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I drink the words of the Councils quote, above. I can FEEL them, each day a bit more. The Sages feel, "the big shift" could happen very very soon...
I am sooo SATISFIED where I am. I feel so certain and sure and safe and at ease.
Everything that I "need" comes to me, in such great ease. While, I do not feel "needy" at all! I FEEL SATISFIED!!!
I enjoy my daily work. I enjoy my beloved body. I enjoy this season between all seasons, so it feels, at least. Not winter, not spring. Not really cold, not really warm.
I feel satiated. I feel thankful. I feel cozy. I feel safe. I FEEL SO SATISFIED.




And, ohhh, I feel soooo eager for what is coming! IMAGINE!
A world, in peace. A world, in love and gentleness with itself. A world, that is healing, relaxing, learning to deeply trust, to fully hope, and even grow into KNOWING THE DIVINE GOODNESS.
A world that expresses itself in the most beautiful creations! A world that is filled with Joy and Ease and Love and Happiness!
A world, where nobody fears death or punishment. A world, that is FREE. A world, that lives respect and light and friendliness, and eager interest for wonderful inspirations and solutions. A world, where people are eager to learn from each other, and to help each other, and to soothe each other, and to CELEBRATE LIFE in love and laughter.

Ohhh, I am sooo eager for that! And I see it becoming already, here and there... and more and brighter. LIFE IS SO AMAZINGLY GOOD!! THANK YOU THAT I MAY HAVE WINDOW-SEATS IN THIS TIME... Thank you, thank you, thank you!!

You can become more general, like the animals are,
and that’s better than being all twirled up in conditions
that have got you all full of resistance,
-but that is not what you came for.
You didn’t come to withdraw from the specifics of life.

YOU CAME TO ALIGN WITH THE ENERGY THAT CREATES WORLDS-
AND THEN GET SPECIFIC!

Abraham Hicks, Portland, OR 06/28/2014

I am so very, very satisfied where I am!!
I need this general joyful peaceful satisfaction as my basis. It grounds me. It gives me deep secure roots.
Satisfaction feels easy. It feels light and free. It feels safe. It feels satiated. It feels GOOD! It feels very thankful. It feels HAPPY!
And, it is calm.
I guess I needed THAT much more than I realized. I tried to live a life in a whirlwind, and life did cut it all off.
And after me, fighting it, trying much too hard to bang it into shape, gave in... and slowly, slowly built SATISFACTION, regardless.

Well, I had SO MUCH to appreciate! But I was stubborn. It all seemed so mundane, so not dramatic, so not BIG.
But since I relaxed, I found this amazing, healing, relaxed peaceful stance of not needing.
Of being ok, truly ok, and thankful for what IS.
I found my capacity to really LOVE. To be happy where I am, unconditionally.
I would never ever give that up! I am sooo thankful for having found and mastered and now ENJOYING satisfaction...
no matter what. It is the most amazing, magic petri dish!

THANK YOU THANK YOU LIFE, for it!




And then, from that stance, I get this JOYFUL impulses to go very very very specific!
And in the beginning I feared that, when I follow them, I will get smashed, again.
And, I learned that I can steer. I can back off in the moment it doesn't feel so good anymore! I can do it SUBTLE. I can push in the gas,
in a very AWARE state. Not really cautious, but respectful! Not hitting the wall every single time...

I SO LOVE THIS EAGERNESS, NOW. It doesn't mean to hurt myself. It means to find a balance from eager and lively to calmer and gentle. And then, throwing in the gas, again, and speeding- and then, slowing down and adoring the scenic route.
I SO LOVE THIS DANCE.
And I choose to TRUST my path. Because, I can.

Thank you, life!!

"Keeping myself happy"... Ohhh, I have the inkling, no... the KNOWING that I, again, did such a blessed, huge, big step forwards in doing it DEEPER and experiencing it MORE, the day before.
It feels sooooooooo good!! I am so happy. So... elated. So THANKFUL. I feel so blessed! I am deeply, deeply SATISFIED!!!

I was so thrilled, when Abe explained 15 years ago when I had first found them, that when we CHOOSE from the buffet of life what we want, and we always just keep looking for what we want, and enjoy that fully, than -by LoA- the Universe would serve us less and less of what we don't want, and more and more varieties and updates on what we really do want. It was SO obvious for me!!
"We deal our own hand of cards, and all cards are face up" (Abe). Soooo true!! We SEE what we choose. And nobody makes us choose. and there are so many possibilities to choose what makes us happy!

And doing so makes us more and more and more and MORE and MORE and MORE happy!!!
I am sooooooo Satisfied with the happiness and joy and abundance and love and connection and clarity and fun, and ease and freedom and power in my life!!!!! LIFE IS SO DARN GOOD. OHHHH MY.

And I am sooooo darn eager for even more!!
...and I understand reallllly what Abe mean when they teach, "the longer it takes, the more fun it will be"!

You have sole ownership of your vision.
And the Universe will give you what you want within your vision.

What happens with most people, is that
they muddy their vision with "reality".
Their vision becomes full of not only what they want
but what everybody else thinks
about what htey want, too.

Your work is to clarify and purify your vision
so that the vibration that you are offering
can then be answered.

Abraham

I love so much to really DROP "realities resistances". I did this today on my other thread... I went deeper and deeper into the realization, that reality is built from thought, and I KNOW, when it got thought long enough, it becomes "truth", physically tangible. But, what does that matter? I can shift it NOW for me, really NOW, by simply creating another truth that I like better, NOW!!!

This feels sooo good!! This is sooooooo satisfying!!
I AM SO SATISFIED understanding that as deep as never ever before!
Of course it is not at all "new" to me. But I understand sooo much deeper, with so less resistance! It feels delighted. It feels not alone anymore. Ohhh, WOW.

This is the first time I really realized, I AM NOT IN THIS ALONE. God is with me, through me, because of me! Abe said, Source becomes bigger and more because of what we carve out, and what we experience. WE DELIVER TO SOURCE, and source holds the light so that we can follow, as well. Ohhhh. WHAT A COCREATION!!! I am elated to think about this. I KNEW it, but I never KNEW it like this.



I adore to think that this can be soooooo easy!! Source can do it all on their own, after they got "inspired by me and my request! I DID MY WORK! And if I want them to do it, they will! And probably ...to step out of the way finally, might be the only way it works, finally!
I am eager to float. I am eager to really let go of what is resistant! Because that feeeeels so much better.
And because I am sooo eager to see what will happen! I am soo curious to see how this will turn out!!!!

I had to post some pictures of the elation I felt the last week when we had frost again- the amazing beauty of my home when it's cold! I love warm climates, but THIS is sooooo satisfying!!! I am so immensely thankful to live where such beauty becomes, I feel blessed. I feel so blessed. I feel so satisfied!

And I also feel so satisfied that we have a pause of winter right now, the wind is warm, all frost is molten, the birds are cheaping, and the pink hyacinth on my table oozes it's sweet fragrance. I SO ENJOY it!! Sooo calm, so beautiful, so nice, so comfortable!
My son just walked out to work on his car, enjoying the mild weather... we had joked before for the last 2 hrs, so harmonious, so joyful and happy! I am so satisfied with him being here. I am so satisfied with our actual life, him getting his life in order, him working for some clients here and there, and our mutual plans for building a tiny additional apartment for the summer-time when he will remodel one of our barns for himself, that then he will use for living and working in it.

It all feels so sweet! It feels so lighthearted, while it is so big, for me. I FEEL SUCH JOY!
I told him that I would love to move again to our "dream property" as soon we get some "dreamlike big money" so that the whole family could live and work in one huge property. I feared he would be dragged down from our NOW-plans by it... but no, to the contrary. He thinks, we are practicing now, so that we'll know even better what we do want, when it comes to the "big one".

Ohhh, I AM SO SATISFIED!!
I feel so relaxed. I let go all micromanaging. We all follow our joyful impulses, now. Our best thoughts, now. What feels nice, sweet, and when there is none (which really is rare) we take a nap. Or a good bite to eat! LIFE IS SO EASY!



I feel soooo good in this! I trust and relax. I trust the unfolding and the path, and it feels so good and satisfying, every step along. Well there are stumble-blocks, and some of them, honestly, have the potential of disaster. Not for us! It feels each time as a huge CHANCE. As another invitation to come to an even higher level, and we always, always make it! Which feels triumphant! And it makes the certainty and the trust and the satisfaction bigger and bolder and more stable. I AM SO THANKFUL for the step-1es! I see so clearly what Abe teach.

And I am eager for the Paradise that we, literally, are creating, here and now. Directly, and in a bigger form and -way. I have the inkling, we are "building" soooo much bigger than what meets the eye! I feel, we learn to jive with each other, and with the New World we want to live in. PARADISE ON EARTH, in all meanings that one could think of. I AM SO EAGER!!! Thank you! THANK YOU LIFE!!!

I love to "enjoy the wait"! I love how I, unconditionally, am sooooo happy.
I think that I really REALLY GOT this "unconditional"-business!!

I am soooo thankful for Abe's teachings: It brought me soo much peace "where I am". No matter what. It brought me peace of mind to fully, wholly go ahead and GO FOR MY DREAMS AS WELL!!!
And not be torn in the interim, any more. Ahhhh!!!

I feel so unconditionally good!
I feel so STABLE-ly good.
I feel so BASICally good!
Unconditionally makes it all... SOLID. It build it all on stone. I am not dependent on anything!
I go where I CHOOSE TO GO. I do what I CHOOSE to do. And I choose, because it feels good, and right, and joyful, and happy, and loving, and light and easy.

And even if it would not bring me what I desire, I still would have been good and joyful and happy and loving, and that is beautiful. I can not lose with this! THIS is the life that I choose.



Ohh and I'm eager to see what life will bring me, eventually. It must be more than I already get today, as LoA makes all things bigger! And I already feel so insanely good! But I am wiling and eager and passionate about becoming able to "hold" more! YES!!!!
Looking to "the surprises" that will come feels so... joyfully curious. So incredibly alive. So young and fresh and rock-solid, all in one! It feels not dull AT ALL It feels so on the pulse of my life, like more and more, like passion and fascination and thrill!!

right now, my son H played with us together if it wouldn't be fun to get 1 or 2 of this Ural-"monsters", huge trucks (that he just now learns to drive) and do a trans-Russia road trip, once this sick war is over. Once the world is in peace, and we can reap the fruit of our inner unconditional peace!





I am SO CURIOUS. SO EAGER for that. I feel filled to the brim with joy, thinking about it. What CHANCES!! What adventures are ahead of us. HOW MUCH BEAUTY!!! How much joy, how much fun, how much incredible fulfillment! Can't wait to take the next and the next and the next steps... (and do a rampage about it, on this or my other thread!!)
Ohh, THANK YOU. THANK YOU LIFE.

I am SO incredibly thankful for the co-creation, the playing, the laughter and the help, the adventure and friendship within my family. I am SO thankful and satisfied with my relationships, and today I want to especially rampage on my children. I adore how much they all live their uniqueness! How much they all care for what makes them feel good. How passionate and deep they are in their field each one of them is. I see it, I get invited into it by them, I may taste it, too. I adore it all! I am SO SATISFIED to be their mother!!

I feel so close with them! And it is soooo satisfying how I have a super-deep, rich, unique, trusting, joyful, one-of-a-kind relationship with each of them, including my beloved "children of heart", my son in law, and my daughter in law! I am so satisfied that I even got "extra children", and of course grandchildren and step-grandchildren. My life becomes richer and richer, and each new person brings their own ideas and desires and impulses, and even quirks that make the others grow, with them. It is amazing! It is SO SATISFYING!



I am so satisfied about how I can grow, with and through and because of my children. It is a gift. Well, a shower of gifts! It is a steady blessing. It is getting payed back for all my "efforts" hundredfold. It is SO rich and so sweet and so happy, and so deep, and real, and in many many good layers. I am so DEEPLY satisfied!

Oh, and I am eager for more!!
I am eager to leave "my comfortzone" (I hate the term because comfort is something VERY good that is to be focused and to be allowed!!) -but I mean the zone where I get rusty and not refreshed any more. I am eager, to steadily learn, and get new challenges. I am eager to drop resistances, for my beloveds! Because, it feels so good, as such relief, when I do it. And I am sooo eager for what will come, instead! It is always a fresh chance to dare something new, to allow myself to get inspired, or to solve a problem.

Each time my life becomes bigger!! I am so thankful for my oldest son, who challenges me ofte and who opens me up for abundance in many ways that I didn't dare. He drives motorbikes and rare sportscars and -classic cars, that are expensive beyond what I ever dared to live. He is the one most interested of all my kids in elaborate style, exquisite brands, quality-products. He wants to stay in the Hotels with the really big names. He cares for the titles and the sonderity of things, that others might judge or dump in fear of "Richness". He always wanted to be prosperous, without holding back!



I was lovingly strict and on quality with him, when I taught him to draw, and he still values my input. I was authentic and stable when we discussed about ethics, and when he has a problem, he still phones with us, first. I so adore how he tamed himself to the very best, and how he polished his golden heart. I so love his skills, his power and his humor, and how he flies high in his very special, eloquent ways! How he is a genius, a master of his field. We enjoy the knowledge of each other when it comes to history, materials, styles and more- all the good DEPTH, of arts and crafts. I want him to fully and wholly SEE me, and the value of my work, somewhen in my life (as he is not at all into spirituality! ) I want to explore with him the Grand names, that we adore because we know the stories behind, and the labor that is within that we can only guess, and the love that it took for sure, in the exquisite houses, the Icons and Legacies. Oh, wouldn't that be nice, to soar high with him in the true Sonderity of Abundance!

I am SO SATISFIED with my role as a cook in my home!
I am SO SATISFIED to provide good food to my family, and to play and laugh and celebrate life, and cook with my family. I am sooo satisfied with the aromas, the fragrances, the processes, the tangible joy, the tastes!!



I am so satisfied to pass on my skills and my knowing, and those of my ancestors, together with stories and great memories. I so love my family, and I so love cooking, and I love creativity, and I love ingrediences and magic transformations: Speak of baking and cooking!!



I so enjoy this atmosphere in my huge kitchen... cozy and warm and a bit chaotic and full of joyful memories and interesting stuff, and amazing ingrediences. I SO LOVE TO COOK!!
I am so satisfied to prepare all the fancy birthday- and wedding cakes. I am so satisfied to have huge family feasts. I am so satisfied to lovingly feed my beloved people! It feels so JOYFUL. IT FEELS SO GOOD. I so love food!



And I am EAGER to show to all of them, and myself, that food has no whiplash when you love it wholly, and that it's not about action journeys! I am so eager to be living proof myself, that it's the doubt that brings fails, but the love for wonderful food never does. I am so eager to set this straight. I FEEL how it really is... and I work on dropping my doubts, and I am SO satisfied with it!



I am eager to get fully wholly clear about this. It will feel OBVIOUS. It will feel certain. It will feel completely EASY and SIMPLE. It will feel awesome, as such a huge relief. I am so eager for that!! It feels... like the day before christmas...



I trust the Goodness. I trust the light. I trust the joy, and the loving rightness. I trust source. I trust my dream: I am in peace with all that I love. With my food, with the sugar and the chocolate, and the fat. I am in love with the Marzipan, and the nuts, and the cream and the butter. I drop all doubts and embrace myself: I CAN HAVE IT ALL.

THANK YOU; LIFE!! Thank you life. And Abe, for re-assuring me!!

i feel ELATED in my satisfaction about what I lived, today!!
My Grid filled in in sooooo many ways!!
I had an awesome discussion with DH this morning, and then with my son, and than an other, and I got awesome inspiration here on Forum from Tara and then, I got inspiration and found a very precious quote again- that now inspires me again in hundreds of ways!

And I "worked" and played with other inspirations, and researched about them, and found soooo much meaningful beauty in all of it!! I FEEL SO PAMPERED in joy. I am so fulfilled, really! I lay in the sun (in my lovely, lightfilled living room!!!) and feel almost sleepy, and satiated and amazed and THANKFUL. So deeply deeply deeply thankful, for all of it and soooooooooooooooooo much more!!!!




I KNOW, it's on it's way!!
I KNOW, more, soooo much more is coming!!! I AM SO THANKFUL! And soooo eager!! My life is AMAZING. And more to come. Thank you, thank you, thank you, life!!!!

For about 40 years, I was SUCh an impatient person. I really thought it would be in my "soul".
Today I KNOW, that impatience is OOTV! ...it is a stance on the EGS, that feels impatient (duh) and hunted and NOT IN ALIGNMENT WITH MYSELF.
I am sooooo satisfied about having shed that! I mean, I still am sometimes rushed and "outside of me" and impatient, but I know it's not virtue. It is no proof of me, being "fast". It simply is proof of disconnection!

And that is soooo peaceful. Oh my, NOW I "can be myself". Finally. I am sooo thankful for life that had held me and held me and held me (while I was scratching and biting) and forced me to CALM DOWN. To relax and breathe and be unconditionally joyful! IT FEELS SOOOO GOOD.

And, I am eager to tap on the gas, again.
While I hold my horses until everything is READY! And, when I'm not ready (aka, it doesn't feeeel good -no matter which excuse) I DON'T hit myself over the head anymore. This is soo big for me!!

I AM THANKFUL!! I know, there will come the time to speed. At least sometimes. And now I know, how to do this. I am curious for it. I am eager for it. And I have no rush at all to get there. I TRUST MY LIFE.

Thank you, life- for all of it! Thank you source. Thank you rascals that "held me back". IT WAS ALL FOR ME, every bit of it.