My convertible in front of my house, that's overgrown with climbing roses... all things that I wanted SO much.
I am so very satisfied where I allowed my life to go.
I dared to DREAM BIG. I promised myself when I was very young, to never ever quit loving my dreams and desires! No matter what church said, what society preached and condemned, what family thought would be reasonable or even wise. I was stubborn.
I am so thankful for that stubbornness, or maybe it was simply trained momentum? It certainly wasn't always the most "easy" path, but it certainly was the most simple: FOLLOW YOUR DREAM. Follow the beauty of your desire. I was torn a very very long time, planted solidly with two feet in two different worlds. I didn't manage to FULLY believe, and I carry the results still, today. And it is ok!!
I did it my way, as well as I could. We are NOT held to be perfect, ever.
I love that! I am so satisfied with what I COULD do!
I am soo satisfied with what I allowed and created and, to begin with dream up. And I am sooo satisfied with source, answering, and calling me, and inspiring me, and teaching me! I am sooo SATISFIED with what I have experienced in my 60 years of life. All that learning, all the step 1, even the deep deep misery, the hardships, the fear, the doubts, the depression. It was all part of me, understanding, and going deeper, and becoming more certain, and more knowing and more believing, and yes, more happy.
I AM SO SATISFIED WITH WHAT WAS!!!
Ohhh, and I am giddy when I think, what might be coming! Even more love, more joy, more depth, more understanding, MORE SATISFACTION!! More sweetness, more awe, more thankfulness, more wonderful surprise and delight.
I am sooo eager for what is ahead of me! I fully, wholly, trust it. I am so open for it, as I know- it is all part of what is FOR me. I embrace it all. Thank you, thank you, life! Cheers, to all you dreamers and wanters!
(in my front yard...)