"Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good."
(Abe)
...I enjoy my tipping point!
I react joyfully from ITV now, and so, it all turns out wonderful!
Day 13
This interaction was still stirring in me, when I got the impulse to listen to a clip from an -before to me- unknown channel (so, was it "random" that it found me??This words of you are SO BIG for me! They deeply resonate (!!FloatingBoat wrote: ↑Sat Dec 28, 2024 12:50 pm (...) I think of the miracles and the unconditional love, which is also what brought me to Abraham, where I felt this energy most purely and what absolutely attracted me. Of course, I don't know you personally, but from what I've gathered here, I can say that you live these miracles and unconditional love every day and carry them in your heart.) with me and I know in my whole Self: You are right. And I can not, and want not, stay in the old closet about that, anymore!! THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!
) that was about "how to know if a man is in love with you". I heard it in the background so to speak while I sorted photos, but it touched and moved me, as I KNEW it was describing all the signs that my (beloved) neighbor shows, when we meet- since almost 30 years now. We never talked about our feelings, and we did not even become friends. But meeting each other is each time as "having your toe in a light-socket" as Abe call it- we get instantly TITITO and feel incredibly alive and moved. The Earth shakes, and then it stands still, so to speak. Holding it's breath, until something melts and flows within us, wild, untamably, HUGE, tender and warm and undescribably beautiful!I always had a very hard time "trusting our love"... because- why would it be? FOR WHAT? I certainly was not looking for such a "distraction" and potential pain for my partner!!
-I am so happily married. I have the best partner I can imagine!
And still, there is such a huge attraction to the other man. I once had asked Abe about it, and the answer was crystal clear: "He is your twin-flame". I had heard the term "soulmate" often, and I was absolutely certain my husband would be one. But I never had heard the word "twinflame". So I started a search and found what resonated with me: Twinflames are not just your "soul-family", but offsprings from the very same soul that you are, too. There is a HUGE attraction between the partners, often almost spooky similarities, most often one of them is already in an -often very happy- relationship, and the age and other earthly circumstances usually don't match easily. WHEN they come together as couple, it is a very very challenging relationship, while full of earth-shaking chemistry that binds the two extremely tight.So, bottomline, twinflames meet, when they are ready to learn about UNCONDITIONAL love- most often in the hard and deep way, and source doesn't let them escape from each other easily.
I cant speak for my twinflame, but I and DH certainly learned incredibly, in those 15 years that things where "on" until the girlfriend of the twin got pregnant. I was not willing to pull other ones into the madness, as this woman and the child, and so I told my inner soul, this game would be over now. I would no longer be available, and I got released. It went almost away, for 5 years... and now, outer things have changed and the calling slowly comes back, as it would knock on the door... and I wonder again: WHY? What for??
My inner voice came clear and stern with this short answer: It is the very next step.
Oh my!! YES. I want to be open! I want to be a lighthouse: ...I want to LOVE, because that is what is ME! But why this way?
You are a lover, and a lover's got to love!
-Abraham
And: NO!! I don't want it!! This topic is so crazy! It is inconveniant. It is potentially hurtful (and I wouldn't want anything less than that!). It is WEIRD!! People might judge me: That scares me! I can not really control it! I can't bang it into shape. I can't label it, and "do something with it". The other man is so not complying to talk, intellectualize and sort it into piles!
And also- it feeeeels so good. It feels sooooo calling. It feels a a force of God. "Nothing to do. Everything to feel."
...I decide to TRUST! I decide to go with the flow, to love and to look at what feels wonderful, and stop in the second it doesn't feel good anymore. Even if others don't understand. Even if others want me to "care", so that they can feel good... Oh my. It feels temerarious and super-foolish and UNCARING and I know... all of this is just my RESISTANCE. Because, in it's core, it is just true, pure LOVE.
I give up. I give in. I am willing to be the lighthouse in whatever way feels good!
I let go of my holding back. Source, lead me- I am willing to let my joy guide me in steps of millimeters, so that I don't run ahead or get dragged... I am willing. And I pray that I am ready! FOR WHATEVER THIS IS!
So when you say to someone not just "I LOVE you,"
you say to them,
"I LOVE loving you. It is MY pleasure.
I am loving myself as greatly as I could ever love, by my love for you.
I need NOTHING back from you in return.
It is MY focus upon YOU and the way it FEELS as I focus it!
It's MY focus upon you, future creation of mine,
future empire that I am building,
future job that I'm working on,
future-whatever-it-is, that I'm gathering.
It's my love and appreciation, that YOU EXIST as an object of attention
to which I can give my undivided attention,
my undivided attention- as I PURR myself into ALIGNMENT."
Portland, OR on 8/11/12
On the feeling of Falling in Love
When you have that feeling of falling in love-
what it REALLY is,
is alignment with Source,
while you hold another as your object of attention.
- Abraham
What is unconditional love, anyway?
Unconditional love is:
I´m happy!
I´m HAPPY.
I´m happy- in this moment.
Unconditional love is:
I have the ability to focus in love on my happiness."
from the clip Abraham Hicks - He feels pulled to expansion, but she
