fun with them but don't need to take care of them full time. I never had a strong desire to have my own child. And I still don't. I can take care of my nephew and niece for one or two hours a day but if the time is too long, I would lose my patience and I just want to do my own things on my own. So I say it's perfect because I have good timings with my family members. I enjoy my solitude which takes up most of my time and also love our togetherness--I have most impressive togetherness with my nephew. A lot of new experiences came from my interaction with him. After he went to school, we saw each other much less, and I quickly adapted to my new stages, and felt good meeting him on weekends or holidays.

I like knowing that everything I desire, weather it's related to others or not, is already manifested in my Reality. I like knowing that all of our problems and questions already have answers and solutions, and our Inner Beings are forever calling us toward them. I like knowing that one who is in alignment is more powerful than millions who are not. I like knowing that I create every bit of my life, including my relationships with all people, and responses from other people. I like that I am the creator of my life and I have total control of my thought/vibration. I like having wonderful timings with people in my life. I like focusing upon positive aspects of people, aspects that when I focus upon would easily make me feel good. And I like ONLY focusing upon the Vortex version of people. I like knowing that abundance of all kinds are for everybody. I like knowing that in Reality, there is no lack of any kind of any person. Finite pie is a lie. I like focusing upon the happiness, health and abunance of all family members--my parents, my siblings, my nephew and nieces, my relatives and of course myself. I like that I can easily find lots of wellbeing we already have. We live in wonderful cities. We have access to abundant resources 24/7. We live in cities with cleaning water, fresh air, neat, safe and bright streets day and night, electricity, natural gas and the Internet 24/7. In cities or surburbs, our eyes can easily touch beautiful trees and flowers. We live in great ease and comfort. We have abundant choices in efficient transportation tools. Driving cars is not a must. Public spaces and facilities are becoming more and more, and are free. When I want to exercise, I can go to the nearby stadium and walk with a lot of people together, or I can take a long night walk on the main street, taking in all the beauty and robustness into my eyes and mind. I can stop at any time, getting something to drink, or from time to time, eating an ice cream. I would sit along the river with willow trees and lush camphor trees, resting or doing something on my phone...

Re: Appreciation of My Life

Posted: Fri May 10, 2024 12:56 pm
by Jenny Lee
Make a decision and line up with it.

Tomorrow, I am gonna meet some relatives. It's important for me to pre-pave.

I am gonna eat abundant gourmet dishes. I may put most of my attention upon what I eat. I appreciate that I can taste a variety of savory dishes at a time.

I may face some suggestion I don't like. This is the only part making me uncomfortable. But also, it's an opportunity for me practice unconditional alignment.

I decide that, I won't accept any suggestion that is not a match to Who I Really Am or What I Truly Want. It would be best that no one offer any suggestion for me. If they do, I choose to say no in a polite but extremely clear, not wavering way. And then, real quick, I would avert my attention to things that feel purely good to me in my mind.

【New thoughts in the following 20 hours: Every time my mind wanders to this subject, I immediately notice and say to myself: All is well. Source is in on it. Only good comes to me from this.】


Even before I go to the meeting, I already know what get into my Vortex. What are wanted by me:

~ I feel no need to explain myself/There is no need for me to explain anything to anybody. I like having lighthearted interaction with my relatives. I am satisfied with where I am. I choose to stubbornly appreciate myself and feel right, no matter what others say. I don't mind doing lip service. I don't mind wandering onto other realms while the body is going through the motions in the place. I may repeat mantras on my mind, such as: All things are working out for me. I am always loved, supported and guided no matter what. I always like making my own decisions and taking full responsibility for them. Whatever negative stuff others are saying has nothing to do with me; they are just not my reality.

~ I am inspired to be extremely focused upon what I truly like. I feel free. I am free. I always have abundant free consecutive time to do what I like. I have a lot of interests. I just follow my interests. I always stay in lovely spaces--bright, comfy, convenient, and pleasing in all fronts. I am mostly on my own and enjoy what I am doing. No one bothers me. I am fully invested in interesting actities. I am immersed in beauty of music. I enjoy wonderful stories. I ponder and explore. I read romantic novels. I do vibrational work. I add positive momentum to important subjects in my life. I listen to Abe. I watch documentaries full of new elements. I take long night walks. I am lying on the bed or sofa and visualizing about the Vortex contents.

~ I sit comfortably and listen to Abe talk about important subjects like co-creation, freedom, sales, unique pre-birth decisions , health, animals, relationships, inspirations or impulses from alignment, etc. This is important pre-paving too. Again and again, I am inspired to focus purely upon the Vortex version of people and things. I am inspired to see through Source's eyes. I am inspired to feel good, using ANY REASON, NOW, NOW and NOW.

The same laws apply to every area, to bigger leagues and smaller leagues. However, often, it's easier to deal with consequences from misalignment in small leagues. And it would be much better to be stable in alignment when one is in big leagues. Like everything else, we are guided every step along our co-creation with others. Our Inner Beings let us know weather the person is a match to what we desire, because our Inner Beings know his/her Vortice, the strength of his/her specific desires and the possibility of them getting aligned. It's based upon aligned knowing directly from Source; it's not coming from intellectual calculation. And then, our job is to hold steadily onto the Vortex version of them, no matter what, regardless of what-is, just like Jesus did to his patients. He ONLY saw and knew their wellness.


I choose to immediately act uopn impulses from alignment, knowing that they are always the best choice for me at the moment. I like being more and more intuitive. I l am inspired to zig and zag with people. In my alignment, I only attract good-feeling responses from other people, no matter who he or she is. I am ALWAYS INPISRED and GUIDED on every subject AT EVERY MOMENT. I like becoming more and more aligned, intuitive and inspired. That would be a lovely smooth ride.


~ I like knowing that I am always loved, supported and guided, forever. I am always guided to whatever I desire. And there is never too late for me. I am an eternal being. From the big picture, nothing serious is going on in this physical world. I am directly connected to Infinite Intelligence and Unlimited Abundance. And as time goes by, some of my desires become stronger and stonger, which is good too, because when the desire is very strong, a little allowing can go a long way. All is well with me. Living in this physical world is amazing. And re-emerging into the Non-physical is wonderful too. I respect and accept both. There is no death. There are only eternal souls. And in my alignment, I can directly connect to any non-physical beloved ones. I create every bit of my life by what I think/vibrate. What I think decides all. I am the total controller and creator of my life. I am never a victim to any person or any outside force. There is no law of assertion. When I mainly focus uopn even just one good-feeling subject, all other subjects in my life would start getting well. I like knowing this. I like knowing that one who is in alignment is more powerful than millions who are not...

~ Things are getting better and better for me. I get more and more clear about what I desire and prefer. And that's why thoughts that say that I may not be able to do what I like feels so so bad to me. Because my Inner Being, Who I Really Am, always does what I like. Has already been living all that I desire. I am already free and abundant in so many ways--I like this. I am relaxed, comfortable, clear-minded, interested, eager or even passionate. I am surrounded by all kinds of convenient, supportive and pleaisng elements--physical spaces, time, lovely sounds, iced Americano, unlimited Internet resources, interesting objects to focus upon, gourmet food and snacks, and cute people to observe and interact with from time to time.

Satisfaction only comes from moving in the direction of what I desire. Now that I have already known some of my desires, I can offer clear thought process or specific action to feel satisfied. I have clarity about what to think. I can guide my thought based uopn my emotions. Sometimes, I get off the subject. Sometimes, I go general. Sometimes, I focus uopn details.

I have said many times but it's always worth repeating. My mind and brains function better and better for me. I can process information faster and faster now. The speed at which I read/listen/watch and understand has no limits. I don't need much night sleep. I am interested in a lot of things. There are always a long list of what I would like to do tomorrow...

~ I have been pre-paving about certain skills and abilities. I visualize. I watch inspiring videos. I learn new ways of thinking in specific areas. From time to time, I reassure my beliefs. I would say, "No worry. Source is in on it. It's done and let go of the how, where, when and who now. All is well."

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Re: Appreciation of My Life

Posted: Tue May 14, 2024 10:22 am
by Jenny Lee
In most cases, the conversation or the words spoken by the people would cause embrassment, guilt or inferiority. But my direct reaction was: at first confused, and then "WTF. It has nothing to do with you; mind your own business. I be or do whatever I like, I am alright with where I am, and I am not gonna change for you." There was not at all embrassment, guilt or inferiority. Wonderful!

After a while, I ask myself, "Do I want this to happen again?" No. What's the point? It's not an interesting or pleasing thing. But if it happens to me or any other person, I would hold the above thoughts, or more loving ones: "I don't know what you have experienced which caused you to say so. Whatever, none of my business." Then, real quick, I divert my attention. No need to refute but would do it if that's the PoLR.

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Re: Appreciation of My Life

Posted: Wed May 15, 2024 5:36 am
by Jenny Lee
Thoughts from Abe worth repeating and shoring up again and again:

Every death is re-emerging into Pure Positive Energy/Pure Joy. We are eternal beings, coming and going, and coming and going again, again and again, forever. Two years, 80 years, or even 2 days in this physical world or body is just but a tiny, tiny, tiny tiny bit of time seen from the big picture, because we are eternal who have eternal lifetimes. We have direct connection to any non-physical being if we are aligned and if we want to. Ask and it is given, no matter what it is. I like stories about Jerry after he re-emerged into Non-physical. He enjoyed music through Esther. He talked to Esther every day. He opened two gates for Esther and her friends. He held Esther when she almost fell down on the stairs. He observed and played with Esther and other family members through a roadrunner. He guided Esther to find a statue. Esther got direct knowledge, data and information about the house from Jerry. They edit together...

Jerry said: To keep your ideas to yourself until they are fully developed. I like this because I know if I am not sure of something, others' opinions or words would cause doubt, anger or other uncomfortable feelings within me. So one thing I like doing is when I listen to Abe, I listen carefully, and may see myself as the Hotseater who is a business owner, or a doctor, etc., and then suggestion from Abe become more meaningful and easy to remember. Who knows? Those specific words may be very beneficial in my future.

Nothing serious is going on in this physical world. We are always guided on every life subject. Ask and it is given, no matter what it is. And when the desire is extremely strong, the belief doesn't matter that much. We just need to line up with our desires, and then all resistance would go away and all cooperative components would come together. Even those we previously thought unchangable would change for us. Because ask, it is given, no matter what it is, weather it is related to other or not. We can go about our desires generally or specifically. We can just hold the general idea and cultivate our belief on and on, not going into details about where, when, how , and who, and our desires would become true at perfect timings. We are always guided and inpsired wherever we are, in whatever corner of the planet earth. We may live happily where we are, not changing the place. Or we may be inspired to go somewhere which a better match.


My Inner Being ONLY focuses upon what I desire, the Vortex versions of people and things. In our Vortices, my brother's house has already sold out smoothly together with the garage. It's an attractive house because it is located wonderfully both in the neighbourhood and the floor. The physical conditions of the house is wonderful. It can easily accommodate a family of four or five. A lot of people want this house. It has strong attracting power...

Re: Appreciation of My Life

Posted: Mon May 20, 2024 7:00 am
by Jenny Lee
I like thriving and robust economy. I like abundant products and services on the market and the customers rarely need to wait on a long line. Electricity, cleaning water, natural gas and wi-fi 24/7. All kinds of food and beverages with an efficient delivery system. I just ordered a cup of iced coffee of coconut flavor from Luckin and the delivery person arrived at the door within 20 minutes. Life is extremely convenient and so we don't need to spend much time and energy waiting for some things' arrival. No water shortage. No food shortage. Abundant choices in the developed transportation systems: clean and efficient buses, subways, bullet trains, planes, and lots of bikes and auto e-bikes lining outside the shops everyone can easily ride at a very cheap price.

I like that the government really cares about the public wellbeing of its people. More and more public spaces are created and of course more and more modern public washrooms are set and always free. I never need to worry about this kind of convenience when I am walking outdoors, because every five to ten minute walk, I can find a clean public washroom. Years ago, I often spent one or two hours walking in the nearby stadium. On its track, circle by circle, while listening to Abe or thinking thoughts in my mind, with a lot of people who were exercising there with a lighthearted mood. Recently, if I went out at night, I usually walk on the spacious main street and then enter the park with lush trees and flowers. This park has a unique vibe I like very much.

There are several bus stations near the house and I can check on my phone to see which one would be most convenient for me at the present. The subway station is within walking distance and sometimes I go to the metropolis by subway there. It's always on time and I can arrive at the beautiful city in an hour. If I wanna go to places further away, I can go to the bullet train station by a quick bus and then from there, I can go to almost all big cities in this country.

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Re: Appreciation of My Life

Posted: Fri May 24, 2024 6:39 am
by Jenny Lee
Make peace with where I am/Focus upon what are working now.

And know that: When I feel good, regardless of the reason, all other subjects in my life would start getting well.

Just now, I browsed on my phone, I got a discount and ordered a cup of iced coconut latte with a cheap price. When I do what I like on my computer, I can sip the smooth, slightly sweet coffee from time to time, accompanied by songful music.

My body works well for me. Here and now, there is not a thread of pain in my body. My mind is fresh and clear. My eyes see clearly. My fingers type fast on the keyboard. My ears translate vibration and enjoy music. In the evening, I often take a long walk with a lighthearted mood.

I take walks in lovely spaces. I walk on the robust, spacious streets with people, puppies and cats. I walk in the shade of lush trees near the wide and long river. I observe around at those exquisitely designed shops and cute plants outside of them. When the full moon or the new moon is haning on the dome, I can feel what the ancient poets felt. I like light-colored and bright red Chinese roses. I like blue and purple fully bloomed hydrangea flowers. I don't need to grow them because they are everywhere, in the park and outside of all kinds of shops. It's interesting to find a mini landscape consisting of different kinds of plant thoroughly arranged. I don't know weather the specific department makes the task or people in it creatively make it because they like it.

This is a safe, neat, robust, beautiful, convenient and abundant city. I like being here. There are a lot of wonderful places for me to stay here, lighthearted cafes, natural parks, etc. The delivery system is efficient and easy to afford. When I am at home, I often order coffee online through this system. Within 20 minutes, I can get my favorite iced coffee.

I eat well, drink well, rest well and sleep well. Every day, I eat fresh vegetables. I drink coffee, green tea and a lot of cleaning boiled water. Recently, I have been deliberately drinking more clean boiled water. Every part of my body gets desired nutritions. I can take long naps if I want to.

I always have abundant free consecutive time to do what I love. I am always stay in comfy spaces with pleasing sounds, with all desired electronic products available to me. I listen to Abe talking about different life subjects and then ponder on certain sentences they just expressed. I watch interesting dramas and now I am just following Joy of Life s2. I smile while reading fanfiction about the cp, and I comment. I enjoy watching house tours on youtube. Again, I begin to read poems. I am glad that there are still so many amazing poems for me to read and savor. I immerse myself in the beauty of music. I keep on listening to new music, new Abe clips, read now novels and fanfiction, and watch new dramas, documentaries, house tours and vlogs. I keep on writing something new.

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Re: Appreciation of My Life

Posted: Fri May 24, 2024 7:13 am
by Jenny Lee
Go into some details:

Actually new manifestations keep coming to me. It's just most of what I like are prone to non-physical, often in electronic forms now, such as music, stories, reading and watching materials, my own writings, specific interactions with people, etc.

Recently, I often spend 30 minutes or 1 hour holding my little niece in my arms and wandering around in the neighborhood. It's a simple, lighthearted experience for me, sorta like meditation. Because she is either quiet or excited, not crying at all in the whole trip. I don't need to do anything specific to make her happy. I just need to hold her steady. That's all. Sometimes, I would find a seat outside of a shop, sitting there for a little while, and she totally adapts to my action, rarely moving and just observing what's before her with her curious eyes.

Sometimes, I am still action oriented. Instead of putting feeling good first, I would feel uncomfortable about the seemingly repeated activities, though I actually feel good in these activities such as spending time with my niece. Good to know that I just need to shift this propensity. Nothing is more important than that I feel good. Repeated or not, changing or not, if the activity feels good to me, IT IS GOOD. So I would continue to enjoy my walk with my niece. I am glad to be her aligned cooperative component from time to time, taking her to observe and feel this physical world with her sense perceptions and also her sixth sense.

I like noticing the dense love my parents show toward my nephew and nieces. They are very willing and also capable caretakers of kids and babies. They reap pleasure from caring for these kids. They feel happy talking to them, cooking for them and taking care of them. New desires and new energy are activated within them because of my nephew and nieces. They are wonderful matches.

I am glad to learn more and more about relationships. I like knowing that my beloved ones have lots of cooperative components, including people, in their Vortices. While I am willing to be one cooperative component to them, I am glad to know that I don't need to be, because they always have other cooperative components to achieve whatever they desire. We are all independent and resourceful. There are unlimited paths for us, never ever only one path or limited specfic paths. Talking about one's path, it's not about right or wrong, it's about weather it's a matching, appropriate path of least resistance for a specific person at the time. Arguing about what's right or wrong, what's true or not, is awaste of time. What I don't see and experience as true IS true for some people because they believe it to be ture and it did manifest in their lives. In this sense, people having similar experiences may very well be their best path to help them to get to their next desired stage. I like opening up more and more. And remember again and again: I choose to feel good instead of being/feeling right. I choose not to waste my time in explaining, rationalizing, or justifying--all of these focus upon what I don't like and are looking at the past rather than the present tense Vortex.

In terms of my opinions of other people, I choose to remember again and again that: My Inner Being ONLY focuses upon their positive aspects and their Vortices. So my best attitude is to act like my Inner Being. Even when they don't believe in themselves, I must believe in their dreams, desires and hopes, in what they truly desire, not being persuaded by their disbelief or their what-is, if I want to feel good. They can be very stubborn in persuading you to believe their old, undesired stories, and even feel angry with you if you don't agree with them. But your beliving them, buying into their stories, will never actually help them. It will only shore up their stories and their powerlessness.

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Re: Appreciation of My Life

Posted: Sat May 25, 2024 4:14 am
by Jenny Lee
Shore up the belief--Things are always working out for me./I am always blessed.

Thing are always working out for me./I am always blessed:

~ I live in a safe, neat, beautiful, robust, convenient city. I like walking outdoors at night with beautiful views surrounding me.

~ I am healthy. My mind is clear and fresh. I feel comfortable from head to toe. Every part of my body works well for me. I am flexible and energetic. My brains and mind work faster and faster. I am eager about life, I don't need much sleep and so I can spend more time awake, doing what I love.

~I always stay in lovely physical spaces, such as home, the cafe and the nearby bookstore, where I can do what I love on my computer or laptop, accompanied by coffee and music. The temperature is wonderful. The washroom is near. And I have access to fast and stable wi-fi.

~ I eat well and drink well. My body gets abundant nutritions every day. I enjoy the flavors of iced coconut coffee or hot green tea every day.

~ Most of the time, I feel interested. I am eager. There are a lot of interesting activities I wanna do and I do follow them. I listen to music. I read novels and poems. I watch amazing movies and dramas. I watch eye-opening documentaries. I listen to and ponder Abe and Bashar teachings. I write and get strongly energized. I learn new words and phrases and enhance my language abilities.

~All my family members are living in wonderful places. They are happy and healthy.

~Air is fresh here. Water is clean here. This city is full of trees, flowers and plants. My eyes are easily pleased by these natural existences when I walk outdoors.

~I am open to unlimited Internet resources. I like wandering on youtube and pick what I like watching and listening. I watch interesting edits and shorts on tiktok. I also read on reddit and tumblr.

~I am free flowing. I feel free. I think and vibe freely. I visualize and imagine freely. I freely make my daily schedule. I have abundant free time every day. I roam around freely in different physical spaces. I choose when to get up in the morning and when to go to bed in the evening. It's so good that I can put a long period of time nonstop, such as two or three hours, doing a specific desired thing without anyone bothering me.

~I have harmony with my family members. I see love flowing around in this big family including our relatives. I see that my parents and my little niece make such a perfect match. They are happy together. We respect each other. We support each other. We co-create with each other and have a lot of synergy. My parents have their own hobbies. They are robust. We are all independent and know how to make the best of where we are.

~I am always surrounded by pleasing sounds. Where I am is either quiet or filled with gentle, lovely sounds. I can focus upon them like doing meditation or I can be fully invested in a specific activity like they don't exist. No noise at all.

~ I feel fully energized today. Making a list of things I wanna do on a daily basis works well for me. Today, I spent quite some time reading poems, including readers' detailed analysis and appreciation of these poems. How amazing 28 characters could depict such abundant contents and meanings! Thanks to my smartphone and the wonderful poem app, I could read and appreciate poems when I am walking on the street, or almost anywhere.

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