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My Vortex, the feeling tones, etc.


What my eyes can see is old news. What's my True Reality is feelable, though not visual yet.

What would I feel if what I desire have already happened?

I feel lighthearted. I feel relaxed. I love myself. I love my body. I look at myself in the mirror and feel satisfied and appreciation. There is not a thread of worry or fear in my being. I enjoy life. I am confident.

I am free flowing. I am laid-back. I lie comfortably with every cell of my body relaxed. I am always in satisfying physical spaces. Bright, quiet or gently sounding, comfy, convenient and perfectly spacious. I am surrounded by pleasing sounds--quietness, or soft pleasing sounds, or beautiful songs. I can easily focus my mind on whatever object of attention I choose. My thoughts are crystal clear. My mind is fresh. My body is light, robust and energetic. I enjoy iced coffee and gourmet food...

All things are possible for me. Actually, every desire of mine is already fulfilled. Every part of my body is getting better every day. I am clear-minded, flexible, robust, energetic and efficient. I am eager about life. I don't need much sleep. My eyes, ears, vocal chords, skin, nose, tongue and taste buds work extremely well for me. I perceive and enjoy beautiful, delicious and/or fragrant elements every day through these organs. I feel comfortable from head to toe, no sourness, no pain. My brains watch/read/listen and understand faster and faster now. I am extremely abundant in interesting life experiences and mind contents on a daily basis. I savor abundant spiritual food every day. I breathe easily. I walk fast. My body makes the best f everything I eat and drink, turning them into purely beneficial elements for all bodily parts. An extremely healthy body is always mine. My body easily and quickly adapts to new conditions in positive ways. My body recovers from any discomfort or dis-ease easily and quickly. I don't need outside medicine though it could be the temporary polr. My body is the most powerful and magical medicine producer. Instantaneous healing is possible. In essence, I am a great healer...

Wellbeing dominates in our lives. We have already an extremely powerful and wonderful collective Vortex. I like knowing that one who is in alignment is more powerful than millions who are not. I like where I am. I like this city. I like this country. I like walking on this neat, spacious, natural, fresh, beautiful open air day and night. I benefit by the continually improving transportation system. I don't need to drive cars to roam around. Life is extremely convenient here. I enjoy my time in the nearby cafe. I like having fun with my niece and nephew in the nearby big shopping mall with all kinds of facilities. We have access to extremely stable cleaning water, electricity, natural gas and wi-fi 24/7. The public spaces like parks increase every year. I like heartwarming and cute people I meet every day here...

We are all powerful beings. Step 1 plays an important role in all our lives. We are always guided to be unconditionally happy. We are all independent, confident, happy, lighthearted, resourceful and powerful while continually having fun with and wonderfully co-creating with each other. There is never too late for all of us. Life can be really simple for all of us. We just need to take care of this moment, the present, and decide to reach for relief/feel as good as we can/feel better now, now and now. This is the key of living a fulfilling life or fulfilling our desires. No need to hurry. No need to feel urgent for any person. Life is simple. Just tend to this moment.

He is an old soul, though he looks very young. He is a pure lover. He is always guided to respect, appreciate, love, have fun with and uplift people. He is always, forever protected, supported, guided, inspired and loved by Source, God, Jesus, Buddha, and all Universal forces, far beyond just his family members. He is a happy boy. He laughs so easily. He has amazing imagination; he has the ability to focus upon his own thoughts while the adults are nagging. He gently and lovingly holds his little sister. He keeps on attracting aligned cooperative elements from people in his life, from his parents, his grandparents, his teachers, classmates, etc. He is always guided to be step 5. Step 1 makes him clearer about what he truly desires and expands his Vortex, putting delicious ingredients into his Vortex for him to enjoy later. He naturally and :mrgreen:intuitively follows what interet him. He is powerful and often dominates the room with his PoA...

My Vortex, feeling tones, etc.

I like having an extremely clear mind. I focus upon the object of attention wholeheartedly. With my whole being. I am clear-minded, focused and enjoying what I am doing now. I depict what happened to me with a lighthearted, amusing tone. I see the reality with a step-5 attitude. Everything contributing to my alignment is appreciated by me. So if taking a long nap helps me this way, I appreciate it no matter how long it takes. I appreciate my long nap today because my mind became extremely refreshed after that. And I easily picked up good-feeling thoughts after that...

I feel abundant. I have the ability to do what I need to do when I need to do it. I always stay in wonderful physical environments. Where I am is quiet or gently sounding, perfectly spacious, comfy, and often bright with access to unlimited Internet resources. I enjoy music, stories of different forms, visualizing in my mind's eye, thinking and writing, and observing cute people in my surroundings. I enjoy gourmet and nutritious food and beverages. I enjoy listening to Abe and Bahsar. I enjoy pondering upon their teachings. I enjoy cultivating beneficial new thoughts until they become my beliefs. I always have abundant free consecutive time to do what I love. I am always guided. And in my alignment, I am just inspired to be or do or have what I desire. I may be interested in fashion and watch models demonstrating beauty on the runway. My emotions directly let me know weather I like the houte couture. If I like them, I keep watching. I may visit the website to see the updates about a couple and smile a big smile because of their cute, lovely and creative interaction. I may take a long walk in the open air, laid-back, just letting the music and the natural views warm my heart and relax my body...

I keep on appreciating the world and people in this world. I keep on letting go of my focus upon negative aspects. She is beautiful, talented, and passionate. She contributed greatly to the country. He gets better and better at acting. He creates a vivid, impressive character in this drama. He and the whole cast bring to us a masterpiece. He is a loving father. He cares about his daughter to the details.

We are always called forward to what feels better to us, though from another point of view, it seems like that we are called away from what feels worse to us...

At every moment, every part of my body is working diligently to get better and to become the way I want them to be. All things are possible for my body. There is never too late for me. The fulfillment of EVERYTHING, no matter what it is, is a piece of cake for Who I Really Am. I like remembering this. When they manifest, what would I feel, be, and do? I like myself. I like my body. I feel comfortable and satisfied looking at myself in the mirror. No negative thoughts about them at all, so I can focus upon all other good-feeling subjects wholeheartedly. I just enjoy my life...

Big changes can happenly quickly. Going cold turkey is possible. As I change my now, my past and future change accordingly...

I like zeroing in on the desired frame, be it the present, or the visualization, and activating its feeling tone, without any interference of the worrisome past or future. My mind now is fixated upon a crystal-clear, focused, desired frame/vision/scene/etc: My niece and nephew are big enough to keep themselves safe when they are on their own, let alone wellbeing always dominates in their lives. They start spending more and more time doing things on their own, not needing the company of the adults. They are old souls. They naturally follow the best guidance from Source. We have fun together. I don't nag them. I hold the lighthearted vibe when hanging around with them. I show them: Nothing serious is going on. No need to sweat the small stuff. Just have fun. Make the best of where we are. Be flexible and resilient. I purely focus upon the Vortex version of them. I see that:

They are happy, healthy and abundant. They have a lot of hobbies. They naturally follow what feel good to them. They are aligned most to the time, while in other times, the step 1 enhances their clarity and expands their Vortices. They are always guided to feel as good as they can under any condition. Their alignment wins over people around them. They keep on attracting aligned cooperative elements from all people around them. Because this is LAW. They meet step 2 people every day in their lives. They are always protected, loved, supported, guided and inspired. They are smart, intelligent and resourceful. They are independent, confident and self-loving. They don't care what any others think of them. They do/create what ring their bells, knowing any other related desire must be fulfilled for them. Because ask and it is given immediately. Every, EVERY desire of theirs is already fulfilled on their behalf. All things are possible for all of us. There is never too late for all of us. We are forever guided through our unique PoLR to whatever we desire. Our work is very simple: To feel as good as we can NOW. Let go of the worrisome past and future. And just feel good now, knowing that the past and future would feel good and are good because I feel good now, using any excuse.

My Vortex, the feeling tones, etc.

I like a peaceful world. No wars. No violence. People have harmony with each other. People allow, understand, resepct, appreciate, have fun with, co-create wonderfully with, and uplift each other. I like having fun with my nephew and niece. We share the lovely space while doing what we love on our own. I bought delicious cake for my niece, she chatted with that little cute girl in the cafe, and then played with the toys next to me, while I was doing my own things on the laptop. She just caught her favorite toy with the help of the shopkeeper of claw machines. Naturally, people often like seeing other peole happy and are willing to contribute to the collective happiness. In the big square full of facilities, adults, parents and gradparents, are taking the kids here for fun, for enjoying their childhood. At 9:30 pm, I am still walking outdoors. Shops are still open, waiting for me to buy night snacks. The street lights are bright, leading me back home. I feel like eating instant noodles, and so I boil the water. In my quiet space, I turn on the computer, expecting to watch something fun while enjoying the hot fragrant instant noodles. We live in safe, fresh and neat, robust, friendly, beautiful, and convenient physical spaces. We safely roam around day and night in the outdoors if we want to. We eat, drink, rest and sleep well. Our physical needs are easily met every day...

The most important and most beneficial guidance is always guidance from my Inner Being, instead of guidance from laws, rules and regulations in the human society. I alway put guidance from my Inner Being first, because I know always, it's the most beneficial guidance on the spot. It can save lives. I am always guided and inspired on every life subject. If I need to know some information and some laws or regulations, my Inner Being would let me know, I would be guided to learn them. I don't need to learn them avidly, because most of them are actually limited thoughts. I don't push against them, because pushing against anything only brings more of what I don't like to me. I just know that, no matter what the resistance is, my Inner Being is always guiding me to whatever I desire through my PoLR. My Inner Being would guide me around the resistance and let me achieve whatever I desire smoothly. I am guided every step along the way. All cooperative components are already amassed for me to fulfill my desires. I am always inspired to take necessary actions. I don't need to motivate myself or figure out things with my physical mind though it could be fun sometimes and I could enjoy it. All things are possible. Even when the laws decide such and such, the reality could be still very different, because there are a lot of variables. Most important, alignment trumps ALL. The best results come from alignment under any condition. All good things are possible in alignment.

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My Vortex, the feeling tones, etc.

I like knowing what I strongly desire. I like staying in a wonderful physical space where I can easily focus my mind/attention on subjects I choose purposefully. Nothing such as sounds bothers me. I feel light and relaxed on my body...

I like peace. I like that we are all living in a peaceful, safe world where our physical needs can be easily met. The sky is crystal blue with fluffy snow-white clouds. The air is fresh with elegant flower fragrances. I eat, drink, rest and sleep well. We have our own private space, quiet and comfy...

I am free flowing. I have abundant free time to do what I like. I am in a very supportive space. My mind is crystal clear and focused. I focus upon the couple, and remember why I love this couple. I PURELY focus upon positive aspects of them. I am amazed that I was intuitively guided to watch their movie. And then I began to watch their lovely, romantic, creative interactions. I started reading fan fiction based upon the characters they played in different movies and dramas. I reaped and am still reaping pleasure from them. I know very clearly why I like them, accurately saying, the desired, Vortex version of them.

A belief is a thought I keep thinking. They are old souls. Wellbeing dominates in their lives. They are much more aligned than adults in their lives. They are big enough to keep themselves safe. They begin to do more and more things on their own. I can trust them. They are always protected, loved, supported, guided and inspired. They naturally follow what feels best to them now, now and now. They are smart, intelligent, and resourceful. They are both directly connected to Infinite Intelligence. Every step of their lives plays an important role. They are in essence pure lovers. They are always guided to love and be loved, to respect and be respected, to rendezvous with cooperative components such as step 2 people, to have harmony with people, to co-create wonderfully with matching people. They make the best of where they are. They make the best of their school lives. They make the best of the study. They figure out ways to make the study more interesting and more efficient. They get more and more free time to do other things they truly like. They are powerful, influential beings who win over people around them. They get better and better at not giving a rip about what any other thinks and says of them. They are independent, confident, self-loving. They intuitively value their emotional guidance. They do what they love. They keep on doing what ring their bells, regardless of what any other says. They are eternal beings who are abundant in anything they desire. They are abundant in fun, health, hobbies, creative ideas, intelligence, inspirations, happiness, and wonderful life experiences. They are passionate adventurers. They forever have bright futures. I ONLY focus upon positive aspects and the Vortex version of them.

I am healthy. I am clear-minded. Every bodily part supports me here and now to do what I love. I feel light on my body. My eyes and hands and my brains are co-creating wonderfully for my thinking and writing. It's sunny outdoors. I feel satisfied with my smooth hair. I feel satisfied with my extremely flexible fingers. I feel satisfied with my taste buds which allow me to enjoy the hot cappuccino. I feel satisfied with my eyes which perceive vivid vibrant street views for me...

I have the ability to do what I need to do when I need to do it, wholeheartedly, focusedly, with high quality. In my private quiet space, lying comfortably with a clear mind, I enjoy exploring important life subjects in my mind's eye. I jump into my Vortex, thinking about what I desire and activating its feeling tone one after another. I remember the news I watched or read during the daytime and then pivot--I like world peace. I like that children are fed well, play well and sleep well. I like the economy gets better. I sense my feelings and purposefully decide what to do now. I feel like listening to Abe and so I do. I am guided by Abe to focus upon relationship between adults and kids. I ponder and start writing about the Vortex version of my niece and nephew. And I see this as important pre-paving in terms of my relationship with them. I watch a food vlog for the lighthearted atmosphere it oozes. I shore up some new beneficial thoughts in the form of thinking and writing, knowing that it would be wonderful for them to become my beliefs...

Ask and it is immediately given, no matter what it is. I am the center of the Universe. Every desire of mine is already fulfilled for me, and I just need to line up with them. And a lot of them have already manifested and serve me on a daily basis. To feel good, I must hold onto MY VERSION of people, things and life experiences, while not forcing/pushing against a bit in reality no matter how different what-is is.

There is never too late for anybody. And the key to fulfill one's desire, to live as fully as one can, is always quite simple: Feel a little better now, now and now. And it's possible that the best result for some people would be re-emerging into Pure Positive Energy. There are a lot of people who picked what they didn't like as their educational causes and professions, and they got stuck, thinking they were their only paths. Some of them even chose to end their physical lives. However, this is not truth. We are FOREVER, ALWAYS guided and supported every step along the way. We can make peace with where we are, trying our best. We can leave a situation, and do vibrational work later on. There is always a path leading to what we desire, no matter what. We can quit the school, leave a job or a relationship, no matter how long it had been in our lives. Just do it. Know that every desire of ours is already fulfilled on our behalf and we just need to line up with them. Nothing is more important than that we feel good. Let go of what don't ring our bells without pushing against them. And as quickly as we can, just put our attention on things that feel better to us, and keep doing this. We'll be supported every step along the way, though not knowing the details of what's gonna come. But we know, when we feel good, we only attract good-feeling experiences. When we feel better, our lives get better and better. Wherever we are. No matter how dramatic the situation seems to be, when we know the above, we can make decisions more quickly and easily, and we can more quickly embark on the journey of doing what truly ring our bells.

Zero in on the desired frame, NOW, without any worrisome past or future. Just the dynamic now frame.

I know more and more clearly what kind of relationships I love. I remember why I like this couple other than that both are handsome. I like them because of their cute, lovely, romantic, mutually caring, encouraging and supporting, creative, artistic interactions. I ONLY want to focus upon these elements, PURELY. I don't drag any other stuff into the picture. So with a very focused mind and the crystal-clear intention, last night, I immediately remembered their interactions with such vividness. I remembered what clothes they wore, their facial expressions, and their subtle bodily movements, like a colorful movie. Yes, I am 100% sure that these are the reasons I like them as a couple. For example, as soon as the "not for resale" Air Jordan came out, he bought a pair with the size most difficult to get for him while he wore blue moon...

Pure Love is powerfully flowing to every part of my body. I was lying on the bed, with some curiosity, paying attention to the right of my head where the pain was activated. So, here and now Pure Love is powerfully flooding toward this specif part, I was thinking. As I thought so, the sensation didn't feel so unbearable. As it subsided, I turned my attention somewhere else, and then when it appeared again, I repeated the process. The next morning, the pain disappeared. I felt much better physically.

My mind is crystal clear. My body feels light and relaxed. I am surrounded by pleasing sounds. I am in a bright, comfy and convenient space. The song I randomly picked on netease cloud music app is resonating with me. Here and now, I enjoy doing the vibrational work in the form of thinking and writing. From time to time, I drink some cleaning warm water, or sip latte.

This morning, my mom made for us fresh ground soybean milk and stir-fried glass noodles. She rarely complains about cooking. She likes cooking. She willingly cooks for us. She knows my preferences and often cooks what I like eating, such as stir-fried shredded beef and a lot of fresh vegetables. She can spend many hours in cooking or making snacks. It's her hobby. She learns extremely fast how to cook new dishes. She often receives cooking inspirations. She also has amazing artistic hands who can knit beautiful sweaters, and she had been a tailor. When I was little, she would make for me cute shirts with puff sleeves. My teachers would look at my clothes and praise her skills.

My Vortex, the feeling tones, etc.

They naturally know the importance of feeling good. They keep on following what feel good to them. The keep on attracting aligned cooperative components to them. They are always protected, loved, supported, and guided forever. Wellbeing dominates in their lives. They are guided every step along their ways. The Path is always at their feet, always. They are big enough to keep themselves safe. They start doing more and more things on their own. They have fun with their friends. They love and are loved. They respect and are respected. They are powerfully focuser who continually focus upon what feel good to them even when the adults are nagging. They win over people around them. They forever have bright future. They keep on attracting aligned cooperative elements from adults such as their parents and teachers, and schoolmates and strangers. They love fun. They value fun. They value their own uniqueness. They don't care what any other thinks/says of them. Beause they are always guided to be Who They Really Are.

I am glad that he has the ability to think his own thoughts when the adults are nagging around him. He is just in his imagination. And when I approach him, he knows I am the person whom he can share stories with, and so he would start talking to me with full excitement. When he imagines, his whole body would move to match the theme. He could be described as ADHD. But definitely in aligned terms. For whatever she is truly interested in, she always figures out ways to excel at it and enjoy it. They always have fun with each other with silly laughter. They just know what to talk and what to play to have great fun when they get together.

We are all extension of Source Energy. We knew how the Universe works and we knew we can be or do or have anything we desire and we are always guided every step along the way. So usually we picked the family we were born to generally, knowing however it is, we have our own unique ways to live happily, knowing what we know. So we always appreciated the families and parents through which our physical bodies were born. In alignment, we always appreciate people who gave birth to us, who let us come into this physical life...

My Vortex, the feeling tones, etc.

A belief is a thought I keep thinking...


I am clear-minded. I stay in a lovely place, bright, comfy and convenient with coffee and wi-fi. I have access to unlimited Internet resources. I have abundant free consecutive time to do what I love and choose. I had congee and fried egg as my breakfast. My body gets nutrition from them. I order a cup of hot cappuccino of hazelnut flavor in the Costa Coffee. My laptop works well for me. I can easily find and enjoy beautiful songs on the music app with high quality sounds. I remember that when I mainly focus upon even just one good-feeling subject, all other subjects in my life would start getting well, and so now I choose to focus upon purely good-feeling subjects.

Here and now. I feel free and lighthearted. I can do so many interesting things. I am doing vibrational work in the form of thinking and writing. I can read fanfiction of a couple. I can listen to Abe and Bashar. I can watch or read interesting stories. I can jump into my Vortex and visualize/script. I can explore subjects like relationships, people in a specific profession and their ways to alignment, etc.

I like remembering the big picture. Every desire of mine, no matter what it is, is already fulfilled for me, and I just need to line up with it. On every desire, the unique PoLR is already lighted up for me, though sometimes it would look irrelevant. My Inner Being ONLY focuses upon what I desire on every life subject. I like knowing that when I feel good using any excuse, all other subjects would benefit, would start getting well. A lot of desires of mine have actually manifested on a daily basis. My mind is fresh and clear. I always have abundant free time to do what I choose and like. I always stay in safe, bright, comfy, convenient physical spaces. I am surrouned by pleasing sounds--the sound environment is pleasing to me, and so I can easily focus my attention upon what I purposefully choose. My body works well for me. After some vibrational work, my body works very well now in processing food and drinks. I feel comfortable from head to toe. My stomach and bowels are healthy and efficient. I can watch/read/listen and understand faster and faster now. I appreciate my family members. We have harmony most of the time. I like connecting to my nephew and nieces. I attract and enjoy abundant spiritual food and mind snacks. My mind gets excited and eager. I smile a big smile while reading cute, lovely and romantic interations.

I create every bit of my life by what I vibrate/think. Without the victim mode, I won't be the victim. When I ONLY feel good, I ONLY attract aligned cooperative responses from other people. Or any of their responses is not possible to upset me. I feel alright with their responses. I am not bothered at all. They just couldn't negatively influence me. I like being the absolute creator and owner of my life. I take full responsibility for my own creations.

An extremely healthy body is always in my Reality. Pure Love is powerfully flowing to, soothing and healing every part of my body at every moment. Nothing to worry about. Nothing to fear. The key to have a healthy body is to feel as good as I can, using any excuse. All discomfort is temporary. It comes and goes. All things are possible for my body. My body easily adapts to new conditions quickly in positive ways. Alignment trumps all. Alignment always positively influences every part of my body. Every part of my body is multi-functional. Human bodies can function extremely wonderful even without some parts, because bodily parts can easily assume new functions. All day, every day, every part of my body is asking for more and better. In alignment, my body keeps on working better and better for me. Obviously, my mind and brains are working better and better day by day. They work faster and faster. They are moving forward and getting more efficient instead of declining.

What do I like? Why?

I was reading a short story consisting of three parts with two pictures showing how the lead looked like before transformation and after transformation. He transformed from a muddy duckling to a muddy juvenile who naturally pouts. It's so CUTE. This little duckling raised his head with a dirty chest, protruding his unique lips and complaing about the human with loud quacks. I like CUTENESS. My nephew is cute. He just had a cute and cool haircut. I like chubby babies' cute, confused but still smiley faces.

It's raining outside. I heard raindrops touching eaves and tree leaves. With other subtle sounds, the nature played a unique morning symphony for me, in this lovely spring. I put my hands under my head, relaxing my whole body, and just listen, and resonate, not wanting to get up. I sense beauty. I feel light.

It's summer and I am sitting in the ancient style verander, facing the river. It's mostly grey, the mountains not green now, no golden or red on the sky. Raindrops bring out fierce ripples on the river surface. The wind cools down the air. My neck feels the coldness of the raindrops coming with the wind. It's so quiet; I only hear the sounds co-created by the rain and all surfaces it touches. I look at the landscape before my eyes and immediately know where those painters got their inspirations. Because I am here and now observing an ink wash painting of the unique Jiangnan style, consisting of the sky, mountains, the river and trees nearby or faraway. It's not a colorful, bright painting, but it has its special feel, or aura, or vibe. Its serenity fills every corner, including the heart of the observer, or the painter.

I was amazed at human voices and how they demonstrate human affections. I was in my own quiet space with the sunlight shining through the big window. It's comfy where I was. I sat comfortably on the chair with my eyes closed, wholeheartedly listening to the audio stories the whole crew and cast created out of love and passion. The superb acting skills of the voice actors often caused goose bumps on my skin, and somtimes I just cried with them...

Zero in on desired frames NOW, no worrisome past or future. Just what's in this present moment which I deliberately choose.


Appreciate no matter how trivial the subject seems to be:

I decided to make the best of medicine. I was glad that I can directly buy pills on meituan app and the delivery person brought them to me within 30 minutes. So convenient! I enjoyed the crystal-clear birdsong outside the window when I was lying on the bed. I like the unique feel of the spring. I got my favorite space in the cafe, and sat down with my laptop. I feel light and relaxed and focused. I have access to unlimited Internet resources. I love stories. I am INTERESTED in watching the new episodes of War of Faith. Most characters in this stories are rounded and vivid and have clear personality traits and shift naturally because of what happen to them. The interaction between the boy and the girl is interesting, which can be defined as slight romance or friendship, and both look lovely and poetic to my eyes. I ordered pickles and beef brisket bibimbap online. It's savory and nutritious and the quantity is enough to sustain a whole day if I want to. I live my life with great ease and flow. I benefit by the great convenience I've got here.

I like having foresight. And having foresight means persistently remembering the big picture, the Universal laws. My present emotion decides weather my future moment feels good to me or not. What I think, how I feel and what manifest are always a vibrational match. If I purely feel good, I ONLY attract good-feeling experiences. I am an eternal being. There is no death. I am always protected, loved, guided and inspired by Source, by Pure Positive Energy, by Pure Love. I am guided and called every step along my way and my emotion lets me know weather I am moving in the direction of what I truly desire. Nothing is more important than that I feel good. When I feel good, I am being Who I Really Am. Ask and it is immediately given. Every desire of mine is already fulfilled on my behalf and I just need to line up with it by doing vibraitonal work, or by feeling good generally or specifically. My Inner Being ONLY focuses upon what feel good, the Vortex version of people and things. My Inner Being never pushes against. Pushing against only brings me what I don't want. When I believe it, IT IS. Who I Really Am doesn't give a rip about what any other thinks of me. Who I Really Am doesn't feel the need to take the credit...

I appreciate people in my life. I appreciate girls in the cafe who make the space neat and lovely and also make wonderful coffee. It's interesting to see that young girl call me meimei while I am so much physically older than her. I am a bit curious why she would assume that I am younger than her. But I dont' want to explain about physical ages, let alone it feels lovely. My mom made snacks again last night because she loves cooking. Today she would happily give them to our dear relatives. I appreciate the two boys who bring me the medicine and the lunch. They bring great convenience to all people. I appreciate all these writers creating amazing stories out of love and passion. Reading their creations feel so good to me. I appreciate all these people who are uplifters, who share wisdom and who willingly offer serives of abundant kinds.

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What I like...

I just attracted a wonderful smartphone. So now, for every desired electronic product, I have at least a back up. I have two compuers, two laptops, two smartphones, two mobile discs and a lot of earphones/headphones.

Next to the shopping mall, the cafe and the subway station, there is an artistically designed green space with willows and a long strip of moth orchids, or 蝴蝶(butterfly)兰. These bright, fluffy orchids look just like a group of resting butterflies who are ready to fly away at any time. They lighten up the busy road.

Time for lunch. I walk into the nearby Lanzhou Ramen Restaurant, and order a "small" bowl of beef dumplings. When I want to eat dumplings, I go there, because there is no pork in the restaurant, and I don't like pork. Most dumplings on the market are filled with pork. I sit down, set up the phone holder, and begin to read a fanfic on my phone. I choose to multitask. Sometimes, I eat slowly and feel every ingredient. And in other times, I do several things simultaneously. So this time, I choose to enjoy the story while eating the savory dumplings. I feel good.

I turn on the night lamp, and lie down on the big bed, fully stretching. My mind is crystal clear and my eyes are closed. It's quiet in the house; a perfect environment for me to explore my mental world. To cultivate some new beneficial thoughts. To purposefully add positive momentum to certain life subjects. In the form of writing and/or visualizing in my mind's eye:

My body is powerful, knowing how to efficiently use anything coming into my mouth. The pills I take would PURELY benefit my body. My brains are often in the receptive mode. My brains can work extremely fast. In my alignment, every part of my body works better and better.

I am a powerful being. I create every bit of my life by what I think/vibrate. I am never a victim to anything or anybody. In my alignment, I ONLY attract aligned cooperative elements from anyone whom I interact with. I am always safe wherever, whenever, whomever I am with, in whatever country/group/party/etc. I am forever protected, loved, supported, guided and inspired. I have direct connection to any non-physical master I am interested in. They are always eagerly waiting to co-create with me. In relationships, I understand, allow, and hold the vision/Vortex version. I respect, appreciate and love. I PURELY focus upon positive aspects and the Vortex version. I know she is smart, intelligent, resourceful, and powerful. I know that she has her unique path. She has her unique preferences and hobbies. Nothing is more important than that she feels good NOW. She is aligned most of the time, keeps attracting cooperative components and wellbeing dominates in her life. I don't give a rip about what any other thinks of me. More and more, I realize that caring about others' opinions of me is a waste of my time. I like that I am understood, allowed, and trusted. I am respected, appreciated and loved. I am supported and uplifted by lots of people in different manners. I have fun with people. I have fun with kids. I like being the step 2 to other people from time to time...