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I know and love what I want!

...now, I MASTER TRUST.

Day 13

I LOVE my desires. What is it that I want to be, do or have? How does that feel?

I want to realllly take a lot of time, to explore this amazing continent of Australia! The more I learn about it, the more I am thrilled. I am eager to explore the famous, exotic, awesome East Coast and the amazing, colorful West Coast, the South and the Northern territories. I want to see this thrilling, beyond beautiful nature! I want to see the red dirt and the wonderful flowers. I want to see the
Incredibly different animals, and feel completely safe in doing so. I want to feel blessed in learning to know it in the most perfect ways. I TRUST it. I deeply, deeply trust it! I trust my guidance to show me all the wonderful sides of Australias nature and wildlife.



I want to explore the Murray River in a fascinating, classic Paddlewheeler. I want to see and feel and taste and get the big cities, and the small villages. I want to live life on the shore! I know so less of this country and -continent! I want to try all this unknown food. I want to feel the climate. It calls me as a fantastic adventure: And I trust I will get the very very best of it! I trust my Vortex. I trust my dream. I trust my good energy to get me all the amazing rendezvouses. It feels sooo calling!



I trust, it will come together. I trust the Goodness of it all. I trust, and it feels awesome to do so.I trust my life, hell yes!! I trust my life!!

WOW WOWW looking back it’s been about 10 months since you started this thread and I’ve only started reading the first couple posts. And they ARE really inspiring and powerful! And also quite lengthy and I can quite easily see you gaining momentum in each post by the end of it, which is soo good.

Also shocking with the sheer volume of posts, almost 300!! . Which means you must really be gaining some great and powerful momentum on this topic and your vibration is probably overall hovering in a really high place. Great work

BlissTrix wrote: ↑Fri Oct 18, 2024 9:27 am WOW WOWW looking back it’s been about 10 months since you started this thread and I’ve only started reading the first couple posts. And they ARE really inspiring and powerful! And also quite lengthy and I can quite easily see you gaining momentum in each post by the end of it, which is soo good.

Also shocking with the sheer volume of posts, almost 300!! . Which means you must really be gaining some great and powerful momentum on this topic and your vibration is probably overall hovering in a really high place. Great work

Thank you, again!!

YES, I do! I so love the milking and pondering my dreams, and talking myself into even deeper trust and joy and love. I couldn't call this "work", it is an especially aware, dedicated and good-feeling moment of my day!

and if it inspires or uplifts someone, isn't that a wonderful win-win...

I know and love what I want!

...now, I MASTER TRUST.

Day 14

I TRUST my desires! What is it that I want to be, do or have? How does that feel?

Wouldn't it be nice, to have a cruise around New Zealand, that also touches a few reallly interesting points of southern Australia- and lets me see the Sydney harbor (including of course the sight of the Opera ) from a ship? Ohhh, that would be more than wonderful! And afterwards, taking time in Sydney, AND exploring the amazing East-coast!
-Flying to Perth and the West-coast will be at another time, as I MUST see the super-bloom in "Wildflower-Country ", in August/September, on the fascinating orange desert-earth... and that clashes with watching the lupines in November, New Zealand.

I want to do this!! I want to see New Zealand on a Cruise. I want to fly into Auckland and take a week there, exploring the city, getting a feeling for it all, have the time to drive up the sky-tower and walk the sky-walk, enjoy the foodie-citie's restaurants and the streetfood, and take lots of time for daytrips... as doing a nightly kayak-bioluminicence tour in the ocean! Ohh, I dream about this sooo long!! And then, of course, I want to see the Waitomo Glowworm-caves with their blackwater... Ohh, yes, yes, yes!!! I decide to TRUST all this long inspired parts of the dream! It feels BIG. It feels fascinating!! It feels... just wonderful! It feels soooo eager and deeply deeply thankful!



I trust my desire to have an amazing super-luxury-cruise where the ship brings us so comfortably to the most awesome places- and: all the cities. I love cities!
As I said above this cruise will be somewhen in middle of November to middle of January, when the huge lupine-fields bloom... I trust to see Lake Tekapo, this amazing sight, in front of the glaciers and mountains! It feels as a miracle- experience awesome to celebrate high summer, when in Germany it is the middle of winter.It feels thrilling!! It feels sooo eager! ohh, I can't wait :vortex_small:



I am in awe about what New Zealand has to offer. I SO want to go, NOW!!

I know and love what I want!

...now, I MASTER TRUST.

Day 15

I TRUST my desires! What is it that I want to be, do or have? How does that feel?
I want luxurious baths in all my house! I want to celebrate caring for my body.I want to celebrate water- as the element to refresh and to cleanse and to enliven me! I want to celebrate emotions. Carrying me, guiding me, clearing me, loving me, nurturing me, pampering me. It feels awesome to see my bathes in this way! It feels as... TRUST. It feels wonderful.It feels light.It feels fresh. It feels fantastic! It feels pure, pristine, clean!



It feels showered in love. It feels rinsed in magic. It feels pure. It feels divinely orchestrated. It feels so beautiful and right and pure and beautiful!



It feels as deepest trust. It feels relaxed and surrendered. It feels soooo beautiful! It smells awesome.It feels refreshing. It feels so relaxed and thankful and cleansed and pure and BEAUTIFUL. It feels SO GOOD.

I know and love what I want!

...now, I MASTER TRUST.

Day 16

I LOVE my desires. What is it that I want to be, do or have? How does that feel?

I want to fully trust in- and expect the fulfillment of my dream to visit Madeira, the eternal Island of spring, -and other Canary Islands- with my daughter and her family! I am eager to see the flowers, and smell the awesome fragrances. And, I want to explore and learn and bask with them, together.



I trust my desire to learn scuba-diving. It feels adventurous. It feels so very alive! I literally feel called to play, by the dolphins.It feels so sweet! It feels so wonderful to be called. It feels as opening up to a whole new world... It feels safe. It feels protected. It feels as love.



I trust my vibration, and LoA, to bring me what matches my vibe- and, surprise and delight! I trust that we will trust each other,love each other, and be open and eager for FUN!I will, one day, drive through a waterfall on the road! I will race down the hill-road of Monte Toboggan in a woven sled. I will hear the screams of delight, from my family! I will watch all of us, when we swim and snorchel with the wild dolphins... it feels as FUN! It feels wild, myself. It feels LIVELY! And eager, and capable. It feels ALIVE. It feels wonderful...

I know and love what I want!

...now, I MASTER TRUST.

Day 16

OHHH, IT WAS SUCH JOY TO PULL THIS 3 COLLAGES TOGETHER!
DH and I will go there!!! The flights and the hotel in Windhoek are booked and payed, the adventure-journey is reserved and checked.
I even allowed me to book an insurance!! I don't "need" to be a hero. I can soothe my nerves! Especially in THIS times...
Ohhh, I feel so blessed. I feel so NICE to myself!!

I LOVE my desires. What is it that I want to be, do or have? How does that feel?

DH and I came 6 years ago across a special youtube clip, that is an amazingly funny, heartwarming little documentary about a hanggliding-vacation in Namibia, offered by a German flying school. You can still, each year again, book this exact vacation. We decided to do it, ad hoc! And then, came Covid And then, money was tight. And then, and then and then... NOW, years later, we do it!!! It feels AMAZING!! It feels certain.

(If anyone is interested, this inspiring clip is here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywoMQ-K ... lDimension
"Namibia Paragliding 2018"... It comes with wonderful scenes of flying, having fun, laughing, feeling good, exploring the beautiful African nature, but completely without talking.) And I feel already as happy as this clip feels!

I sooo look forwards to explore this amazing cities, with the harsh history and the beautiful buildings that look like German gingerbread, and have German names so often... I expect the food to be amazing (even their cuisine is half rooted in Germany, which really looks weird -to see Eisbein with Sauerkraut and Schwarzwälder Kirschtorte... in Africa...!) I want to relax into pure love, and transform the terrible shadows!
I expect this to be a love-trip. A transformative, incredibly loving journey.I expect to love, love, love, love!!


pictures of the cities and villages we will see: Windhoek, Svakopmund, Walvis Bay and "our" resort...

Since I saw the clip... I KNEW, I wanted this, with allmy heart, too! Wolf dreams even longer about FLYING in this spot of the world... the sand is supposed to be soft as silk. The wind is supposed to be strong and steady. It is said, that by flying here, you will be hours on end in the air... and I know, normally it is about "Parawaiting" (for perfect wind) so much more than about "Paragliding"... I expect my beloved to fly until he is totally filled and fulfilled and so very, very, VERY HAPPY!!!


flying in the dunes close to Svakopmund, that border directly at the Atlantic Ocean and "our" resort, again, that is just minutes away from both!

-I will experience the very famous Namib- and the Kalahari-desert. Sossusvlei- a famous mostly dried out Saltlake and the highest Dune of the world.
-I will spend 2 nights in a roof-tent in the savanna and the desert and hear and sense nature, without walls between!
-I could meet elephants, giraffes, leopards, rhinos and crocodiles, face to face from an OPEN Jeep!
-I will see Walvis Bay, Pelican Point and all these other coasts where the much appreciated heroes of the seals do their daily work (which I SO appreciate!!) -Freeing and dis-entangling (and saving their lives) seals from all sorts of garbage that they played with, in the sea. (You can follow their amazing work on the youtube channel "Ocean Conservation Namibia")
-I will be at the Tropic of the Capricorn- the area where at solstice, there is no shadow!
-I will eat al fresco under the fantastic starry southern sky.
-I will experience a roadtrip through AFRICA. Pinch me!!

It feels AMAZING already! I expect it to be soooooooo much fun!
I trust that our mates are so nice to be with! I expect to laugh daily. I expect to be happy, happy, happy! I expect to feel blessed and surprised and delighted. I expect to be ultra happy, all day long! I expect to be... HAPPY. It feels very, very expectant! And- HAPPY already!!


More than flying: flamingo- seal- and dolphin watching, going on a Safari with rooftents in 4x4's, Quad-horsing in the Dunes, Deserts, Savanna...

I know and love what I want!

...now, I MASTER TRUST.

Day 17

I LOVE my desires. What is it that I want to be, do or have? How does that feel?

I want to feel the bold trust about my dreams that I felt yesterday, when I wrote my rampage here. And so, I will do a rampage about trust, directly...



...This feels so good! It feels comfortable. It feels totally logical.It feels like an adventure to learn this- while I am so eager to master it!! It feels so calling.It feels so awesomely wonderful! I WANT THAT!! I so want THIS!!! It feels that I came here to do this. And each stepI walked added to the fulfillment of this. All is well! All is well.It was and is all FOR me!



...So true... I needed to become the person, who is a match to her dreams. I wasn't ready, as long as "it" wasn't coming: Duh!! And each road that didn't lead me "directly" to what I wanted, still gave me the much needed clarity, or love, or unconditional respect or inner freedom, inner abundance, inner willingness to not any longer line up with OOTV people but with GOD. First and foremost, and then again... Each seeming detour SERVED ME and brought me what I needed FIRST. Thank you contrast!! Thank you, life!

I know and love what I want!

...now, I MASTER TRUST.

Day 18

I LOVE my desires. What is it that I want to be, do or have? How does that feel?



I want to DEEPLY and TOTALLY TRUST.
I want this to be my easy normal, my default setting! Nothing less will ever do. I cam to achieve and master this. I have achieved so much. I DECIDE that Trust will be my next achievement. Certain trust. Knowing trust. Peaceful trust. Total calm and knowing trust. I allow me trust. I allow me to relax into all that I desire, and all that I fear.I have trust. I live trust. I am pure trust. And that feels wonderful!



I just need to talk myself into it! I just need to practice trust. Imagining it, deciding it, choosing it. Again and again and again and again.And never giving it up. I can choose trust over doubt or fear, every time.

Angst- or trust?
Isn't that easy!? Trust feeels so much better. And life taught me, what feels good IS good. What feels good has source behind it! What feels good is true.What feels good is carrying the key! What feels good is my fulfillment. So, trusting easy should not just be easy, but it should be the most normal!

Easy. Obvious. Clever. Wise. Light. Happy. CERTAIN. Knowing! Fascinating. Awesome. In love. KNOWING. TRUST.

I know and love what I want!

...now, I MASTER TRUST.

Day 19

I LOVE my desires. What is it that I want to be, do or have? How does that feel?

I want to live in true inner and physical freedom with my beloved family. And that includes, really, ALL beings around! ...I want us ALL to build and finetune our personal Paradises on Earth! I want us to try and explore and enjoy and have FUN!! I want us all to live, love and laugh! I want us to be HAPPY. I want us to feel seen and acknowledged and highly appreciated! I want us to be so very happy, fulfilled, joyful, fascinated and express our CREATIVE desires! I want us all to find what we are passionate and fascinated about!



I want us all to express our high energy in fascination and eagerness.In CARE for what is wanted and desired. I want us all to feel seen and cared for and FREE. I want us all to be ITV, mostly, and to play and enjoy the power of all others as well! I want us to laugh in our fully expressed power! I want us to liberate each other, to empower and back up and cheer for each other! I want us all to live in step 5 and 6! I want us to build Paradise!



It feels eager and hilarious and bold and lively. It feels PASSIONATE! It feels INTENSE. It feels so wonderful free, and not held back, and wild. It feels soooo good.It feels so bold and bright and powerfully HAPPY!