Re: Easy Matches
Posted: Wed Dec 11, 2024 9:26 am
I feel so good in the now, so I thought I’ll stop by to acknowledge a good feeling in my heart
I am not really sure if this is because:
- of my meditation
- the wonderful person I am in relationship with
- or maybe because I have tidied up my work space yesterday and it’s more pleasant here this morning
- or maybe because I am connecting the “dots” to the unwanted (really unwanted) manifestation which I keep thinking all day long… and realising it is a powerful match to my negative trending (which I have for n years thinking it’s just me sorry for me and not realising the effects this trending is bringing to me… it hit the areas I felt good about…but now I feel about these areas how I trended in general for n years)
I don’t know even if it is possible to revert such a manifestation…., but at least I am more clear that if I really want different things to manifest it will require a different focus (have no idea how I’ll do it on this particular subject as I take it with me everywhere I go ) but connecting the dots and this clarity gives me some power back and encourages me to be more willing to stop the negative trending as it has manifestations folllowing by and does not go unnoticed… yes, I could blame poor diet, aging, not caring …. But today it hit me it’s all because of my chronical trending as the manifestation feels/ is a match to how I generally feel about this subject… and somehow I feel good about the idea of trying to master and revert (not the condition as I’m not sure if it’s possible) but my overall trending… to a different one and start getting maybe some nicer manifestations It will be an intention for 2025 starting today… I will be easy on me… I will take it slow… and steady
It is good to have clarity & connect the dots.
I am not really sure if this is because:
- of my meditation
- the wonderful person I am in relationship with
- or maybe because I have tidied up my work space yesterday and it’s more pleasant here this morning
- or maybe because I am connecting the “dots” to the unwanted (really unwanted) manifestation which I keep thinking all day long… and realising it is a powerful match to my negative trending (which I have for n years thinking it’s just me sorry for me and not realising the effects this trending is bringing to me… it hit the areas I felt good about…but now I feel about these areas how I trended in general for n years)
I don’t know even if it is possible to revert such a manifestation…., but at least I am more clear that if I really want different things to manifest it will require a different focus (have no idea how I’ll do it on this particular subject as I take it with me everywhere I go ) but connecting the dots and this clarity gives me some power back and encourages me to be more willing to stop the negative trending as it has manifestations folllowing by and does not go unnoticed… yes, I could blame poor diet, aging, not caring …. But today it hit me it’s all because of my chronical trending as the manifestation feels/ is a match to how I generally feel about this subject… and somehow I feel good about the idea of trying to master and revert (not the condition as I’m not sure if it’s possible) but my overall trending… to a different one and start getting maybe some nicer manifestations It will be an intention for 2025 starting today… I will be easy on me… I will take it slow… and steady
It is good to have clarity & connect the dots.