My soooo beloved long lasting man tapped into the same self-denying trap again, yesterday...
...That's the thing with "long lasting", you take all your resistances with you. And this problems get momentum, as well.
BUT you also take the time and the willpower and the grit and the guts to tackle it (from ITV, and as we are human, from OOTV as well
) UNTIL YOU ARE THROUGH!
It feels sooo triumphant, when you look back and say: "I GOT IT. I understood, I get the wanted side of this, now!" THAT IS GROWTH! That is making lead to gold, instead of mourning lost battles and piling up unresolved issues. I am proud! I am satisfied!!
Yesterday, we were wise enough to just LET IT GO, and go to sleep, and when we woke up, we just felt love, and cuddled. And joked about what had been, lovingly! It's not gone, we will talk about it AGAIN but this time hopefully from ITV: Training, training, training. And all that is soooo satisfying!
We lost our beautiful garden-tent, in the process. I am authentic and mourn it...
but what a small price to pay, if THIS time, he will understand. I am satisfied, if this was the pebble, that tipped the pot for him!
I see him GETTING it. I see me, GETTING HIM finally, being ITV, on this topic!
What an amazingly humorous, funny, wise, manly, wonderful man he is, ITV!
What an amazingly loving and wise woman I am, WHEN I am ITV!
I am soooo satisfied seeing it so very very clearly.
"All you need, is more time ITV"
Abraham
I am soooo satisfied, seeing all the photos that I pull together for the invitation to his 60. birthday.
I am sooo satisfied that I am now further than this!
It has been such good times! AND, I get wonky after too long of that.
You say: "Ohhhhh, nostalgia!"
We say: "Uhhhh, disconnection!"
Abraham
THE PERFECT TIME TO LIVE IS NOW! Satisfied now- eager for more
I am so satisfied to be in my point of power NOW. On my leading edge- NOW!
I am wiser than ever.
More loving and knowing and clear, than ever.
It is so good to live!
It is so good to see how our love grew better and wider and deeper and higher!
I AM SO SATISFIED, and soooooooo eager for more and more and more and more!!!