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Thank you so much for sharing this!! What a gift. Somehow I feel like I would be with you, and experience it, too...
It feels strange to call it "thrilling", but it IS!

Paradise-on-Earth wrote: ↑Sat May 25, 2024 3:49 am Thank you so much for sharing this!! What a gift. Somehow I feel like I would be with you, and experience it, too...
It feels strange to call it "thrilling", but it IS!

Last night I had a dream that I think relates to all this too:

I was standing at a bus stop, waiting for a bus to get somewhere, and it was taking a very long time to come.

To entertain myself I "meditated", focusing on the sounds all around and was really getting very focused on that, so that I tuned out most of everything else and forgot where I was and what I was there for. It felt good. It felt like I was doing the meditation very well because I was REALLY into it!

In the meantime several buses passed and I didn't even notice because I was so focused on the meditation state.

My own post-dream assessment of the possible Moral of the story:
Keep your focus in the right place so that you will see what you want when it comes.

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Of course, this dream likely is a reflection of MY feelings rather than of truly how it all works Maybe you won't miss any buses even if your focus is elsewhere - I don't know!

I see your premise...

Abe have said, that WHEN you are ITV- and even HIGHLY ITV, you will never miss something that is meaningful to you!
So maybe this was a manifestation of a fear of you? (You expressed some concern that meditation might not be enough to heal your sub-conscious resistances...)

Abe teach, that one of the most wanted manifestations (that being ITV nets us) is good TIMING. To be at the right time in the right place, and to look in the perfect moment to see the open door, the funny thing, the awesome whale jumping on the endless ocean... (they told the story that all people on an Alaskan Cruise So very much wanted to see bears and whales and eagles... and some never saw them. While Jerry and Esther had the impression that EACH TIME they looked outside, a whale or a dolphin was jumping or breaching! And Abe explained that was because they had TIMING).

So, ITV, you do NOT miss the bus.
ITV, you are aware when it comes by, and if you are asleep, something would wake you up or give you a nudge -in perfect timing.

Maybe these buses didn't drive to where you REALLY wanted to go?

Paradise-on-Earth wrote: ↑Sat May 25, 2024 10:17 am Abe have said, that WHEN you are ITV- and even HIGHLY ITV, you will never miss something that is meaningful to you!
So maybe this was a manifestation of a fear of you? (You expressed some concern that meditation might not be enough to heal your sub-conscious resistances...)

I think you're right

Paradise-on-Earth wrote: ↑Sat May 25, 2024 10:17 am Abe teach, that one of the most wanted manifestations (that being ITV nets us) is good TIMING. To be at the right time in the right place, and to look in the perfect moment to see the open door, the funny thing, the awesome whale jumping on the endless ocean... (they told the story that all people on an Alaskan Cruise So very much wanted to see bears and whales and eagles... and some never saw them. While Jerry and Esther had the impression that EACH TIME they looked outside, a whale or a dolphin was jumping or breaching! And Abe explained that was because they had TIMING).

So, ITV, you do NOT miss the bus.
ITV, you are aware when it comes by, and if you are asleep, something would wake you up or give you a nudge -in perfect timing.

I loved hearing this story about Jerry and Esther's perfect timing! It's so inspiring!
I would love to believe more strongly that I can have such perfect timing too in my daily life once I raise my vibration more

Paradise-on-Earth wrote: ↑Sat May 25, 2024 10:17 am Maybe these buses didn't drive to where you REALLY wanted to go?

Maybe!
Maybe sometimes what our ego / human-part *thinks* we want / need may be different from what our Inner Being thinks we need. As long as I'm strongly focused and invested in egoic pulls (like getting on the bus), I may be more resistant to the Inner Being's guidance (which may be just to relax into the seemingly less important meditation). Perhaps

spiritualcookie wrote: ↑Sun May 26, 2024 7:45 am
I would love to believe more strongly that I can have such perfect timing too in my daily life once I raise my vibration more

All you need to do to get there, is care to feel good or relief, each day as much as you can (=pay the terrible price of happiness)!
The Vortex WILL bring the clarity of all of that. We can't "make" us feel clear, worthy or trusting. It is a by-product of being ITV.



All you need is more time ITV

Abe

Day 35: Bless Me Method

15 mins meditation:

- Visual: Diamond Dot
I saw a diamond-like dot in front of my in my upper field of vision. It looked like a silvery white sparkly diamond floating in the air.
I had the thought that it was directing me where to put my focus because it made me sort of look through my 3rd eye. This silvery dot appeared several times during today's meditation.
Possible meanings via google

" That sounds to me like a "nimitta" of "jhana" (a sign of a state of heightened concentration)."
" Diamonds often carry the energies of angelic beings that are aligned with courage and Light, and inspire us to bravely express our most sacred self."

- Visual: Almost seeing a diagram
I saw almost in my peripheral vision (far left field of vision) a flash of what looked like a diagram but it flashed by so quickly and was so far in my peripheral vision that I didn't really see it - just a vague impression of it. I asked if they showed me a diagram - heart for yes, X for no. I saw a faint heart shape. I asked to see it again - but I couldn't make anything out. I think perhaps I need to practice more for what I see to sharpen up at will.
I playfully suggested that Source can treat me like a microscope to help me tune into the image - I felt shifts in light happening but still the image did not come into focus yet.

Vibration post-meditation feels a little uplifted to before meditation

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Receiving Source through Song Lyrics!

After the meditation an idea occurred to me:

A few days ago, I was listening to a youtube video by David Lion who suggested that a fun and easy way to get answers from Source was by asking to receive a song in your head. The playful vibe of it helps answers flow easily.

So I thought I'd play with this idea and asked Source:

"Why is it that sometimes, like today, I don't receive very clear information during my meditations? Why is it often tiny pieces that are hard to understand? Please send me the answer through a song that pops into my head!"

Almost immediately a song popped into my head:
"I can see clearly now the rain is gone.
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It's gonna be a bright (bright)
Bright (bright) sunshiny day"

ie - I have rain/ clouds / resistance that's stopping the answers from coming clearly!

Next I asked:

"What can I do to lift this resistance? Please send me the answer through a song!"

Again, almost instantly I received this song:
"I'm pickin' up good vibrations
She's giving me excitations
Good, good, good, good vibrations"

ie. I need to raise my vibration!

Next I asked:

What can I do to lift my vibration? Please send me the answer through song!"

I received:
"Relax, don't do it
When you wanna go do it
Relax, don't do it
When you wanna come"

"What can I do to relax?!"

Answer:
"Go, go, go Joseph, you know what they say
Hang on now, Joseph, you'll make it some day
Sha la la, Joseph, you're doing fine
You and your dreamcoat ahead of your time"

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It was a really exciting way to receive CLEAR answers! Instantly! And with so much more detail than seeing fuzzy shapes and trying to guess what they mean!
I loved it!
And it was so moving and comforting to receive the "you're done fine" song at the end :')

Wow!!!

Day 36:

Today I was playing more with the "Receiving messages from Source through Songs" method - it's so much fun! so satisfying! so easy and instant to get answers from Source every time! I'm in love with it! I'm so thankful to David Lion for sharing this method! And am so thankful to Source for guiding me to find his video on youtube!

I was wondering "Do I even need meditation still if I have this new way of getting answers from Source so much more easily?" I asked Source to give me an answer through song and I got a song in another language that roughly translates to:

"I haven't had enough yet!
I haven't seen enough yet!
I haven't loved enough yet!
I haven't found enough yet!
I haven't done enough yet!
I haven't tried enough yet!
Let the road lead me where I'm going!"

So I guess I'm continuing with my meditations!

I did do one today. I asked for a lot of musical answers throughout it! I noticed each musical request is sort of like a mini-meditation, because you have to tune in for a minute or two to hear the song. I did receive one visual today too : )

spiritualcookie wrote: ↑Sun May 26, 2024 5:47 pm So I guess I'm continuing with my meditations!

And how does that FEEL?

Paradise-on-Earth wrote: ↑Sun May 26, 2024 8:50 pm And how does that FEEL?

I appreciate your caring guidance to check in with myself!
I know I have free will regardless of what non-physically received messages seem to say

It feels good to continue for now though
I liked receiving the reinforcement that Source seems to agree that meditation is of some benefit to me at the moment.
It felt like a confirmation of "you're on the right path, keep going".
It felt soothing to receive that confirmation.
It felt like it helped lift some doubt about the value of meditation.
Continuing this practice feels like eager curiosity to find out where the meditation practice will lead
It feels like a soft kind of trust that meditating is helping my spiritual development
I feel as though I am at the beginning of the way - and there are signs of progression and development which are encouraging and make me want to continue - it will be interesting to see how everything unfolds!