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I know and love what I want!

...now, I MASTER TRUST.

Day 30

...Last day of the 30 day-challenge on TRUST... I'll celebrate!

I LOVE my desires. What is it that I want to be, do or have? How does that feel?

At day 16 of this challenge, I posted this content, below..
Now I want to go over it, again, and see if I trust more!

DH and I came 6 years ago across a special youtube clip, that is an amazingly funny, heartwarming little documentary about a hanggliding-vacation in Namibia, offered by a German flying school. You can still, each year again, book this exact vacation. We decided to do it, ad hoc! And then, came Covid And then, money was tight. And then, and then and then... NOW, years later, we do it!!! It feels AMAZING!! It feels certain.

(If anyone is interested, this inspiring clip is here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywoMQ-K ... lDimension
"Namibia Paragliding 2018"... It comes with wonderful scenes of flying, having fun, laughing, feeling good, exploring the beautiful African nature, but comp
letely without talking.) And I feel already as happy as this clip feels!

I sooo look forwards to explore this amazing cities, with the harsh history and the beautiful buildings that look like German gingerbread, and have German names so often... I expect the food to be amazing (even their cuisine is half rooted in Germany, which really looks weird -to see Eisbein with Sauerkraut and Schwarzwälder Kirschtorte... in Africa...!) I want to relax into pure love, and transform the terrible shadows!
I expect this to be a love-trip. A transformative, incredibly loving journey.I expect to love, love, love, love!!


pictures of the cities and villages we will see: Windhoek, Svakopmund, Walvis Bay and "our" resort...

I COMPLETELY trust that this will become an amazing trip. Even we are, now, in turmoil... I DECIDE to trust, and experience a wonderful, fulfilling, delightful adventure. I DECIDE, because I can! I CHOOSE what I want. This feels wonderful. Nothing else makes sense.

Since I saw the clip... I KNEW, I wanted this, with all my heart, too! Wolf dreams even longer about FLYING in this spot of the world... the sand is supposed to be soft as silk. The wind is supposed to be strong and steady. It is said, that by flying here, you will be hours on end in the air... and I know, normally it is about "Parawaiting" (for perfect wind) so much more than about "Paragliding"... I expect my beloved to fly until he is totally filled and fulfilled and so very, very, VERY HAPPY!!!


flying in the dunes close to Svakopmund, that border directly at the Atlantic Ocean and "our" resort, again, that is just minutes away from both!

I trust that we will experience all we desire- and even more, of WANTED! I deeply deeply trust that "we can be or do or have EVERYTHNG our life caused us to desire." (Abe) I relax into all fears and all doubt and deeply trust. It feels so peaceful! It feels so powerful. I like this stance! Trust in God. Trust in my desires.Trust in joy. Trust into my love. Trust. Trust! Trust. Trust. Trust. Trust!

-I will experience the very famous Namib- and the Kalahari-desert. Sossusvlei- a famous mostly dried out Saltlake and the highest Dune of the world.
-I will spend 2 nights in a roof-tent in the savanna and the desert and hear and sense nature, without walls between!
-I could meet elephants, giraffes, leopards, rhinos and crocodiles, face to face from an OPEN Jeep!
-I will see Walvis Bay, Pelican Point and all these other coasts where the much appreciated heroes of the seals do their daily work (which I SO appreciate!!) -Freeing and dis-entangling (and saving their lives) seals from all sorts of garbage that they played with, in the sea. (You can follow their amazing work on the youtube channel "Ocean Conservation Namibia")
-I will be at the Tropic of the Capricorn- the area where at solstice, there is no shadow!
-I will eat al fresco under the fantastic starry southern sky.
-I will experience a roadtrip through AFRICA. Pinch me!!

It feels AMAZING already! I expect it to be soooooooo much fun!
I trust that our mates are so nice to be with! I expect to laugh daily. I expect to be happy, happy, happy! I expect to feel blessed and surprised and delighted. I expect to be ultra happy, all day long! I expect to be... HAPPY. It feels very, very expectant! And- HAPPY already!!


More than flying: flamingo- seal- and dolphin watching, going on a Safari with rooftents in 4x4's, Quad-horsing in the Dunes, Deserts, Savanna...

Ohhhh my!!! I surrender into whatever is resistant! I drop the pushing-against! I give up and I give in... and it feels sooo joyful! Thank you, thank you, LIFE!!!

Munich, my beloved, beauty and I...

...I CASH IN MY VIBRATIONAL CURRENCY!

Day 1


I LOVE my desires. What is it that I cash in, while I "pay for it" with love, trust, knowing my worthiness, knowing my freedom, peace and feeling powerful?



I cash in this true precious ABUNDANCE, this rich, wonderful manifestations where someone has deep trust in me, with trusting myself and the Goodness of life. I cash in this beautiful, precious surrender of others, with me, deeply believing the Goodness. With me, being stable, in my love and Alignment. I cash in the magic, the miracles of feeling awesomely close to others, with being close TO MYSELF: With being in true, deep peace, and true, authentic power. I cash in the opportunities, the gifts of awe, with trusting source and myself, fully and wholly.

I can cash in BEING SHOWERED with wonderful abundant gifts, when I feel worthy! I cash in an amazingly abundant lifestyle, with feeling precious. KNOWING my goodnness, knowing that I am precious just "because". KNOWING that I am a wonderful match by my love and appreciation! Feeling precious
and attractive is me, attracting being showered with love and appreciation, beauty and deliciousness!

Munich, my beloved, beauty and I...

...I CASH IN MY VIBRATIONAL CURRENCY!

Day 2


I LOVE my desires. What is it that I cash in, while I "pay for it" with love, trust, knowing my worthiness, knowing my freedom, peace and feeling powerful?



"I say yes, and learn how to do it, later!"
I cash in this true precious ABUNDANCE, this rich, wonderful manifestations IN THE VERY MOMENT.
Abundance happens all the time! And I get it, when I'm open to the wonderful, the rich, the tasty, the awe, the beauty, the locking eyes with a stranger, the smile of a child! A happy friendly dog looking at me and waving his tail. Seeing a PERFECT recipe, with ingredients I never thought of bringing together, and being so eager to cook it! And then, the momentum becoming, and being offered and served with all kinds of resources to get hold of this rare ingredients, and what to do also with them... that is ABUNDANCE. Feeling rich! Feeling blessed! Feeling HAPPY!



I "pay" the "Terrible Price of Happiness" to get my desires. Abundance feels awesome when I trust it. And it feels horrible, when you feel fear. I pay "faith" into the Goodness. Into safety. Into normalcy and being completely sheltered, without ever feeling less than absolutely safe. It is sweet wonderful innocent faith. I so love KNOWING that. I pay the proce of trusting the divene energy of Abundance. It is the same as true freddom, true power. true joy, true love! In true, deep, absolute faith I am safe. I am absolutely SAFE. And that feels amazing.