spiritualcookie's Meditation Diary: Journey to Receiving my own Abraham

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Thanks for visiting my thread!

Thank you for putting out this touching, wonderful sharing! I so enjoy reading it and taking it all in. SO inspiring!

[spiritualcookie]

Day 7:

Meditation complete: It was a very relaxing, relaxed meditation with not much experienced other than relaxation.

In the warmup to get into meditation mode, I did a nice visualization that I enjoyed: imagining sending hearts of love out to the universe. I saw the hearts going out, out and getting smaller and smaller like gold sparkles getting tinier into the distance. It was pretty


In the Receiving bit of the meditation, I felt myself sort of drifting off / switching off - here and there - not into sleep exactly but something similar

Still seeing skull shadows popping in and out here and there.

I saw a new shaped shadow that looked like a drop of something
It kinda looked like an uvula..

And I feel like it's connected - a few moments during the meditation I felt quite aware of my throat in the sense that it felt a bit tight. - I am intending perfect relaxation everywhere - including my throat

UPDATE:
I was curious to research if an uvula had any symbolic meanings. I found these:
- "Only humans have uvulas" - so perhaps it represents a human trait
- "Uvulas secrete saliva to moisten your mouth and throat" - so it IS related to the throat; to keep the organ of communication happy..
- "it aids in eating and drinking by allowing food and drink to go the right way - ie down" - So it helps things go from up in the mouth, downwards. Perhaps like from high vibrational beings down towards me?
- "It aids making certain more unusual sounds when speaking" - hm so maybe it can be a symbol of communication, much like the throat, where the voice comes from.

I'm feeling that the symbols may have had something to do with communication - perhaps from Source / my IB? The fact that the throat felt tight - maybe it's a symbols of something that wants to be communicated but feels like it can't right now. There is still some resistance and tightness to let go of to achieve smooth, relaxed communication. This feels right

[spiritualcookie]

I had the thought that maybe the skull-thing is because I've got Fear active. It is a disc I'm unintentionally noticing is active now and then everyday and I would like to get some relief and go up the EGS around this area. So I've been reading some Abe quotes to help me remember how to move up and away from fear.

The main message I'md reading seems to be to give more air time to feel-good thoughts and less air time to the feel-bad stuff when it pops up.

And rather than denying and suppressing the fears, seek soothing ideas that give relief on the topics that induce fear.

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Some Abe Quotes on Meditation-for-connecting-with-your-Inner-Being which I thought would be helpful to refer to here

Tune into Source.

Tips on making pre-meditation intentions

In this process of channeling, the wanting is set forth by saying:
"I would like to have communication with the inner dimension."
Be specific:
"I am wanting joyous communication.
I am wanting to speak with those beings that are in harmony with who I am.
Beings who will uplift me.
I am wanting a high level of consciousness" (...)

Make your statement so that you set forth the creation in the way that you are wanting.
And then as you sit to meditate, you will allow it,
for your intention as you meditate is to open the channel of communication, you see?

- AH

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If your intent is to open the passageway between dimensions
that you may receive clear communication,
then state it as you are beginning to meditate.

- Abraham Hicks

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On Fear of receiving bad / unwanted things in meditation

when I recognized that they couldn't get in without my invitation,
then I stopped worrying about them.

- AH

[Paradise-on-Earth]

I like it all so much!
You make meditation sound fun!

[spiritualcookie]

aw I'm glad! I feel like you must be vibrating on a high vibration to get that from my writings!

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Day 8:
Meditation done.
I kept feeling distracted and agitated by some not-serious-at-all-yet-preoccupying-things - gently trying to get myself to relax, be easy, and focus back into a state of focused nothingness. It didn't feel like I reached a very strong connection with Source / my Inner Being today - but I tried at least!

There was a second when I saw a thin magenta layer of neon light around me in my aura.


Quick internet search of what seeing a magenta aura can mean:

"Those with magenta emissions in their aura have a keen understanding of the physical world (red) and an innate talent for intuitive thinking (blue.) This super combo means those with a magenta aura about them would excel in some form of creative work.

A magenta is not your average person, and they tend to refuse to allow themselves to slip into the routine and predictable patterns

That's funny because today was the first day I broke out of my normal meditation routine and tried doing it differently because I wasn't in the frame of mind of doing the whole normal, lengthy BLESS ME routine.

Individuals who are blessed with this aura color take their creative drive and utilize it in every aspect of their lives. To some, they may come off as rebellious and even combative, but their main goal is always to be unique and unafraid to do so.
When looking at the magenta aura meaning, these individuals represent a pleasant contrast to those who journey through life in expected and socially acceptable ways.

Restless - The magenta aura is an energetic force, which can drive those blessed with it into a feeling of restlessness.

That's funny - although I'm not usually restless, I was feeling restless during today's meditation!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Wow!
I practiced some time with a teacher who told us to integrate magenta into our aura (by visualizing it regularly). In her belief-system, magenta was able to achieve EVERYTHING. Healing of yourself and others, manifesting miracles and so on. Holding someone in a magenta bubble was giving them the energy to survive- if this was ok with their higher plan.

I lost touch with her, but I thought it might interest you. I found great power in magenta, always!

(so much for going to sleep...)

[spiritualcookie]

In her belief-system, magenta was able to achieve EVERYTHING. Healing of yourself and others,

oo thank you for sharing that! So interesting!
I was in need of healing today as I ate too much and was feeling nauseous during the meditation haha! I wonder if that's why I saw the healing magenta colour!

Good night! Sleep well!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

[spiritualcookie]

Day 9:
Still feeling like I wanted to do a simple meditation today rather than the full BLESS ME method, after revising my intentions for the meditation (see my first post) I did a simple Abraham meditation of just closing my eyes and listening to the sounds of my breath and the room for 20 minutes. It was nice, easy, simple and relaxed.

Experiences during today's meditation:

- There were moments where I felt very light - especially my head felt light.

- There was a moment when I felt my breathing was particularly beautifully light, clear, pure and clean. My breathing is always clear and easy, but this was something special. Especially "free" feeling. Like breathing in the purest, clearest, freshest quality air. The second I noticed it, it took me out of it and I went away back to normal breathing

- There were one or two involuntary jerking movements of the head, tipping backwards ever so slightly suddenly. I think I remember noticing that Darryl Anka has this happen to him sometimes when he channels Bashar. I was also reading in the Meditation Quotes section that Abraham said: "Once you are receiving movement (head rolling around on neck) your passageway is open." - so this seems to be a promising sign!

- I saw a view down a tube - similar to what I saw on day 3.. The view looked completely dark ahead. Again, I think this may be a symbol for my journey into the Unknown with this meditation work.

- There was a moment when in my upper right field of vision, I saw a black and white outline of either a walnut or a little brain I think it was a walnut though!



Quick internet search of spiritual meanings of walnuts, and findings that resonate the most:

Walnuts [have a] status as a “food of the Gods”

I am trying to communicate with Source, so this resonates a little!

Walnuts have been used to symbolize the importance of wisdom

I am trying to receive wisdom from Source!

Symbol of change in your life. In Bach flower remedies, the Walnut remedy is given to help accomodate change.

By doing these meditations I'm attempting to facilitate a change in my experience, so this makes sense

Dreaming of huge walnuts is a promise of the large amounts of wealth you will soon gain.

This made me laugh! Yes please! This is a fun interpretation to adopt!

[Paradise-on-Earth]

Dreaming of huge walnuts is a promise of the large amounts of wealth you will soon gain.

This made me laugh! Yes please! This is a fun interpretation to adopt!

how wonderful!! I can relate!!

Regards the Bach-Flower, my Bachflower-teacher taught that "Walnut is the flower that ends all spells and brings the New world, the redemption."

Walnut gets used per example to treat old scars, that won't get soft. Or to help letting go what has ended. I feel it, as magenta, as incredibly powerful- WHILE loving.