The Abe Forum

How interesting!

I have been buying coffee on JD for a long time. I don't need to pay any delivery fees. And they are cheap with the same price as I buy it directly at the store. And yesterday, JD showed me a monthly 4-yuan card saying it could save me more money when I buy coffee. I got it and today, I bought three cups of fresh made coffee. And usually the price would be 8 yuan. But today, two cost 4 yuan, and the left one only needed 2 yuan. No delivery fees as usually. Whoa! The Universal forces, in this case, JD and Cotti-the coffee chain store, are working together to please me, to offer me what I desire with cheaper and cheaper prices. This is absolute my abundance. And it feels interesting and lovely to me.

I like remembering that I like being a happy bargain hunter. I especially like that wonderful bargains automatically find me and please me. I like milking these experiences.

Found an Abe clip, not knowing the date, but must be before 2024. The coent really interested me. Abe told a very interesting story, a story I like depicting again in my mind.

When Esther woke up one day, the name Mark Twain appeared in her mind and at the moment, she strongly wanted to buy his book. There were lovely stories about Mark twain happening to her and Jerry many years ago. They read all his books borrowed from their friend and then, they couldnot get his books. Esther quickly searched and found and ordered the books. A friend visited her, and looked at an owl-like iron grate, telling her it's a "wool" or "bull." He just said "owl" in Spanish several times. At frist Esther thought he was saying bull. Some time later, she was in the city and was strongly called to go into a big antique store, and she just walked, walked and walked until she stopped in front of a statue. It's a statue of Joan of Arc. And, for Esther, Personal Recollections of Joan of Arc is the most impressive book written by Mark Twain. Of course, she decided to buy the statue. And the dealer told her that the creator of this statue was pronounced as "Wool", same as her friend spoked that day. Whoa!

I remembered my story of finding Abe. I was greatly benefited by some processed taught by Louise Hay. I found a channel online containing Louise Hay's videos. There I found Esther wearing black suits. I didn't click, because seeing the covers, I thought, "She must be a accountant teaching about finances, huh! " I was not interested in finances, so I didn't watch. Then I watched the movie Secret, and there I saw Jerry and Esther. Esther had a very different dressing style and I didn't recognize her. I just felt, "Whoa! I really like her voice. I really like that she talked about vibration a lot. I especially like the word vibration and what it means. I want to know her more. Who is she?" After some while, I discovered that that person on that channel was Esther, and I started listening to her speeches.

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I had been reminding myself that "I don't care what any other thinks of me. I do not need to explain ANYTHING to ANYBODY."

Interestingly, I met two people whom I might feel a little umcomfortable about within a week. It's like the Universe was saying, "You are lighthearted enough to meet them and notice that you feel comfortable, not feeling that you might need to explain something to them."

My little niece turned into 1 year old and there would be a big banquet in a restaurant. I didn't feel like pre-paving and thinking about certain relatives after repeating those mantras. Because I didn't think that I needed to predict what they were gonna say and how I would reply to them. As the day came, those people were actually not there. And when I saw my high school classmate, I felt that I wanted to greet him, though I didn't need to. So I walked to him and talked to him for a short while, teasing that his hair made him like an artist.

I was happy to see my aunts and my cousins and I deliberately sat with them. I had a good time that night.

I like playing the long game with these mantras and I could see clearly that ANY OTHER/ANYBODY means ANY OTHER/ANYBODY, and I definitely would continually put all people into the category, though that doesn't mean I don't respect and appreciate them. For most, I respect and apprecaite them and like thinking about them. For a few, I would not choose to think about them, but when they come up in my mind or I'm gonna meet them, I would put them into this "ANY OTHER/ANYBODY."

I don't care what ANY OTHER thinks fo me. I do not need to explain ANYTHING to ANYBODY.

Jenny Lee wrote: ↑Mon Nov 04, 2024 1:36 am It's like the Universe was saying, "You are lighthearted enough to meet them and notice that you feel comfortable, not feeling that you might need to explain something to them." (...)

As the day came, those people were actually not there.

...This happened so often to me!! At first I felt almost a bit disappointed... Because I couldn't show off my mew wisdom and sovereignty!
But not running into contrast at all is so much more fun

Thank you for sharing!!

Paradise-on-Earth wrote: ↑Mon Nov 04, 2024 7:49 am

Jenny Lee wrote: ↑Mon Nov 04, 2024 1:36 am It's like the Universe was saying, "You are lighthearted enough to meet them and notice that you feel comfortable, not feeling that you might need to explain something to them." (...)

As the day came, those people were actually not there.

...This happened so often to me!! At first I felt almost a bit disappointed... Because I couldn't show off my mew wisdom and sovereignty!
But not running into contrast at all is so much more fun

Thank you for sharing!!

I understand you but most of the time, I just felt glad because I didn't need waste time in speaking polite but not interesting stuff.

Focus

Here and now, I choose to write about focus. This is most exicting thing I think I can do now, based upon Bashar's way of living life as fully as one can in every given moment.

High quality focus is so important. When I pick a subject of my attention and as much as I can focus there, I forget other stuff which previously were in the backdrop. I read a book for an hour; I was mostly focused there. I did the vibrational work while sipping coffee; I was mostly focused there and felt good. I am now writing about focus and I am mainly focused. And I deliberately made decision to focus upon them and so it became easier for me to draw all the attention upon the specific point of attention. While there was no specific plan, I might lose the control of focus, such after getting out of reading the book, and then stuff like sensations of my body and related thoughts would come up again. And if I don't make the decision to either focus upon them and bring myself into a better feeling place, or change my focus onto another specific subject, the time I spend would be scattered and often not beneficial. Because I might not made clear stable improvement on the former, or I might go for some stuff online which seemed a bit interesting while actually not beneficial like others' rant on some things like a drama or the bad acting of an actor. So really, making decisions or having intentions moment by moment, segment by segment is really important...

Morning Appreciation:

I was reading A Dream of Red Mansions again. I like the author's writing style. I like that his extremely detailed depiction of where the characters were can easily bring me into a totally new world with unique gardens, architecture and decoration. I was interested in the "complicated" etiqutte in those big families and how different newcomers responded to it. Some would observe quietly what others were doing so that they could follow and didn't sorta lose their face. Some would directly express their amazement and show their inferiority while they may not think so in their mind, they may exaggerate deliberately to please the host... This book is full of useful information about a certain time of the country and history. And one choose the parts one is now interested in.

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