I chose to be at home instead of joining the big group. There were enough dishes at the table and I just needed to heat them when I felt like eating.
I sat before my computer. As I read some novels, a clear thought would pop up which says, "It's good but not enough. Something is just missing." Then I start figuring out what is lost. The not enoughness may be due to lack of mutual love. When one sees the other as a tool, no matter how flowery the words are, how hot the scenes seem to be, it is not that satisfying, it feels awkward. Or sometimes it's because the depiction is so outdated and boring, it is not creative to make the mind excited. After reading and enjoying a short beautiful story, I began to write the new chapter for the couple. The writing was smooth and one hour later, I ended it with a happy move between the two. I don't need to worry about its unfolding; it has unlimited potentials.
It's time for me to have supper. I heated the chicken, beef, crab, fried chufas, lotus root filled with sticky rice, and of course rice. I connected the mini-table to my computer desk so that I can eat and watch or read something on my computer simultaneously. I was not sure whether I should watch the CCTV Spring Festival Gala, but finally I watched some of it, and I was amazed at Faye Wong's singing. As for the meal, I especially liked the crab and chufas, though recently I am not a foodie at all. I was quite busy, watching the show, muted it if the prestent program was not interesting, and went to read a new novel, while eating.
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Appreciation of My Life
Morning Appreciation:
All things are possible. It's still possible. Again this thing happened. There was a show was cut abruptly, it has 30 episodes, but only 8 was available online for... For two years. During this two years, the audiences complained, begged, prayed, disappointed and some just lost hope of its re-airing again. I continually think that it's still possible; all things are possible. And I observed another show experienced the similar process and finally it got aired on two platforms. I was invested in stories of this genre, but not this specific one. I only watched its shorts and fan-made mvs; I didn't watch even a complete episode. But I want all the effort put into creating the story could be rewarded. One of the actor purposefully lost weight for this TV series, and since then, he was never be that slender. That kind of body shape is difficult to have and maintain. Yesterday, a broadcast platform announced that it will be aired in March, all 30 episodes. Whoa! I felt happy. I felt happy on behalf of the staff and actors and also the audience, though I may not watch.
I am happy that soon I am gonna watch the movie and later, there must be a surge of reactions and wonderful thoughts and creative stories come out based upon the movie...
All things are possible. It's still possible. Again this thing happened. There was a show was cut abruptly, it has 30 episodes, but only 8 was available online for... For two years. During this two years, the audiences complained, begged, prayed, disappointed and some just lost hope of its re-airing again. I continually think that it's still possible; all things are possible. And I observed another show experienced the similar process and finally it got aired on two platforms. I was invested in stories of this genre, but not this specific one. I only watched its shorts and fan-made mvs; I didn't watch even a complete episode. But I want all the effort put into creating the story could be rewarded. One of the actor purposefully lost weight for this TV series, and since then, he was never be that slender. That kind of body shape is difficult to have and maintain. Yesterday, a broadcast platform announced that it will be aired in March, all 30 episodes. Whoa! I felt happy. I felt happy on behalf of the staff and actors and also the audience, though I may not watch.
I am happy that soon I am gonna watch the movie and later, there must be a surge of reactions and wonderful thoughts and creative stories come out based upon the movie...
New Clarity:
I was not feeling good after watching the movie. I wanted to vent and actually I did. In the evening, I thought why? Why the momentum was such that I just wanted to repeat my unhappy thoughts not just to myself but also to other people. Then I realized, "Of course. Because it is a subject that has been playing an important role in my life for a long time and when it is different from my desire and expecation, I feel extra bad." However, the good thing is: I am extremely clear now that I like being honest with myself and what has happened. It happened, and I didn't want to distort it into another image--I found some people are turning very obvious stuff into non-existent. Everybody has their method to cope with what they don't like; but for me, this time, I don't want to cheat myself by saying this movie was wonderfully scripted and the chracters were persistent. I can create a new movie in my mind to please myself but what-is is what-is. If there is clearly elements of farfecthed romance, I can't say that there is none.
As for movies, still, I am not very enjoying watching them in the theatre, except it is a really good one, and otherwise, I would feel a bit bored because they speak too slowly, I can't skip the parts I don't like, etc. In most cases, I prefer watching movies and dramas at home, because I can choose the speed, I can stop at any time, and for parts I love, I can immediately loop them and enhance the good feelings.
I become more clear about what kind of movies and dramas I want to watch in the future. Of course I don't like being spoiled with details, but I would like to know some general ideas about the story before I watch. I don't like multi-relationships. It should be 1 vs 1, mutually. I want to know the main points of the show, whether it's a detective story, or a romance, or a slice of life. As for slice of life, I would want to know what it mainly protrays, because I don't want to watch at all quarrels, fights and betrayals. I don't want to listen to those repeated limited opinions coming from those characters who blindly follow traditions.
I began to naturally thinking about the story I enjoyed last month and from it, I already know a lot of elements I prefer. The characters really care about each other. They may be misaligned but they do care about each other. Their eyes can be full of worry and even fear when they see the other is in trouble. They may not speak out loud their care but they definitely physically care in subtle and indirect ways, such as saying "I don't like eating this," and then pushing the chicken drumstick to the bowl of the other. They may find people who know the other to get some information about his/her recent situation and they may ask people they think as the right person to communite with the other and encourage the other. These are all very relatable to me because I am and know a lot of people behaving like this, who can't easily speak their genuine care and love out loud. When I watch them interacting like this, I often feel moved and more, I would say I like these feelings.
When one is in trouble, the other doesn't give up the hope and vision. He/She accompanies, supports and encourages. And as solutions come and both are much happier now, the worry in their eyes disappears, and now they can stare at each other with the most sunny smiles. These smiles are fully natural and in many cases, can't be controlled, for they are so happy and in love. At this state, aligned synergy happens. And they can easily enjoy so-called mundane things, like doing the housework, and going to the market and buying food and other groceries. They have several same passions, interests and hobbies. They may both love a specific sport game and so when they are after work or school, they would joyfully jump into the game, and they would guide each other and help each other to achieve more precise moves. When I watch them interacting like this, I feel as joyful as them, I can't help grinning.
I like natural facial expressions and expressive eyes. The actors don't need to talk a lot, because through their eyes, facial expressions and other body languages, I can see clearly their emotions and the main thoughts in their minds. Seconds of the closeup of one's eyes can show so many emotions: disheartened and angry because of a family member, and moved and thankful because of being supported by another family member, and confused and discouraged about what would happen later on with that rascally family member.
When actors act like the above, I don't need to deliberately use my thoughts to enhance my fond of the actors and in some cases the characters; I would be full of appreciation, and I just want to loop their amazing performances, I would automatically say "Whoa!" in my mind. Plus, it's a wonderful idea to closely observe the actors' eyes to feel their states of being and their acting skills.
I was not feeling good after watching the movie. I wanted to vent and actually I did. In the evening, I thought why? Why the momentum was such that I just wanted to repeat my unhappy thoughts not just to myself but also to other people. Then I realized, "Of course. Because it is a subject that has been playing an important role in my life for a long time and when it is different from my desire and expecation, I feel extra bad." However, the good thing is: I am extremely clear now that I like being honest with myself and what has happened. It happened, and I didn't want to distort it into another image--I found some people are turning very obvious stuff into non-existent. Everybody has their method to cope with what they don't like; but for me, this time, I don't want to cheat myself by saying this movie was wonderfully scripted and the chracters were persistent. I can create a new movie in my mind to please myself but what-is is what-is. If there is clearly elements of farfecthed romance, I can't say that there is none.
As for movies, still, I am not very enjoying watching them in the theatre, except it is a really good one, and otherwise, I would feel a bit bored because they speak too slowly, I can't skip the parts I don't like, etc. In most cases, I prefer watching movies and dramas at home, because I can choose the speed, I can stop at any time, and for parts I love, I can immediately loop them and enhance the good feelings.
I become more clear about what kind of movies and dramas I want to watch in the future. Of course I don't like being spoiled with details, but I would like to know some general ideas about the story before I watch. I don't like multi-relationships. It should be 1 vs 1, mutually. I want to know the main points of the show, whether it's a detective story, or a romance, or a slice of life. As for slice of life, I would want to know what it mainly protrays, because I don't want to watch at all quarrels, fights and betrayals. I don't want to listen to those repeated limited opinions coming from those characters who blindly follow traditions.
I began to naturally thinking about the story I enjoyed last month and from it, I already know a lot of elements I prefer. The characters really care about each other. They may be misaligned but they do care about each other. Their eyes can be full of worry and even fear when they see the other is in trouble. They may not speak out loud their care but they definitely physically care in subtle and indirect ways, such as saying "I don't like eating this," and then pushing the chicken drumstick to the bowl of the other. They may find people who know the other to get some information about his/her recent situation and they may ask people they think as the right person to communite with the other and encourage the other. These are all very relatable to me because I am and know a lot of people behaving like this, who can't easily speak their genuine care and love out loud. When I watch them interacting like this, I often feel moved and more, I would say I like these feelings.
When one is in trouble, the other doesn't give up the hope and vision. He/She accompanies, supports and encourages. And as solutions come and both are much happier now, the worry in their eyes disappears, and now they can stare at each other with the most sunny smiles. These smiles are fully natural and in many cases, can't be controlled, for they are so happy and in love. At this state, aligned synergy happens. And they can easily enjoy so-called mundane things, like doing the housework, and going to the market and buying food and other groceries. They have several same passions, interests and hobbies. They may both love a specific sport game and so when they are after work or school, they would joyfully jump into the game, and they would guide each other and help each other to achieve more precise moves. When I watch them interacting like this, I feel as joyful as them, I can't help grinning.
I like natural facial expressions and expressive eyes. The actors don't need to talk a lot, because through their eyes, facial expressions and other body languages, I can see clearly their emotions and the main thoughts in their minds. Seconds of the closeup of one's eyes can show so many emotions: disheartened and angry because of a family member, and moved and thankful because of being supported by another family member, and confused and discouraged about what would happen later on with that rascally family member.
When actors act like the above, I don't need to deliberately use my thoughts to enhance my fond of the actors and in some cases the characters; I would be full of appreciation, and I just want to loop their amazing performances, I would automatically say "Whoa!" in my mind. Plus, it's a wonderful idea to closely observe the actors' eyes to feel their states of being and their acting skills.
Morning Appreciation:
~ I haven't seen my niece for two days, so I feel extra happy when she comes. She wears new pink overcoat, new trousers and new shoes on the second day of Chinese New Year. After the nap, her chubby face is like an apple. I put her into the stroller and we have a good time walking in the sunlight. We visit the nearby shopping mall where some food stands and child facilities are still operating. Yeah, the theatre is here too, and I am glad that I'm already back to my good mood, not thinking about the movie but more focused upon the interactions between actors in their road shows. During this forty minutes, I exercised my body, she happily explored the outdoor world and both are satisfied.
~ Last night, my mom made beef noodles for us with self-made beef sauce. They were delicious and I added some sesame oil into the boil, and the oil is also made by my mom. And I praised my mom by speaking directly, "These noodles are delicious."
~ I like remembering that all things are possible. I like knowing that others' plans related to you can also change and I can imagine about them or I just go general, letting the Universe do the work. For example, a month ago, some people told me that there might be a meeting before the new year. I was a bit hesitant, not wanting to go, but felt I'd better to go, for I hadn't attended the meetings several times. Then I reminded myself that I could go, but still it's possible that this meeting would be cancelled, because this kind of things had happened in my life many times. So I didn't think much about it since then and the result is, the meeting was not mentioned again. It didn't happen before the new year. I just like knowing that those statements from whatever sources with words "should" or "must" can just be sentences from people's mouths and can not become reality if I don't like them.
Something I don't like vibing out of my life is desired manifesation too. From time to time, I like milking experiences like this too.
~ I found a short novel close to the story I had imanged, but still it had its newness. It gave me the main elements and feelings I wanted. I read it word by word and then left an appreciative comment.
~ It's so fun and pleasing to read posts in the group. I noticed an interesting thing. As pictures show the lovely interactions between the actors, group members not only observing the picutres, they read the comments. And it's similar to my watching bullet screen while watching some TV shows. What was I expecting? Often I was expecting some unexpected funny comments and sometimes subtle stuff I didn't notice? When I read the comment sector, I would lose interest in seeing those emojis, or simple comments like "great," "wonderful," "beatufiul." I want to see more detailed comments. So why don't I write like that? Good idea. So instead of just saying "beautiful," or "thank you for sharing this," I just described my observation and happiness about their interactions. I would write, "Look at him, he is extremely happy beyond words; rarely saw him this joyful. He was smiling out his crow's feet." Actually just simple comments, but still more vivid than those emojis and one or two charater appreciation. Then in the night, readers began to favorite these comments. Either they feel the same way, and are happy someone directly express them on their behalf; or I point out something new to them and the word-less pictures become more detailed and interesting.
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~ I haven't seen my niece for two days, so I feel extra happy when she comes. She wears new pink overcoat, new trousers and new shoes on the second day of Chinese New Year. After the nap, her chubby face is like an apple. I put her into the stroller and we have a good time walking in the sunlight. We visit the nearby shopping mall where some food stands and child facilities are still operating. Yeah, the theatre is here too, and I am glad that I'm already back to my good mood, not thinking about the movie but more focused upon the interactions between actors in their road shows. During this forty minutes, I exercised my body, she happily explored the outdoor world and both are satisfied.
~ Last night, my mom made beef noodles for us with self-made beef sauce. They were delicious and I added some sesame oil into the boil, and the oil is also made by my mom. And I praised my mom by speaking directly, "These noodles are delicious."
~ I like remembering that all things are possible. I like knowing that others' plans related to you can also change and I can imagine about them or I just go general, letting the Universe do the work. For example, a month ago, some people told me that there might be a meeting before the new year. I was a bit hesitant, not wanting to go, but felt I'd better to go, for I hadn't attended the meetings several times. Then I reminded myself that I could go, but still it's possible that this meeting would be cancelled, because this kind of things had happened in my life many times. So I didn't think much about it since then and the result is, the meeting was not mentioned again. It didn't happen before the new year. I just like knowing that those statements from whatever sources with words "should" or "must" can just be sentences from people's mouths and can not become reality if I don't like them.
Something I don't like vibing out of my life is desired manifesation too. From time to time, I like milking experiences like this too.
~ I found a short novel close to the story I had imanged, but still it had its newness. It gave me the main elements and feelings I wanted. I read it word by word and then left an appreciative comment.
~ It's so fun and pleasing to read posts in the group. I noticed an interesting thing. As pictures show the lovely interactions between the actors, group members not only observing the picutres, they read the comments. And it's similar to my watching bullet screen while watching some TV shows. What was I expecting? Often I was expecting some unexpected funny comments and sometimes subtle stuff I didn't notice? When I read the comment sector, I would lose interest in seeing those emojis, or simple comments like "great," "wonderful," "beatufiul." I want to see more detailed comments. So why don't I write like that? Good idea. So instead of just saying "beautiful," or "thank you for sharing this," I just described my observation and happiness about their interactions. I would write, "Look at him, he is extremely happy beyond words; rarely saw him this joyful. He was smiling out his crow's feet." Actually just simple comments, but still more vivid than those emojis and one or two charater appreciation. Then in the night, readers began to favorite these comments. Either they feel the same way, and are happy someone directly express them on their behalf; or I point out something new to them and the word-less pictures become more detailed and interesting.
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Abundance:
I am in the warm, bright cafe again. No one would bother me the whole afternoon, and I like it.
I milked about the harmony I have with my family members with vivid words at first. I rest a bit. And then I listened to Abe talk about an interesting subject. I enjoyed some absolute music.
It is raining outside and the vegetables my father grows would benefit by the rain a lot, as well as all those trees and flowers.
I took cold medicine before I went outdoors, remembering how powerful my body was. How quick my body had recovered from those days of my taking a dozen of pills every day. Forever, an extremely healthy body is in my Reality and I just need to line up with it by feeling good using any reason. Here and now, I am clear-minded. I breathe easily and smoothly. I type fast on my computer keyboard. My mind processes information at a fast speed. I lisen to Abe at 1.5 speed. I feel comfortable from head to toe, no pain, no sourness, no discomfort of any kind. I move freely. I walk fast. My eyes, ears, hands, legs and actually all parts of my body work extremely well for me. I often multi-task. I write while listening to music. I walk, think and enjoy music...
I live in a wonderful city. During the spring festival, a lot of shops and stores and cafes are still open and so I can easily take a wallk and spend my time in them. I sip coffee and do the vibrational work in the form of thinking and writing. I watch videos to put myself in the state of appreciation--appreciating the beauty, appreciating the humor, and appreciating the wisdom people are sharing.
I have access to unlimited resonating music and stories. Music and stories make my life fulfilling, beautiful, poetic, joyful, vivid, creative and inspired. Music and stories are existences I often explore, enjoy, savor, and dive deeper. A masterpiece can bring me pleasure for a long long time. Sometimes, I move on quickly from one story to another, while at other times, I would be fixated on a story for a long time, getting all possible flavors and nutrition from it. Recently, a specific story has been a poignant existence for more than one month.
Today I found a list of absolute music on my music app. It contains 108 pieces of absolute music and I played about 40 today and almost every one felt good to me. They feel light as feathers. They feel smooth and satisfying. They create a soft and gentle sound atmosphere for me, in which I can easily do what I love with a focused mind. At times, my body moves to match the rhythm. For example, I may nod rhythmically. Words I can use to describe them would be:
Poetic, light, frisky, lively, laid-back, lighthearted, cool, unserious, otherworldly, simple and pure, free flowing, whimsical, freewheeling, unfettered...
I am in the warm, bright cafe again. No one would bother me the whole afternoon, and I like it.
I milked about the harmony I have with my family members with vivid words at first. I rest a bit. And then I listened to Abe talk about an interesting subject. I enjoyed some absolute music.
It is raining outside and the vegetables my father grows would benefit by the rain a lot, as well as all those trees and flowers.
I took cold medicine before I went outdoors, remembering how powerful my body was. How quick my body had recovered from those days of my taking a dozen of pills every day. Forever, an extremely healthy body is in my Reality and I just need to line up with it by feeling good using any reason. Here and now, I am clear-minded. I breathe easily and smoothly. I type fast on my computer keyboard. My mind processes information at a fast speed. I lisen to Abe at 1.5 speed. I feel comfortable from head to toe, no pain, no sourness, no discomfort of any kind. I move freely. I walk fast. My eyes, ears, hands, legs and actually all parts of my body work extremely well for me. I often multi-task. I write while listening to music. I walk, think and enjoy music...
I live in a wonderful city. During the spring festival, a lot of shops and stores and cafes are still open and so I can easily take a wallk and spend my time in them. I sip coffee and do the vibrational work in the form of thinking and writing. I watch videos to put myself in the state of appreciation--appreciating the beauty, appreciating the humor, and appreciating the wisdom people are sharing.
I have access to unlimited resonating music and stories. Music and stories make my life fulfilling, beautiful, poetic, joyful, vivid, creative and inspired. Music and stories are existences I often explore, enjoy, savor, and dive deeper. A masterpiece can bring me pleasure for a long long time. Sometimes, I move on quickly from one story to another, while at other times, I would be fixated on a story for a long time, getting all possible flavors and nutrition from it. Recently, a specific story has been a poignant existence for more than one month.
Today I found a list of absolute music on my music app. It contains 108 pieces of absolute music and I played about 40 today and almost every one felt good to me. They feel light as feathers. They feel smooth and satisfying. They create a soft and gentle sound atmosphere for me, in which I can easily do what I love with a focused mind. At times, my body moves to match the rhythm. For example, I may nod rhythmically. Words I can use to describe them would be:
Poetic, light, frisky, lively, laid-back, lighthearted, cool, unserious, otherworldly, simple and pure, free flowing, whimsical, freewheeling, unfettered...
Morning Appreciation
~ I gained great satisfaction by watching videos on the channel Food Around The World last night. I hadn't watched this kind of documentaries or videos for a long time, but last night, the interest came back again, so I started watching without putting on the earphones. And that's totally doable, because no one is talking, it's like one of those asmr videos, I think. As the watching started, automatically I became the voiceover. I was describing what I saw with some personal comments such as "Why do they just walk around in the rain? Why not wear a raincoat?" "The whole process of the cooking is interesting, but I would never eat the dish because it has so much fat. It's not possible for me to eat a piece of fat." I am not someone who likes cooking, but I do like watching someone who is good at something demonstrates the whole process skillfully for me, and so I would watch artisans making leather shoes, jewelry, and building wood houses. I like how they patiently and precisely move from one step to another with the fittest tool if it is needed. This could give me great satisfaction. One thing I had learned from these programs is: Be open-minded, be clear about what you want, and know that a lot of things are actually multi-functional--their functions are not limited to only what most people think they can do. I just read a piece of intereting news that one used his camera robot to feed his fish.
~ I appreciate that my Inner Gudiance lets me know clearly the change of my present interests. Recently I spend much less time watching detective stories. Before the last night, I would not know that my interest in artisans' work came back, but I WILL KNOW IT WHEN I SEE IT--as I browse on youtube, these videos caught my attention, though I could just skip them.
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~ I gained great satisfaction by watching videos on the channel Food Around The World last night. I hadn't watched this kind of documentaries or videos for a long time, but last night, the interest came back again, so I started watching without putting on the earphones. And that's totally doable, because no one is talking, it's like one of those asmr videos, I think. As the watching started, automatically I became the voiceover. I was describing what I saw with some personal comments such as "Why do they just walk around in the rain? Why not wear a raincoat?" "The whole process of the cooking is interesting, but I would never eat the dish because it has so much fat. It's not possible for me to eat a piece of fat." I am not someone who likes cooking, but I do like watching someone who is good at something demonstrates the whole process skillfully for me, and so I would watch artisans making leather shoes, jewelry, and building wood houses. I like how they patiently and precisely move from one step to another with the fittest tool if it is needed. This could give me great satisfaction. One thing I had learned from these programs is: Be open-minded, be clear about what you want, and know that a lot of things are actually multi-functional--their functions are not limited to only what most people think they can do. I just read a piece of intereting news that one used his camera robot to feed his fish.
~ I appreciate that my Inner Gudiance lets me know clearly the change of my present interests. Recently I spend much less time watching detective stories. Before the last night, I would not know that my interest in artisans' work came back, but I WILL KNOW IT WHEN I SEE IT--as I browse on youtube, these videos caught my attention, though I could just skip them.
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Joy:
When you like something or some people, as the momentum increases, you may feel joy, that really strong good feeling. Which often makes you smile or grin. The existence which makes me feel joy naturally pulls me, attracts me, and automatically arranges my time and energy.
Freedom:
I wake up, and after washing face and brushing teeth, I sit before my computer with hot coffee and simple breakfast. I watch some shorts on tiktok, about an actor who is so funny, uniquely funny. I think to myself: I like funny, free flowing, unserious people like him. People like him bring laughter into my life. I then do some vibrational work in the form of thinking and writing. At a point, I am inspired to get up and do the housework, but this time, I am mindful and feel satisfied with my hand moves and the cooperatioin between my eyes and my hands. I eat lunch at a ramen diner and go to the familiar cafe. In the cafe, I collect some data online and then begin to explore the EGS. One family member phones me and I say no to the suggestion, and soon go back to do my own things.
I think and write freely. I focus upon different subjects, from abundance, relationships, health, beauty, to personality traits. I think: It really is not a good idea to be people pleasers. I hope that he could know this earlier and set necessary boundary...
Freedom to think/vibrate/create is the ultimate freedom.
Clarity:
I like being extremely clear about what I like and what I don't like. I appreciate myself for clearly saying no to some suggestion I don't like.
My wonderful companions:
My thermos. Coffee. My computer and laptop. My bluetooth earphones. My messange bag. My gloves. My glasses. My sofa chair. The music app and its vip. Websites like youtube, tiktok, weibo, bilibili, reddit, and some novel websites. My baidu netdisc app and its yearly vip. Iqiyi software/app and its yearly vip. WPS software/app. Extremely convenient apps on my phone from wechat to the GPS and transportation app.
~I enjoy hot coffee and so I always use the thermos to maintain the desired temperature.
~I put on the earphones, click on the music app on the phone, and walk with the company of music. And then I would shift to Abe teachings.
~I get onto youtube, listen to Abe, watch detective stories and sometimes food and traveling documentaries and vlogs.
~I store materials like Abe clips onto the baidu netdisc app, so that I can directly watch and listen to what I want wherever I go without taking up the phone or computer space. And it offers a lot of wonderful tools such as AI transcription.
~I have many pairs of earphones but I mainly use one pair because it gives me the best sound effects. I love it.
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Abundance and Lackfulness:
One of the current movies is doing extremely well on the market now, and some people say: Hey slow down a bit, giving other movies a chance to sell more tickets.
I am extremely clear that it's not the case at all. If other movies are good enough--they even don't need to be that good, the audiences don't mind at all watching more movies. They have the money to watch more movies. But some of the movies are really too trashy to be saved, financially speaking. Even not talking vibrational stuff, this is such a clear thing. When audience find the movie so attractive and interesting, they automatically share and strongly suggest others watch it and that's why the first part of the movie I watched several days ago became a hit with almost all new young actors. People tell people tell people. But this time, the story telling and CGI were so bad that audiences having high expectations before walking into the theatre can't help ranting and getting mad and asking other people not to waste money. Only the fans of the actors are digging hard to find and share the positive aspects.
It's about personal alignment or not. No one can deprive any other of what belong to them. Everybody creates his/her own reality by what he/she vibrates/thinks. It's that simple. The pie is never limited.
Worthiness and Counting Blessings:
~I always have abundant free time to do what I love. I love a lot of things. I love molding the clay of my thoughts and emotions. I love music and stories of abundant genres. I love writing stories. I love reading novels. I love conneting to people happily...
~I live in a wonderful, comfortable, clean and neat, convenient, robust place where I can do what I love in abundant environments, indoors and outdoors.
~My body works extremely well for me. I am clear-minded and energetic and flexible and efficient.
~I have harmony with all my family members. I can easily appreciate them and focus upon their positive aspects.
~I eat well, rest well, play well and sleep well.
~The novel updated last night and the new chapter continually pleased me. I love how the story is unfolding.
~ I found and have been looping the song list consisting of 108 pieces of absolute music. I like the feelings they emanate.
~ I enjoy my time in the cafe. The cafe is near the house and it's a ten-minute walk. I can be extremely focused in the bright, warm, comfy space with soft background music.
~ New interests naturally appear. I was inspired to explore the EGS again. I was again attracted by artisans' work.
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Knowledge:
I like knowing that all things are possible. I like knowing that when I relax, not pushing against, many things would automatically right themselves. I relaxed and so my laptop worked normally again. My electronic products often went back to normal as I let go of impatience and trusted things would work out for me.
I like knowing that I am a pure lover. I like knowing that my Inner Being never pushes against, blames, or criticizes. I like knowing that it's time for me to go back a bit and remember the essence of everybody and not make others' misaligned behaviors bigger by complaining, blaming and repeated focus. Going general would be better.
Empowerment:
~I am extension of Source Energy that creates the whole Universe.
~I am an eternal soul.
~I am loved, supported, protected, guided and inspired every step along the way, wherever, whenever, in whatever environments or relationships.
~Ask and it is given. Every desire of mine, big or small, is already done and fulfilled on my behalf. I just need to line up with them by doing the emotional work.
~ When I feel good, I am powerful. Alignment/Feeling good trumps all. Nothing is more important than that I feel good now. I know how to feel good. I know how to feel better.
~ Nothing serious is going on in this physical world. Death, no matter how it looks on the surface, is a good thing, is humans joyfully re-emerging into Pure Positive Energy/Pure Love.
~ If we want to, we can have direct access to our beloved ones in Pure Positive Energy, every day.
~ One who is aligned is more powerful than millions who are not. Remember this often, remember the power of alignment, and know that some so-called human powers are very low on EGS, they are often within the range of anger, revenge, hatred and rage. 17~19 on the scale. See through the facade.
Jealousy and Pivoting:
I rarely feel jealous now, because it only brings me what I don't want. Because I know my Inner Being is not feeling like this. Because jealousy feels really bad. Because I know whatever I had jealous about is already in my Vortex, and the quicker I pivot and focus upon what I desire instead of comparing myself to other people, the better I feel and the closer I am to the desired manifesation. Because I know it's a good reminder, reminding me that no one can deprive me of anything I desire, it's always about personal alignment. I'd better take responsiblity for everything in my life.
It can be beneficial to remind me that jealousy is so low on the Emotional Gudiance System, it's on the 20th rung. So it would be very beneficial to shift it if it exists often. And I can appreciate the emotion of jealousy because it tells me something I desire but I may not admit to myself. It brings me new clarity.
When you like something or some people, as the momentum increases, you may feel joy, that really strong good feeling. Which often makes you smile or grin. The existence which makes me feel joy naturally pulls me, attracts me, and automatically arranges my time and energy.
Freedom:
I wake up, and after washing face and brushing teeth, I sit before my computer with hot coffee and simple breakfast. I watch some shorts on tiktok, about an actor who is so funny, uniquely funny. I think to myself: I like funny, free flowing, unserious people like him. People like him bring laughter into my life. I then do some vibrational work in the form of thinking and writing. At a point, I am inspired to get up and do the housework, but this time, I am mindful and feel satisfied with my hand moves and the cooperatioin between my eyes and my hands. I eat lunch at a ramen diner and go to the familiar cafe. In the cafe, I collect some data online and then begin to explore the EGS. One family member phones me and I say no to the suggestion, and soon go back to do my own things.
I think and write freely. I focus upon different subjects, from abundance, relationships, health, beauty, to personality traits. I think: It really is not a good idea to be people pleasers. I hope that he could know this earlier and set necessary boundary...
Freedom to think/vibrate/create is the ultimate freedom.
Clarity:
I like being extremely clear about what I like and what I don't like. I appreciate myself for clearly saying no to some suggestion I don't like.
My wonderful companions:
My thermos. Coffee. My computer and laptop. My bluetooth earphones. My messange bag. My gloves. My glasses. My sofa chair. The music app and its vip. Websites like youtube, tiktok, weibo, bilibili, reddit, and some novel websites. My baidu netdisc app and its yearly vip. Iqiyi software/app and its yearly vip. WPS software/app. Extremely convenient apps on my phone from wechat to the GPS and transportation app.
~I enjoy hot coffee and so I always use the thermos to maintain the desired temperature.
~I put on the earphones, click on the music app on the phone, and walk with the company of music. And then I would shift to Abe teachings.
~I get onto youtube, listen to Abe, watch detective stories and sometimes food and traveling documentaries and vlogs.
~I store materials like Abe clips onto the baidu netdisc app, so that I can directly watch and listen to what I want wherever I go without taking up the phone or computer space. And it offers a lot of wonderful tools such as AI transcription.
~I have many pairs of earphones but I mainly use one pair because it gives me the best sound effects. I love it.
~
Abundance and Lackfulness:
One of the current movies is doing extremely well on the market now, and some people say: Hey slow down a bit, giving other movies a chance to sell more tickets.
I am extremely clear that it's not the case at all. If other movies are good enough--they even don't need to be that good, the audiences don't mind at all watching more movies. They have the money to watch more movies. But some of the movies are really too trashy to be saved, financially speaking. Even not talking vibrational stuff, this is such a clear thing. When audience find the movie so attractive and interesting, they automatically share and strongly suggest others watch it and that's why the first part of the movie I watched several days ago became a hit with almost all new young actors. People tell people tell people. But this time, the story telling and CGI were so bad that audiences having high expectations before walking into the theatre can't help ranting and getting mad and asking other people not to waste money. Only the fans of the actors are digging hard to find and share the positive aspects.
It's about personal alignment or not. No one can deprive any other of what belong to them. Everybody creates his/her own reality by what he/she vibrates/thinks. It's that simple. The pie is never limited.
Worthiness and Counting Blessings:
~I always have abundant free time to do what I love. I love a lot of things. I love molding the clay of my thoughts and emotions. I love music and stories of abundant genres. I love writing stories. I love reading novels. I love conneting to people happily...
~I live in a wonderful, comfortable, clean and neat, convenient, robust place where I can do what I love in abundant environments, indoors and outdoors.
~My body works extremely well for me. I am clear-minded and energetic and flexible and efficient.
~I have harmony with all my family members. I can easily appreciate them and focus upon their positive aspects.
~I eat well, rest well, play well and sleep well.
~The novel updated last night and the new chapter continually pleased me. I love how the story is unfolding.
~ I found and have been looping the song list consisting of 108 pieces of absolute music. I like the feelings they emanate.
~ I enjoy my time in the cafe. The cafe is near the house and it's a ten-minute walk. I can be extremely focused in the bright, warm, comfy space with soft background music.
~ New interests naturally appear. I was inspired to explore the EGS again. I was again attracted by artisans' work.
~ ...
Knowledge:
I like knowing that all things are possible. I like knowing that when I relax, not pushing against, many things would automatically right themselves. I relaxed and so my laptop worked normally again. My electronic products often went back to normal as I let go of impatience and trusted things would work out for me.
I like knowing that I am a pure lover. I like knowing that my Inner Being never pushes against, blames, or criticizes. I like knowing that it's time for me to go back a bit and remember the essence of everybody and not make others' misaligned behaviors bigger by complaining, blaming and repeated focus. Going general would be better.
Empowerment:
~I am extension of Source Energy that creates the whole Universe.
~I am an eternal soul.
~I am loved, supported, protected, guided and inspired every step along the way, wherever, whenever, in whatever environments or relationships.
~Ask and it is given. Every desire of mine, big or small, is already done and fulfilled on my behalf. I just need to line up with them by doing the emotional work.
~ When I feel good, I am powerful. Alignment/Feeling good trumps all. Nothing is more important than that I feel good now. I know how to feel good. I know how to feel better.
~ Nothing serious is going on in this physical world. Death, no matter how it looks on the surface, is a good thing, is humans joyfully re-emerging into Pure Positive Energy/Pure Love.
~ If we want to, we can have direct access to our beloved ones in Pure Positive Energy, every day.
~ One who is aligned is more powerful than millions who are not. Remember this often, remember the power of alignment, and know that some so-called human powers are very low on EGS, they are often within the range of anger, revenge, hatred and rage. 17~19 on the scale. See through the facade.
Jealousy and Pivoting:
I rarely feel jealous now, because it only brings me what I don't want. Because I know my Inner Being is not feeling like this. Because jealousy feels really bad. Because I know whatever I had jealous about is already in my Vortex, and the quicker I pivot and focus upon what I desire instead of comparing myself to other people, the better I feel and the closer I am to the desired manifesation. Because I know it's a good reminder, reminding me that no one can deprive me of anything I desire, it's always about personal alignment. I'd better take responsiblity for everything in my life.
It can be beneficial to remind me that jealousy is so low on the Emotional Gudiance System, it's on the 20th rung. So it would be very beneficial to shift it if it exists often. And I can appreciate the emotion of jealousy because it tells me something I desire but I may not admit to myself. It brings me new clarity.
Morning Appreciation:
Love.
I love my morning coffee. I love the matching music I am playing now.
I love that both actors did their best to show their care and love toward the each other in almost all scenes. It's not about words or dialogues or the title of the drama or the synopsis. People are still arguing about their relationship, and I just want to say to them: Be quiet and just observe with your eyes, and don't be cheated or so easily brainwashed by things like synopsis. Observe with your eyes and pay attention to the details like the tones when they speak and the emotions in their eyes. Notice the obvious or subtle difference they show when they are around different people. From now on, just learn to care about the details and subtleties and you may find a new world. Remember, in many cases, words don't mean the actual affections, feelings and emotions.
I love what the program shows about the mountain. Fresh green meadows, tall trees standing in the mist, dewdrops rolling on the leaves, white and purple and yellow flowers snuggling together at one corner next to the hut, a brown-and-white calf with thick snow-colored eyelashes staring into space, two little girls wearing bright rubber shoes walking back home hand in hand, the pleasant aroma of food already filling the kitchen...
I love that today I was clear-minded, energetic and robust and not need much nap. I just closed my eyes and rested for about 15 minutes. After lunch, I wrote a new chapter of the story and the main characters got closer to each other both mentally and physically. Before supper, I read and replied the comments. When I was writing, I didn't think about vibrational accuracy, but actually many parts were actually following the Law of Attraction. For example, when the character was so happy and excited, he didn't need much sleep and he got up early and he was full of energy. I would write about people's worry, jealousy, sad, frustration, etc. But I would never use lots of words to describe something I see as cruel, nasty, hopeless or depressing. Even if it is needed, I would portray it with as fewer words as possible. I want to feel fun and satisfied and joy in my writing, and sometimes, adding some light angst would make the unfolding extra fulfilling, but not those detailed scenes emanating strong negative emotions. These are my own preferences. I may very well give every story a happy open ending.
...
Love.
I love my morning coffee. I love the matching music I am playing now.
I love that both actors did their best to show their care and love toward the each other in almost all scenes. It's not about words or dialogues or the title of the drama or the synopsis. People are still arguing about their relationship, and I just want to say to them: Be quiet and just observe with your eyes, and don't be cheated or so easily brainwashed by things like synopsis. Observe with your eyes and pay attention to the details like the tones when they speak and the emotions in their eyes. Notice the obvious or subtle difference they show when they are around different people. From now on, just learn to care about the details and subtleties and you may find a new world. Remember, in many cases, words don't mean the actual affections, feelings and emotions.
I love what the program shows about the mountain. Fresh green meadows, tall trees standing in the mist, dewdrops rolling on the leaves, white and purple and yellow flowers snuggling together at one corner next to the hut, a brown-and-white calf with thick snow-colored eyelashes staring into space, two little girls wearing bright rubber shoes walking back home hand in hand, the pleasant aroma of food already filling the kitchen...
I love that today I was clear-minded, energetic and robust and not need much nap. I just closed my eyes and rested for about 15 minutes. After lunch, I wrote a new chapter of the story and the main characters got closer to each other both mentally and physically. Before supper, I read and replied the comments. When I was writing, I didn't think about vibrational accuracy, but actually many parts were actually following the Law of Attraction. For example, when the character was so happy and excited, he didn't need much sleep and he got up early and he was full of energy. I would write about people's worry, jealousy, sad, frustration, etc. But I would never use lots of words to describe something I see as cruel, nasty, hopeless or depressing. Even if it is needed, I would portray it with as fewer words as possible. I want to feel fun and satisfied and joy in my writing, and sometimes, adding some light angst would make the unfolding extra fulfilling, but not those detailed scenes emanating strong negative emotions. These are my own preferences. I may very well give every story a happy open ending.
...
I like reminding myself to take full responsibility for my life. I like focusing upon the power, the independence, the happiness, the unconditional lightheartedness and the forward-looking attitude of the people I care about. I decide to be clear and stable enough to not buy into the thought that they are treated badly and they are living in injustice. It's easy to blame other people for whatever happening to us. Very easy. But finally, blame does us no good. Blame neither benefits me nor people I care about. It can be used as the PoLR, temporarily, in some cases, moving us upwards on the EGS. But not for long.
I like knowing that their Vortices would be: They take full responsibility for their work and life. They don't complain or blame. They look foward. They focus upon what they desire. They are independent and happy and healthy and abundant. They attract projects which ring their bells. They enjoy what they do. They are inspired in what they do. They get maturer and maturer. They appreciate step 1, knowing clearly the benefits of step1/contrast. They make the best of where they are...
So the best version of our relationship would be:
We are happy. We are independent and know how to please ourselves and live easy and pleasing lives. We enjoy our solitude. We enjoy our togetherness. We have great harmony. We speak nicely to each other. We genuinely appreciate and praise. We have fun and telling jokes. We share lovely stories about each other and the stories are welcomed. We are solution oriented and we are good at guiding the conversations to better and better feeling places by not pushing against immediatly but acting mor and more like our Inner Beings.
We are solution oriented and we are good at guiding the conversations to better and better feeling places by not pushing against immediatly but acting more and more like our Inner Beings: We may think: She doesn't like this, so this means she likes that. Okay. We respond: Yeah! This function is really not satisfying and I ask the service person, she admitted it but it can only be like this. We may say: Next time, we can buy one that functions better. Or we immediately buy a new one? We let go of impatience, and become fully solution oriented and remind us that she just wants what she wants, her preferences are genuine, and she is not really like complaining. We are honest with her preferences and we say to her, "Now I know what kind of noodle machine you want and next time we can buy a better one based upon these standards."
...
I like knowing that their Vortices would be: They take full responsibility for their work and life. They don't complain or blame. They look foward. They focus upon what they desire. They are independent and happy and healthy and abundant. They attract projects which ring their bells. They enjoy what they do. They are inspired in what they do. They get maturer and maturer. They appreciate step 1, knowing clearly the benefits of step1/contrast. They make the best of where they are...
So the best version of our relationship would be:
We are happy. We are independent and know how to please ourselves and live easy and pleasing lives. We enjoy our solitude. We enjoy our togetherness. We have great harmony. We speak nicely to each other. We genuinely appreciate and praise. We have fun and telling jokes. We share lovely stories about each other and the stories are welcomed. We are solution oriented and we are good at guiding the conversations to better and better feeling places by not pushing against immediatly but acting mor and more like our Inner Beings.
We are solution oriented and we are good at guiding the conversations to better and better feeling places by not pushing against immediatly but acting more and more like our Inner Beings: We may think: She doesn't like this, so this means she likes that. Okay. We respond: Yeah! This function is really not satisfying and I ask the service person, she admitted it but it can only be like this. We may say: Next time, we can buy one that functions better. Or we immediately buy a new one? We let go of impatience, and become fully solution oriented and remind us that she just wants what she wants, her preferences are genuine, and she is not really like complaining. We are honest with her preferences and we say to her, "Now I know what kind of noodle machine you want and next time we can buy a better one based upon these standards."
...
Though I had headache, still, I decided to multi-task. I can just focus upon the headache, and think about the headache such as how to soothe it, or I can do something else, and I choose the latter.
I kept thinking while lying on the bed. I thought:
No matter what, I am glad that I found a wonderful novel to read and it contains a lot of new words, phrases and idioms, and so I was busy looking them up in the dictionary. The author depicted scenes so vividly based upon our sense perceptions that dynamic pictures naturally showed up in my mind--plus with sounds. After that, I imagined some unfoldings based upon this ongoing story to please my self, while still eagerly waiting for the new chapter.
My little niece is so easy to love. I hear laughter from my parents. I hear her giggles. I continually sense the pure intense love she receives on a daily basis.
I keep on being amazed at the creative ways the couple show love toward each other. Yes, creative. And it's so fun to watch them keeping a distance at first, wanting to show other people that they are not very familiar, but after a while, they just can't help standing closely, actually with no distance. Their shoes sticked to each other's. They sneak at each other, thinking no one would notice, only to discover that their eyes are too big that it's so obvious... I must say: Their interactions are creative sweet, cute, adorable, and really funny.
The drama attracted me was first broadcast on December 24th, and I am still exploring it till today. I had downloaded it onto my computer and from time to time, I watch parts of it. It's like a culmination of a lot of my favorite elements. It contains so many desired things that it keeps nourishing me day after day. So it's natural that I didn't move on from it quickly, for why should I?
In the past few days, I listened to three Abe clips, two about jealousy and one about competition in sports, and all of them were quite inspiring to me. And for Abe teachings strongly resonating with me, I am used to deliberately memorizing them in my mind which is also wonderful pre-paving. I say to myself:
~ We all contribute to the Universe and the world greatly no matter what we do, whether we are aligned or not. We never need to worry about not contributing to All That Is. We are revered samely whether we move from depression to anger, or from depression to joy at a fast speed. Source loves and reveres every subtle improvement we have. And again, we are always valued, treasured, loved, guided and inspired wherever we are, whether we are moving upward or downward on the EGS. But of course, for us, feeling better feels much better; feeling better is for our own sake. Always, first and foremost, we do things for our own personal alignment, for the joy from them, because they ring our bells, not for the trophies and others' recognitions, or performing better than other people--these could be icing on the cake in aligned manners, but not the most important thing.
~ Jealousy often means you don't believe you can have what others already have, or you fear that what you have now may be deprived (such as because of others' involvement). Jealousy can be and are often mixed with other emotions like guilt, fear, powerlessness, etc. It's on the 20th rung of the EGS, quite low vibe/frequency. Better shift it if it's an poignant existence.
~ Abe suggest a baseball pitcher imagine saying to the batter: I expect you to hit the ball. I expect we both perfrom so well that we extract the best from each other. We would enjoy this game more. We would further expand our Vortices and we will definitely gain benefits from this not just now but also in the future. Abe said if she genuinely holds this attitude, atcually it's very hard for the batter to hit the ball. Abe suggest she activate love, toward the human species as a whole, and toward the game, and toward the competitors.
~ We are all valued samely whether we are a professional or an amateur. Every personal desire, big or small, is valued and revered and fully supported by Source, and by non-physical beings. Mind our own business more, comparing much much less and continually gain satisfaction from moving in the direction of what we want.
I kept thinking while lying on the bed. I thought:
No matter what, I am glad that I found a wonderful novel to read and it contains a lot of new words, phrases and idioms, and so I was busy looking them up in the dictionary. The author depicted scenes so vividly based upon our sense perceptions that dynamic pictures naturally showed up in my mind--plus with sounds. After that, I imagined some unfoldings based upon this ongoing story to please my self, while still eagerly waiting for the new chapter.
My little niece is so easy to love. I hear laughter from my parents. I hear her giggles. I continually sense the pure intense love she receives on a daily basis.
I keep on being amazed at the creative ways the couple show love toward each other. Yes, creative. And it's so fun to watch them keeping a distance at first, wanting to show other people that they are not very familiar, but after a while, they just can't help standing closely, actually with no distance. Their shoes sticked to each other's. They sneak at each other, thinking no one would notice, only to discover that their eyes are too big that it's so obvious... I must say: Their interactions are creative sweet, cute, adorable, and really funny.
The drama attracted me was first broadcast on December 24th, and I am still exploring it till today. I had downloaded it onto my computer and from time to time, I watch parts of it. It's like a culmination of a lot of my favorite elements. It contains so many desired things that it keeps nourishing me day after day. So it's natural that I didn't move on from it quickly, for why should I?
In the past few days, I listened to three Abe clips, two about jealousy and one about competition in sports, and all of them were quite inspiring to me. And for Abe teachings strongly resonating with me, I am used to deliberately memorizing them in my mind which is also wonderful pre-paving. I say to myself:
~ We all contribute to the Universe and the world greatly no matter what we do, whether we are aligned or not. We never need to worry about not contributing to All That Is. We are revered samely whether we move from depression to anger, or from depression to joy at a fast speed. Source loves and reveres every subtle improvement we have. And again, we are always valued, treasured, loved, guided and inspired wherever we are, whether we are moving upward or downward on the EGS. But of course, for us, feeling better feels much better; feeling better is for our own sake. Always, first and foremost, we do things for our own personal alignment, for the joy from them, because they ring our bells, not for the trophies and others' recognitions, or performing better than other people--these could be icing on the cake in aligned manners, but not the most important thing.
~ Jealousy often means you don't believe you can have what others already have, or you fear that what you have now may be deprived (such as because of others' involvement). Jealousy can be and are often mixed with other emotions like guilt, fear, powerlessness, etc. It's on the 20th rung of the EGS, quite low vibe/frequency. Better shift it if it's an poignant existence.
~ Abe suggest a baseball pitcher imagine saying to the batter: I expect you to hit the ball. I expect we both perfrom so well that we extract the best from each other. We would enjoy this game more. We would further expand our Vortices and we will definitely gain benefits from this not just now but also in the future. Abe said if she genuinely holds this attitude, atcually it's very hard for the batter to hit the ball. Abe suggest she activate love, toward the human species as a whole, and toward the game, and toward the competitors.
~ We are all valued samely whether we are a professional or an amateur. Every personal desire, big or small, is valued and revered and fully supported by Source, and by non-physical beings. Mind our own business more, comparing much much less and continually gain satisfaction from moving in the direction of what we want.
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