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30 days of lining up with who I really want to be, NOW.


Day 4


Whenever we laugh, somewhere a problem is dying!

I LOVE my BMW convertible!
I SO love to drive with open hood. I love to drive open, in snow, and night, and sun and wind. I even love to drive open in a light drizzle! I SO LOVE my car! And, I want to have it up and running again. I want to drive, this spring. I want to drive NOW!

I want to fully wholly trust that this is happening, NOW.
I am the person who dictates to the Universe! I dictate to the Universe that I allllways have an awesome wonderful convertible, ready to drive, at my fingertips. In all times. And source, you choose which one, and how. But I trust and know-

I am the woman who is all the time seen joyfully driving in an awesome convertible!

I FEEL, that this is DONE. I feel the Done-ness, I feel how much this is me! OF COURSE I would drive different cars, too, but- I AM THE CONVERTIBLE-Woman.



What you're asking for is in the state of becoming and that's just a GIVEN! You don't know it's a given. We keep telling you it's a given, because we see it! So, for us it is a given! Things that you want are a given. You just got to stop focusing upon their absence, in order for them to come into awareness or perspective for you.

Abraham Hicks

It feels soooo good to see what source sees: I am the convertible-woman.
I LOVE driving open! I love to feel the sun on my skin, and the free space over my head. IT FEELS LIKE FREEDOM. It feels like being who I really am- no holding back, not being held back. FREE. It feels so sensual. I love the mists of the morning and night on my face. I love feeling the last autumn heat, and celebrate it fully. I love to hear the birds sing, when spring rears its head. I love the chill of the night, andthe fairytale-shadows of the branches above me. I love to be cozy and warm, even when snow is around. I love to breathe the fresh clear air in the snow capped Alps, and I FEEEEL the energizing atmosphere of nature. I love to smell the fragrances of a summer night in Italy, and to have the snow flakes tumble on my lap, while we cruise slowly over winter-wonderland-backroads.

I SO love my convertibles!

In the MOMENT I hit "send" on my rampage above, my son came in and asked me to share his very first test-drive with the newly repaired Hanomag, that he is restoring for his business that he is starting.
So... is this a convertible? Whatever, it has free sky above my head! wooohooo, INSTANT MANIFESTATION!!!

30 days of lining up with who I really want to be, NOW.


Day 5

I really am stunned, how much momentum I already have in TRUSTING that I, indeed, get to dictate to the Universe. Well, I didn't start it "yesterday". I am practicing since all my life, so it feels, specifically in regards to doing Abe-processes, this I started about 15 years ago. EVERY DAY!

Still, I am amazed how intense, fast and SPECIFIC my energy is, now! What bothered me the day before feels healed, and poured with- and bathed in, golden loving light, now. I feel in awe. I feel very, very thankful!
And more than that, I WANT my beloveds to feel this, too! I want them ALSO to live this eager, bold, passionate joy. I want them to not linger in pain and disempowerment! I want to DRAG them "into the light"! :Especially the kids, who have allll my heart!!! lol: AND I KNOW THATS NOT MY THING TO DO!!!

My thing to do is relax, and soothe MYSELF. And then.



They want to do it THEIR way. Who am I to think I would know better than them? I can see them happy. I can see them relaxing. I can see them eager. I can see them know sooo much more clearly what they WANT, and I can see them feeling their guidance, and exploring their own unique divine path and -journey! I can see them proud. I see them finding relief, and less crappy, and I see them starting to understand deliberately, more and more and more! I see how proud they are about THEIR OWN achievements. I celebrate their courageous souls who came for THIS adventure! I send them my love, my light, my applause! And, I let go until I AM JOYFULLY INSPIRED to move.



I see them basking in light. I see them with their "enormous nonphysical staff". I see them, held and guided and carried and LOVED by their angels, their guides, their awesome beautiful souls who CAME FOR THIS. I am humble in regards to respecting and honoring and adoring, what they planned with their souls! I am in awe about feeling what they wanted to do, when they came in. Nothing of this is default! It all serves them so very very very well. They all are Gods in physical form, and they have their connection to source itself. ALL IS SO VERY VERY WELL HERE!

I am the woman who dictates the Universes CLARITY to be with her, in the very second, when confusion comes over me. I AM AN INCREDIBLY FREE, CLEAR, PEACEFUL, LOVING PERSON!


Always reaching for love! Always reaching for PEACE. As, peace is the basis for Love! Peaceful, friendly, calm, deeply understanding LOVE.
Deep, peaceful, loving Clearity about what is my pie, and what not. Where to "care", and where not. When to LOVE (always!). And when to drop alll desire to be "right" (whenever it doesn't feel good!)!

Instead, I can be silly. Funny, playful. PASSIONATE! EAGER! Joyful. Bold! Intense. Calm. Sweet. CLEAR. Strong! Impressive! And gentle. Easy. Light. WHATEVER I want, in the very moment.



I am FREE. I may everything, I don't need anything, and I must nothing.
I can CHOOSE WHAT I WANT, INSTEAD!

Now, now, now! And everybody else can, too. WE ALL ARE FREE.

30 days of dictating to the Universe, and lining up with who I really AM, NOW.


Day 6

I am DEEPLY thankful for this process!!
I look back on the last 30-day-challenge, and I realize: I HAVE NO DOUBTS, anymore! I am completely renewed in my TRUST!
And each day of THIS challenge- all the blessed last 5 days of "dictating to the Universe", have shifted my expectation about certain topics SIGNIFICANTLY. I feel like floating on a golden cloud of reassurement! IT FEELS SO GOOD!!!! It feels... known, understood, seen by source. (And I hear in my head just now: "AND YOU ARE!!!") SO GOOD!!!!



Yesterday, I got- I RECEIVED!- the powerful, almost demanding inspiration/guidance, to pull together/research informations, pictures, itineraries, videos and create a "rampage" of visiting the northpole(s) on an expedition-cruiseship. I had done this a little bit, already, some months ago. But then, I didn't go there further. It didn't feel completely calling, yet. But now it was! So, I had an amazing day (and night ) with all of that. And I remember... no, I RECEIVED Abe saying (sloppily quoted), that we should not visualize "to make it happen", but to FEEL GOOD in the process of going there! The Universe/source KNOW what we want, They live it, they know all the details and call us towards our creation. Who isn't "there" yet is us, ourselves!





So, in researching this awesome cruises, and the fantastic, luxurious ship- an French icebreaker from Ponant, the "Commandant Charcot", I really GOT IT. I RECEIVED IT. I "soared high". I felt such joy! I GOT the Understanding, that I RECEIVED all this specific pictures, and the emotions that go with it, and the momentum that I gathered while I created the collages... it felt like wrapping my love all around it all. It felt like GETTING IT. It felt like "understanding". It felt like, RAISING UP TO THE TOPIC!

I understood, that this "work", this visualizing and collecting and looking-at, and dreaming, and FEELING, made me vibe higher. I literally raised to the topic! I FELT the awe of the northern lights. I felt the beauty and grandeur of the pink- and golden tinted skies when the polar night floods in, each day more, swallows up the light...slowly and steadily. I felt the mists. I felt the darkness. I felt the stars. I felt the glistening sunlight, at the next morning! I felt the awe of the ice-cold air, and the strange sounds, the silence, and the energy. I FELT the animals. I FELT the ocean and the ice, and the sky. I FELT the ship, and the people on it! I FELT LIFE. I felt the grandeur and the awe and the vastness of LIVE, in such a pure and bold and huge way.



I RECEIVED the fascination of this itinerary.
I RECEIVED the awe about the vastness of this idea.
I RECEIVED the thrill and the adoration for the cocreation between man and god, to pull all of this together!
I RECEIVED the desire to become a match to the calmness, the peace, that is needed to ENJOY 16 days of gliding through endless sea-ice. Nothing else than "nothingness" all around, other than darkness or light, and the steady sound of ice, parting and clashing at the hull. While we live in calm freedom and luxurious pampered Goodness.
I RECEIVED the warmth of the wellheated ship.
I RECEIVED the amazing food, and the cozy soft beds.
I RECEIVED the awe to be able to kayak, or to drive out there in the zodiaks!
I RECEIVED the desire to wholly, fully embrace the immense financial cost of this endeavor, and to feel completely WORTHY of it.

It felt as getting nudged by source: Look! THIS IS WHO YOU HAVE BECOME. You ARE, vibrationally, already a match to all of this. Now, please, come this way! Come this way! Come this way!



...Wouldn't this be nice!
I would realllllly love to "go there". To become a match to "who I really already AM". It feels awesome. It feels huge. It feels fascinating. It feels excentric. It feels AWESOME! It feels delightful. It feels BIG. It feels wonderful, in sooo many ways!! It feels, as "being me". It feels completely "unneccessary", and in that, it feels DIVINE.
It feels as the equivalent of dreaming BIG. It feels as God, who wants to experience- NO MATTER WHAT! JUST BECAUSE THEY DESIRE IT!

This is so big. This is so exuberant. This is so un-ashamed! This is OUTRAGEOUS!

I AM THE PERSON who is exuberantly HERSELF.
I am the person, who reaches for the stars, and doesn't feel it would be too big!

I am the person who KNOWS that source not only has her back, but WANTS her to have it all! I am the person who KNOWS she is supposed to have IT ALL, whatever life has caused her to desire. No exceptions!

30 days of dictating to the Universe, and lining up with who I really AM.


Day 7

"The Universe has BIG plans for you!" (Abe)... and
"allow yourself an Extraordinary Life!" (Abe).

I SO love both statements. I SO resonate with them. Ahh, sigh... I could enjoy a Grid just from this both words! BIG. Extraordinary. Extraordinary, big! Hugely extraordinary. Big, big big and BEAUTIFUL! Extraordinarily big! Extraordinarily ALIGNED. Extraordinarily wonderful! BIG TIMES!

And so it's funny, that I really became a "big girl". Extra-size. On one hand I really am fine with this. I decided to go big, when I realized that I was out of balance! Better than starving, in *my* world. On the other hand, disbalance IS STILL disbalance. And I feel out of balance. I want to be CLOSE TO MYSELF! I don't want to be "too big". I want to be LIGHT and EASY and flexible, and.... LIGHT! In all ways. ...I have tried the unbalanced bigness, and I KNOW I don't like it. Too heavy, too stiff, too bulky, too slow, too strenuous, to much effort!



AND... I have made peace with it, anyway. I LIKE MYSELF. I embrace myself where I am. I am jolly and eager and silly and lively, anyway! I dress excentric, bold, colorful. I don't hide at all! I pamper myself with clothes that fit loosely and realllly comfortable. AND- I still want my clothes to fit even better! I want to wear close-fitting sassy, figure-kissing pieces that I forget while wearing. I want to be AWARE of my awesomeness while I forget what is around me! Sounds strange, but it is so true... I want to have back this spring in my walk. This bounce that is so easy. I want to skip and dance! Which is MUCH easier done with just half of my weight. I REMEMBER, with such joy... I KNOW WHAT I WANT! I don't want "too much", and I don't want "too less". I WANT MY AWESOME BALANCE. And still live a big awesome extraordinary rich style!





AND, I want it to happen "all by itself", as soon I have chose the perfect focus. The perfect, loving, light, aligned stance THAT FEELS SO GOOD. Because, I know that all action-journeys, all diets are not needed. And when my body craves them, I will joyfully be drawn to them- which also is "on it's own". I do not need to push and pull here, I do not need to make anything happen, I do not need to multimanage or even to fight. I JUST NEED TO LOVE MYSELF.

I just need to be happy! I'll "squander my time" with AWESOMENESS. I'll dive into life, EXTRAORDINARILY. I trust my body! I totally give in to the wisdom of my wonderful wise body. Because,

I am a person who is naturally, happily slender. Who is light and beautiful -in divine, joyful Alignment, guided by the perfect wisdom of her beloved body!

30 days of dictating to the Universe, and lining up with who I really AM.


Day 8

I spent a few hours to do this transcription, below. I'm humbled. I understand. It's not that I would hear this the first time! Damn. I KNOW there lies my role... and I'm too stubborn, I want to be right more than happy, since decades. This is breaking me. I get rock bottom. AND IT IS NOT A BAD THING.


NOTHING IS EVER WRONG!
(It only takes 30 days to come into true, unconditional love)

Well friends, we think you've got it! We think that you now understand, that you are Source Energy in physical bodies, yes?
-Do you get it, that you've come here with purpose to understand that that purpose is expansion joyous expansion?
-Do you understand that you never get it done, and you cannot get it wrong,
-and the reason that you can't get it wrong is, because it's never done!?

So even though it may sound or feel out of balance, and maybe even wrong, that it really isn't wrong.

Because, in the feeling of wrongness, you're giving birth to your opinion of what would be better, and the source within you so trusts your opinion of what would be better for you, that the source within you embraces that idea completely. And becomes a vibrational equivalent to it! And holds steady there, until you find your way there.

We've talked about the fun of croaking- you're still not there, are you?
We've talked about the deliciousness of releasing resistance, through what you call the death experience, and we've talked about releasing resistance through meditation- quieting the mind.
We've talked about releasing resistance through appreciation.

But you have to be somewhere in the vicinity of appreciation, to release resistance! But do you know, with every feeling of relief that you find, as you make your way up the emotional scale- with every feeling of relief there, is the releasing of resistance. And so every effort that you make to release a little resistance is really worth the effort! Because in time, because of the vastness of the variety of your life,

the subjects that are alive and active in your now, are enough for you to release all resistance that you've accumulated over a lifetime!

Do you know that you don't have to go back and make peace with some wrongdoing, that happened 20 years ago or 30 years ago- or yesterday?

You don't have to go back and fix all of those things. Because whatever is active in your vibration now is bringing you current, real life, active, poignant, meaningful-now matches!

You're attracting the vibrational evidence that shows you what you're doing:
Do you know that what you're living, and the way it is playing out, is your vibrational indicator?
Do you know, what's going on in your body is just an indicator of your vibration?
Do you know that what's happening in your life- in terms of relationship, is just a vibrational indicator?
Do you know the money in your bank account is a vibrational indicator?

Everything that is manifested, the car that you're driving, the house that you're living in, the clothes that you're wearing, the condition of your body- everything about your life, is a vibrational indicator.

And those indications of vibration are being shown to you all day, every day. In the form of the emotion that you feel! So, if you leave here with one decision within you, and it goes like this:

"I now understand the importance of recognizing how I feel.
And I do care about feeling as good as I can feel, about that and that and that."

So, somebody you love tells you a lie, and it hits you hard. And you think: "They shouldn't lie to me. They should trust me more! I wish they wouldn't lie." And then you try to wrestle them to the ground, and you try to figure out why they are lying, and you try to figure out where the lies started, and you try to understand the motive of the lie- and all you do is get yourself in a scramble. Because you can't begin to understand it! You couldn't sort it out, if you had a hundred lifetimes to do it. But you can recognize that your attention to this subject is causing you discomfort, right here and now! And you could choose a better feeling thought!

-So you find a thought that goes something like: "I don't understand where they're coming from!" -and that gives you a little relief.
-And then you think of the thoughts such as: "Well, I have told a lie before." And that might make you feel better, too!
-And then you think a thought such as "The only time I've ever lied was, because I didn't think the person would like, what I thought to be the truth. And I wanted them to feel as good as they could feel. So, maybe there is some compassion in lying somewhere?" -and you feel a little better.
-And then you think: "I don't know why I'm making such a big thing about this."
-And then you think "I can't even remember what the subject to hand was!"
-and then you think "I think I've been making a big deal out of nothing."
-and then you think "this is a person who I really love."
-and then you think "it really doesn't matter what they're doing! It really only matters how I feel about them!"
-and then you think "I should not ask them to behave in certain ways in order to love them! Because, I am one who offers unconditional love."

And as you work your way through issue after issue, with person after person, and subject after subject- before you know it, within one or two or three days, certainly four or five- and absolutely within 30!! -you will have had enough real-life experiences show you the vibrational evidence, of what's going on with your vibration: That you can clean it ALL up! Within 30 days, you can have cleaned up enough of your vibration- and

by "cleaning up", all we mean is: Find a better feeling thought!

Find a better feeling thought, find a better feeling thought, find a better feeling thought... that...
Do you know that you are 30 days or less from being a vibrational match to the source, that is really you?
To the reason that you were born, to the coming forth into this physical experience?
To the living the joyous life-experience, that you have come to live?
To the being a vibrational match to what's in your vibrational escrow?
To the getting inside everything, that you've ever asked for?

Do you know how close you are, in terms of time, having everything that life so far has caused you to ask for?

It's such a short distance!
It just requires some caring about how you feel. And a willingness, to move yourself deliberately up the emotional scale, and back into vibrational alignment with who you really are. As you do that every day, you'll see the world a little more through the eyes of source! And as you begin to view your magnificent world through the eyes of source, you will then revel in your beingness, and in that of others, and you will feel pride, and worth, beyond physical description. And you will begin to express to others:

"I've come forth with great reason into this physical body and that reason is for joyous expansion! And I wish that for all."

From the youtube-clip "Abraham Hicks - Practice the feeling of Unconditional LOVE / No Ads during"

I came for not having any chance other than learning to love unconditionally... and I'll do. In time. Maybe tomorrow. Now, everything hurts and the best thing to do is SHUT UP AND TAKE A NAP.

I am the person, that came forth with great reason into this physical body, and that reason is for joyous expansion. EVEN when I failed! Even when I messed up. AND, in this, I can teach it, and make it more! -And I wish that for all.

Yes. YES I DO!! And sometimes, we slip, and end up in the muck. AND THAT IS NOT WRONG EITHER.

I AM THE PERSON WHO LOVES herself and others more and more UNCONDITIONALLY!!

30 days of dictating to the Universe, and lining up with who I really AM.


Day 9

My day was INCREDIBLY RICH. I simply had no time to write- and that felt awesome, in its own.
I pondered this new "paradigm" of me, realllllly loving unconditionally, in a deeper way than ever. We approached our "topics" differently than ever. With this highest goal in mind: NOTHING MATTERS MORE TO ME THAN TO BE HAPPY.

Because when I'm happy, I'm in Alignment. And that means, I am who I really am. This "service" matters more to me than everything else. I got deeper into the understanding that I have to care first and foremost for feeling good/being MYSELF!! And never before was it SO clear to me that "I love you very much- and don't care what you think" (when that feels off to me). It is still fresh. It is still new (while I "know" it since decades!)

I AM THE PERSON WHO CARES FIRST AND FOREMOST ABOUT BEING IN JOYFUL ALIGNMENT WITH MYSELF!!






True, unconditional LOVE- and true FREEDOM.

Source sees you, and feels only appreciation for that which you are- regardless of the condition that you're living!
Because source is so practiced in this knowing of well-being that the condition that you are currently living, does not dissuade it from its knowledge of well-being.

Unconditional love is:
Staying in the vibration of source, regardless of the condition.

Conditional love says:
"I want to feel good when I see this- I do, when I see that- I don't.
So, this condition has to change: so, that I can feel better!

Unconditional love says: I am source. and I am love,
regardless of the condition.

So, that's why man translates that to say: "God is love", or: "God loves all".
Unconditional love- that's what you're all reaching for.

You want to be tuned in, tapped in, turned on, to who you are. And living in this world it's the best of everything to be! In this world, where you're mixing it up, getting new ideas, and then coming into alignment with it.

The only freedom that you will ever find is the freedom from the bondage of resistance.
In other words, what resistance is is not allowing yourself to be who you really are!

All pain and suffering are about diverging from who you really are. All joy and alignment is about coming into vibrational frequency with who you really are! And that is the epitome it is most descriptive word for what love is.
Love is the absence of resistance.
Love is vibrational alignment with that which is source.
Love is tuned in, tapped in, turned on.
Love is vibrational alignment with source!
Unconditional love is vibrational alignment with source, even when there is something that I don't want happening.
You're a lot of trouble, you know!

HS:
So, can can you offer us some words that would de-socialize us, so that we get to the point... well, what are... what are some words we could practice, when we're by ourselves, that would shore up this notion of putting how we feel above, what others...

Abe:
"I love you so much, I don't care what you think."

HS:
Saying that to the peanut gallery?

Abe:
To anyone! "I love, I love you so much- I don't care what you think."

Now, think about what that's saying:
"I SO care about being in vibrational alignment with who I am! Because, if I am in vibrational alignment with who I am, then I have love to give. But if I am catering to what you want, rather than to my own guidance- then I've not tuned in, tapped in, turned on! I have nothing to give! I love you so much, I don't care what you think." or: "I love you so much, I must tune to the source within me, and I cannot tune to the source within me and tune to what you want, at the same time! Don't make me choose between alignment with source, and what you think you want, at this moment! If you will allow me, or whether you do, or not, to align with who I am -then I can shine the energy of source upon you. And you will thrive!

But if you convince me that I should cater to you, rather than align with Who I am, then I'll be out here on the raw and ragged edge with you. And we'll just fight it out, and blame each other, for how bad we feel. with you I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK."

When you get there, and can deliver that with a straight face, you'll have it.

Those do not understand: Well, what do you mean? If you'd love me, you'd care what I think!?" -well it goes like this: "I do love you! I love you so much, I don't care what you think." -"What do you mean?" -"Well, you think I'm wrong. But in order to love you, I must know that I'm source. And I can't know that I'm source, and know that I'm wrong at the same time! So,

in order to love you, I have to be in alignment with source.

And when I'm in alignment with source, I don't care what you think! In other words, it's solid." It's just hard to get them to hear it, because you know how irrational people are, when they're out on the raw and ragged edge... in other words, you you can't get sick enough to help sick people get well- and yet, you think that you can get disconnected enough to get disconnected people to be connected!

You can only help people align with source, from your vantage point of being aligned with source.

And you can't be aligned with source, and catering to what they think at the same time. You just can't do it! Maybe there are other words, that would be better:
-"I love you so much I don't care what you think." We like that. That's our first choice!

-"I see you as you really are. Not as you are being in this moment. I know the power of your being, and I know the reason that you are so upset right now, is because you are right now not allowing yourself to be the brilliant, beautiful, tuned in, tapped in, turned on person, that I fell in love with to begin with. And if you don't mind, I'm gonna go away, and I'm gonna hold the thought of who I know you really are, rather than wallow with you in this disconnected state." Getting better! (Audience cheering) How about this:

-"I've seen you in your alignment. And I've seen you not in your alignment. And I like you best, when you're in your alignment, but when I'm in my alignment- it doesn't matter." That's good, too!

-"When I'm tuned in, tapped in, turned on- you can be any way you want to me. Because my love for you is unconditional! I am no longer gonna hold you responsible for how I feel!" What freedom you give to anyone that you would say that to!

-"I no longer hold you responsible for how I feel. I'm in charge of how I feel! I'm in charge of how I feel, and I so know that, that I don't even have to ask the same back from you." That was good, too!

-"I'm so good at unconditional love that I don't need you to know how to do it!" ...think about what we're saying here:

"I'm tuned in, tapped in, turned on. I'm thriving, no matter what you do. You're not the boss of me: I am. I have the ability to align with source, regardless of the conditions that surround me. I get unconditional love."


From the youtube-clip "Abraham Hicks - Practice the feeling of Unconditional LOVE / No Ads during"

30 days of dictating to the Universe, and lining up with who I really AM.


Day 10

There is only now.
Right here and now.
Now is where all your power is.

- Abraham


Intellectually, it always made total sense to me that -as Abe say- "my point of power is in the NOW. I can't choose otherwise, I can't decipher otherwise, I can't know otherwise, I can't LIVE otherwise than NOW! And so, I could... and, really, MUST!!! as well ALLOW NOW. Because, when else will there be this opportunity!? "Tomorrow never comes, and yesterday is gone".



I really want to LIVE this. Live every day as "the day". Live every day as THE MIRACLE, the breakthrough, with this awesomeness that I always expected in the future. I want to live NOW in my fullness! I want to be whole, NOW. I want to feel as one, merged, included, with who I really am- because, that is WHO I AM! Who I am is who I want to be, already. And there is nothing between us, other than my perception of "it, not being here and now". And that is as smoke or shadows- not really existent, while mightily "perceivable".

I can change that, NOW. By pondering that I indeed am THERE.



I soo love to ponder that it really is ONLY the NOW that the Universe asks as my "resumee"! I CAN shift my point of attraction in one fell swoop, in a "quantum-shift". Been there, done that. WHILE (I remember long and dreadful discussions about this point ) yes, we NEED to change our vibe in ways that I CAN hold the new frequency, or I have a terrible ride afterwards). BUT... I can go there a bit, and go there a bit, for years, really for decades (and I did!!) and THEN- all of a sudden- BAM.

Because, I want that!! I came for the big splash, indeed!! I came for the "weeeeeeeeeeee"! I came for the Solar Flash. I came for the "big one"!
Ahhhh, this awesomeness! This exuberant, awesome, HUGE event!! I FEEL SUCH LOVE FOR IT. I know we can have it slow and steady and without drama. BUT I LIKE THIS GLAMOROUS DELIGHTFUL BIG STUFF!!!!! Hell yes!!!

Day 10:

I forgot my statement.

I am the person who KNOWS that it is DONE!
I am the person who knows that who I really am is the fulfillment of all my dreams.

That feels... realllly nice! It feels soothing. It feels easy. And: I cannot "DO" anything about it. I must allow it to be attracted into it's fullness.
All I can help is, step out of the way.
Not focusing resistance!
It's coming. It's happening, all on it's own, in perfect timing.
I expect it. I really do.
It is happening all the time, more and more and more. It is DONE, and I enjoy the process of witnessing it slip into perfection.

THANK YOU, LIFE.

30 days of dictating to the Universe, and lining up with who I really AM.


Day 11

I realize, I am "working" often 18 hrs a day. I "work" on this forum or do transcripts, I research my dreams, I uplift beloveds, I watch fascinating youtube clips about New-Earth- projects, politics and social interactions. I am CREATIVE! ...It feels like building, creating and molding the exact life that I desire- not only for now, but into the future, and it is immensely satisfying! In my "earlier life" (before I met Abe and UNDERSTOOD (!!) what they teach), I would have deemed maybe 3 or 4 hrs of what I do now in a day as "true work", and about all my other actions, I would have deemed myself as lazy moocher.

I was very hard on myself and had tied my self-worth directly to how hard, and how much, I would do "reasonable" tasks. After I experienced a massive burn-out, I stopped being able to do that. I had for weeks and months problems sitting up, walking or feeding myself- not to speak of doing housework, driving or do, literally, anything more than keeping myself alive, and it took me years to admit that I even had a burn-out. I still have some momentum left from defining my worth through hard work, and it's time to let that go.



I wholeheartedly understand, that JOY, love, peace, freedom are the measurement to count "success"! I GET IT ON ALL LEVELS. Now, it is time to decide, and mean it, that I drop my split-energy.

We would never do anything, that wouldn't make our heart sing!
And you say, "This choice doesn't seem to be here. There is a choice that doesn't make my heart sing, and sort of staying where I am. What should I do?"

And we say: We'd hang around and wait for something that makes our heart sing- and then, we would jump in with all four feet.

Abraham Hicks

It is time to drop anything less than that!
It is time, to FOCUS myself into being proud about my ease. Into celebrating my knowing about all those awesome things that make my heart skip! It is time to drop doubt, fear, judgement and shame. It is time to be super-bold and VISIBLY be happily, outrageously, lighthearted.



I AM A PERSON WHO IS OUTRAGEOUSLY HAPPY!
I am a person who doesn't give a rip about others judgements, because she follows purely the guidance of her loving, dancing, joyful, trusting heart.
I BELIEVE THAT I CAN BE, DO OR HAVE EVERYTHING I DESIRE-
if only I am happy!

Nothing matters more to me, than that I feel good.